I Hate Parents - Tumblr Posts

My "parents" struck again....

So I have holiday now after my finals and I'm doing shit....like for real, I'm just sitting locked in my room, watching series and I am not leaving until I have to go to the bathroom or I am going to eat... anyways...they are mad at me because of that...they expect me to talk to them and spend time with them....

And I am like: guys.... you still don't get it ? We have no fucking connection....I don't feel like your kid (well...I am not, never had been and never will )

Also they're asking what was I going to do tomorrow or the next few months of my holiday ? And I say "I don't know" because I don't fucking know ....

And they are: They who will know ? You need to know.

Well.... I don't who I am so knowing what I am going to do tomorrow is not the right question here, is it ?

My "dad" calling me "stupid, weird, crazy and psycho" hits a bit different especially during the argument about me using too much computer....

I just realized that my "parents", especially my "dad", 'trained' me....

The front doors open, I run downstairs

They call my name, I run downstairs or to them without any questions

Whatever they say, I agree and nod

They trained me really good so if someone in the future decides to make me their dumb puppy know that I am already well-trained, just change some commands

With your soul, time, nerves, mental health and gods know what else

Tw for everything

"What will we do after you have an operation"

Funny

What about me? What will I do after the operation? Will I still be alive?

"You should lose weight, everything is going wrong because of your weight."

Thanks

Now I will starve myself even more

"How do you see yourself in the future?"

Dead

You make me want to kill myself even more

You are the fucking reason for everything

Everything is going wrong in my life because of you two.

You shouldn't have taken me from the orphanage

I will rot

I will suffer

I will die

And all thanks to you