I Can't Sleep After This Conversation With My Friend....I Don't Know If I Should Sleep

I can't sleep after this conversation with my friend....I don't know if I should sleep

What if she does something while I'll be sleeping ?

I don't know

I'm not a psychic or any kind of media but I am interested in paranormal and ghosts and now I am sitting on my bed and going through tiktok. Suddenly I felt a bit cold breeze on my right hand and that reminded me that ghosts can change temperature. So I held out this hand and asked the ghost to hold it....it became cold immediately and as soon as the ghost touched me I started crying

Someone please save me and take me from here

I don't want to be here

I am scared

I want to leave

I am talking about school

Anon me facts about me that you think are probably true

Eating less than 1000 kcal a day ? On a daily basis for me.... without trying hard

Actually I feel useless

Like I want to help people but then when they don't answer or something I feel like I did too much

I feel like I am too much

Like a burden

I feel like I only want attention, gratitude

What if I do ?

What if I don't ?

I don't know man....