Second Ago I Was On A Call With My Friend Who Overdosed Medications Like 30mins Ago

Second ago I was on a call with my friend who overdosed medications like 30mins ago

And they were fine

Like man

If they die tonight, I don't know what I will do

I mean they said they were fine and they had no symptoms of overdose but still...

But I'm still glad they called me

I hope they will be fine

I'm gonna cry!

If I don't pass the driving exam I'm gonna cry

I'm gonna cry now because I'm so fucking stressed

My life is literally falling apart rn

Me doing lil dance while listening to music but quickly stopping because there are people around....

I changed my Spanish groups and now I'm feeling so stupid

They all are so fucking clever, they make full sentences and stuff and I'm here sitting in silence not knowing what's going on

Let's hope it will be fine

The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade

I failed...again

No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right

Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same

I stopped trying

And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong

I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out

I'm worthless

Useless

Stupid

I deserve to die

I have to die

I want to die