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The Mood Dropped Immediately When I Saw The Grade

The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade

I failed...again

No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right

Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same

I stopped trying

And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong

I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out

I'm worthless

Useless

Stupid

I deserve to die

I have to die

I want to die

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1 year ago

Today I had a panic attack over loosing my fav glass straw that "belongs" (mentally) only to one drinking jar...

I had to lock myself in the bathroom to cry and calm down

Eventually I found it


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2 years ago

⚠️tw murder mention⚠️

You know what?

I feel like I want to kill someone

Not myself

But someone

I wanna brutally stab them

Push the knife deep enough to see the fear in their eyes

To hear them beg for mercy

To see them cry

I want to feel the power just once in my life

But don't worry

I'll just dress nicely and smile and pretend nothing is going on


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1 year ago

Me: *in pain because of the fucked up spine*

My "parents": You have to go to church

Me: But I don't think I can today. I'm in pain and it's worse than yesterday

They: But if you don't go that means you can't function normally and can't go to work on holiday

Me: But that's not relevant

They: But that's your choice, you're an adult

Da fuck guys?


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1 year ago

You remember my diagnosis?

Yeah?

Then forget about it

It's not true anymore

I'm perfectly fine

Just some not well working brain and nerves' connections

I've always known I'm fine


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1 year ago

Second ago I was on a call with my friend who overdosed medications like 30mins ago

And they were fine

Like man

If they die tonight, I don't know what I will do

I mean they said they were fine and they had no symptoms of overdose but still...

But I'm still glad they called me

I hope they will be fine


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