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The Mood Dropped Immediately When I Saw The Grade
The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade
I failed...again
No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right
Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same
I stopped trying
And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong
I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out
I'm worthless
Useless
Stupid
I deserve to die
I have to die
I want to die
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Today I had a panic attack over loosing my fav glass straw that "belongs" (mentally) only to one drinking jar...
I had to lock myself in the bathroom to cry and calm down
Eventually I found it
β οΈtw murder mentionβ οΈ
You know what?
I feel like I want to kill someone
Not myself
But someone
I wanna brutally stab them
Push the knife deep enough to see the fear in their eyes
To hear them beg for mercy
To see them cry
I want to feel the power just once in my life
But don't worry
I'll just dress nicely and smile and pretend nothing is going on
Me: *in pain because of the fucked up spine*
My "parents": You have to go to church
Me: But I don't think I can today. I'm in pain and it's worse than yesterday
They: But if you don't go that means you can't function normally and can't go to work on holiday
Me: But that's not relevant
They: But that's your choice, you're an adult
Da fuck guys?
You remember my diagnosis?
Yeah?
Then forget about it
It's not true anymore
I'm perfectly fine
Just some not well working brain and nerves' connections
I've always known I'm fine
Second ago I was on a call with my friend who overdosed medications like 30mins ago
And they were fine
Like man
If they die tonight, I don't know what I will do
I mean they said they were fine and they had no symptoms of overdose but still...
But I'm still glad they called me
I hope they will be fine