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The Mood Dropped Immediately When I Saw The Grade
The mood dropped immediately when I saw the grade
I failed...again
No matter how much I try, I can't do anything right
Actually I stopped trying because it will be the same
I stopped trying
And I thought I stopped caring but I was wrong
I'm lying in my bed, crying my eyes out
I'm worthless
Useless
Stupid
I deserve to die
I have to die
I want to die
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You remember my diagnosis?
Yeah?
Then forget about it
It's not true anymore
I'm perfectly fine
Just some not well working brain and nerves' connections
I've always known I'm fine
Second ago I was on a call with my friend who overdosed medications like 30mins ago
And they were fine
Like man
If they die tonight, I don't know what I will do
I mean they said they were fine and they had no symptoms of overdose but still...
But I'm still glad they called me
I hope they will be fine
Psychologists: You're not fucked up enough, I can't diagnose you
Psychiatrist: Well, too much is going on with you, I can't diagnose you
Aaaaaaa!
Decide! Please
I changed my Spanish groups and now I'm feeling so stupid
They all are so fucking clever, they make full sentences and stuff and I'm here sitting in silence not knowing what's going on
Let's hope it will be fine
β οΈTw self meanspoβ οΈ
Only a genius like me could fucked up this way
How it was possible for me to misread the date of an exam?
How?
You are fucking stupid! You can't do anything right. You're worthless piece of shit, that's what you are!
You have to try harder to even be near dogs' level of usefulness.
Oh wait...
You aren't able to do that! You can't try harder because you FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW!
Don't know how you have friends...are they even your friends? You think you deserve friends?
YOU DON'T!
You're a burden, a mistake, a problem. Don't go around smiling and being kind because they're not buying that. They don't need you!
You're miserable and you're trying to make yourself even more miserable by seeing therapist. You want an explanation to yourself, something you could blame for what you are.
But nothing can explain that. You're the problem, nothing else
You'd be better dead
No one needs you
Just die and let people breath