Me: *in Pain Because Of The Fucked Up Spine*

Me: *in pain because of the fucked up spine*

My "parents": You have to go to church

Me: But I don't think I can today. I'm in pain and it's worse than yesterday

They: But if you don't go that means you can't function normally and can't go to work on holiday

Me: But that's not relevant

They: But that's your choice, you're an adult

Da fuck guys?

You remember my diagnosis?

Yeah?

Then forget about it

It's not true anymore

I'm perfectly fine

Just some not well working brain and nerves' connections

I've always known I'm fine

This is the day I want to die more than ever...

I'm so miserable

So useless

So stupid

I want to disappear

Me doing lil dance while listening to music but quickly stopping because there are people around....

My self-control through the last few months wasn't working properly but now it's my time again

I'll be skinny

I'll be, I promise