You Remember My Diagnosis?

You remember my diagnosis?

Yeah?

Then forget about it

It's not true anymore

I'm perfectly fine

Just some not well working brain and nerves' connections

I've always known I'm fine

This is the day I want to die more than ever...

I'm so miserable

So useless

So stupid

I want to disappear

Today I had a panic attack over loosing my fav glass straw that "belongs" (mentally) only to one drinking jar...

I had to lock myself in the bathroom to cry and calm down

Eventually I found it

So....

I got diagnosed with schizoid personality disorder!

That explains a lot

I'm so happy to have diagnosis

⚠️Tw self meanspo⚠️

Only a genius like me could fucked up this way

How it was possible for me to misread the date of an exam?

How?

You are fucking stupid! You can't do anything right. You're worthless piece of shit, that's what you are!

You have to try harder to even be near dogs' level of usefulness.

Oh wait...

You aren't able to do that! You can't try harder because you FUCKING DON'T KNOW HOW!

Don't know how you have friends...are they even your friends? You think you deserve friends?

YOU DON'T!

You're a burden, a mistake, a problem. Don't go around smiling and being kind because they're not buying that. They don't need you!

You're miserable and you're trying to make yourself even more miserable by seeing therapist. You want an explanation to yourself, something you could blame for what you are.

But nothing can explain that. You're the problem, nothing else

You'd be better dead

No one needs you

Just die and let people breath

My friend's comissions!

If you have any questions, message me or the owner of the arts!