Whenever You Reach For Me, I Will Do Everything I Can To Further Distance Myself From You.

Whenever you reach for me, I will do everything I can to further distance myself from you.

I'm not sure if l've ever loved in my life.

I only know that I was completely satisfied with you for the first time and I felt safe. Near you, I wasn't afraid of the future because I knew I had you by my side forever. It has never been so calm in my head.

And now you're gone and I'm learning to fear again. The fear of never being happy again and having to face the horror of this world alone.

And then they will leave you ..

“How do you know someone is for you? They bring peace you haven’t found anywhere else. They support your effort. They water your growth.”

— Unknown

staring at the "I think it's best if we stop talking" text I sent as I'm crying my eyes out knowing damn well I don't wanna live without him but it's for the best..

I only make mistakes, fall in love too quickly. I fall to pieces a little more everyday.

Will I ever be happy again?