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who's afraid of little old me?
i can do it with a broken heart
florida!!!
but daddy i love him
so long london
happy 1 week of TTPD!!🤍 if you see this reblog with your top 5 songs!
mine are:
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so long, london
guilty as sin?
florida!!!
who’s afraid of little old me?
behind every successful woman is herself
no more 22 hat she needs to throw a typewriter at someone
Every 10 Minutes!!!!!!
A fortnight passed, and just like Taylor, I surprise you with a double room!✌🏻🤍
The Tortured Poets officially moved into their Department. 🪶 If you wanna tear these rooms apart, I'll just watch it happen. 📜 They aren't mine anymore! 🌑
"Friends dont look at friends that way" COWARD. I look at my friends with awe in my eyes, my chest is filled with love, im glowing because i get to be near my friends. I look at my friends and i would give them my everything. SO SKILL ISSUE, look at your friends with all the love that you have
me since april 19th
part of the "i say i'm gay a lot for someone who is technically bisexual" club
wanna be dark and mysterious so bad but the major part of my personality is literally a golden retriever wearing a flower crown
the album is brutally honest, satirical, a bit cringe here and there, depressing and experimental at the same time, I would not side eye anyone for saying "I don't understand this" or "this isn't my cup of tea" or even "what the fuck is this" because it's obviously not a 1989 or midnights kind of album for everyone. I understand why she said she "had to put this out" but while she is at the peak of her career, she released an album that is not for beginners nor really for overall critics, it's knees deep into the taylor swift lore and probably the most herself an album has ever been, that does not mean it is a masterpiece but it makes it so insanely special
i need to romanticize life to get thru it
Somebody seriously needs to ask Taylor swift if shes watched dead poets society..
thinking about what makes paris/lane/rory/jess as a quartet so satisfying and it’s that common thread between them and their relationships with their parents. they’re all dealing with the same struggle at their core; the fact that they feel unwanted and like they have to make up for their existence.
paris who uses her academic performance as a way to feel validation because she knows she’s difficult and uptight and that it makes her unlikeable. in all likelihood, she probably blames herself for her parents divorcing (most kids do). she can’t make up for it by changing her personality, so she compensates with academic success. for instance, after her debate with rory at chilton, her idea of ‘celebrating’ is by going over their transcript again. because how else is she supposed to spend time with rory without an excuse like studying?
and much like paris, jess gets handed off by his mother to someone who’s practically a stranger. paris probably had her nanny from a young age, especially if she learned to speak portuguese and spanish so fluently. but to jess, luke is his uncle by blood and nothing else. and it’s not like blood ties have guaranteed any care about his welfare in the past. and his perception of love is so tilted where luke pushing him into a lake is considered a fond memory. just to think about what message that sends to him; that i’m angry at you but i still want you around.
and i imagine lane feels the burden of conditional love just like jess does; she will be loved and taken care of as long as she is the perfect daughter, as long as she is christian, as long as she fulfills her mother’s criteria. jess will be sheltered and cared for as long as he graduates high school, and how many more conditions will luke have if he had graduated anyway? and so they both hide parts of themselves away; his need for financial independence and her love of music. lane’s entire identity gets erased because of her mother, and then zach, and then her kids. she’s so busy trying to balance her own identity against the want of her mother that she never commits to either and then loses everything.
and then rory, oh my beloved rory. rory who has spent her entire life to get to harvard. rory who can’t say no to anyone or anything. rory who spends her life trying to make up for the fact that she was a mistake. trying to be the perfect daughter, the perfect granddaughter, the perfect student, the perfect girlfriend. to live a life that cannot be reproached. so scared of changing her mind to go to yale, to go against everyone’s expectations. to be the opposite of contrarian. to never be accorded the responsibility of her actions. to never be seen as anything other than what people want her to be. and through that lens, the person she is gets completely neglected.
and so it’s such a shame we don’t get more scenes of the four of them together, giving each other that unconditional love they crave. paris and rory and lane and jess are all tied by the same thread, of needing to be free of those conditions and expectations.
Me at 2 am before finals with no caffeine in the house: hey google! What can I have instead of caffeine to not fall asleep
why would you help people? why would you care? you think that there is nowhere to go after death, you dont even believe in god!!
yeah but here's sth i learnt, that if there's sth just as inevitable as death, its life. Life's gonna happen to u no matter what u do, so better do sth fun
and life is pretty hard for ppl out there, so might as well do sth while i am at it :)
Oh the enfp urge to start your life over at least once a week
Homophobic K-pop hater: oh I bet all ur idols are gayyyyyy
Me (looking at g idle and skz posters on my wall) : uhhhh....umm... Well, I mean..... you're not wrong........ hehe..*nervous sweating*......but that's not the point..
yeah, its me.... i get excited when books use foreign words or phrases that i understand
maybe how ken feels when he walks into the real world is how a woman would feel if she walked into barbie land
me know, he know, she know....but..... does lee know????