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merakisercet
10 months ago
My Rendering Is Look More Shitty Than Ever!

My rendering is look more shitty than ever!

Summer outfit for Jezebel..

Summer Outfit For Jezebel..

I might render it later <3


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10 months ago

Summer outfit for Jezebel..

Summer Outfit For Jezebel..

I might render it later <3


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merakisercet
10 months ago

“I get mean when I'm nervous like a bad dog”

THAT IS SO JEZEBEL OH MY GOODNESS 😭


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10 months ago

Jezebel story rewrite

Jezebel Story Rewrite

After the holy war, many felt as if life itself was slipping through their fingers- so many towns, kingdoms, and even cities were slowly building themselves up again. Some very common and well-known towns were forgotten but many other towns came, and some holy knights left Liones to start their journey. They spread out across the world while others stayed in their hometown, two holy knights lived and worked in a village that slowly became a huge city. The city was known for its beautiful and foreign women and its knights, it pales in comparison between Camelot and Liones but still has great soldiers. But this city has a dark and dangerous secret: it is very horrible to its demonic residents, many demons live in famine and poverty. Anyone who helps them will be punished.

In the cold winter, a nun and her husband who was a priest came into the town. The nun held onto her pregnant belly as she and her husband rushed into a hospital, the doctors were quick and polite with the nun as she gave birth. But something went wrong- wrong, as the nun was pushing out the baby the room felt like dark energy was pulsating around the room. The wind from the winter was blowing harshly and even broke a window as the nun gave birth, the trees fighting the harsh winds as the nun tried to push out her baby peacefully, the priest noticed this and was immediately shocked and frightened. The nun tried to push out but a loud and harsh sound came from outside, the husband tried his best to cover up the windows but the wind was too strong. The husband looked out the window to see it, a huge winter storm messing with the entire town.

But after a few more pushes, a baby came out but it wasn’t crying. The nun cried as the doctors cleaned off the baby, “I-Is it stillborn..?” the husband asked as he held his wife but the doctor looked at the baby and smiled softly at them. “It’s a girl.” The doctor looked at them softly and the husband smiled and hugged his wife tightly, they celebrated the birth of their baby but the doctor didn’t tell them the other news. “But we will have to examine your daughter for a couple of days, since she wasn’t crying we don’t know if she is healthy” the doctor explained as he slowly walked to the nun, the nun held the daughter softly in her arms and cried “Oh.. She’s so perfect..” she wail as she rubbed her daughter head softly. The husband agreed and kissed his wife “She must’ve gotten it from you..”. “I think Jezebel will be a nice name for her.” the nun looked at her husband softly and the husband nodded softly.

The doctor smiled softly as the couple gushed over their daughter but he cleared his throat, “Please we need to examine her..” he mumbled softly and the nun gave him Jezebel. After a few days, the nun and her husband were starting to get worried, “The doctor still hasn’t given us our baby back!” The husband growled at the nurse and the nun wailed loudly. After telling the staff the story, the nun and the husband waited for hours for the doctor to come; the doctor looked at the couple with huge eye bags and a pink blanket wrapped in his arms. The doctor took them into a room and sat them down, he asked them a series of questions, and at the end, he sighed helplessly. “Your daughter is a demon..” he told them coldly as he rubbed his forehead in stress and he looked at the nun and her husband “We don’t serve or even provide for demons here but since you both are humans, I have an option.” The doctor looked away and put Jezebel on the soft baby bed.

“Hide her from the city and don’t let her go out in public without supervision from one or the other. I placed a curse on her- whenever she uses dark magic- she is met with a pain that is indefiniteable.” He told them before leaving them with nothing but their demon baby and their thoughts.

As Jezebel grew, she turned into a smart and beautiful girl. She would often get dolls and treats from boys and girls would always ask her for things like relationship advice- she always helped others. Her ambition grew with her, she found out she was a demon at a young age and swore to never eat a soul. She was talented and praised as such, but one day. She was attacked by a knight and the knight burned down her family house, after this violent attack. Jezebel started to practice fighting and magic, by the age of 12 she was already top of her class in fighting but magic was too much for her. It was supposed to come naturally and without using demon magic she was weak. Eventually though she gave up on using magic and only used her fighting skills.

Ever since then she swore herself two things- that she’ll never eat a soul and that she’ll never let her get weak and bullied like that again.


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merakisercet
10 months ago

I lied 😭

Coming soon….

Coming Soon.

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merakisercet
10 months ago

Post Jezebel redraw

Post Jezebel Redraw

I tried to make her more gothic and muscular cause the other design made her look bland..


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merakisercet
10 months ago

The savior

The Savior

Context- You wanted to just pick fruit for your bakery and you get attacked but there’s a savior to help.

Warnings- THIS IS POST JEZEBEL, she is kinda cocky, short story, the reader gets a broken arm, Jezebel is strong asf for no reason.

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You were getting ready for work at the bakery you and your parents owned, you put on your uniform and happily walked to the bakery. You were a human but you didn’t mind your neighbors who were demons or fairies you didn’t care at all, and you happily waved and smiled at each one. As you opened the door and walked into the shop, your parents were finishing setting up; “ Y/n we need more blueberries and some other fruit. Can you go pick them for us, it’s only in the forest.” your mother said as she hugged you softly and gave you a list of each fruit. You smiled and nodded but before you left your father gave you a small knife. You looked at him confused and he sighed “Just trust me, if anyone tries to get too close make sure to get them here” he pointed to the pulse point of his neck.

Your mother rolled her eyes, “Have a nice day sweetie, be safe okay!” She kissed your cheek and waved you goodbye as you left for the forest, you left and picked each the fruit. You felt an uneasy sensation and turned around to see a pair of eyes staring into yours. You held out a fruit for it and it came out of the shadows; it was a huge mutation of a giant and a human. It had many eyes and mouths, and its huge tongue reached for the fruit but then it grabbed your arm. You screamed as it broke your arm completely and you stumbled backward, you rushed for the knife but you couldn’t see its neck.

You ran away with adrenaline pumping in your veins and you accidentally fell down a hill, you screamed as you fell. Your broken arm made the adrenaline pump go harder, you wiped the blood off your lips but a tall woman with a cocky smirk looked at you. “you! leave now! There’s a monster!” you screamed at her and she turned at you, she had scars on her muscular arms, and her dark magenta hair blew gently in the wind. But her eyes were pitch black and she walked to you, you were flinched at her nonchalant attitude even though you screamed at her.

The monster greedy breath over you two, she looked at the monster and winked at you. “You should go now, I’ll handle this..” she said as she got into a defensive stance, your eyes widened slightly as she got ready to fight a monster with just her fist. You quickly ran and hid behind a tree, your heart pulsed quickly but the more you relaxed you calmed down. You bit your lip trying to hid your scream as you felt the pain settling in, you helplessly cried. Soon you heard a croaking scream, you turned to see the woman punching the mutant until it turned into ash. She let out a small laugh, her tone was silky and smooth as she laughed; you felt goosebumps as you heard her crazy laughter. You shuddered as you heard the leaves crushing and her heels creeping behind you, you shook as you looked up to see her with a basket behind her back.

“Is this yours..?” She asked while winking at you, you gulped as you blushed. She had a black vest, and black pants that hugged her thighs nicely, and her heels gave her inches, she had a dark red choker, but her eyes were pitch black almost as if she were a creepy doll. You nod and quickly reach for your basket but your broken arm prevents you from doing anything without the stinging pain, she throws you on her shoulder. She was ridiculously strong and she carried you back to your town.

Your mother cried as she sat you down and she looked away as your father barraged you with questions. She turned on her heel and you whimpered “W-Wait! Please who are you..?” you asked quietly, she turned around with a smirk and her dark magenta hair swiftly moved with her.

“I’m Jezebel..”


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merakisercet
10 months ago

Post Jezebel is more expressive than Pre Jezebel


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merakisercet
10 months ago

Simce my iPad is currently being fixed, here’s some outfits for Jezebel!!

Pre time skip!

Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!

Post time skip!

Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!

Formal wear

Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!
Simce My IPad Is Currently Being Fixed, Heres Some Outfits For Jezebel!!

Sadly, I don’t know if these are actually goth styles or not but- I did have fun making these!!! And another story should be posted soon!


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merakisercet
11 months ago
This Is It, My Daisies.

This is it, my daisies.

This is my introduction, honestly idk why it took so long but..

I go by Nana when not writing or Lilith when I’m writing ✍️

I am not particularly interested in religion or politics

I am 20!!

I am a college student so some updates will be slow and I have a job so I might not post very often.

I am very bipolar in most of my designs so don’t be shocked if my ocs seemed to changed.

I am African American.

My blog will have warnings if it is- NSFW, Gore, and or other political warnings.

I am a new artist and writer.

I go by she/ they

That is all for introduction my daisies.


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merakisercet
11 months ago

4KOA MANGA SPOILERS SPOILERS

4KOA MANGA SPOILERS SPOILERS

I am surprised to an extent I knew the author wouldn’t give us TWO gay characters.. 😔


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merakisercet
11 months ago
Thank You To Everyone Who Got Me To 50 Likes!

Thank you to everyone who got me to 50 likes!


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merakisercet
1 year ago

DONNY DONT-

DONNY DONT-

huh… He made her embarrassed so easy..

Here’s one without the text

DONNY DONT-

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merakisercet
1 year ago

Uh oh.. What is she doing with that..?

Uh Oh.. What Is She Doing With That..?

Happy Valentines- or Galantines!!!


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merakisercet
1 year ago

Her forehead is huge 😭😭😭

Men. Led by their balls..

Men. Led By Their Balls..

A small redraw of Jezebel

merakisercet
1 year ago

She is truly a beauty..

She Is Truly A Beauty..

A small redraw of Jezebel


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merakisercet
1 year ago

When I was in the 8th grade, I was super obsessed with Creeppasta. So when I started to crush on a guy; I used to follow him around school and he didn’t know until I found out where he lived and his best friends, I sent the 8 letter slender man thing to his house and he didn’t show up to school in a week or so. But after that I stop crushing on him.


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merakisercet
1 year ago

making a separate thread for help links 💖 i will add more links as i find them !!

PALESTINE

decolonize palestine

one click goes a long way !

petition signatures

post with various petitions and campaigns

who are the israeli settlers ?

URGE CONGRESS TO STAND WITH PALESTINE

USA - contact your representatives through this google doc

USA - contact

USA - contact

text resist to 50409 to send a letter to your representatives to pass HR3103-- a bill that prohibits tax dollars from going to israel !

UK - call for a ceasefire

UK - email your MP

UK - email to call for a ceasefire

australia - contact your rep !

twitter thread of donation links

protest preparation

companies to boycott

longer list of companies to boycott*

news source for updates

another news source

palestinian news source

palestinian journalist to follow

palestinian journalist #2

palestinian who posts updates about his living conditions

palestinian journalist

news from gaza

gaza news source

palestinian tiktoker who shares updates on palestine

free resources - includes 6 textbooks

israel's plan to ethically cleanse gaza

various subtwt charities for palestine

canadian based donation website #1

canadian based donation site #2

canadian based donation site #3 with information

USA based donation site #1

USA based donation site #2

USA based donation site #3

USA based donation site #4

UK donation site #1

UK donation site #2

UK donation site #3

australian donation site #1

australian donation site #2

australian donation site #3

buy an e-sim for a palestinian !

buy hygiene products for afab palestinians

games for gaza

purchase a keffiyeh !

note: it is not guaranteed that donations will get to palestinians due to the blockade. it is still noble to donate, but keep that in mind.

*another note: it is important to focus on the companies that the bds movement has listed. although important to know about, having a more targeted approach will have better results.

CONGO

2022 & 2023 global report of DRC

genocide watch - DRC

video about congo

congo infographic

another video about congo

canada based donation website

another canadian donation website

3rd canadian donation site

USA donation site #1

USA donation site #2

USA donation site #3

USA donation site #4

USA donation site #5

USA donation site #6

UK donation site #1

UK donation site #2

UK donation site #3

UK donation site #4

UK donation site #5

UK donation site #6

UK donation site #7

UK donation site #8

UK donation site #9

australian donation site #1

australian donation site #2

australian donation site #3

congolese donation site

youtube film about congo

another infographic

thread about congo

SUDAN

this site lets you choose which country you're donating from !

canadian donation site #1

canadian donation site #2

canadian donation site #3

USA donation site #1

USA donation site #2

USA donation site #3

USA donation site #4

USA donation site #5

UK donation site #1

UK donation site #2

UK donation site #3

australian donation site #1

australian donation site #2

australian donation site #3

sudanese donation site, but also has USA and canadian sites near the bottom

video about sudan

quick summary about sudan

list of other sudanese charities to donate to

information about sudan

important information about sudan

sudanese journalist

eyes on sudan

if there is anything that needs to be added, please feel free to add them onto this post !! I HIGHLY ENCOURAGE IT !!!! i made this thread for basic level information about these genocides; this is not to make you an expert in these topics. if anything is inaccurate, please feel free to tell me and i will correct it !

PLEASE ADD INFORMATION ABOUT OTHER GENOCIDES IF YOU KNOW ANY !!!!!


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merakisercet
1 year ago

please he’s just a fucking kid :(( he’s supposed to be at school and making new friends :(((

Please Hes Just A Fucking Kid :(( Hes Supposed To Be At School And Making New Friends :(((
Please Hes Just A Fucking Kid :(( Hes Supposed To Be At School And Making New Friends :(((
merakisercet
1 year ago

Happy new years everyone! I hope you all have a wonderful year and new years

merakisercet
1 year ago

he’s so precious to me 🥺 i wanna put him in a jar and save him from everything that’ll be happening this season 😭

Hes So Precious To Me I Wanna Put Him In A Jar And Save Him From Everything Thatll Be Happening This
Hes So Precious To Me I Wanna Put Him In A Jar And Save Him From Everything Thatll Be Happening This

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merakisercet
1 year ago

why is everyone in mortal kombat 1 so attractive? like… i am bi panicking.

Why Is Everyone In Mortal Kombat 1 So Attractive? Like I Am Bi Panicking.

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