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Being In A Relationship With Bruce Wayne: A Journey - First Date (part II)
Being in a relationship with Bruce Wayne: a journey - First date (part II)
It's a big series about an afab!reader who doesn't like Bruce Wayne and who still falls in love with him (he fells quicker and harder)
reader's origin story // Part 1 //
Warnings: no proof reading, mentions of being uneasy,
Of course, Bruce Wayne offered to go to the nicest restaurant in all of Gotham. He wanted to impress you, but more importantly he knew the place like the back of his hand. That way, if he needed to leave for a little Batman intervention, he could do without you to notice.
It would be even easier because you had clearly never put even one toe there before. You werenât too sure how to act in such an elitist place but you tried your best to look at ease, once again. You didnât want to give away anything to Bruce Wayne, not when you could learn something new about the man tonight.
However, the way Bruce had eyed the dress you picked with clear appreciation helped you feel better about yourself. If the man was enjoying what he was seeing, it meant you were starting to know how to behave in such places. It was true you went to quite a few of Falconeâs receptions when you were a child, but it was such a long time ago. And at that time, you simply wanted to be with your father. Now, you were there for yourself alone. In addition, if your body could distract Bruce from his âBrucieâ persona, it was even better. You had no intention of flirting with him, but you were going to take what you could.
You were grateful that Bruce was right on time, unlike his usual public appearances. You werenât flattered or anything, you were just glad he wasnât starting this âdateâ with a negative note right away.
You settled together in the VIP room of the restaurant, so you could enjoy some food without having to worry about the people around you hearing you or seeing you together. You had warned your boss you were going out with Bruce Wayne though. You werenât too at ease with that, and you didnât want your colleagues to start and spread rumours about you. You didnât want to lose your credibility because of a rich white man.
And yet, you found yourself enjoying such delicious food with Bruce Wayne.
You were ashamed to admit that you enjoyed your evening and Bruceâs company.
He was a lot less playing the likeable rich guy, he seemed more⊠at ease. You wouldnât say sincere or true to himself, but he seemed less fake. And he was actually a lot nicer. You found out you wanted to know more of his real nature, and not just to write an article about all the bad things he must have done. You wanted to discover what the man was hiding because you were a detective, but also because there was something that you found very attractive about him.
If at first you had kept asking questions, quickly enough the discussion started to be quite natural between the two of you. You both agreed on a lot of subjects, especially political ones. You were agreeably surprised about it, but you never fully believed him. You wondered if the man was saying the truth, or if he was just trying to get you to like him more. You had to admit than more than once he seemed to truly think what he was saying though.
After a little while, as you relaxed, you saw a shift in Bruceâs persona.Â
âIâd be more than happy to invite you again for my next gala.â Bruce hummed
âI didnât particularly enjoy this experience and I still have no dress to match the standardâ you politely declined the offer
âI can buy you a dress, anything youâd like.â Bruce almost smiled
âAre you trying to bribe me, Mr Wayne?â you teased âI canât accept gifts from you, not when Iâm actually one of the only persons in Gotham to write bad things about youâ
âOh so this is still about work?â he asked, he seemed even a little bit disappointed
âWhat do you mean?â
âI asked you out for a date, not for another interviewâ he replied
âI will never stop being a journalist.â your shrugged
âOf course, but it doesnât mean you canât accept a gift from meâ he insisted
âIâm not someone with a lot of power in Gotham, but my words allow me to say what needs to be said. I donât want people to stop finding me trustworthy because of you, because I accept gifts from youâ you explained
âI⊠I think I understandâ he nodded
âPlus I never said I was here for pleasure.â you added âBut⊠youâre surprising meâ you finally admitted, half because you didnât want to be so rude with him.
âHow so?â Bruce raised an eyebrow
âYouâre actually quite nice to talk with.â you said and Bruce laughed
âI feel like I should thank you, as Iâm not sure Iâll hear such a compliment from you ever againâ he gently teased and you laughed as well
âYouâre very right about thatâ you smirked
The more time went by, the more you teased⊠and flirted with each other. You had promised yourself to not flirt with him, but then you told yourself it was just a game. Actually, you were both thinking you were playing a dangerous game, but you were enjoying yourselves too much to care about it. You were getting along despite everything.
You noticed Bruce received several messages he ignored, until something really important came up and he excused himself for a moment. You thought maybe it was time to call it a night. It was getting late and Bruce clearly had things to take care of.
When Bruce came back, you asked him if everything was alright, to which he nodded.
âIâd understand if you need to leave nowâ you offered him an exit you thought he would take
âOh no. Well, except if you want to come back home, but Iâm in no rushâ he replied and waited for your answer
âIâm in no rush eitherâ you smiled
Bruce relaxed again and you decided to go out of the restaurant.
The air was nice in Gotham so you walked in the streets together, until you saw something sparkling your interest at Gotham theatre. Bruce was more than willing to follow you around so you both settled inside the theatre. It was an adaptation of one of your favourite books. You couldnât help but make little comments about the story and the characters. Bruce found it very endearing and the way you would lean against him⊠delicious. Your presence was something like he never felt before in his life. For you, it all felt like a strange but not unpleasant dream.
It was very late when Bruce and his butler brought you back home. You had been very polite and nice to Alfred, even asked him if Bruce Wayne was treating him well enough. You joked about all the things he must have seen in the manor and Alfred liked how bold and teasing you were. Bruceâs dates never talked with him before as they were all over Bruce. And you so clearly werenât. Bruce usually faked being comfortable around them, but for once Alfred noticed his Master truly seemed at ease.
You thought that every good thing had an end, and you were quite certain that this would be your one and only âdateâ with the richest man of Gotham. Men didnât usually enjoy your way to be: too free, independent and bold for most of them. You were a free spirit too and you never really cared about dating anyone.
But for once, you might have thought twice about it.
You were surprised when Bruce asked you if you wanted to see him again.
You were even more surprised when you sincerely answered yes.
Bruce smiled at your answer and gently put a piece of your hair behind your ear.
âCall me or text me whenever you feel like seeing me againâ he told you as he gave you his phone number.Â
You simply nodded before watching him get back inside the limo and leave.
You had no idea that Alfred gave a very curious look to his master now it was just the two of them.
âWhat is it, Alfred?â Bruce asked
âYou have quite a bit to catch on. The children worked well but⊠it is unusual for Batman to not be aroundâ Alfred commented âI believe this is the first time you prioritise your date over your duty, and that it lasts that long. Mrs L/N isnât quite your usual date either, if I might add.â
âI⊠donât usually enjoy myselfâ Bruce shrugged
âThen Iâm happy for you, Master Bruce. Life shouldnât be all about brooding and fighting against bad people.â Alfred replied, hoping something might finally change in Bruceâs existence
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PART 3
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Love Thorns All Over This Rose
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Warnings: angst, talks of a miscarriage, body image, talks of difficulty staying pregnant, mention of what is technically a still-birth, depression, suicidal thoughts, self-medicating, accidental suicide attempt (this is will make sense if you read it), probably poor writing and OOC characters but whatever
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IF THERE IS A WANT FOR A PART 2, I WILL DO ONE, IF NOT, THEN THIS STAYS AS A ONE-SHOT!
I mention Y/N goes to a church to pray, it is described more as a Christian or Catholic one (I really don't know the difference and I apologize) as she lights a candle before she prays. If you wish to skip that part, it starts with "Y/N hurried up the steps of the Cathedral." and ends with "Y/N nodded silently before turning and walking out.". I do also mention that the reader themselves aren't very religious (but grew up with it so reverted back to old practices to see if it helped)
Alfred is also dead in this (don't ask why he just is) so that's why he isn't here!
The POV here isn't really consistent. It jumps between being with the Batkids, Bruce, and Y/N's. I tried to make it flow though so hopefully that works!
 I feel like I should mention:
Bruce and Y/N's ages don't matter (I'm not in the mood to deal with that) but; Dick is 31 (and married to Kori but that's not too important), Jason is 25, Tim is 22, Damian is 15, Cass is 24, and Steph is 23
I also am not too familiar with Duke, so that is why he isn't there much. Mostly just mentioned
Anywho, enjoy
Love Z <3
7:25 AM
The kids watched as Y/N was silent as she put the plate down in front of Bruce's empty seat. They all noted how fake her smile looked as she looked up at them. "Alright, I will see you kids later!"
They all watched as she walked out of the dining room and once they knew she was out of earshot, they started talking.
"Did she eat anything?"
It was Jason, he had been the last down (well...outside of Tim) so he only saw her putting the plates down and ushering them to eat.
Dick shook his head, he had seen her the entire time she made breakfast. Fully clothed, which was unusual as she usually just made breakfast in her pajamas with her hair occasionally brushed. But not today. Today her hair was done, makeup was on, she was dressed as if she was working.
But everyone in that house knew she was still off after what happened, even though it had been 3 months since the incident.
Damian flicked at his food, "Ummi was supposed to take me to school today."
Dick smiled at Damian, "I can, Dami. Mom is just...preoccupied."
Damian hmphed and continued to play with his food. Dick was concerned for his younger brother. He knew that while he himself was close with the woman he had allowed to become his mother, Damian was so much more as she was really the only person who never got mad at him or made fun of him when he didn't understand something.
Jason abruptly stood, "Since mom isn't here, I'm just gonna go."
Dick raised a brow, "Really Jason? You're just gonna leave after--"
"Hey, we've been over this before Dick. I come because mom asks me to." He shrugged as he put his jacket on, "Plus, I'm going to follow her."
Stephanie snorted, "She'll kill you when she catches you."
"If she catches me. If."
Steph hummed, "My bets are on she will. Y/N is always on the lookout, especially after..." She faded and looked down, regret piling up inside her as she thought of what she was about to say.
"Either way, tell us what you find Jason."
He nodded to Dick's request before heading out the side door in the kitchen. Dick tapped his hand on the table for a minute before speaking; "I'm gonna go check on dad, Damian go get everything ready and I'll meet you at the entryway, alright?"
The eldest stood, placing a gentle hand on the youngest shoulder before heading to the stairs. Dick was concerned. He had never seen his mother so...shut off. Pretending like everything was alright even though everyone who saw her could tell that she was so close to jumping off of a bridge.
The closest that he had seen her to this was back when Jason died and she broke up with Bruce. But even then, she didn't avoid things that she had already planned. Even then, she stayed committed to things.
Plus, Dick knew she had no plans today. Well...no plans except for the fact that beforehand this would have been her due date. And he knew that that was most likely what had off-set her so badly.
Dick didn't even knock before opening the door to Bruce's study. He was even speaking before his father even looked up from his computer. "Have you talked to mom?"
Bruce raised a brow, "What?"
"Mom." Dick crossed his arms, "When was the last time you and her had a real conversation?"
Bruce shrugged, "I'm not sure." He looked at Dick oddly, "What are you going on about?"
Dick let out a hard sigh, "You two are married, it is your job to take care of her. Goddammit Bruce!" He threw his hands up in anger, "You know what? Nevermind, I'm not...I'm not even going to try."
He angrily turned and walked out of the room. He didn't even understand why he even thought that talking to Bruce would help. He just walked down the stairs and remembered his promise to get Damian to school. Trying to hide the anxiety he had that he didn't know what exactly his mom was doing.
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9:09 AM
Jason watched Y/N walk out of the convenience store all the way in BlĂŒdhaven. From where he was, he couldn't see what she had bought, but the moment he saw her go into the store, he had messaged Tim to watch her bank account. To watch what she was purchasing. Something felt...off as he watched her.
Jason knew that after the...accident, Y/N had been hard to reach. To talk to. He knew that she and Bruce hadn't been sleeping in the same bed since that argument he had accidently heard them having around 3 weeks after everything happened. So 4 weeks ago.
Granted...from what he had heard, it wasn't even a fight that they had had. Mostly just words being thrown at the other. Words that Jason never thought that he would hear either one say to the other. Words that he never told any of his siblings that he heard. All out of fear that one of them would panic. And while sure, he had a disdain for Tim and Damian, that didn't mean he would ever let either of them know what he had heard.
Jason wasn't sure how long he had been watching her just sit in the car before Tim finally texted him a list of what Y/N had bought in the past week. And considering Jason had seen her previous bank records for a week, it was a sure red mark with how short it was.
Tim
In the past week she's gotten a lot of sleeping pills. That's basically all that she has gotten. That plus energy and pain pills. Duke is thinking she's self-medicating again
Jason sighed as he pocketed his phone when he saw his mom driving out of the parking lot. He kept a safe distance behind her as he followed her on her drive back to Gotham.
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12:15 PM
Y/N hurried up the steps of the Cathedral. Trying not to make a misstep and fall as well as trying not to draw attention to herself. She closed the umbrella over her head as she walked in. Placing it in the small holder, she brushed the front of her outfit as her heels clicked on the ground when she walked down the long hall.
Last time she was there was for her mothers funeral last year. Last time she had walked up and grabbed the larger candle to dip down and light the smaller one. Her heart pounded in her chest as she kneeled, words swimming through her head and mumbling off her lips.
She herself was never very religious, but having grown up that way, she wondered if praying like she did as a child would work. Praying that things would get better and that she would get better.
She shakily did the cross on her before standing and wiping the tears that had silently fallen away from her cheeks. She turned and started to make her way out of the church when she heard a voice call out her name:
"Mrs. Wayne! We were not expecting you here today, is everything alright?"
Y/N slowly turned to face one of the Nuns, a small, fake, smile on her face. "Oh yes, everything is alright Sister. Just came here to pray for a moment. I haven't in such a long time."
The nun nodded, "Very well, I hope the Good Lord hears your prayer and makes it happen."
Y/N nodded silently before turning and walking out. She grabbed her umbrella before opening the door and walking out. She practically ran back to her car, wanting to get in before anyone saw her out.
But Cass and Steph did. They watched her speed back to her car as they sat in the cafe across the way. Stephanie shook her head, "She never goes there. Especially not since her mothers deaths."
Cass nodded as Steph continued; "Something is seriously going on with Y/N. Maybe something else has happened that we don't know."
"She's been deteriorating for the past 4 weeks."
Steph raised a bow and inquired, "4 weeks?" Cass nodded, "Huh...weird, that's around a week after she came home from the hospital." She grabbed her phone and started typing in the groupchat that only held the kids (Damian not included):
Steph
when did Bruce disappear for a few days after Y/N came home?"
It didn't take long for Tim to respond
logs say he left 35 hours after she got home and came back 83 hours later why?
Cass
She's been slowly getting worse sense then
Jason
I overheard them arguing around 3 weeks after everything happened and I know they haven't been sleeping in the same room since then. And I'm not sure how important this is; but Tim checked her bank account and she bought different pills so me, him, and Duke think she's medicating again. Or that she's going to start again.
Cass and Steph looked at each other, concern and worry was on their faces as they read Jason's last message. Something started unnerving them as they thought of the things she could possibly do if she was going to start medicating again.
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3:25 PM
Y/N looked at her body in the mirror. Her hands came to lay on her stomach. Just like she did before. Tears brimmed in her eyes as she stared at her flatter stomach. She breathed shakily as her hands fell down to her sides.
Why?
Was all she ever asked.
Why me? Why did this happen to me?
She was so confused. She had always been good. Done everything to be a good person. But yet she still had that happen to her. Was she just not meant to be a mother?
Of course...she was one. She was a mother to 4 amazing boys and 1 beautiful girl. But still...it was different. Yes, those 5 children were hers, but that one. That singular one that she had carried for nearly 7 months had meant so much to her. Especially after being told time and time again it wouldn't happen.
It wasn't even the first time it had happened. She had had miscarriages before...but that wasn't what it was this time. The kidnapping. Bruce and the kids had found her after 2 days. The emergency c-section to save the baby.
But she knew. Of course she knew. She knew it had died.
Her baby girl. She had died before she even got the chance to live.
Y/N shakily breathed as she grabbed one of the bottles from the counter. She had thought it was the pain medication. But it hadn't been.
Sleeping meds.
Ever since it happened she had hardly been able to sleep. Nightmares of what happened still plagued her mind. Bruce yelling at her still echoed in her brain. Those...twisted words he said echoed inside of her.
She had popped a few in her mouth before dry-swallowing them and getting into the bath she had started earlier. The hot water felt like it was searing her skin, but she didn't care. She wondered if maybe she did this enough, whoever was above would forgive her of her sins and let her keep a pregnancy.
She wasn't sure how long she had stayed in the water before it became difficult to keep her head above water. Her body just felt so heavy. She wondered what pain meds she had grabbed at the store. She couldnât remember them making her feel this way before. After a few moments of struggling to keep her head up, she felt her body sink down and under the water. But even as she felt water rush into her nose and fill her lungs, she couldn't bring herself to move and get out.
She just accepted her fate.
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3:30 PM
Bruce sat in his office, a bad feeling settling in his stomach. Something was telling him to check on Y/N. See if she was alright. He knew she had returned around 20 minutes ago, the security cameras had caught her walking in.
He carefully stood from his desk and walked out of his office. He walked down the oddly quiet halls of the manor. A small feeling of pain and guilt started to eat at him as he got closer to the guest room she had been staying in. He knew she was struggling. He knew that she needed him today. But he just...couldn't.
He was selfish. He knew this.
He knew he was so goddamn selfish. Caring about his own feelings rather than helping his wife. She had been the one to physically go through everything. She had been the one to bear that trauma.
He had been so incredibly selfish since she had come home from the hospital. He had even begun to wonder why she even stayed in the manor.
But as he opened the door to the guest room, unrest settled inside him as he saw she wasn't there but the bathroom door was open. It was silent. He had known his wife long enough to know she never was silent in the bathroom. She almost always had music playing.
He pushed the bedroom door further open as he walked further in. Anxiety started to reach a breaking point as he walked into the bathroom.
And time felt like it moved in slow-motion as he saw her state. Her knees bent out of the water, her head under. He saw the three bottles of pills on the counter. He saw the open one read sleep on them. He ran over to the tub, grabbing under her arms and pulling her out.
He bent down, trying to listen for a heartbeat. He felt like his own heart stopped as he heard nothing. Not even a faint thump of one. He quickly moved to her side and started CPR.
Everything still felt like it was moving slower than it was as he pushed down on her sternum. Tears gathered in his eyes as he repeatedly slammed down onto her. As he breathed into her mouth. He didn't stop. He couldn't stop.
It felt like an eternity had passed by the time he finally had gotten the CPR to work. She began to cough profusely, water spluttering everywhere. He sobbed as he heard her shallow breaths break through the air.
He heard the noise of Dick's voice breaking. "Mom?"
He looked at him, seeing both him and Damian staring at the scene in front of them. Staring as their father held their mother in his arms. As tears fell from his eyes, he pleaded for them to call 911.
It was with shaky hands that Dick did it. His words sounded choked back, he kept stuttering. Trying to say what he was supposed to but his mind was running at a million miles and and half a mile a second at the same time. Everything felt fuzzy and he had no idea what he was supposed to do. All that he knew was that he walked in on his dad doing CPR on his mom.
That was all he knew.
That was all Dick knew.
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Getting out of New Jersey...out of this dump town, far away was the first thing on his mind though of course that plan soon went out the window the moment you told him you were pregnant.
All he could think about was I'm too young for this.
Got my whole life ahead.Hell I'm just a kid myself.
How'm I gonna raise one.
Pressing his back against the locker he didn't even know how to tell his father. Running his hand down his face. Everything in his bones was telling him to go after you but he just felt numb, he could almost hear his father's voice yelling at him for being so careless.
All he could see were his dreams goin' up in smoke.
So much for ditchin' this town and hangin' out on the coast.
Oh well, those plans are long gone.
And he said
"There goes my life.There goes my future, my everything.Might as well kiss it all good-bye."Stan muttered hitting his head against the locker.
"There goes my life."
Taking a deep breath, he stood up then shook his head, he had to deal with this. He was going to be a father....with you with the woman he loved.
Smiling to himself, he rushed off to find you. He had to let you know he will always be with you.
Stan owed a lot to your parents for not kicking you out like his father did, for taking him in. Pressing his face to your belly a sigh escaped his lips as he glanced up at you with a nervous smile.
"You think I'll be a good dad?"
"Stan....you'll be a wonderful father...someone who is as sweet and loyal as their father."
Heat rose to Stan's cheeks, a mix of embarrassment and bashfulness.
"Oh stop it...don't start this now. You're gonna turn me all soft 'n sappy..." he muttered, looking up at you he let out a huff, his expression softening even more.
"I'm just...I'm blown away, princess. I never thought I'd ever get to do the whole family thing...let alone with a beautiful woman like you."
"Well let's just say we're both lucky Stan."
A couple years of up all night and a few thousand diapers later.
That mistake he thought he made covers up the refrigerator.
Oh yeah..........he loves that little girl.
Chasing after his little girl, Stan grasped her, lifting her in his arms. "Gotcha! It's bed time squirt! You can cause trouble at Uncle Ford's tomorrow."
Holding her tight, he did his best to not trip over her toy's that littered the ground. Glancing at the fridge his gaze softened seeing a her little drawings, a smile forming on his lips as he placed her down. His daughter eagerly crawling up the stairs to where you were waiting.
Momma's waiting to tuck her in,As she fumbles up those stairs.
She smiles back at him dragging that teddy bear.
Glancing back, the little girl gave her father a bright smile as she finally made it to your arms. Nuzzling into your chest, you gave Stan a smile of your own as you carried her off to her bedroom.
"Sleep tight, pretty eyes and bouncin' curls." He whispered brushing away a few tears.
He finally found his happiness, he finally felt whole thanks to you and his little girl.
He smiles.....
There goes my life.
There goes my future, my everything.
I love you, daddy good-night.There goes my life.
Packing the rest of her things in the car, she tucked a strand of her hair behind ear as she then watched her father to look the car over.
She had that Honda loaded down.
With Abercrombie clothes and 15 pairs of shoes and his American Express.
Rubbing the back of his neck, Stan cleared out his throat as he checked over the car one last time. His little girl wasn't so little anymore. She looked so much like you he wasn't so sure that he wanted to send her off on her own.
He then checked the oil and slammed the hood
"you're good to go princess"
Blinking back her tears, she rushed towards you and Stan, hugging you both goodbye. "I'll see you both in a few months." Stepping back she smiled then slipped into the car as she drove away.
Feeling tears prick his eyes, Stan let his arms wrap around your waist as he held you close
And he cried
"There goes my life.There goes my future, my everything.I love you.Baby good-bye."
There goes my life.
There goes my life.
Baby good-bye.
viii. a little death
SYNOPSIS: "Alright, let's do this one last time. My name is Y/N Kyle. I was bitten by a radioactive spider, And I've been the one and only Spidey in Gotham. Iâm pretty sure you know the rest." PAIRING: Older! Damian Wayne/Fem! Reader TAGS: MILD SMUT (will put indicators if people want to skip), Established relationship, Wounds, Violence, Suggestive jokes, Doppelgangers AO3: yenwayne SERIES LINK: gotham's only spidey
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The black of his suit bleeds seamlessly into the surrounding darkness, making him appear more phantom than man.
He looks like a living nightmare.
Damian lifts his head just in time to see Batman towering over you, his cape billowing ominously in the night breeze. A cold chill runs down Damian's spine as dread settles heavy in his chest. Of all people, his father was the last person he wanted to find him here like thisâvulnerable, exposed, and with you.
Reacting on pure instinct, Damian scrambles to his feet, positioning himself firmly between you and the Dark Knight.
"Father." Damianâs voice is low but steady, though the weight of whatâs happening lingers in every syllable. His mind races, knowing that Batman doesnât recognize you in your vigilante form and likely believes he's cheating on you.
To Batman, this looks like betrayal.
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Sunday, 12:13 AM - Stark Tower, Gotham City.
The rhythmic clacking of a keyboard filled the room, and you drowsily turned over from your spot on the bed. The sheets were tangled around you, a soft blanket of warmth. Damian's thick, powerful arms were wrapped around your shoulders and waist, his touch grounding and secure. He shifted beside you, his fingers mindlessly tracing gentle patterns up and down your back, a soothing rhythm against your skin.
Across the room, Morgan was propped up at your desk, her messy hair pulled back with a headband, a few stray tendrils falling across her face. Her eyes were fixed on the laptop screen, where a Google document was open, lines of text spilling across the page. She cradled a steaming cup of coffee in one hand, her concentration evident.
After returning to the tower yesterday, you and Damian had practically slept through the entire morningâthis one however...Â
You groaned, burying your cheek deeper into the pillow as you tried to block out the light from the laptop and the her typing.Â
âYou bitch. Do you ever sleep?â you grumbled, your voice thick with sleep as you rubbed your eyes with the heel of your hand.
Morgan gave you a lopsided grin, the steam from her coffee curling around her face like a comforting fog. âSleep? Whatâs that?â
You rolled onto your back, stretching your limbs. âThatâs usually my line.â
She shrugged, taking a sip of her coffee. âI know. Just kinda hyper tonight,â she said, her fingers dancing across the keyboard as she continued typing.
"By the way,â she hummed thoughtfully, âwhat kinks do you think Nightcrawler would have?"
"..."
You could feel Damianâs confusion even before he spoke. "Excuse me?" he blinked at her, squinting as if heâd misheard. âWhy on earth would you ask that? And why now, of all times?â âIâm writing fanfic,â she replied matter-of-factly, still typing away. âOoh! Youâre her boyfriend. What kind of freaky stuff do you think her hero-sona would be into?â
You stifled a laugh, propping yourself up on one elbow and enjoying the show. âChoking kink.â
Damian, who had been leaning against the headboard, choked on his own spit. His eyes widened in shock, his face turning a deep crimson. âWhat?!â
âDonât play dumb,â you snickered, enjoying the way his skin turned redder by the second. âI know you knew this one.â
Morgan stared at the two of you with a blank expression, a flicker of something inscrutable in her eyes before she quickly shook it off. She returned to her typing, the rhythmic clacking of keys filling the room once more.
âThatâs so basic,â she huffed. âGive me a better one. I need something with a little more flair.â
You tapped your chin. âBondage, then. Webs, remember?"
Damian's face turned an even deeper shade of red as you mentioned webs, his mind going haywire.
Morganâs fingers paused mid-keystroke as she considered your suggestion. A slow, mischievous grin spread across her face. âWeb bondage? Now thatâs more like it,â she said, quickly typing it in. âI can work with that.â
âIâm surrounded by lunatics,â he muttered.
Morgan grinned wickedly. âLunatics, maybe, but this is going to be one hell of a fic. And donât worry, Dames, Iâll make sure Robin gets some action too.â
He shot her a glare. âDonât. You. Dare.â
âThere are ships of us already?â you blink, surprised.Â
Morgan coughs into her hand, an odd twist in her face. âThere are ships of everyone these days. People have imaginations that just donât quit. "
âI had no idea," you blinked in surprise. "What do they call it? SpideyBird? WebWing?â
Damian looked disgusted. âWhy do they even need a name for it? Why are people spending time on this?â
You patted Damianâs shoulder reassuringly. âAt least theyâre rooting for us to be together, right?â
Morgan just shrugged that off and continued to write, âThe fanfics of you are pretty fresh, only around 100 works so far but the editsâŠâÂ
Groaning, you shut your eyes as Morgan began to fumble for her phone, a mischievous grin plastered on her face.
âDo not show meââ you started, but before you could finish, the audio began blaring from her phone.
Well, come and get it now Come and get it now Baby, show me what you're doing Come and turn around 'Cause it's not just a figure of speech You got me down on my knees It's getting harder to breathe out
âMORGAN!â What?â she laughed, thoroughly enjoying the moment. âYou canât tell me this hot.â Curiosity got the better of you, and you couldnât help but peek at the screen. The video was a shaky close-up, showing you leaning against a car, your hair tousled and your armor cracked. You were breathing heavily, your head thrown back.Â
The slow zoom and the matching lyrics made the whole thing look way more intimate than it actually was. You could almost see why someone might think it was "hot," but that didnât stop the wave of embarrassment from flooding through you.
âYouâve got to be kidding me,â you groaned, burying your face in your hands. âThat is horrible. I was literally on the brink of death. Was that from last night?â âYeah,â Morgan nodded as she replayed the clip. âYour fans ate it up. Apparently, itâs going viral.â
Damian, who had been eerily silent throughout the entire exchange, finally broke his silence. âWhere is that on?â
You immediately yanked your hands away from your face, your eyes wide with disbelief. âNo. Donât even think about it.â
âTiktok,â Morgan answered casually, a hint of mischief in her tone. To your horror, Damian pulled out his phone
âDonât you dare!â you warned, but it was too late. Damian was already typing your codename into the search bar.Â
As the search results loaded, an edit began to play, and you felt your face flush with heat. The chosen song only seemed to amplify the humiliation.Â
Touch me, yeah I want you to touch me there Make me feel like I am breathing Feel like I am human
Damian, smirked, liked the video and saved it.
âSTOP!â
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Sunday, 8:06 AM - Gotham City.
"..."
"..."
"Whyâ"
"Don'tâ" you seethed, sinking deeper into the plush leather seat of Tonyâs limousine. The soft leather creaked under your weight as you clenched the armrest, your knuckles turning white. "Donât even say a word."
Damian pressed his lips together, suppressing a smirk.Â
His gaze drifted over your outfitâno, the uniform youâd been practically forced into. The Stark Industries cap perched on your head was like a crown of corporate shame, its logo glaring down at you from the brim. Your shirt clung uncomfortably to your torso, the bold emblem stretched so tightly across your chest it might as well have been tattooed on. Even your sneakers were branded with that obnoxious red logo.
You felt like a sellout.
âYou look stunning,â Damian said, barely holding back a laugh as he glanced over at you from his seat across the limo.Â
âStunning?!â You shot him a scowl, the edges of your mouth twitching downward. âI look ridiculous!â
âWhy didnât you just wearââ
âI couldnât!â you snapped, jabbing a finger at Morgan. âThis fucking ginger goblin threw my clothes out! Now Iâm stuck as a goddamn billboard!â
âOh, boo-fucking-hoo," she mocked, turning to you from her spot in the limo, sprawled comfortably on the cushions. Her fingers casually brushed against the plush fabric as she spoke, âDonât shoot the messenger. Dadâs idea, not mine. He wanted you to have a âfresh look.ââ
You turned to Tony, who was lounging at the far edge of the limo, his dress shoes propped up against one of the seats. He was absorbed in his phone, mindlessly scrolling through this weekâs gossip. Occasionally, he chuckled to himself, completely oblivious to the steam practically pouring out of your ears.
Fighting the urge to choke-slam him right then and there, you spoke up âWhat the hell is this all for, anyways?â
Tony peered up from his phone and grinned, âOh, come on. Itâs a marketing move. Thereâs going to be paparazzi and everything. We thought itâd be fun to put you in our new line of promotional gear.â
âFun? You think this is fun?!â
âItâs not like weâre asking you to wear spandex,â Morgan snickered, her eyes drifting to meet Damianâs. He shot her a glare in response. âItâs just a little branding.â
âIâd almost rather be wearing spandex,â you grumble, pressing your cheek to the cool glass of the window. Your breath fogs up the surface, creating a clouded view of the city beyond.
Morgan whistles. "That's a sight I'd love to see."
You roll your eyes. The cityscape outside rushes by, a blur of towering buildings and streaks of light blending into a hazy, indistinct swirl. Outside, the world seems distant, almost unreal, as if you're moving too fast to truly grasp any of it.
âBy the way, youâre going to hate me, butâŠâ Morgan spoke up again, reaching into her bag. âI also brought a jacket.â She held out a sleek, branded jacket that perfectly matched the rest of the outfit.
You slammed your head into the glass and vowed to burn every Stark-branded item you owned.
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Sunday, 8:14 AM - Wayne Tower, Gotham City.
Bruce wondered if it was too late to file for unemployment.
He sat at the head of the conference table, his eyes glazed over as he stared at the middle-aged man droning on in a monotone voice. The man's garish mustard-yellow tie jerked awkwardly with each exaggerated gesture, as if trying to bring some life to the dull presentation. His glasses, too large for his face, inched down his nose with every movement, threatening to fall off completely.
ââas you've all been aware, we've been facing issues regarding our stolen drone flight technology due to criminal activity in theââ
The slides projected onto the screen, filled with graphs and charts, were melding into an endless stream of data that felt like it was slowly turning his brain into mush. Bruce barely registered them. Instead, his mind was a million miles away, lost in a fog. He let his attention drift to the ceiling tiles, idly counting the tiny imperfections as the briefing continued.Â
TICK. TOK. TICK. TOK.
He glanced at his watch, stifling a groan as he saw only a few painful minutes had passed since he last checked. The meeting, as usual, felt like a slog, but today was particularly grueling.Â
His thoughts kept drifting back to the text he received last night. Damian had invited him to your dress shop appointment today, telling him he would be covering the bill. Without a second thought, Bruce agreed and sent his card overâand if Alfred hadnât intervened, he might have ended up buying out the entire boutique in his enthusiasm.
Could you blame him?
Much like Selina, you were stubbornly independentâalways managing on your own, even when you needed support. It was a trait that made him proud, but it also left him wishing he could be more involved in your life.
If Bruce were a better man, less emotionally constipated as he often chastised himself, he might have reached out more. He might have asked if you needed to talk, offered his support more openly, and bridged the gap that seemed to widen with each passing year.
But he wasnât that man. He was the one who held back, kept his feelings guarded, and let the distance grow because he didnât know how to close it.
Adding salt to the wound, Stark would be there too, intruding on what should have been his time with you.Â
An absolute diva. That man had a way of dominating any room, leaving little space for anythingâor anyoneâelse. It wasnât just Tonyâs overwhelming presence that irked Bruce, but how effortlessly Stark seemed to connect with you.
In just a few months, Tony had managed to get closer to you than Bruce had in years. Where Bruce held back, Tony leaned in, closing the gap he couldnât seem to bridge.
To make matters worse, Stark had already gotten a head start. Although Bruce would have loved to pick you up himself, he was stuck in this meeting he couldnât cancel againâheâd already rescheduled it thirteen times.
Which is why, the moment the clock hit 12, he was already on his feet, pushing his chair back and making a beeline for the door.
"Sir, we still need to discussâ" mustard tie stuttered, but his protest was cut short as Bruce, without turning or breaking his stride, raised a hand and dismissed him with a flick of the wrist.
âContact my secretary if you need anything,â Bruce called over his shoulder, his tone leaving no room for debate. The matter was closed.
âIâll handle whatever needs to be done tonight,â he said, shutting the door firmly behind him.
And he would. Bruce had already gathered a significant amount of data on Black Mask and the recent robberies plaguing Wayne Enterprises. Although the case had taken a backseat amid the chaos with the spider vigilante, it was time to refocus. The priority now was to tackle what truly needed his attention.
As he stormed through the hallways, the lens of a nearby CCTV camera tracked his movements.
The cameraâs feed flickered momentarily. The image on the screen sputtered and glitched, revealing fleeting glimpses of different worldsâflashes of varying times and places. Colors bled into one another, shapes twisted and warped, and for a brief, disorienting moment, the image seemed to fracture, as if reality itself was breaking apart.
Then, as suddenly as it had begun, the glitching ceased. The feed stabilized, leaving only a faint trace of the anomaly that had briefly unsettled the surveillance system.
Bruce jabbed the button for the ground floor and slid into the elevator.Â
The lens refocused, but he was already out of sight.
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The vehicle glided to a stop in front of a gleaming marble building, and you all stepped out, heading toward the entrance. The interior was as opulent as the exterior promised. Marble floors gleamed underfoot, and glass walls reflected the polished attendants who moved gracefully in their sharp suits. Nearby, customers mingled and laughed, their designer outfits adding vibrant splashes of color to the sleek surroundings.Â
Your attention was drawn to the sleek signage behind the lobby desk, where a name was displayed in elegant gold lettering.
âLa Ouvere.â
French. Expensive. So luxurious it practically oozed excess. Because, of course, this was the place Tony chose.
Grumbling, you adjusted your cap to hide your face.Â
You couldnât believe he made you wear company merch to a place like this.Â
CLAP.
You looked up just in time to see two rough hands slam together in a handshake, the sound sharp and echoing through the lobby like a gunshot. Tony and Bruce exchanged pleasantries, their faces stretched into wide, almost painfully forced grins.
"Bruce! Good to see you," Tony started, his voice oozing with practiced charm. "Iâve got to say, I am a huge fan of your recent striptease at the Iceberg Lounge."
"Ha." Bruceâs reply was tight-lipped. "Tony. Always a pleasure."
The handshake lingered a beat too long, both men gripping each otherâs hands like they were trying to see who could squeeze the otherâs bones into dust first, daring the other to flinch.
Bruce placed a hand on your shoulder with a fatherly air. âIâm glad you saw great potential in her. Iâve always known her to be quite the achiever from a young age.â
Tony wasnât about to let that go uncontested. He quickly slid his other hand onto your shoulder, Â âWell, if anyoneâs been pushing the limits and achieving great things, itâs definitely been her.â
Bruceâs eyes narrowed slightly. âAnd itâs all thanks to the support system. After all, itâs not just about talent but the environment that nurtures it.â He gave your shoulder a pat, adding, âDespite the struggles, her aunt raised her wellâyou just get to reap the benefits. Haha. Not everyone can rely on billion-dollar labs to get ahead.â
âWell, thanks to me,â Tony says, giving your shoulder a shake (again with the shoulders thing.) âIâd say sheâs got plenty of both now.â
The testosterone in this room was so thick you could practically taste it.
âAlright,â you shake your head, gently removing their hands from your shoulders. âLovely. Nice. Wow. Can we like, go inside now?â
Tony tossed you a quick glance and said, âRight. Lead the way.â
Bruce gave a curt nod. âOf course. After you.â
They both reached for the door handle at the same time, their fingers colliding in an awkward, fumbling dance. For a split second, they froze, locking eyes with a mutual glare.
Seconds dragged on, feeling like hours. Neither man budged. Their hands, now tangled together in a bizarre and clumsy struggle, seemed locked in an absurd standoff. Tonyâs fingers began to subtly shift, attempting a stealthy maneuver to slip underneath Bruceâs grip. But Bruce wasnât having any of it. With a deliberate twist of his wrist, he countered Tonyâs advance, blocking the move with a firm slam.
Another minute stretched out, each second heavier than the last.
You couldnât take it any longer.
âAre you two having a staring contest?â
"..."
"..."
Tony blinked first, cursing softly under his breath. Bruceâs smirk broadened, twice as smug than usual.
âOh my god. Just move!â you exclaimed, throwing your hands up in frustration. âWeâre here to shop, remember?â
The two men released the door handle simultaneously as if startled out of their petty contest. Tony stepped aside with a flourish, giving a dramatic sweep of his arm. âAfter you, mademoiselle.â
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âThese are the choices given to you by Mister Stark and Mister Wayne. Social event, oui?â the attendant says, her tone professionally neutral despite the clearly forced, fake French accent. She smooths down your black undershirt, ensuring it's perfectly straight before presenting the options.
She holds up the first suit: âDeep scarlet. Rich, saturated colorâlike fine wine. A luxurious wool blend. Two-piece. Tapered trousers, invisible stitching. Streamlined silhouette. French cuffs.â
Then she displays the second option: âNow, dark silk. Smooth, so smoothâlike velvet in night. Classic sheen, very elegant. Three-piece. Also with tapered trousers, invisible stitching. Slim silhouette. Barrel cuffs.â
With a smile, she adds, âBoth have their own magic, non? What shall you choose for the grand affair?â
âUh,â you gape like the peasant you were, eyes darting between the two suits which seem nearly identical apart from their color. You barely caught onto the details the attendant pointed out.
As you wrestle with your decision, snippets of the conversation between the two men outside drift through the curtain.
âSometimes, a classic black suit just gets the job done,â Bruce interjected. âItâs timeless and professional, never out of place.â
Tony retorted, âOh, sure, blending into the background is so exciting. Why not go for redâloud, in-your-face, and impossible to ignore? Itâs a damn statement.â
Bruceâs voice grew sharper. âI donât know if youâre the right guy to make that call, considering the atrocity you dressed her in today,â he said, gesturing toward the Stark Industries merch discarded on the couch in the dressing room.
âUh, says the guy who thinks monochrome is the pinnacle of fashion. Please, get real asshole. This is a hell of a lot better than your boring black blobs. Grow up.â
âYou grow up,â Bruce shot back.
You roll your eyes and spot another suit hung up on a nearby wallâa deep emerald green. âWhatâs that one?â
The attendant perks up. âAh, cette tenue! I apologize, it slipped my mind. This one was provided by the young gentleman with you. I should have mentioned it earlier.â
She holds the suit up to your chest, carefully examining the fit and adjusting the sleeve to ensure it drapes just right.Â
âThree-piece suit with pattern. Jacket is single-breasted, notch lapels, welt pocket. The trousers are flat-front, slim fit, with sharp crease. The vest has five buttons, V-neckline, tailored fit. Very technical, very structured.â
You nod, satisfied. âThis one. I like this.â
âOh, magnifique! Excellent choice!âÂ
She quickly helps you into the suit. First, she slides on the vest, adjusting the straps at the back for a snug fit. Next, she drapes the jacket over your shoulders, smoothing out the fabric and aligning the lapels. Finally, she fastens the trousers, making sure the fit is right and the sharp crease is aligned.
You step out from behind the curtains, and every eye in the room locks onto you.
Morgan's face drops. âShe chose the puke color.â
"Wow. Thanks. Really feeling the support here," you scoff, adjusting the sleeves.Â
Turning to Damian, you raise an eyebrow, and it's only then that he truly registers what he's seeing. His expression softens gradually as he takes you in. The hard lines of his face are still there, but now they seem gentler, softened.Â
You give him a small smileânothing grand, just a subtle curve of your lips. But you know that even the smallest smile from you is enough to unravel him.
He watches, mesmerized, as you twirl slightly in front of the mirror. The suit hugs your figure perfectly, accentuating every curve.
âThis was the boyfriend's pick," you say, flicking and straightening the lapels. Morgan's head snaps up. "I picked it because it matches his eyes, and honestly, I couldn't deal with your guys' arguing any longer.â
"Tt," Damianâs lips curl into a smirk, and he gestures for you to come closer. You step to his side, feeling the warmth of his hand as it rests gently over yours. With a subtle twist of your wrist, your fingers intertwine naturally, fitting together like they've always did.
Tony huffs, shaking his head. âAlright, well, whatever makes you happy. You look snug as a bug, kid.â
âUh. Arachnid. Not a bug,â you correct him.
Bruce blinks in confusion, his brow furrowing as he tries to make sense of the interaction, clearly missing the joke.
He shakes his head and gestures to a waiting attendant, who approaches with a tray holding three boxes. The attendant opens the first box, revealing a necklace that catches the light and glints brightly. They lift it out, its shine almost blinding, and place it carefully on the counter.
âIf you'd like,â Bruce smiles, âIâve also picked out some accessories for you.â
The attendant then moves to the next box, lifting the lid to reveal a set of matching earrings, which they arrange neatly on the counter. They proceed to the third box, opening it to reveal a bracelet that sparkles just as intensely as the necklace. The attendant sets everything out with careful movements, arranging the pieces in a neat row.
You hold the necklace up to the light, blinded. âThis is... a lot of sparkle.â
Turning to the attendant, you ask, âWhatâs the damage?â
âThe necklace is priced at $250,000,â they say with a smile thatâs more tightrope than genuine. âThe earrings are $150,000, and the bracelet is $300,000.â
You blink, your mouth opening and closing like a fish out of water, the numbers swirling in your head.
âWhat the actual fuck?â you blurt out, carefully setting the necklace back in its box with the reverence of someone handling a live grenade. âThatâs⊠definitely not in my budget.â
Tony raises an eyebrow. âDonât worry about it. Itâs just money. If the price is too much, I can alwaysââ
Bruce cuts him off with a grunt. âNo need. I already have the check ready.â
"What?!" You turn to Bruce, shaking your head. âNo! No one is buying me more than the suit! I appreciate the gesture, but this is way too overboard.â
"It's not that much, beloved," Damian hums, reaching for the earrings and holding them up to your face. "The necklace I bought you for your 18th cost twice of these combined."
Your eye twitches in disbelief. âYou... you told me it was of âreasonable price.ââ
âIt was.â
âHow much did you pay?!â
Damian remains silent, avoiding your eyes.
âDamian. Thomas. Wayneââ
Before you can finish, Damian calls over one of the attendants with a casual wave. âExcuse me? Weâll take all of this.â
The attendant, looking a bit taken aback but eager to please, nodded quickly and began arranging the items. You stared at Damian, your eyes practically burning and searing a hole through his stupid undercut.
âYou canât be serious!âÂ
Damian simply smirked, leaning closer. âConsider it a small gesture for someone whoâs worth every penny.â
As you continued bickering, Morganâs gaze lingered on the scene, her chest tightening with an unsettling, heavy feeling. She could feel something bitter and heavy rising in her chest, and she turned her eyes away, hoping that if she didnât see it, she could ignore the way it made her feel, that gnawing ache she wished she could forget.
But then she heard your voice, soft and inviting.
"Morgan?"
It was like a lifeline, pulling her back to the present. She turned to you, forcing herself to meet your gaze.
"Can you tell them that I do not need this?" you asked with a groan, your smile radiating warmth. It was the kind of smile that could light up any room, even as your eyes drifted to the glimmering jewelry with exasperation. âTheyâre completely insane.â
Morgan forced a small smile of her own, the kind that didnât quite reach her eyes, and shrugged slightly.Â
âI donât know,â she said softly. âI think theyâre onto something. Youâre worth every penny. More than any of this could ever show.â
The words came out easy enough, but underneath, she could feel the bittersweet edge of them, something she kept buried deep where no one could see.
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Sunday, 10:24 PM - The Safehouse, Gotham City.
Shot through the heart and you're to blame Darling, you give love a bad name An angel's smile is what you sell You promised me heaven, then put me through hell
Music played from her speakers. The lab was dimly lit, illuminated only by the soft glow of various screens and the occasional flicker of a monitoring light. Morgan sat at her workstation, the faint blue light of the holographic display casting a ghostly glow on her face. She was surrounded by a sea of tools, schematics, and half-finished projects, but her attention was miles away from the work at hand.
The thought of how you looked at Damian earlier haunts her deep into the night.Â
Morganâs fingers tapped absently on the console, her gaze distant and unfocused. She tried to lose herself in her work, hoping the details of her projects would distract her from the ache in her chest. But every time she glanced up at the screen, it felt as if her mind was dragging her back to that moment.
It didn't take a genius to see that she had feelings for you.
Woah, you're a loaded gun, yeah Oh, there's nowhere to run No one can save me, the damage is done
On the screen, the potency of the toxin you were exposed to a day ago was being processed. Ivy's old journal lay open in front of Morgan, serving as a reference for comparison.
As she scanned the data, a troubling pattern began to emerge. The readings were unstable, fluctuating wildly and suggesting incomplete or inconsistent results. Hours melted away as Morgan poured over the data, her eyes darting between the fluctuating graphs and the notes in the journal.
An odd, unknown element kept appearing in the results. It was an anomaly.
"This is not supposed to be here...?" Morgan mumbled, scratching at her head.
The journalâs pages fluttered as she flipped through them, desperately searching for any mention of similar anomalies or clues that might explain the glitch. Ivyâs notes were dense with technical jargon and cryptic observations, but none of it seemed to align with the strange data she was seeing on her screen.
BEEP.
Morganâs head perked up, her attention snapping back to the screen. The familiar, rhythmic pulse of data had been interrupted by a sudden alert.
Element Detected: đÌ„Ìâđ Ì„ÌâđÌ„ÌâđÌ„ÌâđÌ„ÌâđÌ„Ìâ
She squinted at the glitching display. The screen flickered and distorted, displaying an unfamiliar string of characters. The text was unlike anything she had ever seen before.
The computer screen continued to flicker violently, lines of code merging into chaotic patterns. Cursing under her breath, Morgan fought to stabilize the screen. Her fingers flew over the keyboard, desperately trying to recalibrate the system.
After a tense few moments, she managed to clear the worst of the glitching. The flickering subsided, and the screen settled into a more manageable state.
Was that someone trying to hack in? The thought crossed her mind with a jolt.
She scrutinized the security logs, reviewed firewall activity, and cross-referenced access records, but found no concrete evidence of a breach. The logs were clear. Everything seemed normalâno unauthorized access, no signs of tampering.
But the unknown element was still there, stubbornly staring back at her from the screen.
Morgan ran her tongue over her teeth, a habit of hers when deep in thought.Â
Alright. So. Every sci-fi movie warns against messing with unknown chemicals. And this is definitely one of those âdonât touchâ moments. But whatâs life without a little risk? Besides, itâs not like she hasnât faced weird before.Â
Problem was⊠the data on her screen right now was like trying to read a recipe from a cookbook that had been chewed up by a dogâcompletely useless. If she wanted answers, sheâd have to get a closer look.
Morgan quickly set up a new data extraction protocol, isolating the unknown element. The process was slow and tense, but gradually, the substance began to take shape on the screen, its properties becoming clearer with each passing minute.
Once she had successfully isolated the element, she moved on to the next phase: synthesizing it into a serum. With a gloved hand, she carefully heated a glass flask on a burner and began adding the unknown element to the mix, watching as the contents started to react.
The silence was abruptly shattered by a sharp crack that split the air. Morganâs eyes widened in shock as she saw thee glass flask on the burner shatter into jagged pieces. The once-clear liquid inside had turned into a dark, burned residue, and what was left was a blackened crust coating the inside of the flask.
"Great. Just great," Morgan muttered under her breath. She reached for the shattered glassware, cradling it gingerly in her hand. But as she did, something bizarre began to happenâthe flask itself seemed to glitch.
The glass started to flicker and warp as if it were a malfunctioning image. It shimmered and pulsed with an otherworldly light, surface fading in and out of focus, struggling to maintain its form.
"What the fuck?"Â
Her eyes stayed glued onto the flask. The constant flickering was starting to give her a headache, a dull throbbing that grew more intense with each passing second. She squinted, hoping to stabilize her vision, but the distortions only seemed to worsen.
Amid her growing confusion, she started to hear faint whispersâstrange, disjointed voices that seemed to come from nowhere and everywhere at once. The whispers were so low she could barely make out their words, but their presence added to the sense of disorientation that was creeping in.
An unexpected impulse tugged at herâa sudden, inexplicable urge to take the serum. Her hand trembled slightly as she considered the syringe lying on the nearby counter, a dark thought creeping into her mind.Â
She stared at the flask, her gaze mad.
A part of her wanted to see what would happen if she followed through with the intrusive thought.Â
Then, in a sudden, jarring shift, the erratic glitching reached a peak. The flaskâs distortion became so intense that Morgan could barely make out its shape. She snapped back to reality, jolted by the sheer intensity of it all. Her senses were overwhelmed, the whispers louder now, almost shouting in her mind.
In shock, her hand lost its grip. The flask slipped from her fingers and shattered on the floor, the blackened remnants scattering across the lab.
CRASH!
The sudden noise of breaking glass cut through the disorienting haze, and Morganâs breath came in ragged gasps as she stared at the mess before her.Â
The strange impulse had vanished as abruptly as it had appeared.
The glitching that had plagued the flask started to spread outward, expanding like a ripple through the air. Her eyes widened in disbelief as the distortion grew larger, forming a swirling vortex in the center of the lab.Â
The portal-like disturbance expanded further, and out of it, a shadowy figure began to emerge. First, it was just a hand, reaching through the glitching void. It grasped at the air, solidifying into a more defined shape. Morgan's heart raced as the figure pulled itself further into the lab.
"Shit!" she exclaimed, as the figure's hand closed around her arm. The touch was cold and otherworldly, sending a shiver down her spine. She struggled against the grip, her heart pounding as she tried to pull away.
With a sudden, violent shove, the figure tossed her back. Morgan crashed into her workstation, slamming painfully into a shelf, sending tools and equipment clattering to the floor.Â
Her eyes darted back to the figure, now fully emerging from the glitching portal.Â
The intruder was clad in dark green armor, nearly black in the dim light, with a purple shawl draped over their shoulders and a hood shadowing their face. They wore goggles and a mask that concealed their features, lending them a menacing, almost robotic aura. Despite their height and build matching Morganâs, there was a palpable strength in their movements, an unspoken threat in the way they stood.
The portal behind them flickered and closed, sealing off the strange rift from which they had emerged.
Morgan scrambled to her feet, adrenaline coursing through her veins. She clenched her fists, trying to steady herself as she faced the intruder.
âWho the fuck are you?!â she demanded. Every instinct screamed at her to run, but she stood her ground, ready to fight if she had to.
The masked figure remained silent, their gazeâhidden behind those reflective gogglesâlocked onto Morgan. They slowly tilted their head down, taking in the sight of the shattered remnants scattered across the lab floor.Â
Morgan followed their gaze and noticed the scattered pieces of a hoverboard. She recognized it immediately from the fragmented components. The design was eerily similar to the one she had in development herselfâa project that had been pushed to the back burner.
The intruderâs attention then shifted to the broken glass and the unknown element still displayed on her screen. A soft click of disapproval escaped from behind the mask as the figure nudged the broken hoverboard aside with a booted foot.
âShame,â they murmured, their voice low and laced with something almost like regret. âI came a minute too early... You should have taken that serum first. You were supposed to. It would have made this easier for both of us.â
Morgan swallowed hard, her heart pounding in her chest. She didnât know what they meant, but she didnât want to find out. The figure took another step closer, closing the distance between them.
âWho are you?â Morgan pressed. âAnd how did you even know about that?â
The figure paused, considering her for a moment before answering. âWho I am isnât important. What matters is what you could have beenâwhat you were supposed to become.â
Morganâs mind raced as she tried to make sense of the cryptic words. This wasnât just about the serumâthere was something bigger at play. She took a step back, trying to put more distance between herself and the intruder, but the figure only followed, matching her movements like a shadow.
âDonât worry,â they said softly, almost mockingly. âI should know better than anyone that you would want answers.â
Morganâs heart skipped a beat as the figureâs gloved hand slowly reached up to their mask. The tension in the room was suffocating, each second stretching out endlessly. The mask and goggles came loose with a soft click, and as they were removed, Morganâs breath caught in her throat.
It was her.
Her own face stared back at her, a perfect reflection, yet not. There were differencesâsubtle but unmistakable. The other Morganâs eyes held a cold, calculating gleam, their hair was longer and pin-straight compared to her short curls, and their lips curved into a smirk that sent a shiver down Morganâs spine.
âI'm Morgan Stark,â the doppelgĂ€nger said, voice eerily familiar yet laced with something darker, something twisted. âBut in my universe, they call me the Green Goblin.â
Morgan felt numb. The words didnât make sense, and yet they explained everything.Â
âWhat... what do you want?â Morganâs voice was barely above a whisper, the shock of seeing her own faceâso twisted and malevolentâmaking it hard to think straight.
The Other Morganâthe Green Goblinâtilted her head, studying Morgan with a mix of amusement and pity. âIsnât it obvious?â she said, taking a step closer. âIâm here to make things right. In my world, I perfected the serum. I became something more, something powerful. But in this universe, you... you were just about to throw it all away.â
Morgan shook her head, trying to process the flood of information. âThis... this isnât possible. How can youââ
âExist?â the Other Morgan interrupted, a cruel smile curling on her lips. âMultiverse theory, sweetheart. Infinite versions of you, of me, of everyone. Even our beloved Spidey. In my universe, I figured it out. Became a goddamn genius... and a bit of a monster, too. Here though? Youâve barely scratched the surface.â
âI donât care what Iâyouâve done in your world!â Morganâs voice shook with defiance. âYou donât belong here. You wonât get whatever it is youâre after.â
The Other Morgan smirked. âOh, but I already have. I didnât come here to take anything. I came to see what I could have been if I hadnât chosen the path I did. And honestly,â they scoffed, flicking a piece of Morganâs hair, âIâm disappointed.â
Morganâs fists clenched at her sides. âGet out,â she spat, her fear giving way to anger. âGet out of my lab, out of my life. Now!â
But they just laughed, a chilling sound that echoed in the small space. âYou still donât get it, do you? Iâm not going anywhere. I didnât come all this way just to walk away empty-handed. If you wonât take that serum, then...â
Before Morgan could react, her doppelgÀnger lunged toward the remnants of the shattered serum with blinding speed. Morgan scrambled to intercept, but her doppelgÀnger was faster. In a swift, brutal motion, they slammed Morgan down onto a nearby table, the impact knocking the wind out of her.
Morgan struggled against the hold, but her alternate self was stronger, pinning her down with ease. The twisted grin never left their face as they reached for a syringe.Â
Morgan watched the charred solid remnants of the serum begin to twitch and quiver, as if responding to the presence of the syringe. To her horror, the blackened crust slowly liquefied, transforming back into a thick, dark fluid that oozed toward the tip of the needle.
"Shh," the Other Morgan cooed, voice dripping with mock tenderness as they drew the serum up into the syringe. The liquid swirled ominously inside, as if alive with a malevolent intent. âYouâll thank me for this in the future.â
Morgan thrashed, trying to break free, but her alternate self only tightened their grip, leaning in closer.
âDonât worry,â the Other Morgan whispered, bringing the needle closer to Morganâs skin. âThis is a canon event, sweetheart. This is the part where you become more than just a bystander. This is where you become unstoppable.â
They leaned down, eyes glowing an eerie green. âThis is where we kill Robin.â
âNo!â Morgan's scream pierced the air as she slammed her knee into her doppelgĂ€ngers gut, the sudden impact causing them to stumble back.
The Other Morgan staggered backward, clutching their midsection with a pained gasp. Morgan seized the moment, pushing herself off the ground and scrambling for any advantage. Her pulse raced as she darted towards a nearby workbench, grabbing a wrench and holding it defensively.
Scoffing, the Other Morgan recovered quickly, rising to their full height with their long hair cascading over their face, obscuring their features.
"First off, Iâm not some fucking homewrecker," Morgan gasped, her breath coming in sharp, uneven bursts as she took a defensive step back, wrench clutched tightly. "And second, youâre insane! Spiderâs happy with him! Do you honestly think sheâll fall for you after everything youâve become?"
âYou think you can stop me?â Other Morgan snarled. âYou have no idea what youâre up against.â
âI know enough,â Morgan said through gritted teeth, trying to steady her trembling hands. âAnd Iâm not going to let you hurt anyone.â
The Other Morganâs lips curled into a smirk.
With a swift flick of their wrist, they threw a small device onto the floor. It hissed and released a dense cloud of smoke that quickly filled the room. Morganâs vision blurred as she squinted, trying to make out the figure through the thickening haze.
Suddenly, a sharp, electric crackle pierced the smoke, followed by a powerful jolt that knocked Morgan off her feet. The room spun around her as she struggled to rise, her head throbbing from the shock.
Before she could fully recover, she felt a tightness around her wrist. She looked down to see a watch strapped onto her, its face glowing ominously. As she tried to make sense of it, a swirling portal began to materialize around her, its edges flickering with an eerie green light.
âWhy donât you take a trip to my universe for a bit?â the Other Morgan taunted, their voice dripping with malice. âIâll handle things here while youâre gone.â
Morgan tried to protest, but the portalâs force was too strong. The edges of her world warped and twisted as she was yanked into the swirling void.
As she disappeared into the vortex, she heard a faint, mocking laugh.Â
The portal closed with a swoosh, leaving an eerie silence in its wake.
The Other Morgan turned their gaze to the workbench, their eyes locking onto a pair of scissors lying casually on the counter.
âAlright,â they said with a chilling smile, âfirst, a haircut.â
âŻàŒ»â°ââââ
They say youâll be bitten by spiders no less than 500 times in your lifetime, and you probably wonât even notice 95% of those bites.
Spiders might not affect most people that much.
Damian, however, would have a different opinion. Heâd also like to punch those people in the face
Tonight, as Robin swings through the city, his gaze is locked onto you. You dart between skyscrapers with a grace that seems almost effortless. Your Starktech suit, still in for repairs, has you back in your old black kevlarâsturdy, reliable, and showing signs of wear.
Damian, out with you for what was supposed to be a routine patrol and sweep, is seeing your skills up close for the first time. He watches as you maneuver through the urban jungle with an ease that both impresses and frustrates him.
He finds himself pacing alongside your swings, trying to stay closeânot just to keep an eye on you but because heâs half-expecting to be called into action at any moment. Watching you is like witnessing a high-wire act where the safety net has mysteriously vanished. Moments ago, you executed a daring twist and jump that had Damianâs heart lodged firmly in his throat. He was practically holding his breath, bracing himself for the sickening thud of a broken legâor worseâonly to see you land on your feet with a carefree laugh.
But then, without warning, you yelp and take a sharp turn, diving into the open air. The sudden change sends a jolt through Damian, and his heart skips a beat as he watches you fall fast.
âNightcrawler!â he shouts, his voice barely audible over the rush of wind. His grappling hook fires with a crack, and he rockets toward you, every muscle straining as he fights the pull of gravity.
Just as youâre about to hit the ground, Damianâs gloved hands wrap around your front, pulling you into his arms with a fierce grip. He tucks you close, bracing for impact. You slam against the wall of a nearby building with a jarring thud, Damianâs boots taking the brunt of the landing. The impact shakes him to his core, but he holds you tightly, shielding you from the collision.
Heaving, he immediately tucks a strong arm against your back, holding you against him. âAre youââ
You burst into laughter, your arms wrapping around his neck as you press your cheek against his. âDid you see that? I pulled off a perfect dive!â
Damianâs breath comes in sharp bursts as he steadies you both, his eyes scanning for any signs of injury. âYou imbecile! What were you thinking? You could have broken your neck.â
You pout playfully, brushing a stray lock of hair from Damianâs mask. âI was having fun! Come on, I wasnât actually going to fall.â
Damian shoots you a glare that borders on murderous. "Fun?! Fun isnât worth risking your life."
His fingers dig into your hips as he continues to hold you tightly against him, his muscles tensed like a bowstring. "And you did fallânearly landed on your face. If I hadn't been there, you'd be eating through a straw right now."
You tilt your head, wrapping your arms around his neck. âUh. But you were there.â
Damian narrows his eyes, his tone dripping with frustration. "Do you get some perverse pleasure out of scaring me to death?"
"Maybe," you drawl with a teasing grin.
Even with his anxiety cranked up to eleven, he canât help but feel a surge of warmth for you. The irritation in his eyes softens, revealing a flicker of affection.
âYou talk and do too much,â he grumbles, though his actions speak louder than his words. As he starts to guide both of you up to a nearby rooftop, his grip remains firm and protective.Â
Heâs climbing with you in his arms, every muscle straining under the effort. You canât help but whistle at the impressive display of strength, watching as his muscles ripple beneath his suit with each movement.Â
âTsk,â he scoffs as he hauls both of you up onto the rooftop, setting you down gently.
Once youâre safely on solid ground, Damian steps back, creating a respectful distance between you. As he stands against the backdrop of the city lights, his figure is dramatically framed by the glowing skyline. His cape flutters behind him like a dark, billowing flag, enhancing his imposing silhouette. Robin stands tall, masked, and cloaked in shadowsâdark and lean.
You grin coyly at him, your arms tucked behind your back as you take a few steps closer.Â
âMy hero,â you tease playfully, your fingers trailing gently up his cape.
The gesture almost immediately disarms Damian, his irritation momentarily forgotten.
He snatches your hand away from the fabric, his fingers wrapping around yours in a firm grip. âIs this a joke to you? I am in no mood for your games tonight,â he grumbles, running a hand through his hair as he turns his gaze to the city skyline. He bends down, squatting on the rooftop, the city lights shimmering below and casting a soft, ambient glow over the scene.
You follow him, bending down to wrap your arms around his shoulders and drape yourself across his back. Leaning in, you press a soft kiss to his jaw through your mask, the gentle touch warm against the cool night air.
Damianâs shoulders relax slightly under your embrace, and he closes his eyes momentarily, savoring the closeness. For a moment, he considers chastising you, but the feel of your body pressed against his back makes the words die on his lips.
Instead, he lets out a sigh and shifts his position, guiding you so that you slide down his back into his lap, your legs draped on either side of his hips.
âYou know,â he murmurs, âyouâre not making it easy to stay upset with you.â
âThatâs the point,â you whisper, your breath warm and teasing against his skin.Â
âYouâre going to be the death of me,â he says, moving to stand and pulling you up with him.Â
You giggle, your fingers trailing down his chest, light and teasing. Your claws graze over the contours of his suit, scratching at the armor that covers his chest and abs. The sensation is electric, sending shivers through both of you.
âCareful,â Damian rumbles, his voice a low growl as he grabs your hands once they reach his waist, his grip firm but not unkind. Youâre getting a rise out of him, in more ways than one.
You lean in closer, wickedness dripping from your lips. âWhen have I ever been careful?â
Damianâs eyes narrow, the heat in his gaze intense as he draws his face inches from yours. "You never are. You are a reckless, impulsive, and downright idiotic woman."Â
âYeah,â you press your chest against his, your voice low and teasing. âI get that a lot.â
"And you just love proving them right, donât you?" he says, his voice low and laden with both warning and something else.
âIs that a threat, Robin?â you whisper, your voice dripping with challenge. Flicking your wrist up, you web his chest and pull him down.Â
He crashes into you, his body pressing against yours. His hands fly to your thighs, gripping the supple flesh there.
A smirk spreads across his face. "Merely a promise."
Without another word, Damian tugs your mask off and closes the distance between you, his lips crashing onto yours in a fierce, heated kiss. His mouth moves with a possessive intensity that sends a shiver down your spine, his tongue teasing yours as he pulls you closer, leaving no space between your bodies.
You feel the low rumble of his moan vibrating through your chest, a sound that only fuels the fire between you. As your hands tangle in his hair, you suddenly notice something that makes you pauseâheâs smirking against your lips.
Heâs smirking. The fucker is smirking.
Grinning against his lips, you pull back just enough to murmur, âSo my Spidey thing turns you on? Or is it the webs?â
"Keep talking like that and I'll have to shut you up," he grunts, his voice rough with desire before he silences you with another kiss, this one deeper, more consuming. His grip tightens as he claims your mouth again, leaving no doubt about the effect you have on him.
He presses you back, and in the heat of the moment, you take a step backward with more force than intended. Your injured ankle lands awkwardly, sending a jolt of pain shooting up your leg. Despite being healed, it still ached every now and then, and this was one of those painful reminders.
You pull away with a sharp hiss, unable to stifle the reaction.Â
Damian's concern for you immediately eclipses his previous frustrations. His hands find your hips, steadying you to prevent you from putting too much weight on the injured foot.
âWhat happened? Did Iââ
âItâs just,â you wince, carefully adjusting your stance, âjust my ankle. Itâll be fine.â
"I thought you said you were healed," he fusses.
"Guess I thought wrong."
"I wouldnât have let you out with me tonight if Iâd known you were still having trouble. You should have told me it was still bothering you." he scolds.
You frown, your voice softening as you look up at him. "I just... I just wanted to spend time with you. Are you mad?"
Damianâs expression softens with an almost pained look as he carefully gathers you in his arms, lifting the weight off your injured ankle.Â
"Mad? No, I'm not mad," he hesitates then, his grip on you tightening slightly. "But I'm worried. I worry about you, and your actions tonight didnât exactly ease my concerns."
He looks down at your ankle, gently tracing his fingers over the injury.Â
âIâm sorry. This is my fault. If I hadnâtâLast night, if Iâd just taken time to ask youâyou wouldnât be hurt in the first place,â he whispers, his voice barely audible as he brings his face close to yours. The apology is raw, and when he mutters it against your lips, his breath hitches in his throat, overwhelmed by the warmth in your eyes.
âYou had your reasons; itâs okay,â you say with your usual forgiveness, the kindness in your voice a balm to his aching conscience.Â
His fingers gently graze the back of your neck, the touch tender and almost reverent.Â
âI should have been more careful,â he murmurs, thick with regret. âIâve let my anger cloud my judgment.â
âDamian, itâs fine,â you said, running your fingers through his hair and gently swinging your legs. âI trust you. I know you didnât mean to hurt me. We all have our moments, and it was just a bad time for both of us. I love you, and I trust you.â
Damian made a soft sound. Up close, in his arms, there was no space between you, and he seemed softer, more touchable.
âI love you too.â
You cupped his face gently as his other arm slid below your head, pulling you even closer. His strong arms enveloped you, holding you in a way that felt perfectly rightâmoving closer, exchanging breaths, and locking eyes to see everything there was to know about him.
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Whispering his name, you kissed him again, and he eagerly returned the gesture.Â
He guided you into a shadowed corner, his kisses growing more urgent and insistent as he pressed you against a wall. The world around you began to dissolve into a swirling haze. The only sensations that mattered were the feel of your breath mingling with his, the whisper of your voice against his, and the way your hands tugged at his hair.Â
You. You. You.
His tongue brushed against your lower lip, asking for entrance, which you granted immediately, opening your mouth and deepening the kiss. His hands roamed over your body, mapping the curves and contours like a blind man seeing the world for the first time.
You raised your knee and pressed it against him, eliciting a groan from Damian, his eyes rolling back into his skull. âFuckâŠâ
You teased softly, âThat good?â
âAs always, habibti.â
Damianâs words were swallowed by another kiss as you wrapped your legs around him, pulling him even closer, bodies pressing together in an intimate embrace.
His fingers roamed up your back, tracing the curve of your spine with the practiced touch of a man who knows you intimately.
Smirking wolfishly against your lips, Damian slowly dragged down the zipper on the back of your suit. The cool air kissed your exposed skin, amplifying every sensation as he worked his way down.
The heat between you two quickly spiraled into an unstoppable force that surged and twisted.Â
His utility belt falls to the ground with a loud clang, the buckle hitting the asphalt. Fingers trembling with impatience, Damian tugs at his suit's zippers, each one loosening with a sharp hiss before he dives back in.Â
Every touch, every movement, seemed to ignite a deeper craving within him. Each time you breathed his name, it was like a spark that fueled his losing control, pushing him further into the abyss of his desire.
He wanted more of youâevery part of you, every inch of your skin, every breath you took.
He dips his head down, his mouth finding the pulse point on your neck. His tongue flicks out, hot and wet against your skin, as he begins a trail of kisses down your collarbone that sears into your skin.Â
"I need to feel you, sweet girl." Damian's words come out in a guttural moan, half-curse, half-plea.Â
Your breath hitched in your throat as his mouth found your chest, and you arched your back, pressing yourself closer to him.
âDamian,â you gasped, your voice a low moan. âPlease.â
A flurry of movements passes, and finally, he's pressing himself into you. Your body welcomes him like it was always meant to be, fitting together perfectly as if he was always meant to be a part of you.
His cape falls over you, enveloping you both in a cocoon of shadows and heat.Â
The rhythmic movement of your bodies creates a slow, intense friction between you. The heat between you two was scorching, each touch and caress creating sparks of pleasure that shot through your body. Damian's teeth sank into the soft skin of your neck with a possessive fervor, leaving behind marks that would linger long after the night was over.
He could feel you pressed against him, your warmth melding with his. The taste of you lingered on his lips, the flavor of you lingering with every kiss. The sweet sounds of your pleasure, your moans and gasps, filled and echoed in his ears. The scent of your perfume, intoxicating and familiar, drifted in the air, consuming, overwhelming his senses and pulling him deeper into you.
It was all you. Everything was you.
It comes in waves, each one building and cresting until the final surge pulls you completely out of orbit. Your toes curl, your thighs lock, your heart seems to freeze, and a cry of his name escapes your lips, echoing in the space between you.
âYes,â Damian pants out. âThere you go, habibti. Just like thatâŠâÂ
He buries his face in your neck, his breath hot and uneven against your skin as he follows you through the aftershocks. Gently, he guides you down from your peak, his hips rolling slowly against yours until the rhythm gradually subsides. He murmurs love confessions in Arabic, lips trailing loving kisses over every inch of exposed skin, soothing you as you twitch and tremble in his lap.Â
As the aftershocks subside, Damian gently lifts you and tucks you against his chest.Â
"You okay?" he asks, soft and filled with concern. He gently massages your lower back, his fingers tracing soothing circles on your skin.
He pulls his cape around you like a blanket, wrapping you in a layer of warmth. Even in the middle of the night on a secluded rooftop, heâs focused on making sure you're cared for and cozy.
Damian adjusts his suit and re-secures his utility belt. Taking a cloth from his belt, he begins to wipe you down, removing any lingering traces of the nightâs events. Once you're clean, he carefully tugs your suit back on, smoothing out any wrinkles and zipping it up with steady hands.Â
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âThank you,â you rasp out, pressing a soft kiss to his cheek.
Damianâs response is tender; he nuzzles his face into your neck, pressing a gentle kiss to your skin. His touch is warm and reassuring. Reaching into his pocket, he retrieves your mask and hands it to you.
You tug it back on, but before you can pull it down completely, Damian leans in and kisses you. Smiling, you kiss him back, the mask only partially covering your face, leaving your lips and the lower part of your cheeks exposed.
!!!
You slowly push Damian back, a sense of alarm creeping into your consciousness.
!!!
A loud thud echoes in the distance.
DANGER.
Before you can process whatâs happening, Damian is violently knocked away from you. Heâs flung onto the ground with a forceful crash, the impact sending a shockwave through the rooftop. You watch, breathless, as he hits the surface hard, pain etched across his face.
Cursing, you try to move toward him, but a sudden, chilling presence makes you freeze. Out of the corner of your eye, you see the dark, sweeping fabric of a cape fluttering through the air. Your heart skips a beat as you turn, dread coiling in your stomach.
Batman.
For a moment, the world narrows to the figure looming before you, the embodiment of shadow and fear. The distant hum of Gotham fades, leaving only the thudding of your pulse, loud and insistent in your ears. The scattered light from the city below creates jagged contrasts on Batman's armor, casting him in sharp highlight. The black of his suit bleeds seamlessly into the surrounding darkness, making him appear more phantom than man.
He looks like a living nightmare.
Damian lifts his head just in time to see Batman towering over you, his cape billowing ominously in the night breeze. A cold chill runs down Damian's spine as dread settles heavy in his chest. Of all people, his father was the last person he wanted to find him here like thisâvulnerable, exposed, and with you.
Reacting on pure instinct, Damian scrambles to his feet, positioning himself firmly between you and the Dark Knight.
"Father." Damianâs voice is low but steady, though the weight of whatâs happening lingers in every syllable. His mind races, knowing that Batman doesnât recognize you in your vigilante form and likely believes he's cheating on you.
To Batman, this looks like betrayal.
Bruce's hurt gaze flickers briefly to Damian before settling on you, his eyes unreadable beneath the shadowed cowl. His voice cuts through the silence like a blade, deep and gravelly. âStep aside, Robin.â
Damian doesnât budge, his chin lifting in stubborn refusal. âNo.â
âI wonât repeat myself,â Bruce warns, his tone colder, more commanding. âMove. Now.â
âYou donât understand,â he snaps back, voice laced with urgency. âItâs not what you think.â
âIsnât it?â Bruceâs gaze hardens as it shifts back to you, scrutinizing every detail of your vigilante form. Heâs searching for somethingâanythingâthat might give him a clue to your identity. âWho are you?â
You remain silent, your mind racing to assess the situation. Revealing your true identity isn't an optionânot now, not like this. You adjust your stance, preparing yourself mentally for whatever comes next, but Damian's presence in front of you is a steadying comfort.
âSheâs with me,â Damian states firmly. âThatâs all you need to know.â
But Bruce isnât swayed. He takes another step forward, his towering form casting a long, ominous shadow over both of you. The authority he exudes is almost suffocating, a force that demands obedience and submission.Â
Bruceâs voice drops to a near growl, heavy with warning. âYouâre making a mistake.â
Damian doesnât waver, his stance firm, his resolve unshaken. âMaybe I am. But itâs my mistake to make. Iâm not moving. Not until you understandââ
âUnderstand what?â Bruceâs voice, though controlled, cracks with an edge of hurt. âThat youâre risking everything forââ His words catch in his throat, and his eyes, now seething, lock onto you with anger. The unspoken words hang in the air, heavy and accusing, as if heâs struggling to comprehend how Damian could make such a choice.Â
âFather,â Damian tries again. âJust listen, please. Iâm notââ
But Bruce cuts him off sharply. âI donât want to hear it, Robin. Stand down. Now.â
Damian grits his teeth, his jaw clenching at the command. âI wonât. You want me to move, you're going to have to make me.â
Bruce growls and his posture shifts, his body tensing as he readies himself for combat, cape swirling with a sudden, sharp movement, the dark fabric creating a menacing silhouette against the night sky. Damian rolls his shoulders.
The silent acknowledgment of the fight to come is all thatâs needed.Â
The first move comes fast and brutalâa sweeping kick aimed at Damianâs legs. Damian barely manages to sidestep, but the force of the attack sends him stumbling slightly.
Without a momentâs hesitation, Bruce presses his advantage. He lunges forward, delivering a powerful punch to Damianâs jaw. The blow connects with a sickening thud, causing Damian to gasp and stagger backward. He tries to recover, swinging a fist toward his father, but Bruce is already moving, effortlessly deflecting the strike and countering with a sharp elbow to Damianâs ribs.
Before Damian can recover, Bruce is on him again. He grabs Damian by the collar and delivers a powerful knee to his abdomen. The impact sends Damian sprawling, crashing hard onto the rooftop. The concrete shudders beneath him, and he struggles to get to his feet, gasping for breath.
âYouâve forced my hand. I donât want to hurt you, but I will if I have to,â Bruce seethes as he advances. His fists come down in a series of blows, each strike aimed at disabling rather than harming. Damian blocks and dodges where he can, but Bruce's assault is relentless, each hit pushing him further back.
THWIP
A web snares Bruceâs arm, halting his advance. His head swivels toward you, confusion and fury flashing in his eyes beneath the cowl. He struggles against the webbing, but you seize the opportunity to yank him off Damian, pulling him forcefully to the side of the rooftop. The webbing binds him tightly against the edge, restricting his movements.
Without wasting a second, you rush to Damianâs side. His breathing is ragged, masked cracked. blood runs down his lip You kneel beside him, gently pulling him up against you. Your arms wrap around him, providing a protective, comforting embrace.
âBaby, are you okay?â you ask urgently, voice trembling with fear.
Damian rasps out a laugh, his grin weak but defiant. âAt least I know heâll do the right thing if I ever do you wrong.â
SHLICK.
You look up to see Bruce cutting through your webbing with a knife. The webbing disintegrates under the assault, and you curse under your breath. Without your web-shooters, your organic webs are noticeably weakerâa reminder that you'd need to ask Morgan for new ones as soon as possible.
Bruce continued his advance, his gaze fixed on you this time.
You raised a hand, trying to signal a truce, your voice shaky but earnest. âI... I donât want to fight,â you said, the exhaustion evident in every word.Â
âThen take off the mask,â Bruce commanded, his voice cutting through the air with a harsh edge, leaving no room for negotiation.
The demand hung between you, making your heart pound louder. You took a deep, steadying breath, feeling the weight of the situation bearing down on you. Slowly, you lifted a trembling hand toward your mask, fingers grasping the edge.
But before you could fully uncover your face, Damian's hand shot out, grabbing your arm and yanking it away.
âDonât you fucking dare,â he hisses, eyes flashing with desperation. He turns to Bruce, getting back onto his feet.
âDonât come any closer,â Damian warns as he unsheathes his katana, its blade glinting menacingly in the dim light. âI have the utmost respect for you, Father, but if you take one more step, I will have to engage you properly this time.â
Despite the weight of your decision, thereâs no other choice. Your sole aim is to end this confrontation swiftly and with as little harm as possible.
With a sharp breath, you square your shoulders and raise your head.
âNobodyâs going to do anything,â you say firmly as you start to tear off your mask. The fabric pulls away slowly, the cool night air brushing against your exposed skin.
As the mask comes free, you are left bare to the elements, your face now fully visible under the moonlight. You hold Bruce's gaze directly, hoping that this gesture will be enough to de-escalate the standoff.
"It's just me."
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inadvertently, i drew a wide shot, full shot and close up
why isn't there a nightwing: the animated series btw? is it because his name is dick grayson??
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Warnings: angst, talks of a miscarriage, body image, talks of difficulty staying pregnant, mention of what is technically a still-birth, depression, suicidal thoughts, self-medicating, accidental suicide attempt, probably poor writing and OOC characters but whatever
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Part 2 for "Love Thorns All Over This Rose"
I decided to make this be longer than just two part, so this'll be a sort of mini-series
I just want to leave another TW here: if you have ever suffered through a miscarriage or any type of child loss, please proceed with caution. I do heavily talk about how Y/N feels after suffering through that and do talk about her feeling like a failure of a woman and other things. I just want everyone to know that if you feel triggered by that, I apologize and I don't want anyone to be upset over what I wrote
I also want to say that I personally have never gone through. What I write in this, is purely based off of what I have read in other fics or stories as well as seen people talk online. I am trying not to offend anyone and if I do in any of the part that I talk about those things; I severely apologize.
Reminder that Alfred is dead in this so that's why he isn't here!
The POV here still isn't really consistent. It jumps between being with the Batkids, Bruce, and Y/N's. I tried to make it flow though so hopefully that works!
Reminder that Bruce and Y/N's ages don't matter (I'm not in the mood to deal with that) but; Dick is 31 (and married to Kori but that's not too important), Jason is 25, Tim is 22, Damian is 15, Cass is 24, and Steph is 23
Also a reminder that I also am not too familiar with Duke, so that is why he isn't there much. Mostly just mentioned
Anywho, enjoy
Love Z <3
All that he knew was that he walked in on his dad doing CPR on his mom.
That was all he knew.
That was all Dick knew.
3 Months Ago
Y/N tightened her grip around her purse, the people were following her too closely. She knew this. The light was still out, she kept reminding her that. Kept telling herself that no one would try to kidnap her in broad daylight.
But oh how wrong she was.
She should have known better. She grew up in Gotham. She should have known better.
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Now
Three days had passed since everything happened. Bruce had refused to leave the hospital. He wondered if it was from guilt of not being there for her other times. Or if he was just filling in his obligation as a husband. Or maybe...maybe Dick was right and he was just doing all he could to preserve his image.
But none of that mattered. Bruce was staying until she woke up. Because she had to wake up. He had to show her that he still cared. That he still loved her. That he knows...he knows how much of a horrible person he has been to her for the past month.
He had to make sure she knew that he regretted it. Every word he said to her that night.
But every sign scared him. They had already had to resuscitate her since getting here. The tube was stuck down her throat, helping her to breathe. Nurses looking at him with pity, making him feel foolish for holding out hope that she would be okay. With every look that they gave him, there was a sort of emptiness and despair settling into his stomach.
Almost as if he agreed with them.
But he couldn't. He couldn't be agreeing with them. It wouldn't be useless holding out hope that she would be okay.
He ran his thumb over her palm, his eyes glancing up her arm and body until they landed on the raised skin on her collarbone. His hand that wasn't holding hers, come up to run over it. One of the many reminders of what happened 3 months ago.
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3 Months Ago
Y/N woke up groggily. Her head was pounding and she felt like she had been dropped from a tall building. She blinked, trying to see something, anything, but as her eyes opened, she wished she could go back to seeing nothing.
She was sure that she was in the sewers. The damp and musky smell with the sound of water dripping down the old stone walls and floors around her made her all too aware of where she was. She tried swallowed any saliva, but her mouth was dry. Tears pricked her eyes from pain as she carefully pushed herself up.
Her heart was pounding in her chest as she gingerly touched her stomach. Involuntarily, her own body flinched back from her touch. She felt her air catch in her throat as she felt nothing moving. In the past month or so, her baby had been moving all the time, leading her on to many sleepless nights.
Deep down, she knew. She knew that her baby was dead. And she knew that there was nothing to be done about it.
She jumped back as she heard the sound of shoes pounding against the damp stones. She tried to move away from the only place that someone could come from, but with her hands and legs being tied together, it was harder than expected. She slipped slightly, her side hitting the stone hard.
Three men, with honestly average builds, stalked into the area. She breathed raggedly as she watched them continue towards her. She tried to push away as one grabbed her arm and forcibly pulled her up, a yelp of surprise and pain left her mouth as she was pulled to her feet.
These three men were normal. They weren't some goons or some chemically induced maniacs. They were normal.
And maybe that scared her more.
One of the men, who she assumed was the leader, walked up to her, knife raised. Her eyes darted between him, his associates, and the knife. Any self-defense training that Bruce had taught her, flew out the window as she stood before these men.
"When the situation arises, you'll remember what to do."
That was what Bruce had always told her. But here she was. In the situation and nothing was showing up in her mind as what she was supposed to do.
She leaned back as the guy leaned in but the one with the grip on her arm moved one of his hands to hold her head and make her look at him. She shook as she felt the knife against her collarbone.
A small whimper of pain left her mouth as she felt the knife push deeper, deep enough that it would scar over, before she was pushed back to the ground. The one with the knife gave her a sadistic smile before hoarsely whispering, "We're going to make sure Bruce Wayne finds you dead."
She stared in near terror as she held her hand over where they had sliced and watched as they left just as quickly as they had came.
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Now
Jason stood in a corner away from Y/N's body. Even with the tube gone, she still didn't wake up. Although she had made some developments...some in the past 8 days that she had been in here and everyone had convinced Bruce to go home and get some proper sleep. So now here Jason was, standing in a room where the woman he had allowed to become his mom was laying still.
But he stayed away from her body.
Something he didn't say often was just how scared he can get. He remembers each time he's been absolutely terrified. When Bruce, well Batman, caught him stealing the wheels to the Batmobile. When he was stuck in that warehouse and Bruce didn't make it in time. When he saw Y/N again for the first time since his "death" and he thought that she would hate him for what he had done. When she was taken. Those words he heard Bruce hurling at Y/N.
And right now.
Jason was keeping his composure, but inside, he was a trembling and terrified child. A kid who just needed to know his mom was going to be alright.
Inside, he knew exactly how Damian was feeling.
But as he stared at her body, his mind couldn't stop drifting, remembering what he had heard that night 4 weeks ago. All he could do was wonder what would have happened if maybe, just maybe, he had gotten angry at Bruce for what he heard.
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4 Weeks Ago
It was nearly 2 AM when Jason was going to sneak out of the Manor. Technically, it was easy to do, well...it was once he got passed Bruce and Y/N's room. So, he was as silent as he could be as he passed by. But he stopped in his tracks as he heard the voices from behind the cracked door.
Now, Jason wouldn't say he was noisy. But don't all kids stop and listen whenever they hear their parents arguing?
But they weren't arguing. No. He had heard that before. This wasn't it. This was different.
And it scared him.
He stood by the door as Bruce's voice got louder: "--Well I'm sorry that I'm not here anymore Y/N! But can you fucking blame me?"
"And what is that supposed to mean?" Her voice was low, warning him to think before he spoke.
"You didn't pay attention and got taken. You and your inability to pay attention to your surroundings got our baby killed."
She sucked in a breath, "You think I don't blame myself already, Bruce? Do you think that I don't wonder what would have happened if I just hadn't gone out that day?"
"Please, this doesn't affect you. You're perfectly fucking fine."
"Because I have to be!" She nearly screamed, "One of us has to be a parent to everyone else in this home and we both know it won't be you!"
"They aren't even your kids, Y/N, why do you--"
A loud slap echoed and Jason's hand went over his mouth as he continued to listen.
"Those kids are mine. I am the one who helped raise them. I am the one who has made sacrifices for them! You haven't done shit for them, ever." She let out a choked back laugh, "All I did was ask for you to be here with me, to understand what I am feeling and going through. But of course, you don't understand anything."
"I understand that you killed our baby."
"No Bruce. Those men came after me to hurt you. You are the reason I was taken and lost our baby. But sure," Her voice started to break, "Go on. Blame me. I'm used to you doing that anyways.
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Now
Jason breathed shakily as he grabbed his helmet and stormed out of the room. He knew Dick would be there soon with Damian anyways and he had to get out of there.
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Dick watched as Damian laid curled into Y/N's side. Bruce was, miraculously, still sleeping as he and Damian snuck out to the hospital. He didn't do it much for himself as he did it for Damian, he knew that the kid had a sort of...guilt that he could have done something.
Not that Dick could say anything against that. He felt guilty as well.
Y/N was his mom. He was the oldest son. He should have protected her, that was his job. Dick was the protector. He was always supposed to protect everyone. Y/N and even Bruce included. He already had been in this situation before. The immense guilt of failing to protect Y/N.
He remembers what he thought that first time he was here. Remembers the guilt of already failing to keep Alfred alive and not wanting to fail Y/N.
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3 Months Ago
Dick ran through the sewers, trying to find Y/N. Two days had passed since she had gone missing. All of them had lost sleep trying to find her and now they were searching the sewers for where she could be. He felt like a failure, a bad kid, all because he didn't
He stopped in his tracks as he heard her labored breathing. He turned in the direction that he heard the breathing, his own getting caught in his throat when he saw her laying in the fetal position.
"Mom." He breathed out, rushing to kneel by her side. He gently grabbed her face and looked at her, tears pooling in his eyes. "Mom, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry."
He failed. Guilt filling with him. Guilt of failing Alfred and now her.
He was a failure and he knew that.
"You-you're not a--"
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Now
"--A failure."
He stopped and looked at Y/N, his eyes wide. "Mom?"
Her head was turned to the side, a small look of gentle concern on her face. "You're not a failure Dick." She whispered through a hoarse voice, "You didn't fail anyone. Especially not me."
But he shook his head. He did. Not once. But twice. First being after she was taken and now this.
"Dick, stop that. The only person here that failed was me."
He got up and angrily wiped the tears from his eyes, "But I-I just...you never--"
Her hand shakily came up to touch his face, "I'm the one who failed sugar. I should've..."
She stopped, hand leaving his to rub her neck. Out of instinct of all the times waking up from injuries, he grabbed her the bottle of water he had grabbed earlier. Unscrewing the lid, he gently brought it to her lips and she quickly took a gulp of it.
After a moment, she gently held his wrist. "Dick, look at me and believe me when I tell you that it's not your fault. You did nothing wrong." Her grip tighten on his wrist for a moment, "You or your siblings." She glanced over at Damian, her arm wrapped around the kid who was now sleeping. "You all had nothing that you could do." She looked back at him, "Everything that happened, that I did, was nothing to do with you kids. It um...it--"
"Has to do with dad?"
She nodded silently before breathing shakily, "I know Jason heard what Bruce and I said. Ahd I um...I assume that--"
He stopped her, his head shaking. "He didn't tell us anything."
"Oh." She sucked in a breath, "Let's just say, both your father and I say things that we shouldn't have. Not saying they weren't truthful...that deep down we didn't mean each and every word that passed our lips...but you kids aren't to blame."
Dick swallowed hard, "Why did you do it mom?"
Her hand fell from his wrist and she looked away, out to the window. "You don't understand how I felt after everything--"
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6 Weeks Ago
Y/N silently stared out the window. Her hands mindlessly moving up and down her now flatter stomach. She felt disgusting and like a failure. A failure as a wife and as a mother and...as a woman. She was hurting. Not physically, sure her entire body was in pain, but mentally, she was in much more pain.
Her head snapped as she heard the door open. She saw Bruce standing at the door, an almost uncomfortable look on his face. She shakily looked away, ashamed to even look at him.
She heard his almost scoff, "Y/N, come on. You need to talk about it."
She looked at him slightly before whispering with a strained voice, "So do you."
"Y/N, I didn't...nevermind." She looked away again as he walked further in, "Doctors said that you'll be able to leave soon. By the end of the week at most."
She nodded, "Alright." Her voice nearly numb and void of emotion. She turned her head to him, "You always gonna hate me now?"
Bruce sighed, "I don't...I don't hate you."
"Why not?" Her words started to lace with their own venom, "I lost our baby. Because I'm such a..."
He shook his head, "Don't finish that sentence. You are not a failure baby. It wasn't your fault. None of what happened was your fault. You weren't gonna know that someone was going to come after you.
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Now
"Y/N?" She felt herself freeze when she heard the voice. She kept her eyes everywhere but at the door. She didn't want to see him. Not here. Not now. "Dick can you--"
"Mom doesn't want to see you."
"Dick you don't--"
"Dick it's okay." She whispered, looking at her oldest. "Take Damian down to the food court, force him to eat some junk."
"Mom--"
"Go." She whispered before he silently nodded and grabbed the younger boy, starting to carry him out of the room. She weakly gripped the blanket, "Why are you here?"
"Can I not visit my wife."
She shook her head, "I am not your wife, Bruce." She looked at him angrily, "You're the one who served the fucking papers."
"And I can't--"
"Bruce, you told me that the only reason you were letting me stay in the manor was for the kids. Was so that Damian didn't have to losing another person." She breathed angrily, "You stopped loving me, not the other way around. You're only here to keep up appearances that you are a loving and devoted husband." She leaned forward in his direction, "But I know exactly what you are."
"And what's that?" He challenged.
"A selfish coward who only cares for himself and his image."
He shook his head, "I'm sorry that I made you think so lowly of me."
Tears burned her eyes, "Get out."
"Y/N--"
"Get out, Bruce. Now."
He stood and started for the door, momentarily stopping to look at her. "I still love you, I know what I did and what I said shows otherwise, but all I ask for is one more chance and I'll prove it to you."
Her lip quivered for a moment before she whispered out, "Tell the nurses I woke up."