But "just Friends" Don't Look At Each Other Like That

but "just friends" don't look at each other like that

pairing: Hyunjin x fem!reader

genre: fluff, friends to lovers

warnings: none, just a lot of kissing, kinda making out in the end

summary: Hyunjin comes over to help you with your homework, but you end up completely forgetting about it

Hyunjin is a very good friend. An amazing one, something which makes this so much more difficult for you to shut down or ignore your feelings for him.

How can you possibly not fall for him when he's always. Always there for you, with you.

How can you stop thinking about him after he leaves, when he lets you cry on your favorite shirt of his, completely ruining it, telling you it's going to be just fine with that soft, calming voice.

How can you not imagine how it would be like to be more than just friends when he's so, so perfect.

Even his imperfections seem to be perfect and he makes everything look so easy.

You can't help but miss him when he's gone, you can't even stand a day without him being around.

Sighing, you finish your cup of tea, placing it down, when your phone vibrates on the mini table of your living room.

"Hello?" You pick up, not looking at the display.

"Y/n, hey! Are you busy?" Hyunjin asks enthusiastically.

"Hyunjin, hi." You smile. "No, not at all, what's up?"

"Guess what?" He also smiles.

"What?" You bite your lip, a habit you picked up while talking to him.

You love it when he calls you randomly, just when you don't expect it.

"I got some yummy, fancy food. And your favorite wine. Are you free?" He says full of hope to see you again, the last time he saw you last weekend feeling so far away.

You want to scream "yes" in happiness, but then remember you have a homework you still haven't finished and got to study for the next exam too.

"That sounds amazing Hyunjin. But I have so much to study, I don't know how I'll make it to be honest." Your voice breaking, your disappointment and discouragement are obvious to him.

"Hey...it's okay." He knows you're about to cry. He knows you so well even through a call.

"I'll help you study. Then we eat together, what do you say? Hmm?" He suggests.

"Okay but...it's a lot Hyunnie, you better hurry." You let out a small chuckle, wanting to hug him so tight.

"I'm on my way cutie." He laughs silently hanging up.

You smile, spreading your books and highlight pens on the table, as you wait for him.

He always knows what to say or do to make you feel better. To make you feel special.

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After a few minutes you hear a knock on the door. You rush to open it and reveal a tall, black hoodie dressed Hyunjin, with boxes of food in his hands, along with your favorite Rosé wine.

Your eyes soften at the sight of him, smiling so brightly at you.

You take one of his boxes from his hands and bury your face in his chest, hugging him tight, arms wrapping around his neck.

He chuckles in your hair, breathing in.

You can't help but stand up on your feet and press a light kiss on his cold cheek.

"Thank you Hyunjinnie." You say, stepping aside to let him walk inside your apartment.

"Something is different in here." He notices looking around.

"Yeah...can you guess what?" You smile walking into the kitchen with the food, sitting down on your bar chairs.

"Y/n..." He says in a serious tone as you look at his face.

His eyes light up with a new, completely unknown emotion to you.

"You hung up my drawings...even framed them, really?" The look on his face is so soft, you think you're going to start crying.

"Yeah...I just love your drawings. Also I painted the walls a different color and..." You shrug. "I don't know, I just felt that it really matches it and the atmosphere."

He stays quiet, starring at you for a couple of seconds, but then comes closer to you.

And man, your heart is skipping so many beats at once, is this even possible?

"Hyunjin...if you don't want it I'll put them awa-"

And then, he kisses you.

Places his lips on yours, not even moving them. Just holding them there. When he pulls away, way too quickly by the way, your legs suddenly become like jelly. Heart beating so fast, you fear he can hear it too.

It happened so fast, it was almost like just two seconds.

Your mouth hangs open now, the feeling of his lips still on yours.

When you don't have the power or idea to say something, he apologizes, looking away in shame, his ears and cheeks turning pink.

You think you're going to throw up eventually, the emotions overwhelming you.

"Don't. Don't apologize." You simply say, embarrassment making your cheeks become a bright shade of red.

"I just kissed you, oh God, it's not okay." He panics and you pray he doesn't regret it.

"But Hyunjin. I liked it..." You let out, now looking at the ground. Playing with the rings on your fingers, the long shirt you're wearing, anything.

When you say that he looks at you in surprise almost, exhaling.

"I just...I'm sorry it was so sudden." He pauses. "I'm such an idiot."

"You're my favorite idiot then." You hear yourself say, locking eyes with him for what feels like the first time after the kiss.

He's so pretty, all blushy like that, his lips swollen.

"It means a lot to me." He chuckles. "Also the way you hung up my drawings...thank you." He says looking you in the eyes.

"You're so passionate about the things you do...so delicate. I just find you really..." You can't find the right words to tell him.

"Perfect." You look up and feel your cheek burn like they never did before. Are you having a fever?

His eyebrows furrow together in a soft 'aww' way.

"I find you really perfect too." He smiles, finding your hands, holding them into his big ones.

He smells so good and you suddenly want him close. Need to feel him close.

"Hug me." You whisper looking at the way he holds your hands, brushing over your fingers with his thumb.

"Anything for you." He whispers back and it's so romantic that you can't help but melt into his large arms, and oversized, good smelling hoodie.

You're addicted to him, the way he looks, behaves, the way he is with you, how he smells...you're in love with everything he is.

"I love you." You let out, not caring about anything anymore, because you never needed anyone more than you need him right now.

"I love you too." He places kisses on your head and forehead and you think if you could die from feeling so full of love for someone, you would definitely die on the spot.

Still holding him in your arms, caressing his back, you look up to see him already looking at you.

"Can I kiss you? Just making sure I won't scare you away this time." He laughs, now holding your chin.

You nod, smiling.

Everything seems to be so easy with Hyunjin. It's like you're made for each other.

"The food is cold now." You say sadly after the kiss.

"Really? That's all you care about right now?" He looks at you with one of his judging faces.

"Hyunjinnnn, we have so much to do." You say, fake crying.

"We have timeee." He assures you, sitting down to open the boxes.

You sit down next to him, admiring his side profile.

"I have an idea." You suddenly say, standing up.

You bring some good smelling candles lighting them up, placing two big glasses for the wine on the table too.

"This is so romantic." He compliments, loving every second of it.

You look satisfied with your work and as you see the tteokbokki with extra cheese, your mouth waters.

"Oh God." You groan just looking at it.

"Indeed." He agrees. "Bon Appétit, mon amour." He says in a fake french accent and you laugh it off, saying the same.

You eat in silence, a few things such as "it's so good" and "thank you hyunjin", the only sentences spoken.

When you finish eating he opens the bottle of wine, with a bow.

"For you madame." He pours into the glass with so much elegance you can't help but think again, he really is perfect.

"For the lucky boyfriend." He pretends to talk to someone, bowing again. "Oh wait that's me." He quickly moves on the chair pretending to thank the waiter (who is also him).

You laugh so much your tummy hurts.

He loves to make you laugh, loves to hear your laugh.

"Are you my boyfriend?" You ask as he puts the bottle away.

"Well...are you my girlfriend?" He asks instead, smirking.

"Hyunjin-ah!~" You say tired of the playing.

"Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me? Yes or yes? There's only one correct answer." He smiles like he said the most logical thing on earth.

You raise an eyebrow smirking. "Are you proposing to me, or asking me to be your girlfriend, Mr. Hwang?" You joke back.

"Both." He says with an eye smile.

"Anyways, yes." You shrug, ignoring his comment, drinking your wine unbothered.

He laughs again, and you want to learn lots of jokes to hear that sound again and again.

"Yes to what?" He raises his eyebrows like he's in shock. "Just kidding."

You push his shoulder and smile, while once again admiring his handsome face.

Taking your hand while holding his glass of wine in the other, he leads you to the balcony.

You didn't realize it already got late, but you're glad it did, because you hope he'll want to spend the night with you.

Looking at the night sky full of stars, you decide Hyunjin is still your favorite thing to look at.

Taking the almost finished drink from your hands, he sets it down on a small table next to him, along with his.

He holds your waist closer, pulling you into his chest, holding you close again.

"Don't ask me anymore if you want to kiss me again." You say when he stares at your lips.

He nods, kissing you for the 3rd time tonight, but this is the first time he holds your face, waist, and kisses you so deeply, full of passion.

"You're my favorite person." He whispers in your ear, brushing your hair away from your face.

The wind is blowing, and it's really cold, but he makes you feel so warm, it's insane.

"You're mine too." You say finding yourself holding his face close, putting your lips on his again.

His kisses are like drugs and you end up wanting more of them. More of him. All of him.

You end up kissing on your way out of the balcony. Then on the way to your room and finally on your bed, where it gets more intense.

He kisses you like he never gets enough, just like you.

"You're so beautiful." He says when kissing your shoulders and collarbones, neck and jaw, then lips again.

"Hyunjin." You sigh, throwing your head back, when he sucks on a certain spot on your neck.

"Hmmm." He says satisfied when he hears you squirm under him.

"Oh God, Hyunjin." You exhale, as he presses his knee between your legs.

Pulling his hair, you can't get enough of the feeling of his lips on you.

"What do you want me to do?" He asks, still kissing your neck.

"A lot of things... But for now just please... kiss me more." You tell him, holding his face in your hands.

"Where do you want me to kiss you, my princess?" He seductively looks at you.

"Anywhere, everywhere." You let out, pulling his face closer to yours.

Kissing him, you know that is a thing you'll certainly miss when he's not gonna be around.

"We have time the whole night, love." He whispers.

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THE ABSOLUTE LOVES OF MY LIFE AND THE PRETTIEST MOST PERFECT HUMANS TO EVER WALK ON EARTH.

LOOK AT THEM. JUST LOOK.

(220820) maniac ending fairies ♡

Optional bias x reader

genre: angst, fluff (pretty romantic in the end), smut

warnings: smut18+, dirty talk, blowjob, lots of cussing, praising, unprotected sex

summary: You're having a heated argument with your boyfriend. Again. But this time, little do you know you will end up in his bed, instead of not talking to him for a whole week.

"I'm done fucking talking to you." You spit making your way upstairs, leaving him bothered and hot. Angry, the veins on his neck showing and his breath hitching everytime you raise his voice at him.

"Come back here now! We're not done!" He demands, his voice loud as a shiver runs up your spine.

You don't listen, trying to calm down, walking inside your room, while he's following behind you.

"Why should I spend my time talking nonsense with you? Leave me alone!" You scream back.

"What if I don't wanna leave you alone? Huh?" He asks his voice deeper now.

You feel your cheeks heat up, but ignore the way he makes you feel. "So what are you gonna do?" You think for a moment, then you smirk. "Punish me?" Your voice is calmer and you turn around, facing him.

"What if I do?" He smirks dangerously making goosebumps show up on your whole body. You're sure he can sense you're agitated, but you try to clear your mind, gulping, breathing in.

"Oh yeah?" You get closer, challenging him.

"You won't do shit." Your voice is harsh, your doe eyes saying the opposite as they never leave his.

The eye contact says it all, it's getting too much for the both of you. So intense, mesmerizing...you start to feel dizzy, looking away, catching your breath.

Although you're not sure how convincing you sounded to him, deep inside, you always wanted to challenge him, see his reaction, see what he would do. This is making your insides so warm, that you can barely even breathe. The way he looks at you is enough to make your panties wet on the spot.

You know what he's capable of, that he could fuck you whenever he pleased to, could make you come in seconds with just one finger, could make your back arch until it hurts and your legs shake so that you can't walk the next morning.

You know all of those things. Yet you love the idea of pushing him over the edge with just your words, making him crave for you, with each second passing by, more and more.

The way you're dressed isn't helping him shake his dirty thoughts off. That dress, which was meant for the party you're not going to anymore, is way too short. And he feels like your tits are begging to be freed from the tightness.

"You know what? Why're you pushing it, when you know damn well what I could do to you right now? How do you doubt that I won't touch you right in the next moment...when you look like this?" He whispers lowly, his hands catching your waist, pulling you close to him.

"Look at you...this is driving me mad." His eyes leave your body, now finding your eyes, but the contact only lasts a second, because the next one his lips are already on yours. He's kissing you with all the emotions he held inside him.

And oh God, how he missed this. His hands in your hair, yours around his neck, welcoming him so well, motivating him to keep going, to give you more.

"You know I can't hold back. Not anymore..." He bites his lip, now almost growling.

"Please..." You find yourself speaking up. The loss of his lips and hands on you, makes you whine as you find his shirt, pulling him closer.

The feelings he wakes up in you are hard to describe, but your heart beats so fast and your blood rushes with adrenaline through your veins. You feel alive. You want more of this feeling.

"Please what, love? What do you want, hmm?" He says sweetly.

"Forget what I said I...I-" You begin, starting to lose all confidence you thought you had. All you want right now is him taking control of you.

"C'mon princess we both know you want this. Don't you, now?" He unbuckles his belt.

"Yes. Yes I do. We both know that, but how about you? Huh? You never talk about how you feel! How the fuck should I-"

"Shh." He puts his finger to your lips. "Don't waste your energy anymore, my love. I'll show you exactly how I feel." His voice is like paradise, but the things he says sinful. He pulls his pants down, along with his boxers as you gulp.

You decide to shut up, letting him win. Once again. Just this one more time....right?

He, now naked, unzips your dress, watching it fall to the floor.

He turns off the lights, the only source of light coming from the city lights outside of the big windows.

"Isn't the night view so pretty?" You loose track of your thoughts, not realizing you are daydreaming again.

"You're so much more beautiful. So much more prettier."

He comes up at you and you can only see his tall figure standing in front of you. You're feeling his hot breath on your face and you close your eyes, pulling his face closer to yours.

He kisses you soft and gentle, like it's the first time you kissed. Then it gets messy, needy, tongue involving and lip bitings. Your nails scratch his back as he sucks marks on your neck, following by your tits.

"You're mesmerizing." He wants to fuck you right there, right then in that blink, but he holds back, remembering what he has to do.

"Remember when you told me I won't do shit?"

He smirks. "Oh, I will."

Your eyes widen at his now even deeper voice. Just when you thought he couldn't get more seductive...

"Get on your knees, now." You do as he says, loving the way he is taking over you. This is all you wanted.

Once you're down you give him the most Innocent "fuck me" eyes he has ever seen. You don't do it on purpose... or do you?

"Don't fucking look at me like that." He sighs, wishing he could cum right in that moment, with you like that.

"This is what you're doing to me." He lets his dick jump out of his boxers and your mouth waters.

He has the most prettiest dick you've ever seen. Veiny, thick and long ...but you would never admit it out loud.

"Like what you see?" He asks through his teeth.

You can only moan in response.

"Pleasure me darlin'. Make me cum." He lets his head fall back on the wall, as your eyes never leave his face.

You find your cheeks heating up as your hands find their way to his dick, jerking him up and down a few times.

He groans, looking down at you from time to time, his eyebrows furried together.

"Baby." He moans then cussing out.

You take his tip into your mouth, tasting his precum. You're teasing him with your tongue only, before sucking and finally taking him into your mouth.

"Ohh love." The sounds he lets out are so shamelessly loud and deep, but he couldn't care less.

He focuses on the way your mouth is so hot and your tongue teasing him.

He focuses on the echoing noises heard in the room, coming from your actions and his moans.

He focuses on your eyes, now full of tears and the way you blink them away, giving your best to him, making sure you make him feel like no one else could make him feel.

Oh, you look so good like that, he's sure he'll imagine this moment all over again when he's alone.

"Y/n...I can't- I'll cum in your pretty mouth baby. Is that okay?" He whines the last words.

You moan in responce, sending vibrations through his dick and the feeling in his stomach builds up.

"Oh, oh fuck." He groans releasing into your mouth, down your throat.

Sweating, panting, you find the way to each other's lips again. You kiss him so desperately, and he understands what you need without words.

"You're amazing, you know that?" He praises.

You chuckle and he lies you down on the bed.

"How am I so lucky?" His eyes sparkle and you find yourself get lost in them.

He kisses you, deciding it's his favorite thing in the world to do. Everytime your tongue touches his, your stomach burns and you moan into his mouth.

"You should wear that dress more often." He whispers in your ear, goosebumps showing up on your body.

Your impatience takes the best of you, as you flip him over, getting on top of him.

He smirks, his eyes never leaving yours, his hands on your butt.

"But I like you better without it anyways." He decides, kissing your neck, your breasts in his mouth the next minute.

You pull his hair starting to feel dizzy, lust present in both of your eyes.

"Kiss me baby." He tells you, his voice so sexy you swear he didn't even finish the sentence before your lips were on his.

"I love you." He lets out his hands in your hair, on your chest, butt, everywhere.

"I love you." You say panting as you align with his dick.

He pushes the tip inside and you let out tiny whines, watching it slide into your wetness.

You soon let out all the cusses you can think off, riding him, faster and faster.

"That's it babe. Yeah, just like that." He groans, hugging your body close, your foreheads touching.

"Keep going, ohh." He hits that spot again and again in you, everytime you move down.

"I'm...close- fuck." You say a moaning mess.

Your head falls on his shoulder as you move up and down on him, so close to releasing.

"Look at me, look at me and c-cum for me." He demands, holding your hands in his.

His voice and the wet noises send you over the edge when you let out the longest, loudest moan, cumming all on his dick. Your eyes stay focused on his as he releases into you praising you with words of love.

"You're so perfect. And you're mine." He smiles, pulling you into a slow kiss full of love.

"What a great combo." You let out laughing, hugging his big naked body.

He makes a note in his mind, that he should annoy you more if it comes to this, smiling uncontrollably as you're too tired to even move.

Pressing little kisses on his chest, you feel yourself get sleepy. He caresses your body, plays with your hair, quietly singing to you.

You feel peaceful, falling asleep and as he realizes, he feels happier than he has ever been, knowing he loves you more than he had ever loved somebody in his whole life.

"I love you so much." He whispers altought he knows you're sleeping. "My angel. I'll love you forever."

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Optional bias x reader fluff

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"Babyyyy..."

"Hmmm?" He answers, not taking his eyes off the sheets in his lap.

"Don't you want to take a break??" I say and massage his shoulders.

I feel him sighing and relaxing under my touch.

"Baby, I need to finish these." He smiles at me, but he looks tired.

"You're so hardworking babe." I smile, brushing his hair back.

"And you notice this now?" He smirks.

I find myself giggling kissing his dimples.

"Yah, you're actually distracting me!" He makes a shocking face as he realizes.

I pout then laugh. "I'm sorry you're just cute when you're concentrated like this... You look like a baby."

He scrunches his nose as his adorable dimples appear.

"Ahh y/n, you do this on purpose!" He complains and places the sheets on the table, too flustered to go on with his work.

Our eyes meet as I sit on his lap. "I love you." I bow to kiss his forehead. "But I think you know it too well already."

"I love you more my girl." He pulls me back as we fall on the couch laughing.

He gets closer to me, or noses brushing each other and foreheads touching.

"I love you so much." He whispers, his breath hot on my lips.

My fingers tickle his cheek and the next second our lips connect in a soft, loving kiss.

Our fingers intertwine, as he holds one of my hands.

His other hand travels down my waist, pulling my body closer to him. There is no more space between us at all.

As we pull apart to catch our breaths, his eyes flicker with thousands of emotions and I loose myself into the way his face turns red and he chuckles.

"What?" He says shyly.

I'm sure my face is even redder than his.

"Nothing... I'm happy." I answer.

And I am.

Happier than ever.

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OKAY HOW HE DAREEEE-

I’m not ok.

To be freaking honest I never ever thought abt two pics THAT MUCH in my life before.

this should be illegal !

ARGH *cries eyes out and screams, punching the pillow.

:)

Tattoos are hot.