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Has The Mouse Lost Her Tongue? | Chris Redfield.
✓ Has The Mouse Lost Her Tongue? | Chris Redfield.


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➤ warnings; oral sex, (male receiving)
➤ summary; you can't help that Chris' muscles are so damn distracting..
➤ wordcount; 1,9k~

"-so if everything's clear everyone move out!" Chris's voice boomed as he dismissed everyone from the meeting, snapping Aurora out of her thoughts; realising she missed the whole meeting for the sheer reason that she was zoned out on Chris's muscles cause he wore a tight short sleeved shirt; it hugged his arms just right. Aurora's eyes widened as Chris faced her, with an eyebrow raised and a look of sheer disappointment and crossed his arms. "are my arms really that interesting to you Bishop?" Aurora swallowed nervously. "sorry Redfield-" she began to stammer but he interrupted her. "you should learn to pay some fucking attention to the mission Aurora, you're going to get your ass hurt someday" he gritted through his teeth as he pinched the bridge of his nose. Aurora lowered her sight to her feet and tried to count the loop holes on her boots and not how obscenely attractive she found him when he was pissed off at her. "Aurora my eyes are up here not on the floor" he sighed. she almost instantly shot her eyes up to meet his, her face almost instantly reddening as she saw his irritated face. "sorry.." she trailed off, trying to keep her eyes on him but finding it extremely difficult.
"did you catch anything important from the meeting?" he sighed again, resting his hands on his hips. Aurora shook her head. "besides that we're after Kathy, Zack and Arias not much else sir.." Chris groaned, dropping his back a little and running a hand through his short hair. "do i have to stay on Base?" she asked him carefully, hoping she would still be able to go. her and Chris were stuck together with superglue; where Aurora went, Chris went. where Chris went, Aurora went. so she would be more than shocked if he had her stay on Base for missing a chunk of the briefing. Chris sighed and shook his head. "as much as you'd deserve it, you're my most valued member and you know i couldn't force you to stay on Base" Aurora's eyes lit up and she smiled. jogging over to give Chris a hug. "i know you can't go without me, you'd be completely fucked" she winked. Chris raised an eyebrow and backed them up a little until he had her pushed against the wall behind them. "i'm letting this slide for the last time Bishop, if i catch this shit one more time you're in so much more trouble" he lowly threatened in her ear, his voice deep and gravely, almost causing Aurora to moan.
she leaned in slightly and lightly bit his jaw, making Chris suppress a moan. almost as quick as she bit his jaw he raised his hand and firmly grabbed her jaw, tilting her face up ever so slightly to meet his. "you better be on your best goddamn behaviour, else you'll have a big issue after we're done with the mission" he whispered deeply, his voice sending shivers up her back. "got it?" his tone was firm as he tightened his grip on her jaw, now placing his free hand firmly on her hip and pulling her into him more. "aww has the mouse lost her tongue?" he teased with a smirk. Aurora almost rolled her eyes in pure pleasure at the tone in his voice. her breathing slowed and shook a little as she decided to test the waters a little, and presses her body up against his, feeling how hard he was getting against her lower stomach. Chris groaned at the contact, closing his eyes for a brief second. only to be disturbed by his radio 'beeping' signalling that someone needed him.
Chris held his grip on Aurora's jaw and clicks his headset with his free hand, awaiting a voice to start talking. "Redfield, anything up?" Chris sounds a little out of breath, she thought, almost as if he ran a few laps around the track. "sir, we've got the chopper ready and we're ready to go, just awaiting your orders!" the soldier pauses. "will Bishop be joining us?" Chris chuckled. "yeah Bishop's joining us. count on me at the chopper in 5. out" Chris sucks in a deep breath as Aurora moves her hand across his hard on, the feeling almost ecstatic. "copy that Captain!" the radio 'beeps' once more and he clicks his headset again, turning it off and turns his attention back to Aurora, who's still palming his hard on through his tactical gear. Chris moans, dropping his head back and dropping his hand from her jaw as well, allowing Aurora to slowly drop down on her knees, slowly unbuckling his belt. Chris groans and focuses his attention back at Aurora, and how gorgeous her face looks so close to his cock. "shit Aurora.." he he moans as she places open mouth kisses on his cock through his boxers. Aurora squeezes her thighs together, eager to relieve some of the pressure building up inside her.
just as she's pulling his boxers down his radio goes off, making Chris groan in disappointment. he signals Aurora to put a stop to her movements as he turns on his mic to listen to whoever needed him. "Redfield, come in" he grits and swallows a moan as she still hasn't halted her movements and has now pulled out his cock, pumping it slowly with two hands. "uhh Captain, it's been almost 10, is everything alright?" the soldier asks over the radio. he had expected Chris to be there already, they were coming late for take off. "yeah i'm-" Chris sucks in a deep breath in surprise as Aurora takes his cock in her mouth, running her warm, wet tongue across the length of it. Chris seems lost at the sight of her mouth full of his cock for a moment he almost forgets someone's on the radio with him. "Captain is everything okay?" the soldier repeats with a little concern in his voice. "give me a minute" he turned off the radio and Chris moaned loudly, his head dropping back ever so slightly before he pulled the back of her hair, her lips ever so slightly widening with his hips forcefully shoving his cock between her soft wet lips, making both of them want to moan as her wet tongue slides against his veiny cock. Chris dropped his head back even more in pleasure, the feeling of her plump lips around his cock always made him lose it.
Aurora raised a hand from in between her thighs to Chris's cock, gripping it as she slowly starts to bob her head around him, closing her eyes with content as she enjoys the sounds of Chris's moans and the feeling of his warm cock in her mouth with her tongue running along it in a rhythmic pace. Chris's grip tightened on her hair as she sped up her pace and started pumping whatever didn't fit in her mouth with her hand, the sensation heavenly as always.
she knew every little thing to make him lose it even more.
"shit baby" he gasped as she ran her tongue up his slit, slowly and gently teasing it as she kept her lips firmly around the tip to tease him even more. "god you're a fucking tease" he breathed as Chris tightened his grip on her hair, forcing her slowly to return to the pace she was previously at.
mid moan Chris's radio beeped again, most likely signalling they really needed to get to the chopper.
Aurora reached around to his back pockets to reach for his radio antenna, taking in more of his cock, making Chris moan even more as he hit the back of her throat effortlessly, the feeling ecstatic to him. she got a hold of the radio, handing it over to Chris as she took him out of her mouth, wiping the saliva of with her thumb and sucking on it as she then pressed a finger to her lips, as if to shush him as he answered the radio she instantly shoved his cock back into her mouth, running her tongue down his slit once more watching him shutter and try to compose himself as he answered it.
"Redfield" Chris struggled to keep the facade up as she bobbed quickly up and down his hard cock, edging him closer and closer. "Captain we really need to get going" "yeah i know, i'll be there in a minute-" he inhaled sharply as she moved down and took his balls between her lips looking up at him innocently. "i'll be there in a minute i'm having a smoke and briefing Bishop on the mission" Aurora could hear a semi irritated voice over the radio, probably cause they were late. she ran her tongue up the length of his veiny cock, then bobbing her head in a quick pace making Chris almost slip up and lose it.
"look i'll be there in a goddamn minute okay?" he said as he shut off the radio once more, almost dropping his radio in immens pleasure but Aurora caught it, putting it back in his pocket as he returned his tight grip on her hair bobbing her up and down quickly, addicted to the feeling of her lips.
"fuck princess i'm so goddamn close" he moaned as his head lulled back in immens pleasure. "fuck you're such good girl, just like that" he breathed as he was so close to his edge. Aurora ran her tongue up his cock as she took him from her mouth, dropping her tongue out as she jerked him off. "oh fuck baby i'm gonna cum" he trailed off as his cock started to twitch and she gave his tip one last kitten lick before he shuttered and warm cum spurted onto her tongue and into her throat, moaning eagerly as she welcomed his orgasm, pumping his cock slowly riding him through it.
she moved up a little, swallowing his cum and taking his tip into her mouth, licking and sucking off the remaining cum, making Chris shutter in overstimulated pleasure. "shit you're such a good girl" as he cups her cheek sweetly, motioning her to get back up, dusting her knees off and pulling Chris's pants and boxers back up as he kissed her sweetly. "shit you work goddamn magic as always" he panted contently. she smiled back before patting his chest, "now let's get back to the team before they suspect what's up" and winks before she jogs off ahead of him, towards the chopper with a wide satisfied grin on her face.
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Summary- Reader is being a brat when she's at Joel's class and decides to show how she feels for him and test If he feels the same. Turns out that Joel isn't empty for the Reader.
Warnings- Lots of dirty talk, tigh grinding, daddykink , torturing, age difference , prof!Joel

If there was one thing or person that made history class interesting, it would definitely be Mr. Joel Miller. You liked the history lesson a little bit, but the professor who took your class couldn't explain it well. There was no such thing in man's nature. He also seemed like an interesting man. His hair and beard were white and he was lecturing like a scientist.
But then everyone in his class was overjoyed when they heard he was retiring. And that man was replaced by the most handsome and well-behaved man you've ever seen. From the moment he entered the classroom, you couldn't take your eyes off him. When he gave you assignment, you always wanted to go to him and show him the places you couldn't (although you could) and your desire to see him increased with each passing day. But you knew that nothing like this would be possible between you. It was not age. Yes, maybe there was age, of course, but you didn't know if he was married yet. You hadn't seen a ring on his finger and you couldn't have asked him that either, would you?
There was someone in class who caught Mr. Joel Miller's attention, and it was you, but you didn't realize it until he told you. Two weeks after he came, he called you and told you how well you listened to the lesson and you should continue like this, but you were only focused on his eyes and you weren't thinking about anything else. With his back turned, you were watching how he carried his muscular body, how the veins in his hands moved while writing on the board, his facial expressions when talking to someone, everything, hoping not to get caught by him.
You woke up because of that nightmare you had while you were lying in bed unaware that your alarm went off, and when you looked at the clock, you realized you were 10 minutes late for class. Campus was close to your house, so you dressed quickly and left. The tension was heightened when you remembered that your first lesson was with Mr. Joel Miller as you quickened his steps every second. Depending on his mood, he sometimes took the latecomers, but sometimes he was unforgiving. Hoping that his mood is good and that he doesn't turn you away, you walked through the door and ran down the hallway to the classroom. You were out of breath when you came to the door of the classroom, but that didn't stop you from knocking. When you opened the door, all eyes were on you, including Joel. You felt the need to look around, but you had to explain.
''Sir I'm so sorry I'm late I just didn't hear my alarm and somehow it got under my bed very deeply. I really tried to come here as quickly as I can. I'm so ask-" Mr. Miller interrupted your speech, raising his hand and nodding to the benches. You nodded your head in a thank you and sat down. It felt good to see that there was nothing that made him angry or moody today because you've been thinking about how to explain your feelings for him for a long time, but talking in person would be complete nonsense because you weren't sure if he felt anything like that. So there was only one thing you had to do.
After looking around and making sure no one was looking your way, you took the handout and went to Mr. Miller's desk and whispered to him so as not to disturb anyone.
“Sir can you have a look at my paperwork because I think I did some mistakes and I'm not pretty sure what to write to these blanks” He gave you a smile and gestured for you to sit on the empty chair next to him. This is where the event started. You rubbed your legs, which weren't too far anyway, but Mr. Miller didn't quite grasp it, he was too busy staring at his paper. You rubbed longer this time, thinking he didn't understand what you were trying to do. Sensing a stir on his side, Mr. Miller glanced at you and then realized what you were doing. Your heart was beating so fast as if it was going to explode. There was also a sense of rejection and fear of being disgraced. But as Mr. Miller did something unexpected, he leaned into your ear and whispered these words that got you even more excited:
"Look at you. You can't even sit where you are. What do you want me to do, huh? Fuck you when all of your friends are here? Yeah you would want that, wouldn't you pretty girl? “ You nodded yes, but you knew it wasn't serious. To play even more, you put your right leg on top of his left leg and started rubbing against him with your lower area.
Mr. Miller squeaked in dissatisfaction and placed his hand on your leg, looking around. At that moment, with a glance at you, he lowered his leg over yours and stood up. He said that the lesson was over before the lesson was even over, and everyone could disperse. Although it upsets you that he did such a thing when you thought your plan had worked, you quietly took your bag and stood up. Everyone had left by then, but only you and Mr. Miller remained. He walked forward to the door and locked it. You gave him meaningless looks, but he just grinned.
''You think you would get away with this? You know how inappropriate this is? Snuggling to your professor while you're in class and student are here? But you did like this, didn't you?" You focused on his eyes again, and every word he said made his heart race faster. He rushed over to you and took your chin in his strong, muscular hands. He blew his breath into your face, bringing his face close to it, and it made you shiver. You closed your eyes and waited for his next move. You were literally prey in his hands, and you wanted him to eat you.
''But I want an answer sweet girl. Just talk to me. Tell me what you want. You want me to fuck you on this desk until you're begging me to stop? Or do you really deserve it? Nah you definitely do not. First I have to punish you for being such a dirtly little brat that you're hooking up with me in class. Then maybe you can get reward but first you're going to listen to me little one. Understood?” You swallow hard and shake your head, but not satisfied. Clenching your chin between his hand even more, he turned his face to the side and brought his mouth close to your ear, letting a breath out there.
''You know I don't like it when people don't talk so just say it. Let's try it again, Yeah?' You said 'yes sir' in a low voice, but he didn't like it. ''What did you just say? I didn't hear you kitten. What you should say to me?”
The pain underneath was unbearable and you were writhing in his hand. Now, to put an end to this game, his eyes were shining when you said those inviting words by looking into his eyes.
“What you say goes, Sir” With these words, he grabbed your waist and laid you on the table with a lithe motion and made you turn your back. You shivered as the cold table skin touched your skin, but you didn't move.
''Now I want you to say to me how bad do you want this. You gotta earn your reward so behave , yeah? Are you gonna behave little girl? Are you gonna be daddy's kitten? Tell me how bad do you want me to punish you. “ You quickly said the words he wanted with a groan. A whimper came out of your mouth as he grabbed you by the hair and pulled you to him, but it was replaced by the sound of kisses on each other's lips. It was almost like time stopped, everyone disappeared, it was just the two of you, but that didn't change the fact that you were in school. And he left you with a knock on the door reminding you of that, and you looked into the mirror beside the table to tidy up and straightened your hair. When you looked towards the door, Mr. Miller was opening the curtain of the door and there was a knock on the door. Eventually the sound stopped and Mr. Miller had opened the door and was talking to the professor who had knocked on the door.
'' Hey, sorry I was having a private talk with my student and I actually didn't want anyone to interrupt us. We were just leaving. “ After picking up his purse from the table, he took one look at you before leaving and hurried out the door. Taking a deep breath, you went to the bathroom and splashed water on your face before entering the next lesson. What you went through was not easy and everyone could see it if you didn't forget that you did it in a public place .Although your inner voice said that there was no such thing, it was an unacceptable thing. Just as you were coming out of the toilet, you were startled by the message on your phone and you took it out of your bag to read it. It was a number you didn't recognize, but you knew immediately who it was because of what he wrote.
*Meet me outside of campus after your classes are over. I'll take you.*
You read the message at least ten times to make sure you saw it, and each time your excitement grew. You went to your next lesson wishing it would pass quickly and Mr. Miller became the prince of your dreams.
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Summary- Ellie blames reader for hiding the fact that she saved her from getting studied by the fireflies and they breakup but later, Ellie realizes how much she fucked up when she sees Reader at a party with another girl.
Warnings- Smut, angst, Ellie is angry with Reader ( I’m a sucker for angry Ellie btw that girl can do everything to me :) )
You woke up with a loud banging on your door. You sighed deeply as you got up. When you shuffled to open the outer door of the house, you questioned why Joel was in your small house at this hour. But before you could even open your mouth, Joel pushed you inside and thoroughly searched the already small house. You closed the outer door and folded your arms across your chest, watching what he was doing. You couldn't see much because you were sleepy and your eyes were half closed, and it was a bit like you were dreaming. Fortunately, Joel finished his inspection of the house and stood before you. “Where is she, Y/N?” he said in a single move without hesitation. It was obvious that he was running fast on the way here. He was obviously talking about Ellie, but Ellie was here. Your eyes suddenly opened and you looked at the side of the bed, but you still couldn't believe it and wanted to look at the place where the bathroom was, but she wasn't there either. Ellie was nowhere in the house. Turning hastily towards Joel, you met his usual scowl. That's when you started to panic.
“ I-I- I don't understand. She was with me last night. We drank and laughed and we-we. Holy shit! ” Actually, Ellie hadn't had anything to drink. She was sober all night. Ellie put you to sleep. No matter how much you wanted to avert your eyes from Joel, you couldn't succeed. He came up to you and held you by both shoulders and asked you to look at him in the eyes and tell the truth. “ Y/N, you're her girlfriend I'm pretty sure you know what happened. So please tell me and we can find her.” You asked Joel to speak more clearly. “ Guards saw her running of. Without saying anything. Do you know where she went? “ With no idea, you slipped out of Joel's arms and looked around. She should have left a note. She couldn't have just left in the middle of the night. She wouldn't do such a thing to Joel, and especially to you, whom she cares so much about.
But there was something that Joel and you had not noticed before. There was a note hanging on the cork board right behind her bed, and it was a miracle you had even seen it, for it was a small torn and handwritten note so that it could not be found. What was Ellie supposed to do that was so important? You almost ran to the clipboard and quickly ripped the note out.
‘ Don't worry about me but now I want some answers. I know you will come to see me, you know where i will be Y/N ‘
You wanted not to show Joel this note that you read with trembling hands. You thought it was all over. You thought that now a normal life, a decent life awaits you. Ellie wasn't going to stop because she knew you were lying. You really wished this was a dream. You wished that everything, everything she would do, would end. When you opened and closed your eyes, you were faced with the same view again. Tears streamed from your eyes. You walked slowly to Joel and reluctantly handed Joel the note you were holding with trembling fingers.
You knew he had read it when he began to scowl and raise his eyebrows. There was dead silence in the room. Joel crumpled the note in his hand and threw it on the floor, turned and quickly left the house. You ran after him and grabbed his wrist and pulled him towards you. “I'll come with you. “ He took his wrist from your hand and kept walking. He couldn't walk away without you. You two started it and you two were going to finish it. “Joel! Please wait up! “ He stopped but did not turn to you, his face still facing forward. You stepped in front of him and grabbed his chin with your fingers, making him look at you. "You can't just do this by yourself, Joel" was insisting on not looking at you, and you held his chin tighter so he was looking at you " let me help you. “He pulled his head out of your hands and shook his head no. He quickly walked away from there without looking back, and you couldn't just do anything and watched him disappear.
You wanted to go after him and be by his side. You wanted to say you saved Ellie to her face but have no regrets, but your feet couldn't even move from where you were. Your tears were flowing like floods. Of course, your conscience was never clear because of the lie you told your girlfriend, but that's what you had to do.
In order not to just stand there and do something silly, you went back to the house you shared with Ellie and after you went in and closed the door, you went to the side of her bed and laid there sniffing her pillow. You had no choice but to wait.
“ Y/N, you there? “ You opened your eyes at the sound of the radio and quickly got up from your bed. You picked up the radio and answered the leader. “Yeah, what's up? Are they here? “ Yes,” the woman said, taking a deep breath. Before she could answer, you turned off the radio and rushed out. You didn't expect to see Ellie in front of you. You held your breath and looked into her eyes. You tried to tell something with your eyes so that she would shout at you. You wanted her to hit you, just wanted her to tell you at least something. You did not say anything. You couldn't. Ellie glanced at you for a moment, then slammed her shoulder into you and slammed the door behind her.” Here we go Y/N” you said to yourself. Your instincts were telling you this would be very difficult, but you didn't listen to any of them. You owed her an explanation.
You walked into the house and saw her sitting there, on the corner of the bed, shaking her leg in anger. It was something you wanted so much at that moment to stop her and hug , but you did not dare and started to tell everything directly.
“ I-I mean ‘we’ didn't want to lose you. I loved you since the day I met you, Ellie. I couldn't do it. Joel was in the same way with me so I didn't force him to but I swear I have nothing to do with Marl- " She looked up to you so fatally that you had to interrupt yourself. The girl stood up and stared nervously into your eyes, right in front of you. You didn't know where to put your hands at that moment, you wanted to go backwards, but she was staring at you so deathly that you seemed nailed in place. You couldn't move. “We. are. done. Y/N,” she said, emphasizing every word. You heard the sound of your heart cracking and breaking. You were dizzy. You moved towards her, but she backed off and made a stop sign with her hand. “ Don't you dare see me again. I said we are done. Now go! “ You left the house without even looking at her face because she was so angry and not to go too far, and only one person you knew, who would understand you at that moment, came to your mind. Maria.
It was normal for you to still feel very tired and unhappy even after a few days, because all the days without Ellie had made you exhausted. She was your everything and the last thing you wanted to suddenly lose her like that. You haven't seen his face since the day she kicked you out of her house, you only saw her back, and even if she saw you, she would walk away without even looking at you. It was obvious that you were bored with this situation, and she couldn't be said to be very happy either.
You shared everything with each other. You always supported each other no matter what, but of course, she was very upset that she was lied to by her girlfriend and that a vaccine that could save all humanity could not be made because she was saved. She was right until the end, yelling and pushing and shoving you, but it was also meaningful that you loved her more than anyone else in the whole world, and it hurt so much to see her on that operating table at that moment, that you forcibly suppressed the urge to pull those cables attached to her and yell. You probably wouldn't have been able to deal with those doctors and soldiers if Joel wasn't around.
Neither of you knew it would come to this. Ellie said she believed in you, but the thoughts she was holding inside were starting to choke her, and she found herself on her way to the hospital in the middle of the night.
You could no longer cope with your thoughts, and your desire to tell your troubles to someone was increasing. Although you talked to Maria the same things over and over, she had a lot.. That's why you couldn't bother her very often. One day, after returning from patrol, while you were sprawling in Maria's seat, Tommy came over to you and told you to get out and wander for a bit. He heard from Maria that there were some newcomers to Jackson and he wanted to introduce you to them. Tommy told them about you, and one of their girl eagerly agreed and asked you to come to the party that was going to be at a bar in Jackson. Tommy said the girl's name was Enid, but you weren't too keen on the idea of going out. All you wanted to do was lie down and shut yourself up in your thoughts, no matter how much they were suffocating now.
“ No, Tommy I don't wanna go out right now. Actually I am not gonna go out for my whole life because I can't even look at girlfriend's- I mean my EX girlfriend's eyes and she doesn't even look at me because she hates me so no. I won't. ' you said with one breath. Tommy laughed softly at your statement and pulled you from your arms and sat next to you. “ I know this is hard for you girl but you can't give up on her, not yet. You love her and I bet she still loves you. So stop being like a stubborn little girl and go get your girlfriend. “ “ How though? Like I said she doesn't even- oh.Yeah. Okay now I've got an idea. “ You chuckled and before you stood up, thanked him for the chance to meet Enid, you leaned in and gave him a tiny kiss on the cheek. The man was surprised and looked at you as if he didn't understand anything. He squinted his eyes and watched you leave his side and leave the small but modern living room. “Damn. This girl really does love Ellie. “
You wore a beautiful red dress that you've never worn before and that you got from the common attire the day before. You couldn't imagine how Ellie would look at you when she saw this on you. Maybe being the center of attention wouldn't be so good because you always dressed like yourself and today you're a player who wants to get your girlfriend back. You thought it would work, because both that outfit and talking to that girl Enid would drive her crazy. Of course, there was also the possibility that she might not come to the bar, but at that moment, you didn't care much about it, you put on your old jacket in case the weather gets cold and smiling at the possibility of leaving this house and making peace with Ellie, and you went to the bar where you would meet with Enid.
Along the way, you stumbled several times over what to talk to Enid and how Ellie would react if she saw you. There wasn’t a sign of her on the streets. Just before you walked into the bar, you took a deep breath and prayed that things would work out. Since you didn't know what kind of girl Enid is, you took a glance inside and looked from a distance before you checked all the girls who were close to your age, and when you turned your head to the left, you saw Tommy waving at you and making a come sign. You smiled and took your steps towards them. When you looked at the girl sitting next to Tommy and thought that she was a very beautiful girl but that she would never be able to take Ellie's place, it made you even more sad, but it was easier for you to shake it off because she held out her hand for you to shake her hand at that time and introduced herself. " Hi! “ she said affectionately. “ I'm Enid but you already know that and I'm guessing you're Y/N, right? “ Even though the girl had only just arrived here a few days ago, she seemed to have adjusted well. You nodded as you sat next to her and started talking.
You got along with the girl better than you thought and you didn't even realize how time flew. Enid was such a witty girl and it was good for you since you had been wandering around like a spirit and you were pretty sure everyone who saw you declared you the walking dead. But you didn't mind.
While you continued your talk with Enid and telling each other your funny moments, you suddenly felt a hand on your shoulder and saw that it belonged to Enid. It was natural. Laughing people could be out of control and do things like that, but the prospect of Ellie seeing you made you shudder. You looked left and right to see if she was indeed here. And yes she was there. She was leaning against a table with a glass in her hand, trying not to look at you, but it was obvious that she was.
Your gaze lingered on her for a moment, then ended when she turned her head the other way. As much as you wanted to go back to your conversation with Enid and laugh like you had for the last half hour, you couldn't. You never expected this to happen. Again.
Enid realized there was something wrong, and again she put her hand on your arm and bent over you. “ Is something wrong? You look upset. “ You shook your head no and smiled for her to continue. Enid seemed very happy with her life at that moment and was trying to make you a partner in her happiness. You made a mental note to say thank you for her effort afterward and asked permission to go to get a drink.
After asking the bartender for a drink, you sat in the bar chair until your drink was ready, put your head down and rested a bit. Of course, you didn't think that Ellie would come to you because since you knew her, she had been very stubborn but open to any apology. It made you very unhappy that you saw Ellie looking at you like that and didn't greet you or come and hug you. What did you expect? That you're going to do these things after all that's happened? But nothing was impossible. You lifted your head when you heard noises coming from your side as your mouth formed an O shape. “Ellie…” She didn't even look at you. She just sat. You didn't even know when the drink was put in front of you. You looked at her just like that. You were speechless again, although you had a lot to say to her, but you forgot all of them with the excitement of that moment.
You didn't hesitate to look at her as if you were seeing her for the first time. It was the first time you had seen her this close in a long time. Her appearance had hardened, her childlike self almost gone. “ You're gonna keep lookin' or say something? “ Again, you just sat there without saying anything. This gravitational force between you was eating away at you. “ Well how about we go somewhere more private? Somewhere that your 'new' girlfriend can't finds us, " You wanted to tell her that Enid wasn't your new girlfriend, but at that moment you were scorched by the thought of being alone with her.
She got off the chair and held out her hand. At that moment, you oscillated between holding it or not. What would you say to Enid? You'd have to tell her later why you left her. That didn't matter to you either. With trembling hands, you grabbed Ellie's hand with sweaty hands and let her tug at you. You didn't speak at all until you left the bar and went home.
After opening the door of the house, she pushed you inside and quickly closed the door and then locked it. She walked towards you with the stature of a cheetah approaching its prey. You just waited because you deserved everything she'd do to you, everything she'd say to you. “ So this girlfriend of yours, she good? “ You shook your head no. Ellie was pleased, folded her hands behind her back and bent down, looking into your eyes. “ Your words, little one. Use 'em for me. “ “ No Ellie. She's not as good as you. “
“Can she do that to you?” She suddenly put her hand on your lower side and pressed it. Because that was too much, you squirmed and pushed your hip against her hand. Against this, she pulled her hand away and threw you onto the bed. She climbed on top of you, pulled the dress from under you, and then your panties to the side and rubbed her middle finger into your hole.
“ No one can satisfy you like me, babe. Seeing you with that girl made me so angry, I admit. But you know that you made me angry too, right? “ You shook your head and almost moaned for her to continue. She didn't withdraw his hand, but instead slowly inserted a finger into your hole and left it there until she painfully finished speaking. “ I didn't expect that to come from you, you know. I thought you're telling the truth because you were my girlfriend. “At once she withdrew her finger and put the second finger in the hole. She stuck them both in and did it slowly back and forth. “I'm sorry Ellie. “ Your throat was dry and you had to say something, and you finally did. She leaned down to your lips and finally pressed her lips to yours. “I know baby. I know. “
Both getting offended and reconciling with Ellie were a separate problem, because your resentment had been an event, but your return was magnificent. That evening, Ellie took you to peaks you've never been before and took you on a journey through different dream worlds. You would have longed a lot for the honor of reuniting after a long time. She let you show her affection and apologized to her over and over again, and she accepted your apology, whispered words of love each time her lips was pressed against your lips.