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What if TLOU part 3 is older, sadder Ellie tasked with smuggling a child across the country and learning how to love again after the trauma of losing everyone she’s ever cared about?

I think I’m funny…

Now that this has become a topic of discussion (again) there’s something I gotta say…

Honestly? I have some problems with Ellie’s part 2 design. Not because it’s a bad design, but because of a completely different reason:

Ellie in TLOU part 2 is nineteen years old. After the time-skip she’s 21-22.

Ellie in Part 2 is a Hollywood teenager. Plain and simple. And I know people are going to hate on this because they love Ellie’s character design, and it’s not that I think it’s bad, I just think it’s important to acknowledge that it isn’t realistic.

I’ve seen so many ways people have tried to justify it, saying things like “well stress and lack-of-food make people look older”. Yeah, they do. What they don’t do is turn people into models. Stress doesn’t give them perfect cheek-bones and plush lips—it gives them wrinkles. A couple scars doesn’t make someone look realistic—especially when they’re precisely placed as to keep the sex-appeal at a maximum. Ellie in TLOU part 2 was absolutely designed to be attractive and appealing to people. The design wasn’t made to be realistic, the design was made to be marketable.

It’s absolutely fine to love the character design, what’s not fine is to expect people to look like it and be mad that they don’t.

Bella Ramsey looks like a real nineteen-year-old. Bella Ramsey looks like a human. Bella Ramsey didn’t have their appearance designed pixel-by-pixel and shown to focus groups and adjusted so they could look good to as large a range of people as possible.

People look like people. Get over it.

Can we as a fandom PLEASE learn to use #anti?

I feel like every time I want to just read jokes or peoples analysis’ or see cute fanart, I’m absolutely bombarded with vitriol for the show, the actors, the changes, etc.

I realize I can’t stop this behavior, but I would like to distance myself from it, and unfortunately I can’t do that just myself. I just want to enjoy my favorite show in peace, without every online space being full of unavoidable hate.

So, I’m begging you…

“I hate how they changed Bill’s storyline” wow, fascinating, tag it #anti tlou hbo

“They should recast Bella Ramsey” well that’s certainly an opinion, and may I just add… tag it #anti bella ramsey

“The show is worse than the games in every way and I hate the show so much adijnfokdcm” hm, I see, #anti tlou hbo

If your first thought is “but all I’m doing is providing good faith criticism!” Or “I don’t hate Bella Ramsey, I just wish they cast someone else!” I don’t care. Tag it #tlou hbo crit or #bella ramsey crit if you’re unwilling to tag it #anti. You’re smart, you know full well when you should be tagging things like that. I don’t want your justifications, I just want to be able to look at #the last of us on tumblr and have good time.

Ellie Williams, The Last of Us; all stages

My first edit 😍 Thought it would be fun to make a sad one first

please tell me im not the only one who thinks marlene is so fine

i was listening to this song, and billy ray’s verse came on, and i felt like i got hit by a pile of bricks. his voice reminded me of joel’s. although they’re not similar necessarily, it was moreso the contrast of his southern, middle aged man voice with noah cyrus’ younger female voice and the guitar. and the bricks came again. this song is SO joel and ellie, specifically from the last of us part two. hear me out (spoilers for the last of us part two below):

Noah:

When I turned twenty, I was overcome

With the thought that I might not turn twenty-one

Death upon my doorstep, if I took just one more step

There'd be nothing left of me except these songs

ellie learned about the truth when she was 17. at 19 she expresses to joel how she was supposed to die at 14. since knowing the truth, she has always felt like she was supposed to die. beyond that, the survivor's guilt she carries has her waiting for her turn. additionally, ellie's quest for revenge sends her on this murder mission to seattle, and later, at 20 (presumably), what is basically a suicide mission to santa barbara (even if she doesn't think that it is). is she gonna make it back? she seems to think so. the cockiness of it makes it seem as though she might not care whether she lives or dies. it might cross her mind when dina confronts her about it. she’s gonna go regardless. she narrowly escapes death quite a few times during that trip. what would she leave behind? journal entries with poems/lyrics. her guitar. the songs she shared with dina. as the audience, we're haunted by joel's words: if i ever were to lose you, i'd surely lose myself. what does she have left of joel? the guitar and the songs that connect them, and bring back all these flashbacks and memories of him.

And my father told me, "Noah, when you don't know where you're goin'

Just stand still, soon enough you will

And when all the hope and joy you feel turns into paranoia

'Cause it will, remember just stand still"

i think of joel and ellie at the end of the last of us part 1. how he tells her he struggled with surviving, and how it’s about finding something to fight for. turning the guilt and bad feelings into something that can keep you going. just the paternal-ness of the advice he gives her at the end of the first game.

Just stand still

Just stand still, oh

at this point in the song, billy ray’s verse comes in. but in the original version without the feature, the lyrics are different. and i think the different verses are fantastic lenses to look at joel and ellie in game two through.

noah’s verse 2:

Six months sober, but nothing much has changed

Life's not over but I'm feeling twice the pain

And I'm not bеtter, but I'm not quite the samе

But it keeps coming, so I keep countin' the days

weeks have passed since joel’s death when they go to seattle. ellie is still set on going after abby and getting revenge. they go, they come back. ellie doesn’t get her revenge, and is still just as broken as she was before. a year or so has passed since joel’s death when we see ellie and dina at the farmhouse. life isn’t over. ellie has one with dina and jj, taking care of him and the farm. but she’s still deep in her grief and has ptsd from joel’s death. but life doesn’t stop, she keeps going in a way. but she’s still stuck on his death. she’s not who she used to be before his death. she’s still haunted by it. she hasn’t moved forward on her grieving journey, but it’s not the same as it was before because of the life she has now, with dina and jj.

billy ray’s verse 2:

As you get older, it gets harder to change

You might find yourself alonе with just your shame

But it's not over

It's all gonna be ok

And whеn times are tough remember what I say

i think this shares the sentiment joel would feel if he could see ellie after his death, if he was looking in on her from an afterlife. once again i think back to his advice to her at the end of game 1, the survivor’s guilt, and how even if the struggle is a long process, there’s something to do to help it (find something to fight for). in the context of after his death, i think he would just love to tell ellie that it’s all gonna be okay. it would tear joel to bits to see ellie the way she is after his death.

Noah & Billy:

My grandfather told my father, "It don't get easier, just harder

Yes, it will, remember just stand still

And when all the hope and joy you feel turns into paranoia

'Cause it will, remember just stand still"

generational advice. if ellie got the chance, she would have taught jj to play the guitar. something beautiful in a tough world. something to connect people in a difficult life. besides the Big Lie, joel didn’t necessarily lie to ellie about the hard things in the world. they share a level of honesty that this world requires of them so that they can survive. i think ellie would be the same with jj.

Just stand still

Just stand still, yeah

Noah & Billy:

Just stand still and watch the sunset bleed

With only dirt under your feet to feel, just stand still

the emotional build up in this bridge is what really ties everything together, so i think the sound here is as important as the lyrics. despite the different moods of the song compared to the final scenes in santa barbara, these lines remind me of those moments. a stripped back ellie, with nothing but some bloody clothes and a switchblade, sitting in a foggy beach, letting it all out. nothing to feel except the sand and water, and all of the pent up grief she can finally let out. sit still and let out.

Sixty-seven thousand miles an hour around the sun

And that is how it feels, just stand still

she’s finally feeling everything that life has thrown at her. she’s finally feeling reality. the reality that joel is gone, and cannot be brought back. she can also finally see him again, as he was before his death. she’s feeling him again, which is what changes everything, forcing her to stop the fight and sit still.

In a universe that's infinite

Yet everything gets lost in it

You will just stand still

the universe has taken everything from ellie. before her, it took the normal world. for her, it took all the people she has loved. it took the life she came to have once she discovered what the world was in the first game. it took everything. this line also makes me think of ellie’s love for space. it’s such a beautiful feeling for her to have, and beyond the curiosity, it makes sense for her to wonder about a world outside of our own. everything is lost, but the universe is infinite. if you switch the lines, there’s almost hope there. i like to think ellie’s love for space is something that might keep her going after the second game ends.

You'll be right, you'll be wrong, you'll be fine

'Cause life goes on and on, until, until

nothing in either games is objectively right or wrong. there is so much moral grey area for the events of the stories. she might feel right or wrong sometimes, she’ll feel both. it’ll happen. she’ll make mistakes and bad choices and choices she thinks are good. in the end, she’ll be fine. thinks keep moving. she stopped in time for a few years, but she gets to the point she needs to eventually. when everything stills at the end of her fight with abby in santa barbara. when she tries, and isn’t able to play the guitar anymore. she’s still. and then it hits her. and she moves forward. she doesn’t necessarily move on right then and there, but she moves forward, something she wasn’t emotionally able to do the entire game.

Just stand still (Just stand still, just stand, just stand still, just stand still, still)

Just stand still (Just stand still, just stand, just stand still, just stand still)

Just stand still (Still)

Just stand still

Oh, just stand still

Oh, oh, just stand still

these thoughts are everything that came to me while listening. you might think differently or disagree and that’s okay! i encourage everyone to think about it for themselves. i think the most important thing is just the joel and ellie feeling that the song has, which is what struck me the most.

i am thinking about the changes to ellie’s response to killing david in the game versus the show. i think both are extremely valid reactions but there’s something about the disassociation and numbness she displays in the show that is extra heartbreaking. especially when you consider how this event changes ellie forever. and i was trying to think of how this trauma affects who she is in the second game, and i think i realized that the show is going to draw an absolutely devastating parallel between this moment and the moment she tortures nora. after she tortures nora in the game, she goes back to dina shaking, unable to get words out, covered in blood, and dina has to comfort her. just like what happened in episode 8. it’s all the more devastating when you realize the interrogation tactics ellie used are possibly ones that she learned from joel. joel is not there to emotionally comfort her like he did after she killed david, but in a twisted way he was there when she interrogated nora. it’s an excellent away of highlighting the dark parts of joel and ellie’s relationship, which i think the show is doing very well with (and much more than the games). and it’s a devastating way to highlight how the things ellie is doing are affecting her. this parallel is going to Hurt

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Ellie Williams x fem!reader who are best friends and they have to stay in from patrol because of a storm

A lot of teasing between the two, And some smut and fluff?

This one will be my first Ellie imagine so I'm gonna make sure I do my best! Thank you so much for your request 💜 It means a lot to me.

He's such a daddy 🤤🤤

I take requests for The Last Of Us part 1 & part 2 !!! If you have any, don't be shy and send them please!!!!

hi there!! i heard u were taking reqs and i wanted to req for a fic where ellie blames reader for hiding the fact that she saved her from getting studied by the fireflies (like the argument she had w joel in tlou2) and they breakup but then ellie realises how much she fucked up when she sees reader at a party with another girl and can it be a happy ending with possible smut?

i realise i am asking for a LOT plsnandbdnsf 😔😔😔

Not a problem!!! Thank you so much for your request! 💜

A/N: Joel Miller is our daddy. That's it.

Things Joel Miller would say when Reader's in stress:

" Everything will be okay babygirl, just focus on me."

  " Focus on my breathing okay? Just look at me "

  And If she starts crying:

  " Aww no baby don't. I'm here for you. "

  Just rubs her back and kisses her cheeks.

  " Daddy loves you so much babygirl. Do you love him back? "

     You nod.

   " Good girl. Come here now. Let daddy take care of you. "

  Let me know If you liked this. I just wanted to write something before I begin writing requests you guys sent me 💜

Hey guys!! I have just finished writing a request and I must say that went pretty well for me but I hope you guys like it! Will be publishing it 3 or 4 hours later though.

Get ready for smutty smut!!!!!

“Shut up” “Make me”

    A/N- This one is my first Ellie x reader imagine so I hope you guys like it! Hella smutty btw. Oh also it’s like my second time writing smut. Let me know If you liked it!

  Warnings- SMUTTY SMUT! Dirty talking, Ellie x fem!reader, lots of teasing by reader and Ellie as well.

   Request from- Anonymous

   Summary-  Ellie and Reader are best friends and have to stay in from patrol  because of a storm.

   gif from Pinterest!

   You opened your eyes to a rustling sound on your side. After stretching well in bed, you turned to your right and saw that Ellie had already gotten out of bed. You know, there was no patrol today? Confused, you slowly got up from your bed and sat on the edge of the bed. You had obviously been drinking heavily the night before, and you had no recollection of what happened last night. In fact, there was only one thing you remember, and that was when you and Ellie walked into her house with lots of laugh and suddenly you threw yourself on the bed.  Afterwards, a dark but peaceful sleep.

   Spending time with Ellie had always been great for you. You and the girl were almost the same and always supported each other. Her smile at you made your day better. But when she spent time with others, it was as if the world was falling apart. You always wanted her to spend time with you and tell you her troubles.    Maybe some would call it selfish, but you just wanted to spend more time with your close friend before you died. All you wanted to do was enjoy the moment as you didn't know what would happen tomorrow or the next day. Or it was something else that you couldn't name.   Ever since Ellie's relationship with Cat ended, Ellie had been more mature and calm and you always felt like she was closed to you. But best friends would be there for each other's problems, wouldn't they? You were frankly reluctant to ask Ellie why this was the case, and each time you swallowed your words. You swore to always be by her side no matter what.

   When you heard footsteps coming from the bathroom, you lifted your head and met her beautiful eyes. Maybe they didn't always look bright, but they were the most beautiful eyes you've ever seen. “Hey.” You said in a low voice, as if you didn't want to startle. “Mornin,” she answered you afterward, and sat down next to you on the bed. She sighed heavily and threw herself back, putting her arm under her head and staring at the ceiling. You did the same, but turned your body to your side to see her better. “ To what do we owe this early awakening? “     Ellie pulled her eyes from the ceiling and looked over at you and grinned  slightly.      “ Maria asked me to take a patrol even though it was my day off. “     You were surprised, but you didn't show it on your face. Maria rarely did such a thing when necessary, and when she had to. The woman was really trying, and no one even had the word to say anything to her. She was truly a great leader.

   But even though you had a day off, the idea of ​​going with Ellie was more appealing because you had a bad feeling. When you lifted your head and looked towards the window, you saw that the weather was not so good. Already since last night, the snow had been nibbling little by little, and judging from the experience from last year, a possible storm was only a matter of time.  “ Then I'll come with you. “    “You sure? I mean don't you want to stay and- " You put your hand over her mouth and lean over her  slowly. She looked so sweet as her eyes followed you that you wanted to kiss her right then, but you dismissed the thought immediately. You were close friends, nothing more. You'd better keep that in mind. “ I just want to help my- *you sighed* my best friend. “  You said and smiled. After you took your hand off her mouth, you suddenly found her on top of you and she did the same thing to you, hiding your mouth from forming an O shape. “ Then I'm happy you will, babe. “

   After getting dressed with Ellie, you left the house and made your way towards the barn. While walking, you met a lot of people you knew and greeted them one by one. You also saw a lot of little kids and after 5-10 minutes of playing with them all, you walked back to the barn. You and Ellie were still like children and you always hoped you would stay that way. When you came to the stable, after taking your horses and weapons, you set out after a short 'be careful' speech, neither of you spoke at all until a time. It was the quiet before the storm. 

   At one point, the snow increased its speed, but as there was nothing to worry about, you continued to gather tools and proceed silently. It was obvious that Ellie wanted to ask something, but you didn't even realize what it was. You knew it wouldn't hurt to ask, but you thought of saving it for later. However, she got ahead of you and asked what you were wondering what she wanted to ask.   “ So, who was that girl you were talking with earlier? “ You knew exactly who she was talking about. You had a strange history with Emily and you hadn't told Ellie about it yet because there was nothing worth telling.     Emily and you used to be very good friends and you came to Jackson with the group you were with. You were sure that Emily had feelings for you, but you had never talked about such situations. One day, after you returned from patrol, you started hearing voices from the house you shared together, and you went to her room and knocked on her door to ask if there was a problem. The voices stopped abruptly, and an almost naked Emily appeared, followed by a child. It would be more accurate to call it a child, because obviously he was not developed at all and was very stupid. At that moment, you looked at them with pity, but left without saying anything.  When you went to Maria and asked if an empty house was empty, she said that she could stay with them but that you had to tell her later what was going on, but then that incident was forgotten. Now that incident meant nothing to you. Just like Emily didn't mean anything.

  This wasn't the time to tell Ellie about that incident , and you thought a little provocation wouldn't hurt. “ She was just my ex. We used to be best friends and somehow we ended up together suddenly. “ “Was? You don't see her much now, right? “You already knew where this conversation was going. “ No, we are just seeing each other here and there but no, nothing else. “ Ellie nodded and continued to stare ahead. But you haven't made your last move yet. “ But I think she still loves me. The way she looks at me, looks at my lips. Guess I can't deny it. “ The red-haired girl turned her head directly in your direction and frowned, but turned away without saying anything. A little more.  “ One time, we were getting out of a bar in Jackson and we were like very drunk so I had to stay at her house because it was closer and I guess I was just scared to let Maria see me like that. We went to her house and we laid straight to bed but she didn't let me sleep. She got on top of me and kissed me so softly. Man, I still remember that kiss.   And then she instantly- “    “Shut up.”  said Ellie, cutting you off abruptly. Either she was tired of hearing your voice, or she hated you at that moment for going into so much detail or…   Now you wanted to know how she felt about you. Tired of being by her side all the time and not being able to touch her or do anything but just hug her made you feel worse every time. You wanted to feel her. So you went even further, and frankly, provoking Ellie was the best thing in your life. “Make me. “ You grinned and waited for an answer. Her facial expression was so funny as she just stood there looking at you and you even thought of getting caught by saying that the story you made up was not true, but you continued to play your game.   When Ellie was about to say something with her mouth wide open, when runners started coming from both sides of you and frightening the horses, you immediately fled. But a lot of runners were coming from the sides, front and back. You couldn't see in front of you because of the storm that had just broken out.

  You turned your head to the right and saw that there was a somewhere that you can hide and rest there. You whistle at Ellie and point your head there. You got there by riding the horses faster and quickly got in and closed the door. The place you were in was the garage of a house, but the garage door was so old and rusted that the noise it made could gather a million things around it. After fastening your hand and making sure that the door is tight and won't open, you went up the stairs leading to the house and entered the kitchen of the house.   After being cautious and searching and finding something useful in the kitchen, you made sure that the house was clean. This surprised you because you have never seen such a clean house before. Compared to other looted houses, this house looked cleaner and untouched.   When you entered the living room of the house, you saw Ellie sitting there, busy reading the magazine in her hand. Sitting next to her, you took a deep breath and put your arm on the headrest and moved into a more comfortable position. You looked at Ellie and saw that she was still on the same page and focused on the same place without even moving her eyes. You touched her arm, but she still didn't move. A few moments later she threw the magazine almost across the room and turned to you, elbows on her knees. “ Why can't I just forget that you exist here, with me and focus for a goddamn second!? “ You were stunned at this outburst, and before you could even say anything, she jumped on you and sat on your stomach.

       “ Tell me every single thing she did to you. “ It was finally the time to tell that was a stupid story you made up. “ Ellie- “ “ No, don’t you dare tell me anything. You know what? I changed my mind. You stay here and don’t talk to me until I get myself together because- “ You didn't let her finish and immediately, without even waiting, kissed her. She didn't reciprocate at first, but after a few seconds she deepened the kiss and became more sultry. You gasped and wanted to take a break, but Ellie wouldn't let it. Instead, she placed her hand on your chest and cupped it. Yet you groaned and almost begged for more.    Ellie pulled her lips away from yours and brought her hands to the hem of your shirt, effortlessly removing it along with your bra. You brought your hands to her shirt because you wanted to do the same to her, but she slapped your hands with one hand and bent over you. She whispered to your lips in a sexy whisper, looked into your eyes. “ I'm gonna make sure that you scream my name and forget about that girl who you had spoken with, alright? “ You nodded yes and let her do her thing.

   She leaned down to your lips again, and after placing a kiss, she slowly made her way over to where your collarbones were. After kissing all over the place, she kissed your breasts and stood there. She lifted her head and waited for your confirmation, but she didn't need to wait. You were so ecstatic at that moment that you didn't know when you threw your leg on her back and put your hand in her hair. The red-haired girl slowly bent over your breasts and placed soft kisses on your nipples in turn. She then went a little farther and cupped your other breast with one hand, tugging at the nipple while sucking on the other breast with her mouth. Every move she made made you get wetter and want her more.

   After letting go of your chest, she went down and placed a soft and wet kiss on your belly. Then she straightened up a bit and took off her t-shirt with her bra in the same way, and then it was time to take off your pants. You started to whine as you knew you couldn't take it anymore as she tugged and at the same time took off your pants very painfully. “ Ellie… Please Ellie please. I'm sorry. “ She chuckled to that and bent over you again.  “ You'll be good? Or do I have to punish you? “ You shook your head as no while pushing your hips towards her.   You were in so much pain, couldn't she see? “ No Ellie. I'll be good for you. I promise. Please. “ Ellie obviously wanted to avenge the game you played before. “ Please what, Y/N? Tell me what you want. “ “ I want you to fuck me. Fuck me with your long, beauiful fingers. Please Ellie. “ Ellie wasted no time then, pulling off your panties and rubbing those long fingers against your clit.         “ Fuck, baby you're so wet. Is this for me? “ You didn't say anything because your tongue was almost stuck and you were so close to being flattered. Instead, you nodded. As if satisfied, Ellie approached your clit and began to lick it. She opened both of your legs with her hands for better access and continued to satisfy you. Your moans and her licking and sucking sounds filled the room. You were having a hard time not yelling, but Ellie noticed. She stopped and looked down at you. “ Scream for me, babe. Let me hear you. “ She wetted her fingers well before bringing them to your hole and slowly inserted one of them, which made you squirm even more. “Ellie, fuck. Please baby. more. “ Ellie picked up the speed of her finger and inserted her second finger into you. “Keep talking baby. “ She was also touching your clitoris with the fingers of her other hand.   You were close then, and the pain and pleasure of wanting to come aroused a different lust in you and Ellie. “ Yes baby. Cum for me. Come on. “ She quickened her fingers even more and pulled her body upwards, closing in on your lips. With her lips on yours, you came violently. Climax has never looked so enjoyable to you.     She took her fingers out of you and brought them to her mouth and sucked on them. She looked so sexy. You wanted to give her the same satisfaction, and you put your hands on her waist, trying to turn her over, beckoning for her to take your place, but she stopped you. She closed your lips again, but this time it was softer. She wanted to comfort you and maybe she thought she hurt you.

  “ Just want to lay here with you for a bit, babe. “ You nooded your head and scoot  a bit for her to lie down next to you. You laid your head on her chest and gave tiny little kisses. Ellie snapped your head back and gave a playful grin.         “ You can do that later. You're tired. Let me take care of you. “    Maybe it was because of that Emily thing that you talked about or because you teased her before, but that was the last thing you wanted to think about right now because at least you knew now that Ellie had feelings for you. When the already dark weather started to get darker and the snow started to increase, you knew that you were safe at that moment and you were with Ellie, and if there was one thing you realized then, it was that you loved Ellie very much.

bro bartender!ellie au where reader is a regular and ellie thinks they’re attractive and eventually ends in smut? 😋

You guys have literally the best ideas ever and I'm loving every single of them 🤩 Thank you for your request!!!

hiii i love love LOVE your writing so here's a smut request!!

female reader and ellie have been hooking up for a while and even though they're not anything exclusive or concrete, there's obviously more than just hook ups between them. one day f!reader introduces ellie to her group of friends (dina, jesse...) as her friend only. it pisses ellie the fuck off and later on, when they're finally in a room alone, ellie shows her how good of a "friend" she is.

THERE it might be a shitty idea idk but i had it in mind for a while. have a nice day/night <3

First of all, I really appreciate that you like my writing. Honestly, your idea is so amazing and I'm looking forward to write it :) Thank you for your request!

I just finished reading the "Shut Up" "Make Me" Ellie x Reader fic and it was good. Will there be a part two?

I actually didn't think of writing a part two but guess I'll think about it since I have requests and drafts to write. Glad you liked it btw 😍

There Is No Escape From Love

  A/N- This one was requested from my AO3 account. First time writing Ellie x Dina so I hope you like it <3 All your feedbacks are so important to me so let me know If you like my writing, how I should improve it etc. 

  Summary-  Ellie has been with Cat for a long time, but Cat gets into a silly fight with Ellie and eventually Ellie finds herself in Dina's arms. Another day, Ellie is injured while on patrol with Joel, and when she returns to Jackson, she becomes the center of attention for Dina.

  Warnings- killing, violence, pain, Ellie is in stress but Dina takes care of her. UwU so lovely <3

        gif from Pinterest! ( this scene is just- Have no words ! )

   Ellie was so attentive whenever she went on patrol that she sometimes came back to Jackson very energetically, and oddly enough, no one was minding her. But after the events with Cat, her mind was starting to get confused. She couldn't help thinking, 'Am I not really a good girlfriend?' In fact, the subject they were discussing was just as ridiculous, and Ellie seemed to go crazy when she thought about it. Cat was the girl who didn't like to go out much, fit the description of the nerdy high school girl, and that's what Ellie thought of whenever she thought of Cat. 

   Another evening, Ellie told Cat that she was going out with Dina and Jesse and that she would come, but Cat was upset and started a fight with Ellie out of nowhere. Ellie wasn't always that positive and she had stress issues, which Cat should have realized by now. But it happened, and when Ellie suddenly started to scatter and shout, she knew that Cat was scared of her, so she took a deep breath and walked out the door without turning around. Ellie needed to calm down so she decided to go with Dina and Jesse.

   When she got to the place where they were, she was surprised to see a crying Dina in front of her and waited for a few seconds before sitting next to her. Apparently they had a fight with Jesse again.

   When Dina saw Ellie coming, she stood up and stretched out her arms to hug her. Ellie did the same, hugging her girlfriend tightly. Ellie didn't ask why because she knew they were like this all the time and she couldn't take the chaos anymore. Ellie took her hand and dragged her to her place, and they talked all night about their past lives and the things they liked. Ellie talked about those comic books again and after a while the two of them were looking at each other so well that Ellie couldn't stop kissing her. Maybe Ellie had taken advantage of Dina's sad mood, but Dina was responding, too, and Ellie realized then that Dina wasn't empty to her.

  When she woke up in the morning, Ellie felt a soft body next to her and wished that this moment would never end, but there was a patrol that day and she prepared slowly so as not to wake her, no matter how hard she tried, left a note on the nightstand next to her bed to indicate that she was leaving. Winter was approaching, but Ellie never felt cold because she had fought worse. When she got to where the horses were, her eyes searched for Jesse but couldn't find him, and when Joel arrived a few minutes later, they said a little hello and good morning to each other, and set off to blow the brains of the sick. Ellie was unaware of what was going to happen to her. If there was one thing Ellie didn't tell anyone, it was that she didn't expect to see anyone other than sick people out there because they had to be defensive and just like themselves, and you wouldn't know where they would come from. Jackson was being invaded in some way at least every month, and as a result, people fell short of their fun for a while. When Ellie first came here, she liked it so much that she had a hard time not hugging Joel, but she knew she was hurting that man too. She loved Joel and didn't think she could live without him, but Ellie wasn't very good at showing her feelings, so you could tell from her eyes what she was going through, and Joel could fully understand what Ellie was feeling. Because he was a teenager just like her, and he did the craziest thing in his adolescence and became Sarah's father, and that was a very bad thing for him at the time because what his mom and dad thought was more important than what he thought, but he somehow survived these events, but the day of the outbreak was in his life. It was the scariest and saddest day of his life, and Joel would never forget them.

   Joel wanted to break the silence between them, but Ellie already understood that and rolled her eyes and waited for him to speak.

    '' Kiddo, I'm sensing some bad things in you. Did someone hurt you? " Ellie didn't have to tell Joel that much, and she didn't feel obligated to say anything, but it was Joel and he wouldn't let it go. “No, I mean maybe yes… I dunno. Last night was rough and kinda cute at the same time and I don't know how I feel or… Pff I don't know Joel.” Joel nodded in understandment at what Ellie had said and smiled sweetly. ''Ya can always talk to me If you have something goin' on, you know that right? “ Ellie smiled at him too and nooded her head as yes. After a few moments of silence, Ellie decided to explain to Joel how she felt, but it didn't turn out the way she thought it would because an arrow pierced the tree right in front of her, and the horse she was riding, Shimmer, reared up in fright and rushed madly into the trees with Ellie. Although Ellie tried to stop her horse, unsure of what to do, she knew she was in danger and seemed nowhere to hide. “ Shimmer STOP! No wait, not that way. HEY I SAID- “ Shimmer threw Ellie off of her before she could finish speaking and the horse ran away herself. Maybe she could find her horse later, but when Ellie looked where she had fallen, all she saw was mud and blood. Se heard a whistle and wanted to get up quickly, but it wasn't that easy in her situation. She stood up cautiously, but was thrown to the ground by the pain of the arrow hitting her shoulder and writhing in pain.

   She didn't know where Joel was, but she wasn't stupid enough to try to summon him because she knew she was surrounded by enemies. She quickly pulled out the arrow and was so careful not to shout that her eyes nearly popped out of their sockets. Ellie lay there breathing deep and silently, waiting for the enemies to go away, and they did. Hearing no sound, she got up and tried to get out of the mud, ignoring Shimmer. She paused at the sound of the bush and pulled out her gun. ''Who are you!? Come out, NOW! “ That person came out of hiding, listening to Ellie, and when Ellie saw it was Joel, she took a deep breath and walked towards him. Joel was breathing heavily, and he wasn't quite well either. He took Ellie in his arms and asked if she had anything, but then when he saw the scar on her arm, his eyes widened and he dragged her with him to the place where his own horse was. ''Now, you go to Jackson and head straight to infirmary. No buts Ellie you should go and patch this up. Please don't make me repeat myself. “Ellie nodded and got on Joel’s horse. She just stood there motionless and looked gratefully at Joel. “Thank you Joel. " Joel nodded, as if accepting Ellie's thanks, and with that, Ellie rode Joel's horse towards Jackson. When she got to the place where the big doors were, she said her own name, but her voice was too weak because of the pain. They opened the doors anyway, and Ellie came in, handed the horse over to the people present, and asked them to call Maria to the infirmary. When she arrived at the infirmary, the woman there asked her to sit on one of the beds and went to get some supplies to clean her wound. Ellie heard footsteps coming from the side of the door and straightened her posture. She was surprised to see the people entering because she wasn't expecting Dina here. “What are you doing here?” She asked, unable to keep the surprise in her voice. Dina was panting and when she got to Ellie she grabbed her hands tightly and then hugged her tightly.

   “Oh Ellie I was so worried. I was going to the garden to pick somethings but I found Maria pacing around so I asked her what was up and she said you were hurt and I quickly came with her. How did this happen though? “ Instead of answering, Ellie looked at Maria and asked her to save her from answering for the moment. Maria rubbed her hands and cleared her throat, giving her authoritative speech. ''Well I'm sure Ellie would tell you everything in private so maybe you should just go with her and make her not to do anything stupid, yeah? " However, she looked at Ellie as if to say 'we'll talk later' and walked out of the infirmary. Unbeknownst to Ellie, her arm was bandaged and she was holding Dina's hand with her other hand. They left the infirmary hand in hand without saying a word, met Cat on the way, but both continued on their way without greeting. When they entered the garage where Ellie was staying, they both threw themselves into the seat at the same time, and when they realized this, they looked at each other and started laughing.

   When their laughter was over, they looked into each other's eyes and kissed passionately, as if they never wanted to part. After a few moments, they broke their kiss, and Dina placed her hand on Ellie's cheek and looked at her lovingly, as if she had never seen her ''   What would i do if you died there? I'm here for you Ellie so please don't get yourself away from me. I want you to love me. " Dina's words sounded to Ellie as if they were the words of a song and Dina wrote that song. It was then that Ellie realized that whenever Dina looked at her,   Ellie was fascinated and there was no escape from it.

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