TW RESTRICTIVE ED (block Dont Report)

TW RESTRICTIVE ED (block dont report)

ok I got my food log for yesterday, im not gonna actually count every calorie for now, cuz everytime ive done that in the past i just obsess over food too much and end up binging and giving up, so im gonna be more reasonable with my restriction so that it actually lasts lol

Breakfast:

Black tea w/ sweetened milk (my favorite thing in the world omg)

Lunch:

1 apple

Diet coke mixed with some lemonade

Dinner:

One packet of Maruchan ramen

Large bowl of ice-cream w/ chocolate sauce and strawberries :/

Everything went amazing until (as always) after I ate my planned ramen for dinner my cravings went insane. I decided to just have some icecream because i mean fuck it, i love ice cream, and since i really ate almost nothing the rest of the day it shouldnt be too bad, even if it wasnt ideal. I was right tho! I weighed myself this morning and I still lost about as much as I had hoped to from the day before, so Im happy i got to enjoy my ice cream and still make progress :)

(I am definitely making sure not to give into the cravings today tho, cant make this a habit)

the wannarexic to ana pipeline is so much more common than ppl realize and its just as valid tbh

WE DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR NUDES STOP USING ANA

The way my number one motivation right now is that I literally can’t afford to eat

Ok the weigh in this morning was very meh, I was 105.7 which isn’t THAT bad and Ik it’s just the food being in my system I obviously didn’t actually gain any real weight, but still

Im starting a fast from last night after I ate, to make up for yesterday.

my plan is to, at the very least, fast all day today and wait until right before my shift tmrw to eat, but if I get to tmrw and feel ok I’ll just keep fasting through to Saturday.

My priority is always work tho so if I need the food tmrw I’ll eat something healthy to keep me going, gotta get that bag LMAO