The Way My Number One Motivation Right Now Is That I Literally Cant Afford To Eat

The way my number one motivation right now is that I literally can’t afford to eat

I FUCKING ATE THE FREE FOOD I GET FROM WORK IT WAS SO MANY CALORIES and then cuz I was trying to feel better I talked to my boyfriend and then ended up eating a fucking cinnamon roll as well

I feel like absolute shit, hoping for my weigh in tmrw morning to not be horrible

If I keep doing this shit nothing is ever gonna change, I either need to fix this or just go back to being normal

I sure put the eating in eating disorder

fatphobia is pathetic; sure we can hate ourselves, but hating someone else for their body ? fuck off, no. keep other people out of your misery.

returning here feels like coming home

my one comfort despite everything

SUCCESSFULLY FASTED ALL OF YESTERDAY 💪✨💖

only at 33 hours so far, but im someone who has historically been a terrible faster, so I'm proud that I made it this far.

feeling alr for now, we'll see how I feel at five right before my shift

also my weigh in this morning was pretty good, 103.9, when i was 105 a few days ago :)

feeling skinty 💖