
rus/eng (bilingual but not bisexual) that's my attic where I collect all the precious garbage I can find! (The secret history lover, Neill Gaiman's works enjoyer)
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my october.
The week before today I was feeling as apathetic as possible. I got caught in a circle of communication and studying and were close to dying. Yesterday I almost died. But didn’t because tiredness had clenched its arms around me so tight, I couldn’t move. And here I am in today. I’ve finally succeeded in opening my heart to the world. The world filled it with some power and it gave me the desire to live on. How have I opened up my heart?
For a long time I’ve been struggling because of people around me. They made me uncomfortable. Every time I was involved into an interesting conversation with objectively cool people, I wanted escape. But I never did. Because I knew that this is a part of the life: you need to expose to people, get useful contacts, introduce yourself to others so you mean something. If no one knows about you, do you even exist? That’s what I thought before.
A few days ago, I fought with my roommate over a meaningless thing really. But I had gathered a lot of ‘swallowed’ thoughts by that moment. So I said not so good words and acted mean. Immediately after our fight the feeling of guilt was born in the depth of my soul. I held it inside for a minute and then let it go. The rest of the night I spent studying and researching for my homework, I pulled an all-nighter. It’s my hobby, to be honest. And when I was getting all that knowledge from books and websites I completely forgot about the fight. Nothing mattered to me than knowledge. You can say I escaped into Wikipedia articles and podcasts. This is where I found my satisfaction, where I was reborn. To spend 24 hours not talking to anyone, reading, writing, and touching moss – this is what I did to find myself again after getting lost on the highway of society.
When you are trying to avoid loneliness at all costs, take this small thought into consideration: “maybe it will inspire you?” You don’t have to create art if you are inspired. You may just live with inspiration, let it consume your soul entirely.
me (a dark academic): Dead Boy Detectives? A new mystic teenage show? oH NEIL GAIMAN'S HERE. No, it can not interest me much, ig
also me, after watching the first 30 minutes: EDWIN PAYNE, my darling dead boy, I LOVE YOU!!!!