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rus/eng (bilingual but not bisexual) that's my attic where I collect all the precious garbage I can find! (The secret history lover, Neill Gaiman's works enjoyer)

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Мой алтарь 🙇‍♀️ (ещё со времён первого сезона)

поклоняюсь каждую секунду и молюсь на третий сезон ...

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1 year ago

AAAAAAAAA IT HAPPENED!!! MY PRAYERS WERE HEARD 😭😭😭😭

All I need is “Good old-fashioned lover boy” in Good Omens season 2

1 year ago

OFMD 2 spoilers!!

Izzy's singing >>>>

I can't express how much I love this character


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1 year ago

my october.

The week before today I was feeling as apathetic as possible. I got caught in a circle of communication and studying and were close to dying. Yesterday I almost died. But didn’t because tiredness had clenched its arms around me so tight, I couldn’t move. And here I am in today. I’ve finally succeeded in opening my heart to the world. The world filled it with some power and it gave me the desire to live on. How have I opened up my heart?

For a long time I’ve been struggling because of people around me. They made me uncomfortable. Every time I was involved into an interesting conversation with objectively cool people, I wanted escape. But I never did. Because I knew that this is a part of the life: you need to expose to people, get useful contacts, introduce yourself to others so you mean something. If no one knows about you, do you even exist? That’s what I thought before.

A few days ago, I fought with my roommate over a meaningless thing really. But I had gathered a lot of ‘swallowed’ thoughts by that moment. So I said not so good words and acted mean. Immediately after our fight the feeling of guilt was born in the depth of my soul. I held it inside for a minute and then let it go. The rest of the night I spent studying and researching for my homework, I pulled an all-nighter. It’s my hobby, to be honest. And when I was getting all that knowledge from books and websites I completely forgot about the fight. Nothing mattered to me than knowledge. You can say I escaped into Wikipedia articles and podcasts. This is where I found my satisfaction, where I was reborn. To spend 24 hours not talking to anyone, reading, writing, and touching moss – this is what I did to find myself again after getting lost on the highway of society.

When you are trying to avoid loneliness at all costs, take this small thought into consideration: “maybe it will inspire you?” You don’t have to create art if you are inspired. You may just live with inspiration, let it consume your soul entirely.


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7 months ago

me (a dark academic): Dead Boy Detectives? A new mystic teenage show? oH NEIL GAIMAN'S HERE. No, it can not interest me much, ig

also me, after watching the first 30 minutes: EDWIN PAYNE, my darling dead boy, I LOVE YOU!!!!


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