THIS COMBACK LEFT ME SPEECHLESS-

THIS COMBACK LEFT ME SPEECHLESS-

BLACK DOOR 🚪 STRAYKIDS

Starry night \\

“Chan one shot”

Bang Chan x female reader || fluff with a bit of angst || word count: 1.1 K

Tags: @kpopscape​ 

[2:03 AM]

Since past few days, I couldn’t sleep well. Maybe this stress from work was too much, new projects and presentations. This is another sleepless night. It was 2 am already and I have to get up at 8 am in the morning. I was laying on my bed since 12:30 am and trying to sleep. I couldn’t stay still anymore and soft songs weren’t helping me. I went to the balcony and looked at the moving clouds and the moon. It was pretty, it looked beautiful and peaceful.

I wore my slippers and went to the rooftop, I sat there staring at the moon. I was looking at the moon lost in thoughts about Chan. I miss him, recently he is also busy with his schedules. I ask him about whether he ate something or not, we talk pretty normal. When we get busy with our own schedules, we don’t force eachother to text back always. Chan is quite understanding, he is my happy place. I can be myself infront of him, he makes me feel good. I just miss him.

It was getting bit chilly outside, I started rubbing my shoulders, I looked at the moon and said. “Chan I miss you, I want a big hug from you and no hugs from you makes me sad” I sighed and I was taken aback with the sudden touch.

He was hugging me, “are you happy now baby?” I got up and looked at him. I gave him a big hug, he hugged me back. I buried my head on his chest, I missed this warmth, I missed him. “Awwwww my baby”

“I missed you Chan, it’s hard for me to stay away from you.” I mumbled. He was patting my back and tears started coming out, beside him I really don’t have anyone who can comfort me and I can rely on. Everything's hard ever since he had to go back to dorm, I didn’t want to hold him back and let him go because for his future. I don’t want to be someone who will hold him back from doing what he loves.

“Hush, don’t cry, I am here.” He said but it didn’t help me, I cried more, I was holding him tight, not even wanting to let him go. I just don’t want him to leave me. He lifted my face, I looked at him with my teary eyes and tears were still falling down. He wiped my tears with his thumb. “Chan…”

“Stop crying, I am here now. Okay?” he said and it was comforting as usual. I nodded trying to stop crying. One thing hit me, the time and what is he doing here now.

“Chan, why are you here at this time?” I asked him, still holding him.

“What do you mean by that? It’s our home, I called you few times but you didn’t pick up so I came to see you. Because I missed you.” He said and gave a quick peck on my lips. I thought to return his quick peck. I tip toed to give him a peck but Chan was fast to capture my lips and pressed his lips softly, his one hand was holding my waist and another on my face. I closed my eyes just to feel him against my lips. I missed this feeling; I loved this feeling.

After some time, he left and looked at me, I don’t know why I still couldn’t look at him after kissing him, this happens everytime. “Awwww, look at me now” he said and I looked at him.

“You can’t sleep today again?” I nodded.

“Let’s just sit here and watch the stars tonight. Okay?” I nodded and both of us sat on the rooftop, looking at the sky full of stars. “You know Chan, how much I wanted to sit with you like this at least one”

“Are you happy now?” I smiled at him and he pulled me into his embrace, I snuggled on his chest. It was warm as usual.

“You know, it’s difficult to find the right star in sky full of star. All the stars are different and all of them are special in their own way. That’s why finding you was bit difficult Y/N. It took me a lot of time to find you and I tried my best to comfort you because you are my person. A person for whom I and ready to do anything. So, don’t be sad, if you’re sad it makes my sad, I feel hurt. Never hold back yourself whenever you need me, I am here for you always. Forever. Okay?” his words already made me tear up again, it wasn’t easy. I tried not to make any sound, but my tears were falling on his shirt, making it wet. I don’t know why am I like this, I am just too vulnerable. I nodded. “Y/N” he called out my name and looked at me, “Don’t cry, I am here. Right by your side, so don’t cry.” He wiped my tears and pulled me closer.

“I won’t cry anymore. I think I just missed you and that’s why I am like this tonight.” I stopped crying. “Now look at the sky, everything is so pretty.” I smiled looking at my star and the starry night.

“Chan, let’s stay like this, I love it like this.” I said him. I saw him smiling at me. I closed my eyes and he pulled me closer. I took his warmth and I was feeling better. Everything Chan did for me till now is something no one did. I heard faint voice of Chan calling my name. And the next moment, I felt like I’ve been lifted by someone, I tried to open my eyes, I realized I slept on him.

“baby did I wake you up?” I tried to say no,

“You shouldn’t sleep there’s, let’s go to your bedroom.” I smiled and held him tight and buried my head on his chest. He chuckled at my actions, his soft laugh is my medicine for everything.

He carefully kept me on my bed and pulled the blanket to cover me, he went to other side of my bed, I turned to look at me. “Chan, I love you.” I said.

He tuned off the night lamp and pulled me closer and hugged me, “Don’t worry baby, I love you more.” And he laughed, his soft laugh.

He pecked on my forehead, and looked down at me, “It’s already 4 am, so good morning and now go back to sleep.” I hugged him and closed my eyes.

Chan is the star I wanted to see.

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airport farewell

“Minho one shot”

Pairing: Lee Minho x female reader

Genre: Angst,

Warnings: If you can’t deal with angst please don’t read

Word count: 1.1 K

[3:13 am]

You suddenly woke up; you didn’t know why. You looked at your side, Minho wasn’t there. You looked at the time, it was 3:13 am. You saw his phone wasn’t on the side table. You went downstairs in the hope that he must be in the kitchen, you hurried down but he wasn’t there. You went to check the rooftop but he wasn’t there too. You were scared, you tired calling him. You thought maybe he went to dorm but why now? He could’ve told you once that he was going. He wasn’t picking up the call, you texted him but he wasn’t replying. You tried calling him again and again.

“Darn it. Why isn’t Minho picking up” you were getting worried. You weren’t sure if you should call Jisung or not because it’s very late.

Notifications made it’s way to your phone, your eyes widen. You looked at the date, you cursed yourself for forgetting to check the date; Minho was supposed to leave Korea today for concerts. You called Minho again in a hope that he will pick up. You went to your bedroom and changed into white tee and black jeans, fast. You took your car keys and went out of your house.

You didn’t realize at what speed you were driving your car, there was just one thought inside your head and that was, you need to meet Minho anyhow. You were still calling Minho but he wasn’t picking up.

For a second you thought you should call Jisung and tell him to give the phone to Minho, you tried calling him but his phone was unreachable. You gave it few tries but it wasn’t working at all. You tried calling Minho again but still no response.

It usually takes 45 minutes to reach airport but luckily you made it in 30 minutes, and those 30 minutes were hell to you. You parked your car quickly.

[Airport]

You were trying to call Minho; he wasn’t picking up. You were trying to find Minho in between their fans, media and staffs. After running for 20 minutes, you were devastated. How much you wanted to ask him, why didn’t he let you know he was leaving? why didn’t Minho let you know the flight timing? Why wasn’t he picking up his phone? Why didn’t he tell you anything? You found it in news.

Your tears making ways to fall, you couldn’t think straight; the thought of you won’t be able to see him for months was killing. You were trying to call him continuously; he wasn’t picking up in purpose, you were sure of it now. He never does this unless he is dead busy and right now, he is in airport.

You were worried that you won’t be able to see him and say goodbye, you looked at the call log, you called Minho for 30 times but he didn’t pick up. You started running to check people who are checking in, you were running carelessly, you tripped on your shoelace; you fell and your phone too.

“Shit, why now?” you cursed.

You quickly picked up your phone, you thought of calling Minho but then you spotted them, you could recognize him from his back. He was talking to Jisung. You were facing their back. You ran towards them, in a hope that Minho will notice you and maybe talk to you. You tried calling him again just in hope that he might pick because you know you can’t just go and drag him from them here, that would cause a mess. You saw, him looking at his phone, you tried your best to make him see you. You texted him, that you are here.

He turned to you and he was taken aback, he looked at you and your tears coming out, you were relieved that you saw him. You were wiping your tears but they were unstoppable. You saw him coming, towards you; you were smiling but tears were telling you to cry. He held your arm and dragged to a corner, looking at his adorable face you hugged him tight. You couldn’t care less even if his shirt was getting wet.

“how- how could you?” only you know how tight you were holding him. He hugged you back, you felt warm.

“How could I possibly tell you? That I’ll be leaving for few months? And you won’t be able to see me.” He spoke, his voice was soft as usual. His voice was always calming.

“Minho, why were you picking up my call? Tell me, do you hate me that much?” your cries were louder and your grip was tighter on his shirt; you didn’t want to look at him.

“I was scared to say goodbye to you” he replied caressing my hair, “I was scared to make you cry. I hate to make you cry. This is my first time leaving you for few months like this. I was scared to hurt you but you found me before I left.” He continued.

“You could’ve told me, but this isn’t fair. I will surely miss you but leaving without a goodbye is absurd Minho. Do you know how worried I was, I felt helpless; I was worried what if I won’t be able to make it on time or because I have no idea when is your flight. I… I even tried calling Jisung but his phone was unreachable. I- I was just scared of losing you Minho, you know that.”

“Now look at me and stop crying, okay?” he said, you weren’t ready to look at him because you know once you do, you will cry again, he slowly lifted your chin and wiped your tears with his thumb.

“My baby, shh. Don’t cry, I’ll be back soon” he said and pecked your lips. You weren’t ready to let go his warmth but you have to.

“Minho, I will miss you. Do well in your concert.” You said him and tried to smile. He hugged you one more time and let you go.

“Don’t stress too much while I’m away, be safe and take care. Okay?” you nodded, he came and kissed you softly, you didn’t hold back and kissed him back. Your tears started falling again, making your lips wet. This was a come back soon kiss, you wanted to give him all of you. After you parted, he looked at you.

“I’ll be back, goodbye. I love you.” He said

“I’ll wait for you to return; I can hold myself well. I love you Minho” you said and he left. You saw him walking away, your tears couldn’t stop and you cried your heart out. You walked out of airport.

HELLO, WE ARE KPOPSCAPE!

KPOPSCAPE is an abbreviation for the words ‘kpop’ and ‘escape’. As we all are aware, KPOP took the world by far from Wonder Girl’s Nobody until now. Millions and millions of fans around the world were enthralled by KPOP. And that resulted to many and exciting things to happen in the Internet World. One of those is the adaption of fans to the famous fanfiction writing where in you would use the face of your idol when writing a story. The idol is commonly paired with the y/n (y/n is the shit) or with a co-member, or a gender neutral reader.

KPOPSCAPE is a network to help authors of any race and gender to get their work into a wider audience. We are all aware of the feeling whenever you’ve poured all your heart out in a fic just to get little feedbacks from it. That is why with our KPOPSCAPE team, we will do our best to get the rightful attention for your work.

In KPOPSCAPE, we prioritize our members more than anything. So every month, we will have an ‘Authors of the Month’ event from the fandoms that we cater (one for SKZ, one for ATEEZ, one for NCT). They would be on our header or on our pinned post for the whole month until the next AOTM would take place.

Also, in KPOPSCAPE, we treasure your skills and passion in writing. That is why every month, or with every change of the season, we would hold different collaborations for the three fandoms that we are catering for to further practice and enhance the skills of our members.

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Must have at least two (2) published works

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