Doumekis Lust In XxxHOLIC Rou Adayume (Selfish Dream)

Doumeki’s Lust in xxxHOLIC Rou Adayume (Selfish Dream)

Cages wanting to trap him, hands wanting to grab him, mouths trying to devour him, shadows wanting to possess him…  Dreams are a reflection of innermost desires of your mind.

Yes, we know Haruka.

I’ve recently re-watched xxxHolic Rou Adayume (literally translated as xxxHolic Cage: Selfish Dream) and noticed how I felt more disturbed during Doumeki’s nightmare scene than the first time I watched it. At first, I thought it had been Watanuki trying to run from danger but that didn’t fit why he looked quite disturbed when talking to Haruka afterwards. Also, why was the OAD titled ‘Selfish Dream’? That could only mean Doumeki’s dream was selfish. But Doumeki and selfishness don’t go together, right? 

For me, the initial talk Haruka gave about selfish human hearts and the nightmare scene revealed the whole picture: Doumeki lusted after Watanuki but he knew his desires were selfish since acting upon them would be detrimental to Watanuki’s future. So, the later had to enter his nightmare and free himself from Doumeki’s selfish desires.

Allow me to explain why I believe it was ‘lust’.

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hi!! i was wondering if you (and anyone else too, anyone is welcome :D) had any recommendations for arthur/eames fics where the general vibe is that they are so in love with each other it hurts and they would do anything for each other and always have the other's back and it's just so pure and intense and beautiful and makes your throat clench with the sheer force of how much they care and yeah i know that's super specific LOL but that's what i would love to read so thanks!!!

So my general answer to this is, haha, isn’t that every Arthur/Eames fic ever? :D 

But since you are wanting specifics, here are a few fics that come to mind when I think of the dynamic you’re describing:

Living Proof by ester-inc

It Took A Lot of Super Stuff to Get You Here by beanarie

Chav Verse by delires

Backs to the Wall by Trojie

The Devil Takes His Own by Kiyala

Takes an ocean not to break by cmonkatie

En haut et en bas by weatherfront

i woo’d thee with my sword by isawet

the boston job by cmonkatiekatie

get along by wldnst

our man in africa by witling

lois lane had it easy by calliglad

je ne veux pas travailler by syllic

give me the number (if you can find it) by ifeelbetter

At home in the sea by pyrimidine

Higher Emotions Are Out to Get Us (and we soldier on, together) by Ciircee

Don’t Fall in Love with a Dreamer by eleveninches

The Other Point Man by pushdragon

Can’t Get Enough of You (Baby) by eternalbreath

Renovations by Joosetta

The Roadtrip Verse by Skyvehicle

no discipline of forgetting by wanderlight

this is all there is, roll the dice by wanderlight

protect this house by 8611

in our line of work by enjambment

The Domestic Verse by Gyzym 

Two Steps Towards Make Believe by ifeelbetter

A Series of One Night Stands by cmonkatiekatie

Weltschmerz by cobweb_diamond

In which Aja causes me to make bad life choices by Mirabella ;)

(ok that got quite a bit longer than i was anticipating;

forgive me, it has been

so long 

since i have recced fic for you all)

Tim Drake had to fight and earn Batman’s love and respect. He had to fight to get the attention of his parents. He had to prove he was good enough to be Robin, to be a leader. He constantly worked his ass off from day one in training cuz he’s not physically built to be a fighter. And he did this because he felt obligated, that it was his duty, that he needed to do the right thing. It had nothing to do with wanting revenge or being angry at the world. And after all the sweat and tears and pain y'all still treat him like he’s the least deserving of the Robin title smh

I feel personally attacked by this.

I refuse to believe that Tony and Nat are gone forever. And I also refuse that ending about cap and Peggy, because as long as I remember, cap and Sharon kissed back in "civil war" so what's that all about?

P/s: sorry for any grammar mistake but I just need to pour it all out. No regrets!

I hate when female porn blogs that are obviously bots follow me like what have I done to garner your need to follow my very obviously gay fandom infused blog