not-me-being-a-dumbass - Age: 20, sw: 280, gw: 170, ugw: 108. Just existing.
Age: 20, sw: 280, gw: 170, ugw: 108. Just existing.

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Guys Help! *pro Ana, Obese Ana, Thinspo Accounts Please Interact* Ed Rant.

Guys help! *pro ana, obese Ana, thinspo accounts please interact* Ed rant.

As background I'm an obese Ana with diabetes. I am not pro diabulimia, and have been taking my insulin regularly. I could get seriously sick if I stop taking it so I'm not down for that option (ironic since I'd rather be sick from starvation but that's another topic).

Everytime I eat or not eat I feel terrible. if I eat my body feels better, I can think and function but I feel like a fat cow. If I don't eat I'm weak and my blood sugar drops to a dangerous level literally forcing me to eat.

No matter how small a meal/ how little food I eat it never feels right, I don't want to eat at all. But I literally can't I work and I rather not sleep all day. Does anyone have tips. I hate eating it's literally getting to me I feel terrible but I can't not eat something. no matter what I eat my blood sugar keeps dropping forcing me to eat more which in turn triggers me making me want to eat less. 🥲 wtf is a girl supposed to do.

Im asking for Ana safe foods that are supper small so I don't feel guilty eating and that give energy. Or drinks, preferably drinks I hate liquid calories but at least it won't trigger me so bad.

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invalid: having an eating disorder, hunting down fat/overweight/chubby people to bully them.

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