Not-me-being-a-dumbass - Age: 20, Sw: 280, Gw: 170, Ugw: 108. Just Existing.

remember girls!!! keep strong and you will see results <3

Look at her she's beautiful 😍 I've been doing so well I hope this continues, no I'm manifesting it.

So I've decided life but I'm so sad now 😭

like all those days. I was going to weigh tomorrow, I was going to have a metabolism day on the 20th, I was doing so good. I'm not even calling this a binge I needed a metabolism day either way but the way I'm just happy...

I can think. I'm doing and having ideas for my hobbies like wtf. All that free time not eating and I couldn't do shit but I eat 600 more calories and suddenly life is worth living. Food has a hold on me and it's disgusting, I wasn't even hungry I just needed energy. I'm so very sad right now.

I don't know whether I should die just to keep up my week of restriction or just eat so that I can cry, hate myself and do another week of restriction 💀

✨️ I'm diabetic by the way ✨️

Didn't pass out we winning 💪🏽😈

Really don't want to pass out at work tomorrow but the only option is to eat and really don't want to do that either :/

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