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May Or May Not Be Dying
May or may not be dying 😀
Made some kimchi jjigae for dinner. Now my neck is stiff, my head hurts, My face feels hot but I also have chills, I can't get up because it feels like my head will explode. Don't know if I poisoned myself because I can't cook or is this some side effect from me restricting. Felt like I was going to pass out at work today but I don't know why either.
Kimchi jjigae 295 cals
half cup of rice 60 cals
Total: 375 cals
The possibly poisoned kimchi jjigae ☺️
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You ever feel tricked by how much you ate. Like I know I meticulously planned this dinner 2 days in advance am within my calorie limit. but I'm just so full.. :/
I'm going to gain weight I feel it. Tomorrow was my weigh day too 😭😭😭😭
I Love Korean Weightloss videos 😍 went to tiktok and got depressed went to YouTube and I feel so motivated.
I love her so much, I don't know if I should share it or not, she's so real. Like how do they have an ed and no one bats an eye. Love that for then.
And she's so funny bro
Maybe I am just a dumb ass bitch.
Like why am I doing this to myself. If I have the self controle to eat 500 cals a day why can't I just do this healthily.
Is it because I want fast results, because I don't want to exersize. I'm such a loser if that's the case...
But I love the controle, I love that I'm taking back my power. How my stomach literally hurts if I over eat.
... but does that make me an attention speaker, fuck it I am. I want people to worry about me. Wtf does that make me then? A narrsasitic bitch?
But I'm so scared of being who I was, shoving food mindlessly down my throat. Being the ugly fat friend who always asked people if they were going to finish their food.... wow that was a visceral memory.
Maybe I will just starve till I die. Fuck it