I Am Never Marrying A Man With Anger Issues Ever. It Is Not Worth The Trouble To Walk On Egg Shells And

I am never marrying a man with anger issues ever. It is not worth the trouble to walk on egg shells and be punished by someone else’s anger for no reason. Its not fair to animals. Its especially not fair because I never know when it is gonna happen and it is instantly my fault. I hate it so much. HATE IT!!! But I can never do anything. I would probably never get hit at my age but its muscle memory and I am too scared to react. I hate being held to some standard or behavior. I am the one in the wrong if I separate myself from the anger. I am in the wrong if I react to it. I feel like I am expected to just be emotionally curb stomped and just take it because otherwise I am “being disrespectful”. I don’t realize how ridiculous this all is until I spend time away from it. I obviously would never want my parents to divorce but I could personally never be married to anyone with issues like that.

I AM SO FREAKING BORED. I finished all the work I had to get done and now all I have on the agenda today is make coffee, listen to an audiobook, and take a nap. Maybe I will get a Chickfila lemonade later. Yeah I think I will do that. I guess tomorrow I will be hanging out with Kate, so that will be fun. We can get a little bevy. I need to do my laundry and that take freaking forever. I love the smell of the laundry room in Hart, it smells like clean clothes. I lowkey like the common area too on that side of Hart. It is lowkey so cluttered and a little trashy but haha it’s kind of iconic. Just as iconic as the weed smell.

My role model Sinead O’Conner🩵

Hiiiii I am just a girl who needs to express how she feels through written words and visuals because that is all I know how to do. Not all of what I share is chronological <3 Enjoy

I like:

~ Pinterest

~ Listening to music 25/8

~ Reading

~ Writing

~ Being alone

~ Nature

~ Various different handsome actors

Being a woman is getting crotch pics from a man, and then him playing fucking dumb when you tell him you didn’t like that

I also often wonder why people don’t approach me, even when I feel like they may be interested. Am I unapproachable? Or is it just because I am good at deflecting things when I feel too involved. Like how people get nervous with intense eye contact, I get nervous with intentional behavior?