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Bro It's A Mix Of Funny And Sad That When The Developers Of Octocon Stated The App Isn't Anti-endo Not

Bro it's a mix of funny and sad that when the developers of octocon stated the app isn't anti-endo not it's receiving hate, backlash or similar things, people started to delete it or leave it and it's quite funny

Not funny because I'm delighted of this happening to the developers of octocon, but because of how hypocrite and double moral this people are yk?

Anyway, people stop being disappointed when the expectations that YOU make with the assumptions that YOU make without the creators confirming it or saying something about it challenge, level imposible (Half anti-endo community just lost LMAO)

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11 months ago

Probably gonna use some of this!!

And also gonna add more because I don't see some introject specifications I want lol

Anti-Endo System Terms

[Plain Text: Anti-Endo System Terms]

These terms were made to provide a good alternative to fictive/factive without the clunky-ness of -roject terms.

Ectite - An alter who is not a brainmade

Fictite - An alter whos source is from fiction

Factite - An alter whos source is from real life

Foctite - An alter whos source is both from real life and from fiction

Hymtite - An alter whos source is from a song

Vocite - An alter whos source is a singer/songwriter or the personification of a band

Anitite - An alter whos source is an animal whos species has existed on planet earth

Exite - An alter whos source is of a being that is " other worldly ". This can include aliens, spiritual beings, ghosts, etc

Plutite - An alter whos source is from a stuffed animal

Persite - An alter whos source is someones persona ( could be the systems or someone elses. made with youtuber personas in mind )

Sihtite - An alter whos source is of a pre-existing alter

Duoite - An alter whos source is a group of people mushed into one being ( similar to the second definition of vocite, but not exclusive to bands )

ANTI ENDO SYSTEMS REBLOG!!

[Plain text: ANTI ENDO SYSTEMS REBLOG!!]

Anti-Endo System Terms

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11 months ago

He's one of our pillars, and tho he can't speak he helps us a lot, he have a lot of protector roles and som holder ones, is one of the olders and yk, he's the fp of our host LMAO 😭

And yes you can ask! You see, non verbal and non speaking are terms for people who can't speak for years and it's a disability (from what I understood), using those terms when we aren't disabled in that way is offensive for people who are that, we have seen a lot of non verbal people asking for people to stop using "I'm going/went non verbal" because it's minimizing their experience, so people have made alternatives to describe those experiences

We found a term coined for alters who aren't able to speak tho the body isn't non verbal and that's were non vocal comes from

So yeah, I think this is all that I can add ??

hello!! for the ask game :

🌙 (Are there any nonverbal alters in your system?)

Yes they are, our primary protector Kury is one of them, there aren't a lot of non-vocal alters but we do have some yeah

(We use nonvocal instead of nonverbal for several reasons)


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11 months ago

Our experience as a polyfragmented system is very complex, sometimes too complex to even understand it ourselves

Curiously the alters topics is one of the least problems when talking about our polyfragmentation. As the host I tend to forget most of the time the alters part here, though I'm aware a lot of the things that I struggle with are because of alters in some kind of degree. Things like passive influence, semi front control, dissociation and amnesia are very attached to the alters, but most of the time I'm not aware of that or I don't care

It also enters the crowded front thing, we have multiple "fronting rooms" which are spaces that en't the inner world but some kind of in between there and front, imagine it like the console area from Inside out. It's almost impossible for us to tell all the alters who are fronting and conscious because of this and without direct interaction is very difficult to say "This alter is fronting with me" because I don't feel them most of the time

The low split tolerance is also pretty shitty as we tend to split fragments that have such ridiculous functions like "having panic attacks when I don't find my shoes immediately" and most of this time they don't front at all or very rarely, sometimes fragmentation isn't attached to a function and there are literal blank canvas roaming the inner world, we feel their presences sometimes and it's very scary, knowing we split a lot for "dumb" reasons and some of those fragments are just waiting the moment to gain an appearance and function that might not even be related to the reason they split off

We function in a very specific way that's scary, all is based on your rank and hierarchy, alters don't tend to care for each other and only do their job and try to stay the best they can, we're not only scare of ourselves like scare of other alters, but scare of what the brain can and will do

A lot of trauma and abuse is being repeated with ourselves, tha brian tries to make sure everyone behaves according to what was conditioned to us, basing it on the abuse and horrible things we experience, so it's not a surprise to see alters perpetrate the same abuse and make sure we follow what we learned

Being a polyfragmented system isn't only not being you and beings scare of that, is having there's a lot that's hiding and it's being censored to you because of your role and rank and you know is shit

This is a little kinda a ventish ig? Mostly because our experience is really horrible and hard to take. You can put our name or put us anon, we really don't care

Polyfrag systems!

We are writing a blog entry about our polyfragmentation, but we want to hear and include other presentations in our writing!

Please rb or comment your experiences along with if you want to remain anon

11 months ago

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Omg finally happened, I'm happy - Ask game

✨️-Do any alters in your system have an accent?

Yes! That we can confirm Josevosky has a very prominent russian accent, is very funny because he can't do it right but he stick to use it when no one see or when he's with someone who know we're a sys

Besides him, we have suspicious but we can't confirm because of amnesia, to voice tone do change tho

🌠-Do any of the alters in your system have dyed hair?

Internally yes, a lot of them really, it's just kinda the semi normative at this point

But we haven't dye our hair, like the body's one, but we want to

🌎-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?

They do! We're a bilingual system whose also learning other languages, specifically german and esperanto, but only like two are semi good in that ones

Outside those we two alters who speak one language that the body don't speak, so we kinda hear it very blurry and strange, the language is the one we're creating like a personal project so that also explain why we can't understand them very well

And that's it, thx an bye!!!


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11 months ago

I want to do this things desperately

!! ASK GAME !!

I guarantee no accuracy lol

👥 - How many people are in your system

🎨 - What's everyone's favorite colors?

⌚ - Most common fronters?

🧾 - Collective pronouns?

📚 - Everyone's pronouns?

🍼 - Most common age group?

🎞 - Do you have any fictives?

💖 - Are there any romantic relationships in your system?

🔢 - Does anyone have a favorite number?

🧠 - Are any of your alters neurodivergent?

🏳‍🌈 - How many people are LGBTQIA+

👽 - Do you have any non-human alters (including hybrids)?

🏓 - What are some common hobbies?

😋 - What is the most liked food between everyone?

👀 - Current hyperfixations?

📖 - Do you guys have any collective interests?

🗺 - What is your headspace like? (If you have one)

🐕 - Does anyone have a pet?

🏷 - Does your system have a name?

💭 - Does anyone wanna share something about their source? Feel free to ramble, anyone can answer too!

💥 - Most chaotic group?

😇 - Any demon/angel/god alters?

👴 - Who is the oldest?

🏥 - Are you diagnosed? If yes, was it difficult? If not, do you want one & why or why not?

🏡 - What is your system dynamic (ex, family, friends, complete strangers, etc)

🔂- How do you keep track of your system? (Members, switches, etc)

🐣- Any childhood things that should've tipped you off to being a system?

👍- Do you like being a system?

📤- Do you know any systems IRL?

💕- Do you prefer in-system dating or out-of-system dating?

🙄- What's the most annoying thing about being a system?

❔ - How bad is your amnesia?

💬- Best quote from an alter?

🎮- Do alters have separate accounts for games or do you all share an account?

⬇️ Joke ones ⬇️

🐎 - how often do your alters think about the Trojan empire?

🔮 - do you believe in gravity?


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