i'm a lover...just never knew how before - alice phoebe lou
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TIME
she is powerful beyond belief
lending a trickle of water the ability to wear away even the mightiest of rocks
and allowing the smallest of shoots to become the tallest of trees
we are all victims of her every whim
yet also recipients of her most precious gifts
for I often feel as though time herself
might just be standing still
when I see you
she lets me know the contours of your body
until I could trace your face from memory even on the darkest of nights
she lets me learn the pattern of your breath
and the beating of your heart
until I would recognise the sound amongst a crowd of thousands
but when my time is all used up
when she has ravaged every part of my being
and scattered them far and wide
I hope amongst those fragments
pieces of you still stand.
HEATWAVE
side by side
in your kitchen
in your bed
i could stay like this forever
your hands hot against my skin
a heat felt right down to my soul
and she melts so easily
under the warmth of your regard
in the darkness of the night
fingers blaze against naked skin
and i still feel the lingering ghost
of your lips against my own
a kiss to keep me warm
until the next heatwave comes.
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WASTELAND
standing alone in a wasteland, baby
the wreckage of our love strewn all around
all I used to know has been burnt to the ground
and I all see
amongst the blinding ash and smoke
is an absence of you
I would have loved you until the sun burned out
until all that remained of earth and heaven
had wasted away
but instead here I am
the barren emptiness of your heart
the only part of you I have left
and yet I'm still in love with you.
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MOONLIGHT
she is a woman of the night
the darkness is her domain
and within its infinite blackness
she shines in all her glory
a milky sheen amongst a thousand sparkling pinpricks decorating the heavens above
she bathes in the glow of her faraway lover
reflecting every ounce of warmth
the illumination evidence of their everlasting love
that surrounds us each and every night
so strong it moves the very waves
that wash upon our shores
i lie awake and listen to their soothing harmony
steady as a heartbeat
and hope with all my heart
to one day know a love like that.
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NOBODY
although i may have had lovers in the past
their beauty seems to fade as time goes by
time well spent
with you beside me
and i'm convinced i've never been loved by someone like you
nobody who could even comes close.
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PRETTY BOY
he's so pretty
long hair and smooth skin
flat planes of muscle where i have curves
he wears waistcoats and dress pants as formal attire
instead of dresses that never seem to fit quite right
his hands are strong and sure
instead of slightly out of place
glittery painted nails a show of brave defiance
rather than a shield for insecurity to dwell behind
i see his face in the mirror before me
the image of an angel rising from the glass
if only my skin could be shaped like clay
molded perfectly to his likeness
maybe one day
i'll be pretty the way he is.
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TO BE LOVED
it's only a casual touch
maybe a hand there
brushing back her hair
an arm curved around her shoulders
shielding her
as though she's the most precious thing you've ever held
a physical closeness
something so simple
and then she tucks her head into the space under your chin
like she belongs there
pressed against the heart that beats for her alone
and it's like a puzzle piece slotted into place
oh how lovely it must feel
to be loved like that
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FROZEN
what i wouldn't give
to stay forever in this moment with you
the way you look in that dress
with the sun catching at the colours in your hair
sets my soul ablaze
i just can't take my eyes off you
an enternity could stretch before us
lazy days lying in the hot summer sun
and quiet nights listening to the sound of the rain
as it washes the whole world clean
we'll make it there eventually
but here in this moment
your fingers grasping mine
as we sway in the breeze
time will be frozen for us
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SOMEDAY
the warmth of someone new
washes away the chill of your absence
the time you thought that i'd be wasting
is bright and overflowing with possibility
and i know i'll be over you soon
cos i've been grieving for a while now
maybe i never had you anyways
we may have been picture perfect
but the moment's faded
and now only the memories remain
of somebody i can no longer seem to find
the heart that was once yours
still belongs to me
a little battered a little bruised
but she's back home in my chest now
she's gonna be just fine
and honey someday i'll be over you
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END OF THE LINE
did you love me
or did i simply love you first
did you ever love me the way i loved you
heart and soul
until the very end of the line
do you miss me
or am i simply another blip on your radar
as you hurtle recklessly through the solar system of life
i was an aesteroid that clung to the sphere of your gravity
craving to be incorporated within you
but you remained periously beyond my reach
so it seems we've reached the last stop
easy is the descent they say
but i can feel my heart breaking a little more
with every step
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CLEOPATRA
we were tragic from the beginning
i knew you could tell
always a little late
a fall that would've impressed the greats
and although we've said our goodbyes now
darling i must admit
you'll always be my Cleopatra
and without a shadow of a doubt
i would've married you in an instant
damn your wife
i would've been your mistress
just to have kept you around
but that's all in the past now love
so i'll pick out a coffin
and wear my best black dress
just to stand here in the rain
and lay our love to rest
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MOMENTS
i used to want to make the most of every moment
but when I'm with her it feels like time stands still
all my moments blur together
an endless happy haze lying cradled in her arms
by her side
and suddenly how i spend each moment doesn't seem to matter
as long as they're spent with her
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SOLACE
i seek solace in her arms
when the days have all come to an end
and the nights settle around us
so tired my body barely feels alive
but i don't close my eyes
not wanting to spend another moment
without her by my side
and when my head reaches its final resting place
nestled in the hollow of her throat
i know in my heart
that no grave can hold my body down
i'll always crawl home to her
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BEAUTIFUL
they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder
and all i see is beauty when she looks at me
the curve of her cheek
and how it fits perfectly in my hands
when they cradle her face
to me she is always beautiful
so much so it hurts
and yet i never manage to look away
they say beauty is in the eye of the beholder
and i feel the most beautiful when she smiles at me
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ON MY KNEES
love can make you weak
the pathetic fragility of our human hearts stripped down and on display
but i long to bare my soul to yours
so here i am on my knees
begging for you to stay another minute
and yet i treasure the precious feeling of vulnerability
there is an insurmountable strength in my weakness for you
even if the cold lonely nights seem endless
and as i lay still in the darkness my whole body yearns for your touch
your absence makes my heart grow infinitely fonder
with every passing day
they say love makes you fight harder for what you want
and all i ever wanted was you
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WORSHIP
i look up to her in awe
my everything
the devotion i have for her spills forth like a tidal wave
sweeping away my sight
my hearing
everything around us washed away to blackness
every one of my senses reduced to only her
she is the only thing that ties me to this earth
i want to worship her altar on my knees
for there's nothing i believe in
the way i believe in her
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THE WAY LOVERS DO
i want you to want me the way lovers do
the feel of my body under yours the only thought that plagues your mind
deep into the night when everything else is lost to the depths of your subconscious
hot and flushed and panting
the touch of my bare skin branded into your very being
i want you to crave me the way lovers do
the need a never ceasing pull at your very core
a hunger that only i can satiate
i want you to know me the way lovers do
heart and mind and body and soul
all the fragmented pieces stitched together by the threads of your affection
the dark twisted corners of my heart laid bare for your regard
but more than anything else
i want you to lean on me the way lovers do
let me bear the burden of your heavy heart
if only for tonight
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HIM // BAD IDEA
an angel or a lover
maybe a devil in disguise
i'm all dressed up tonight
my bad decisions stacking up like numbers on the dice
the hands of fate keep rolling and the money's changing hands
my choices all decided for me
before i even have the strength to stand
it only took a look from you
from then on I was entranced
it felt like fire when we touched
a blaze of hands on thighs
the lights around us pulsing in the darkness like a disembodied heart
a saint or a sinner
no one can say for sure
all i know is every taste leaves me wanting more
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A SUMMER AFTERNOON
your breath is soft against my neck
a whispering sigh slipping through your lips
the gentlest of summer breezes
I trace the planes of your face
your shoulders
your hands
first with my eyes
drinking in the sight of you laid so bare
trying in vain to capture the complete essence of your image in my mind
those same lines i now follow with my lips
leaving you marked by the invisible
yet invincible evidence of my devotion
an attempt to imprint the impression of your body onto my own
while the sweet melody of our love plays softly in the distance
like a lullaby in the late afternoon sun
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INVISIBLE STRING
a little red string
tied in a bow
for years it was my empty companion
hanging limp and slack
no matter my efforts
to pull and push
twisting and turning
i tried my very hardest to wrap around those i thought i loved most
and then i met you
and now everytime i see your smile
the tug on my heartstrings
mirrors the tug on my hand
the invisible string tying you to me
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A FALL FROM GRACE
if she is to be my most abominable sin
i welcome my retribution with a warm embrace
i would gladly die a thousand deaths
by flame or sword
just for her to have my heart
and hold hers in return
our love burns brighter than a falling star
and fall we do
wings aflame
our descent splitting the sky in two like a gaping open wound
her laughter ringing through the air
as clear and bright as the oncoming dawn
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THE LOVERS
she is the goddess that i would worship on my knees
and yet together we walk
through the winding path of life
never straying beyond the reach
of an outstretched arm
fingers intertwined
and hearts entangled
the two lovers standing hand in hand
their love burning bright and everlasting like a captured falling star
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IMPRESSIONS
your reflection caught in the glass
my favourite work of art
i could study you for hours
learning the curves of your face
your neck
your waist
but you’re even more beautiful as art come alive
tossing your hair
as we dance like fools beneath the starlight
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SLEEPLESS
i can’t sleep
thinking about you
i know if i close my eyes
your likeness would fill my dreams
memories and hopes and everything in between
but darling nothing can compare
to holding you in my arms
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