How The Fuck Do People Have Mutuals Without Immediately Wanting To Befriend The Fuck Out Of Them. Am

How the fuck do people have mutuals without immediately wanting to befriend the fuck out of them. Am I just too much of an extrovert?

If someone interacts with my posts a lot I KNOW. I SEE YOU MF!! I remember names and shit and the social butterfly urge to make them my friend kills me. But alas some things are best kept as they are 🐐

Toby Rogers

Toby Rogers was never a calm boy.

A fire had consumed his soul from a young age and would hold a death tight grip on his every waking move.

All walks of life that had came into contact with the boy quickly would dissipate into ash, his destructive hands ensuing chaos around him.

At first it was quite devastating, having everything in your waking touch end up in flames. That was, until he learned to make bed in the chaos he created around him.

Whether he was aware of said mass destruction was something unknown, until the day the bashful fire in his soul poured into the forest surrounding himself and the wretched house his fathers body lay in.

For once he felt at peace.

The flames in his soul dissipated as the ones around him grew.

How fickle, he thought.

In only a state of mass hysteria he could find peace.

I get the whole “lacking empathy doesn’t make you a bad person as long as you show compassion to others” thing, but I don’t completely agree.

You don’t need to show compassion to others all the time in order to be a good person. I understand how hard it is for someone who lacks empathy to care about someone enough to be compassionate towards them, especially when you just don’t give a fuck.

I think people have this idea that you need to be kind and friendly and care about others all the time. Thats not something some people, especially with ASPD, can achieve all the time.

Sometimes the most you can do is just stop yourself from being argumentative asshole and thats fine. Whatever your coping mechanisms are to limit the damage is fine. You don’t need to extend compassion to people if you can’t. You’re not a bad person for being unable to do so.

I can just imagine Tobys tics acting up on that car ride with Lyra, which led to him believing he was the cause of the crash. If he wasn’t such a twitchy freak, if he was just normal, she’d be alive.

I can also imagine that the real distraction was Lyra catching a glimpse of Slenderman which prompted her to swerve off the road. Of course Toby never found out about this and would forever blame himself for her death. And maybe to him, being a proxy was nothing more but punishment for what he did.

Girlfriend let me use her drawing tablet and I drew TicciWork cuz Im on a roll today

Hi Im still going to post strictly Creepypasta content and such but Im going to start throwing in a few ASPD awareness/psychology type posts in once in awhile just cuz this is my main account and I dont wanna make a 10029383th blog just for occasional rambles