Blow Up Mattress

blow up mattress

ill blow it off say i dont care say its alright im sleeping fine

sorry for not controlling my period sorry i bled on the bed i didnt know i didnt know youd get so mad

whyd you throw it away?

the only thing that i was waiting for when i got home

after riding the yellow death trap that reeks like dirt and grime smells like teen angst and butterfingers

i miss my bed

i miss my stuffies that you stuffed in the trunk as punishment

along with my carpet

with its pretty blue and white streaks

my white mattress too that now probably belongs to someone without a home

my friends joke about it now but its too fresh, and it hurts honestly ill just joke with them.

The way he looks genuinely sad-

wednesday

im sorry coach its been 9 days and i haven't done much to prove i can be useful

shes only been here for a month and shes already better than me but today

today

i will make you proud show you that i can win i will make you proud coach because i dont want to be the one

that drags us down

this is the only depiction we should have of Sulu....its just so him

My Top 25 Costumes from Star Trek : The Original Series

22. Sulu the Musketeer

we become those who nurture us in our sleep

if she wants me to apologize it wont happen because im petty and so is she so our arguments and disagreements will just be swept under the bed with all the others to sit and collect dust with all the unspoken apologies and healing

i tried once let down my pride and my anger to say im sorry but she didnt care didnt accept it

so never again will i apologize to someone who is as petty as me