Rahsputin - Zephyr

gold laced wood

ill keep a treasure box of all your words and kisses ill keep it forever and look at it when i miss you

which is pretty much always

ill put your little notes your gum wrapper hearts and all my thoughts of you into my stupid treasure box

thinking of you all the damn time god what did you do to me?? im a lovesick mess

blow up mattress

ill blow it off say i dont care say its alright im sleeping fine

sorry for not controlling my period sorry i bled on the bed i didnt know i didnt know youd get so mad

whyd you throw it away?

the only thing that i was waiting for when i got home

after riding the yellow death trap that reeks like dirt and grime smells like teen angst and butterfingers

i miss my bed

i miss my stuffies that you stuffed in the trunk as punishment

along with my carpet

with its pretty blue and white streaks

my white mattress too that now probably belongs to someone without a home

my friends joke about it now but its too fresh, and it hurts honestly ill just joke with them.

colors in my thighs

the restricting feeling on my chest is so good i can barely breathe but its so good

running my hands down a smooth smooth surface crying quietly inside

"how do you feel?"

i feel more than i can explain

the pure joy is incomprehensible youll never understand but he will he understands

me: *breaks down crying in the privacy of my own home*

my brain: you’re faking your emotions for attention. you’re just doing this because you think it makes for a cool personal narrative

why are people so creative, i love love love this

shrimp mikuu shrimiku

shrimp miku