Im So Confused. Which Me Is Me? Because Ive Basically Always Been The One In Control Of This Body, But

I’m so confused. Which me is me? Because I’ve basically always been the one in control of this body, but I’m not the only one here, I think. I mean, we’ve got a nonhuman ghost thing (she doesn’t know what she is, either, and we’ve been trying to figure that out for years), a demon-thing who just came into existence and made me question my entire reality, and like a half-dozen original characters who just kind of became part of this whole thing. To clarify, the “me” that’s typing this is the host, as in the one that made this blog in the first place.

But if there’s more than one me, which me is the real me?

All I know is that none of us are fully human, and that we all have certain things in common, but different voices, genders, thought patterns, and perceptions.

Can someone just tell me who I am? Because I don’t know anymore. That fact in the mirror, it isn’t me. The voice I hear when this mouth moves isn’t mine. The hands I’m using to type these words feel wrong. Who am I? Where am I? What am I?

Eating chocolate covered espresso beans out of a Xanax bottle. I think there might be something wrong with me

Me when I’m still tired after 8 shots of espresso in one sitting

don’t bully me for how i spelled delicious

Everyone repeat after me

STOP USING THE TERM NARCISSITIC AS A WAY TO INSULT SOMEONE

NARCISSISTIC PEOPLE HAVE FEELINGS TOO

WE DONT LIKE IT WHEN YOU TAKE OUR DISORDER AND USE IT TO DESCRIBE A SHITTY PERSON

USE EGOTISTIC OR A WORD THAT ISNT DEMONIZING A DISORDER

Instead of "but that's not real", you should try responding to a psychotic persons distress with:

That sounds really scary. I'm really sorry that you're going through this. I can't imagine how scared I'd be if it was me.

Thank you for sharing this with me. I know it can't be easy to open up about it, and I'm glad you felt comfortable telling me

You can tell me more about it if you want to. I promise not to judge you, invalidate you or panic

Is there anything I can do to help you feel safer? Any way I can help support you through this?