Ok Voreblr. Confession.

ok voreblr. confession.

i have. a character on the minecraft origins server im in (won’t name drop the server but i’ll name drop my oc)

his name is judas (yes, bible judas), and he is a giant. you may or may not see where this goes.

i’ve been in my vore mood (vood if you will) so by extension judas now has vore thoughts.

that’s it that’s the confession

idk why i posted this other than the server has a rule against n/sfw content and, although to me, vore doesn’t constitute as n/sfw, i dunno what the server views on it are so i’d rather not risk it.

anyways. judas hungy

i remember you, hifumi and jakurai. i remember you.

hifumi, i remember the softness of your hands. constantly moisturized. you always cared about your skin

jakurai, i remember the warm cuddles we had when i was worked up. you knew how to calm me down

i remember when you both were there for me when i was going through things. and i miss you

please return to me someday.

-from a doppo kannonzaka kin

i kinda wanna do some kin posting but i don’t know what to post about. so. im just gonna post about my most recent fictotype.

uh hi. im doppo kannonzaka (apparently). i have some memories of my canon, mostly based on this fan art my friend sent me once. that fan art is basically what awoke this kintype for me. i don’t fully know how to define this kintype, since, as i said, i have memories, but i kinda feel like i’m still doppo even now. it’s kinda like… i was ripped from my canon and placed into this body for whatever reason. im still me, im still doppo, just in a different form. that’s how i’d describe this and some other kintypes. they weren’t just me before, they’re me now.

in my canon, i remember being in a polyamorous relationship with the rest of matenrou, that being hifumi izanami and jakurai jinguji. i’ll be honest, i’ve only seen one or two hifumi kins in the wild, and zero jakurais. i don’t have a chance of finding my canonmates.

along with being in a polycule, other things were different. i was a trans male (and still am, the universe wants to fuck with me i guess). but that wasn’t the only difference. since a specific fan art is what awoke this kintype, my canon is somewhat based off the fan art itself. it was a size difference based, maybe ship art, of me and jakurai. i was small, and he was holding me in his hands. maybe it’s the g/t fan in me talking but it just kinda made this kintype click.

i remember being normal sized at one point, but the timeline is all fucked in my head, so i don’t know when i became small.

that’s pretty much it for specific canon details. this post really had no purpose other than dumping out canon details.

it’s always so tempting to make discourse posts but also i hate backlash.

i want to return to my childhood days where i played pretend on the playground, only now having the thought capacity and understandings of a near adult.

i want to go back to when i used to roleplay with my friends but now i am legally allowed to drive and get a job. i want to play pretend family as pokemon and animals while having the understanding of how a real family works

i want life to be simple and i want to be happy

i guess it’s vore day huh.

i had nothing planned nor am i really willing to whip anything up. in an airport rn for my trip anyway.

ig just happy vore day to those celebrating and unhappy day to myself.

context/mild vent below i guess

i got kicked out of a discord server again. not only on vore day but also on the day of my trip. i’m in mental agony right now. cried so freaking hard.

i don’t wanna go into too much detail on the off chance one of the server members has a tumblr, but iykyk

i don’t know how to feel about always getting banned from discord servers. i keep losing friends and it’s just agonizing.

so yeah. happy vore day to those who have it better off mentally than me.