ruins-of-her-peace - On monachopsis, hiraeth and dreadful sensibility
On monachopsis, hiraeth and dreadful sensibility

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It Leaves You And You Don't Know How

It leaves you and you don't know how

You don't see your friends just shadows dancing in your mind

You do what you love what you can until you don't

The desperate call for help takes away all the joy

Nothing's real

You're not here

You're not sleeping

Not waking

Just that tantalising

Feeling of weakness

Where breaking is freedom

They want you to let go

To give up your struggle

Why hold on

When it clearly makes no sense

They try to prove you that there's nothing left

Not even yourself.

Emily Yvonne

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1 year ago

I’m content with the quiet things, the soft times, and the gentle moments. I’m at peace in the rain, reading on a porch as the wind so gently blows by. I’m satiated by the way the leaves rustle, and the gentle dance of the branches. I’m contented by the little pieces of time in living.

2 years ago

"It is viable to be benevolent and rational at the same time, in fact, it is sorely dangerous to be one without the other."

Emily Yvonne


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2 years ago

Asmodeus: This is the lake of lava you will be spending eternity in.

Laerryn: Actually, since we’re underground, it would be magma.

Asmodeus: You understand this is why you’re here, right?

2 years ago

ما هو الحب في رأيك؟

أن تبتسم حين يبدأ احدهُم بالحديث معك، دون أن يخبرك شيءً مميزاً، فقط 'مرحباً.'

What do you think is love?

To smile when someone starts talking to you, without telling you anything special, just 'hello.'

– Mahmoud Darwish