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I so desperately wish for a friend group of girls. Girls I see often, go somewhere with, do stuff with, talk to without feeling this mental wall between us and worrying that I'm weird. I miss having a friend group. I miss being a part of a crowd.
JONGHYUN
So I’ve never cried so much in my life
The thing is when I first heard he died I saw his memorial service on a bus and my first thought was ‘Wow so this is what its like to be famous and die like your death that important and sad that it is actually on a bus in England , the land of the cold rain and depressing’
like just in general I was numb and cynical about it I felt they were using him even in death so I decided to bury it because the world is cruel to those who are weak and I’ve had so many important people to me die around so I couldn’t let this death effect me so I buried it and I didn’t even read his name so he just became faceless and nameless to me
Then today I was just surfing tumblr looking for kpop fics and I come across post on Jonghyun and I’m hit with deja vu like I’ve seen this before and I search him up and I read his story , things his fans had said about him and I don’t even realize I was crying and I haven’t cried for someone who had died or in sadness for so long like the last proper time I remember was when someone I considered family was murdered even then I couldn’t even cry properly I just felt sick.
So when I saw his story my first thought was
How can someone be so painfully beautiful and amazing yet so human and vulnerable
I fell in love with him
not in a romantically but in a platonic sense
I wish I knew of him before he died so I could thank him personally for being born and providing others with the hope and strength he himself could not find
He also showed me there are many ways to connect people, help others and be there pillars even after you are gone from this world or believe that you are not strong or important enough
And because that I’m grateful he existed even though he didn’t live long and his life was full of pain and sadness
I also want to say Hello and Thank you for making this world a brighter place even if it was just a little bit
MAY YOU REST ABSOLUTE PERFECT PEACE MY ANGEL

Inktober Day 13 - Kind

Desserts - Oatmeal Peanut Butter and Chocolate Chip Cookies If you can't decide what kind of cookie to make, this peanut butter-oatmeal cookie recipe has it all with a chewy combination of oats, peanut butter, and chocolate chips.
we're all here for the first time. be kind
More like Jesus this next year.
Quote from Henry James on the 3 most important things in human life.
Frau
Kann eine Frau mein Baby sein, meine Prinzessin und meine Liebe… Aber nie mein Spiel…. ❤️🖤❤️😘


Tilapia - Easy Baked Fish with Lemon You can use any kind of fish fillet for this quick-and-easy recipe. The fish is covered with seasoned bread crumbs, butter, parsley, and lemon zest and baked in the oven.
i have never understood why people hate me some have told me it is because i am kind that they want to destroy me for it or see me as weak since when was my kindness treated like the greatest of sins? my love of others should not be my slaughter.
one of the million reasons why I love him hes so soft im crying pacific
It’s chaos. Be kind.
True quote about life by true crime writer Michelle McNamara (April 14, 1970 – April 21, 2016)