When I Finally Understood

When I finally understood

I never really understood why I was different. I just knew I was different. I was a head of most kids by learning how to walk and talk at an early age (before I was a year old). I accepted and understood everything fully at I wanna say 13 or 14 years old.

Well where was I before I left...

Ahhh yes PTSD and all that comes with it. Well let me get the story out there. About 4 or 5 years ago I was sexually assaulted. I went through the legal process and I hope the guy (let's call him Jim) got prosecuted. You see Jim has 4 kids. 3 boys and a girl. I also think Jim has gotten away with it before I reported him. I just didn't want anyone else to go through that.

I'm jumpy around anyone my age or older who is male. Hugging a male can make it worse. The only person I felt safe with was Jasper.

Anxiety attack

Well you all know I have anxiety. Well my prom is coming up and I really want to go. I get anxiety issues every time I think about it. I really want to go but my anxiety. What do I do?

Anxiety

I didn’t know I had anxiety for the longest time. I just knew I had trouble eating at new restaurants. I’d go really pale, start shaking, and become nauseous. I’ve decided that my anxiety can’t rule my life. I’ve adapted and gotten better.

Mental Stuff

I am living with ADHD, PTSD, Anxiety, and Depression. People think it’s easy. It’s not. I am here to share what it has been like so far for me and to help others to the best of my ability.