Recently, My System Split An Ismark Kolyanovich Fictive, His Names Lesser, He's The Sweetest

recently, my system split an ismark kolyanovich fictive, his names lesser, he's the sweetest

THATS NOT THE TOPIC OF THIS POST THO LOLOL, our dm added some backstory to Is, having him have a girlfriend who used him for money and rep, .. Our DM asked Lesser if he remembered her, he said yes ans described her to our DM and our DM said that he perfectly described her and even got her name and favourite colour right... fictives are insane /lh

With Lesser's help, i drew him and his ex (with his permission, drawing alter's traumas without permission is just.. rude.)

would.. anybody be interested in an in depth analysis on strahd von zarovich ( at least how my DM plays him ) when i'm finishes my curse of strahd campaign? i'm thinking of writing an entire post on him.

i have notes on notes about strahd and so far my DM is the only one to hear about them because she's my girlfriend and is forced to sit through my rambling at 2am,

my friend introduced me to Roland Faunte and his music has somehow already just fucking saved me. I especially recommend Believe Me, and after you listen to it, PLEASE listen to Burden. They go hand in hand, they're absolutely gorgeous. It's about denial of mental illness and coming to terms with it

having a strahd and ismark fictive doesnt mix well /lh

also our strahd fictive confirms my funny hc that strahd (canon) listens to creep - radiohead and cries abt tatyana

Vtuber design for myself because I'm lame :') one day i hope i can actually . get a model because i mean... i think vtubing would be kinda fun

MOLLYMAUK & DID

Before we get into this post, I am currently on episode 99 of Critical Role, Campaign 2. I am not caught up, but I have vague spoilers for Mollymauk's character.

As a DID/OSDD system, I've noticed my favourite character, Mollymauk has parallels towards DID. The situation with Lucien's death and Mollymauk taking over is very similar to a host going dormant and another alter becoming the host, and after Molly's death, Lucien comes back. ESPECIALLY with the amnesia.

Now, some could negate this with 'Oh, but are the only alters Molly and Lucien?', not necessarily.

DID is a quiet disorder, some alters only stay in the headspace and never front, they do their job on the inside and find no need to come out, as well as some alters are similar to the hosts on purpose so that nobody notices. DID is a disorder where anything goes, there's no right or wrong! So Mollymauk having DID is definitely possible, and backed up.

I'm not sure if Matthew or Taliesin intended for the parallels, but I'm incredibly comforted by it, and it's a huge headcanon of mine, especially since I have a Mollymauk fictive, as well as a Caduceus fictive!