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The wild thing about being obsessed with your own DnD campaign is that there's absolutely NO fandom content for it except the stuff that you make

Like, what do you mean only six other people in the entire world have heard of Dave the Ice Elemental whose job is Freezer at the Fantasy Starbucks?

last updated: june 27th, 2024

i have a more masc. name i am intrigued by, but i feel like there is a demon inside me that says no to that. so alas , loon. plus i already have enough 'aliases' guys. i'm such a name hoarder

pals. Friends. Buds. roomates.

(fella with glasses is @erbamystica 's farmer ;3)

sprites n stuff under the cut

| CHEESY CHIBI DOODLES

small doots of me and my s/o - the witch and grim reaper one is what it on my custom cd for him lol :p

any wise words, advice or insight?

so i've been decently confident that i have POTS , especially because i started to feel this way about 8-ish years ago after i was bedridden sick.

^ (but for almost as long as i can remember, i never liked standing up for long times, and felt faint often, so i really don't know for sure) more context below cut

even so, i don't move around often, aside from when i'm at work 3x a week (5-6hrs each) or going out with friends. i usually stay in my room crumbled up in my desk chaid or in bed. i also have arfid and so i don't have the best eating habits too

because of this i'm not sure if i an physically built wrong or if the fainting, weak knees & arms, and dizziness (+other POTs-like symptoms) are just a result of my habits? i used to be fairly active in elementary school + middle school, but cannot remember if that ever helped me. i know that even when i was active, by ribs would feel broken with cramps and bruises. so i really can't tell if i was just living like this or only now am feeling it.

my doctors aren't listening too much, but that seems normal for my healthcare system/hj

i find that if i can sit and eat every once and a while during my time i do go out, i can suffice with only a little bit of dizziness, but i still fear leaving the house without any secure way of breaks or snacks, so i'm using the world's most painful hand-me-down wheelchair and i don't even know if i should get a new one because i don't feel justified since i've 'lived long enough' like this without one. (even though, i have to admit, i only stopped leaving the house because of my symptoms over a decade ago)

| OFFICE PEST

saw this trend going around twt and tt, so i had to with them.. it's so perfect.. Also I drew this at a cafe with my coworkers that was so fun :)

i'm sorry i'm not a villain, i am spiritually ☹️ but the law stops me from what i would Do.

anyways, i don't have people to tag, but any of you guys who wanna :)

Thanks for the tag @rook-of-the-woods 💜💜

1. Do this uquiz.

2. Do this picrew.

3. Tag people.

LMFAO HELP

tagging @gigglesnorts @ligovskaya @sovaghoul @bonegender @moonswounds @cosmicsymbols @saltikatohka @beowulf22121 @run-of-the-milf @sprat-jack @jimothybarnes

don't feel obligated but I feel that these are fun

today i bring you aba stimming. tomorrow? who knows

sometimes when i see my ex's friends and mutuals, i am so tempted to reach out and be like "hayyy" and provide the receipts for why she is my ex ... instead i let her live peacefully. sucks that she got away with 3+ years of textbook abuse, but at least i got a dicebag from it and the wisdom of an old war veteran (except the war was abuse)

whatup we’re playing curse of strahd and it’s only been downhill from the start

i don't miss VTM /j we had first session of our s2, and it had 2 major npcs die, and almost a tpk. i am horrified.

i MISS bloodlines & vtm overall so bad. esp sebastion lacroix... i hate that snobby cunt, he wants me so bad.

somebody give me the motivation to animate strahd to the AM hate speech. first order of business though... i suck at animatics, i suck at storyboards and i suck at drawing that hag ass vampire lord.

| THE KOLYAN FAMILY

messy sketches of these tragic siblings because my party is meeting them soon and i am so very excited since they are my fave npcs!!

Save me…

one more text post for rn. im bery excited that on tuesday i get my tattoo. not just my tattoo, but i spend the day with a dear friend, we get breakfast together and we buy books for eachother, and then we go to the parlor for my tattoo, and afterwards we get lunch! i love my friends, i love these special days where errands and appointments turn into adventures :)

sorry for so much txt posting, here's sum doodles of my party for curse of strahd since the session is happening tonite. one of my players hasnt given me their characters apperance yet, so hes nawt there.

these were just made to get. a general gist of their designs.. one day i'll properly draw them bc they are my belobed friends' characters, and what am i if not an art machine for my blorbos

insomnia kicks my ass as i think about the mortality of my relationships ;; also smoked my first cig today and could only think about how cool my partner would look smoking one, because i personally think his emo swag fits better vv;

regardless, smoking kills, stay safes. uhh dreading waking up in 3hrs .

WTH! just played with another little guy (but he sounded like his ass was IN A JAR OR CAR.) he was so dad pilled!?? winston drvenkman.. you will be missed.

just played comp with the SILLIEST fella ever, he was so hyped. rotate159 on overwatch, you make the world worth it... you make overwatch sunshines & rainbows.... you will never see this, but peace56 & kolyanovich love you....

just played comp with the SILLIEST fella ever, he was so hyped. rotate159 on overwatch, you make the world worth it... you make overwatch sunshines & rainbows.... you will never see this, but peace56 & kolyanovich love you....

i MISS bloodlines & vtm overall so bad. esp sebastion lacroix... i hate that snobby cunt, he wants me so bad.

idk if i should just start posting random stuff like thoughts or wtvr, but i might as well.. it's a small art blog it's not like i have anything to worry abt :p

i'll just use the #calami.txt so it can be filtered out (calamity... another onlien alias..) <- guy with 475858 online aliases

| I AM NOT AFRAID , I WAS BORN TO DO THIS .

Vendetta as Joan of Arc... Destined to die in 5 months, but happily, she accepts her fate knowing she was able to save at least one person, and lead an army.

(this took so long 🥲)