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My Beautiful Bleeding Pieces

I'll try to write my way out

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I Never Held Your Little Hands

i never held your little hands

though in my dreams, i had

we picked daisies together, we did

and your chuckles still reverberate

over my ears as i try to make sense

of it all

it doesn't make sense, nothing is

making sense

even the hole i try so hard

to fill with thoughts

of you glowing under the sun

seems fleeting

my darling, you were so perfect

but then you fade away

gently, slowly

a dream finally detaching

itself from reality

so i could wake from my sleep

did you think it will be easy?

did you think that it won't hurt?

when i opened my eyes, no words

could console me,

no amount of tears

could wash away my grief

the only thing that holds

my pieces intact is the knowledge

that your pain is over

while mine has just begun

-thoughts before d&c, katie

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1 year ago

Are you the author of bygones?

Hi there. Yes, I am.

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1 year ago

happy thoughts, they tell me,

"fill your head with happy thoughts"

oh, how i wish to

but the thing is,

my mind

is already crowded

and my demons

won't let any of these

"happy thoughts"

ruin their own

idea of a "merry-go-round"

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stormykatie

1 year ago

i guess it's still in my blood-

the ability to bottle

all my emotions

like they won't

suffocate me

sometimes i wish i can

open up to people

but then,

maybe you can't really teach

an old dog a new trick

afterall

-katie

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stormykatie

1 year ago

We need you! Be kind to yourself. You are a contributor to this amazing world. The words in your writings scared me. 🙏🏼 Peace.

I'm just having a tough year. Thank you for the kind words.

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stormykatie

1 year ago

when i grow up

i want to be

an astronaut,

an author,

a magician

as a child, it was

easy to dream

of anything

a doctor,

a scientist,

a teacher

the world is vast

and full

of possibilities

now a grown woman,

my heart just wants

to be happy

but disappointingly,

happiness is elusive and

life is a sadist

that takes pleasure

in my agony

so in a world where

we can be anything

i became a masochist

-katie

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