Not To Make This Into A Vent Account...

Not to make this into a vent account...

But I don't think anyone in my class likes me that much. They never ask me to help them with their shootings (we go to film school), but then they complain about not having enough people, they barely ever include me in their plans or conversations, sometimes they even put their backs to me when we talk in a group :/

What have I done wrong? I get I'm not very good at shootings (I get overwhelmed easily, I have autism and anxiety which doesn't help), but that can't be the whole reason none of them seem to like me.

I find it hard enough to make connections, but if this keeps going on like this, I may as well give up on making friends.

@tuvok-enjoyer thank you for tagging me!!!

Last song: The Only Heartbreaker by Mitski

Currently watching: Daredevil, The Falcon and The Winter Soldier

Can you tell I'm into superheroes at the moment?

Three ships: OH BOY- Mattfoggy, Sambucky and Dreamling

Again, the superheroes consume me. Dreamling I have no idea why you're there.

Favourite colour: Uhhh mint green?

Usually it's pink but I'm liking mint green too?

Currently consuming: Pretty much just the two shows I already mentioned. Quite a bit of fics too, although no books. Should probably start listening to The Magnus Protocol again, since I am falling behind.

First ship: uh oh... I actually can't remember? But I do remember how I found ao3, when I was reading an IT (2017) x Sense8 fic on Wattpad and the author had stated they also wrote it on ao3. That was 6-7 years ago?

Relationship status: oh boy, single, and happy about it :)

Last movie: If I'm remembering correctly, it was The Rocky Horror Picture Show. I did start watching Come and See at school, but walked out half an hour into it (not because of the film!! I would like to see it at some point!!). The teacher and the rest of my classmates were ruining the experience of a disturbing film, so I left. Probably very dramatic of me, but oh well.

Currently working on: Developing the characters for a superhero idea I've got :3

Overall? This is okay? Also YOU may have superhero fatigue, but I never will >:)

Uh I'll tag:

@artguy123456789

@jaytheaceenby

@a-cartoon-lover

@randomvoices

@jerboadraws

@seraphimsmonsterheaven

Hey saw your post asking for Oc’s and I would mind sharing one of mine with you

TELL ME NOW PLS

Tried to draw them using Dungeon Meshi reference images? They're supposed to be were-rat, cause I love rats :P

Also I wanna make a dungeon meshi oc but I'm still on volume one :(

Should I make an oc for this manga??

Also my psychologist and psychiatrist will test me to see if I have bpd at some point in the next months, so I have that to look forward to. Maybe by then everything will be fine and I won't remember anything bad, meaning the diagnosis that means the most me will never happen.

Not to make this into a vent account...

But I don't think anyone in my class likes me that much. They never ask me to help them with their shootings (we go to film school), but then they complain about not having enough people, they barely ever include me in their plans or conversations, sometimes they even put their backs to me when we talk in a group :/

What have I done wrong? I get I'm not very good at shootings (I get overwhelmed easily, I have autism and anxiety which doesn't help), but that can't be the whole reason none of them seem to like me.

I find it hard enough to make connections, but if this keeps going on like this, I may as well give up on making friends.

I'd love to learn more about your OCs (if you'd like! ;o; )

OKAY I LITERALLY MADE THESE LIL' FELLAS UP TODAY BUT I CAN'T THINK OF ANY OTHER OCS I COULD TALK ABOUT??

Pamran the Ponderer (597, dragon, he/him). A philosopher. Currently, he is mentoring two students, a dwarf and and a human. His best friend/rival philosopher, who gave him a scar on his right eye after they had differing opinions, is an elf. Pamran loves gossip and rumours, but cannot keep secrets.

Aerfor (31, half-elf half-orc, she/her). A fighter who wishes she were a dancer instead. Because of her bigger build and lack of funds, she's saving up to get dance lessons from her hero (who she definitely doesn't have a gay crush on), an elf around her age who is famous for her singing and dancing. She doesn't have a surname because her parents' families didn't want her to "taint" their image, since elves and orcs despise each other.

Marvias Keencrest (53, halfling, he/him). Scribe. Unlucky in love and still getting used to his divorce. Knight fanboy.

Hartwin Auer (39, human, he/him). Stable hand. Grew up on a farm, the reason he had such a connection to animals and the reason he hates animals (except reptiles and amphibians). Youngest of nine, father was obsessed with the military and made the rest of his sons shun Hartwin. Dyes his hair blond for backstory reasons (not trauma, surprisingly). Bad at being on time, paying people and personal hygiene.

Helmyra Bafflehold (176, gnome, she/her). Owner of an inn, one popular amongst adventurers. After hearing enough stories of the world, decided to have an adventure of her own.

These are the sillies!! I have to develop them still, especially Marvias and Helmyra. So far I like them :]