That Whole Thing Where You Stop Calling And Life Progresses And Then You Finally See People And Realize

That whole thing where you stop calling and life progresses and then you finally see people and realize how much time you've missed, is a very real thing. And it hurts. I feel like I'm going to experience that I've already experienced it a couple of times and I hate that feeling it's a very dark and scary feeling that's the best way I can describe it but it just doesn't feel right. And the feeling that you're never really going to get help for whatever it is you're going through. Whatever it is I'm going through should I say. It's like a forever lost feeling the feeling that family members will grow and progress or whatever, and it's kind of like life just ran by at a flash and you didn't get a chance to actually enjoy it and it left you behind. I'm not even that old and I feel like this is already happening to me..... the depression never stops it just kind of eases up every once in awhile. I hate this s***

Oh the feeling you get when you write a long post and "an error occurs" when you go to post it.😤🙂(well wasn't meant for anyone to hear. Even though it meant alot for me and explained alot about the way I think and why I might be the way I am.)

Fear of the Unknown by Thaunknowndreadhead

Joint my brother and I put together

I hate when autocorrect capitalizes things to make it seem like you are being aggressive. Like why is it capitalizing "ok" ? 😅

It is no coincidence that I typed your name in and a bunch of evil s*** came up. Granted the s*** had nothing to do with you, but still that was f****** weird and I know the s*** you're into and what it has caused me and my family in the past. If you don't know what I'm talking about disregard this post but this individual knows who they are

Note to self..you a crazy stupid bitch.