Christmas Angst Part 2

Christmas angst part 2

He was breathing heavily and curling his fingers while shaking in rage. He had grabbed the closest object which happened to be a snow globe and threw it to the floor.

"SHUT THE KRIFF UP!"

"ANAKIN!"

"SIR!"

"Master!"

"I HAVE TOLD YOU TO LEAVE ME ALONE OVER AND OVER AGAIN! BUT YOU WON'T BECAUSE YOUR ALL SELFISH!"

He pointed his finger out into the row of onlookers.

He looked at there shocked and angry faces.

"YOU WANT TO KNOW WHY I HATE THIS STUPID HOLIDAY?!"

He could see a few people look at him wearily.

"BEFORE I WAS BROUGHT TO THE JEDI TEMPLE! I WAS A SLAVE!"

He could feel there shock at that.

"EVERY YEAR JABBA WOULD HAVE THESE HOLIDAY PARTY'S AT HIS PALACE. WHERE ALL THE SLAVER'S AND BOUNTY HUNTERS AND SCUM BAGS OF THE GALAXY!

He growled out each name.

"WOULD COME TOGETHER AND DRINK AND LAUGH AND HAVE FUN!"

He started pointed at himself.

"BUT DO YOU KNOW WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO THE SLAVES?! WHAT WOULD HAPPEN TO ME?!"

He slammed his fist down

"DO YOU?!?!"

Some people flinched.

"THE PEOPLE LIKE ME!"

He stabbed his finger into his chest.

"WERE FORCED TO SERVE THEM! WE WERE FORCED TO SERVE THEM AGAINST ARE WILL!"

He started panting in rage.

"THEY RAPED ME EVERY YEAR SINCE I WAS, FIVE FORCEDAMN, YEARS OLD!"

He held up his fingers showing the number five.

"I WAS RAPED ON LIFE DAY, OVER, AND OVER, AGAIN!"

His body shaked every time he said over.

"SO I'M SORRY THAT I'M NOT JUMPING AROUND IN JOY TODAY! I'M SORRY THAT I WAS A KRIFFING SLAVE. IT MUST BE SUCH AN INCONVENIENCE TO ALL OF YOU! THAT I WON'T SMILE AND, GET OVER IT!"

His face twisted into something ugly at that.

"MERRY KRIFFING LIFE DOWN SCUM BAGS! SORRY FOR THE INCONVENIENCE, TOWARD YOUR PRECIOUS HOLIDAY!"

He was crying at this point but he didn't care. He looked at all of them. He looked at there shocked faces and he ran. No one stopped him when he left the mess hall to shocked to move.

He ran as fast as he could away from them because he didn't want to look at them he was so angry and his throat was raw from all the yelling.

He ran until he found his room and locked himself inside sobbing. For year's he had tried to hide his past. For year's he tried to endure life day. But it was all for nothing because he finally snapped.

He sobbed into his pillow before finally the only good thing happened to him on life day.

He passed out.