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Winter Lightning || Part I
Winter lightning || Part I

Words: 2525
Warnings: none
SUMMARY: Bucky returns to normal life after being a part of Avengers team. One day, on the street of New York, he meets a young woman. He doesn't know yet, that this meeting is gonna change everything he used to know.
Authors: Beast & CassÂ

The city was a vast, intricate, labyrinth of noisy, streets and alleys. He could hear the incessant honking of the vehicles even before the sun rose. Impatient businessmen who had to get to the office, mothers who had to leave their children at their schools, facing the puzzling challenge of navigating through the crowd of parents and children; even some of the teachers who had stopped at the local bakery to get a bagel or two before their morning classes. After every person had reached their respective destination, the traffic congestions cleared significantly as if humungous snakes had eaten their fills and were retracting back into their dark and eerie caves.
Walking down the street, Bucky could smell the fresh batch of sweet and spicy rolls being baked for the lunch hour rush. To him, it was a clear sign of the city slowly waking up. He anticipated to see what the new day would bring for him. Maybe a new reason to run again. Maybe an accidental meeting with someone he used to know before. Or maybe even hope...
She was runing as fast as she only could. âSorry!â That was all she could say, pushing people out of her way, no metter who it was. She was only focused at running away from cold claws of danger.
This young woman has been betrayed by her own family, her life full of happiness and prosperity has changed into an elopement.
Whole city was waking up, when she was still running, all people and smells that were catching her attention before. were now meaningless. All she craved was safty⌠A place that will be safe enough to lost S.H.I.E.L.D's agents that had order to find and capture her because of what she was.
She could feel her heart pounding inside her chest, every breath, and every step was her little prayer.
Suddenly she bumped at well-build man, and trying not to fall onto ground, young woman instinctively caught both of his arms. One of them felt normal, like a flesh, but the other was cold and firm. She quickly looked around and then her glance stopped at the man. âIâm so sorry, sir.â Woman said trying to catch her breath. She moved away from man and continued to run.
Bucky has been taken out of reverie by surprise.
Trying to secure the woman from falling down, he caught her elbows and hold her firmly in the place.
"Not a prob..." he even didn't end his sentence, because girl has rushed to escape.
Bucky shook his head in disbelief, murmuring something in Russian under his breath. He continued his walk down the street, but it wasn't long before he has been stopped again.
The familiar uniform has showed up on the horizon and within few seconds a tall man stopped next to Bucky.
"Excuse me, have you seen a young woman? She had grey hoodie and black pants on?" man asked, looking around.
Bucky hesitated for a moment. Â Â Â Â Â Â Â Â First of all, he was afraid of being exposed. Secondly, he had seen a dread in the eyes of young woman from few minutes before.
He shook his head slightly. "No. I haven't. Sorry." He was glad. He had sounded as firm as it was necessary.
Other man thanked shortly and ran further, leaving Bucky in the middle of sidewalk.
Street was a terrible place, everyone could see her. For sure this weird guy told Agents, that he has seen her⌠And for sure he had shown them direction.
Woman quickly jumped into alley to hide from the crowd of main street. Maybe now she will lose them..
Girl pulled hood onto her head and started walk slowly, looking around. Everything was so⌠New for her. This was first time in her entire life, when she had to run for her life, she couldnât believe, that her own family wanted to get rid of her.
Her family was too high settled, their fame and good reputation was more important than love to their daughter.
Young woman looked around and took a deep breath, she had no idea what to do now. This whole place was filthy. She flinched, when she stepped into mud. âGod⌠How could I end up like this.â She whimpered and continued her walk. She saw stuff, that were really far away from her standards. She used to spend her time in beautiful places, where everything was gorgeous and expensive, but right now she was surrounded by mud, homeless people, rats and stray animals. From woman in dress she changed into a woman wearing the hood and trying to escape from death.
In the same time, Bucky has made quick shopping and headed back to his flat.
He was renting a little apartment on Brooklyn. It had one larger room, little kitchen and the bathroom. Nothing else, but it was enough for him to survive.
Bucky entered his hideout and first steps he headed to the kitchen, where he placed shopping bags on the table's counter. Then he walked back to the front door and man made sure he had locked them.
Bucky flopped onto the old couch, not even taking off his leather jacket. He pulled a box of cigarettes out of his pocket and he lit one, inhaling deeply with a smoke. He couldn't stop thinking about that young woman. Somehow she caught his thoughts.
Cold wind made her shiver, she also wasnât used to such situations.
She took a deep breath and tried to think. What to do now? Where to hide? Is this the end?
Bucky ended his cigarette and he laid down on his couch. Looking up at the ceiling, he was thinking of his previous life, when he used to be part of S.H.I.E.L.D. Now, nothing was the same anymore. Because of his arguments with Tony Stark, he has ended being the enemy number one to everyone. Even to Steve...
Bucky didn't realize, when he fell asleep.
She was tired, trying not to sleep was too hard. Her eyelids were really heavy, but before she even could close her eyes, she saw familiar uniforms somewhere in the crowd. âNo..â She whimpered scared and got up only to quickly run away.
Young woman ran into skyscraper, she tried to knock to many doors, but most of flats were empty at this time or people were simply ignoring her.
She tried on every floor, everytime it was the same: people's ignorance or emptiness.
Finally, she got onto 13th floor. She started banging into door from local F9, which were close to the lift. âPlease! Help me! I need help! I beg you! Show some mercy!â Her voice was nothing more than mix of fear and sob. âPlease⌠I beg you..â Woman whimpered.
Bucky growled deeply as he has been woken up from his dream.
Cursing under his breath, he walked to the door and opened them wide.
"What the fuck you..." he had been snapping for a second, but became silent shortly after. "What the hell.. I remember you.."
She blinked, looking at man, he was like three times bigger than her.
âI⌠I remember you too..â Woman said and wanted to run away but she heard group of people, knocking and checking doors on lower floor.
She shivered, terrified, and looked back at man. âPlease⌠hide me⌠I beg you, donât let them get me.â Woman whimpered, grabbing his arms in act of desperation. Her sight was full of fear and sadness.
When the footsteps get louder, she simply ran into man's flat, not paying attention to him.
Bucky blinked in a disbelief. "Wait... What..." but before he has ended his sentence, the woman just entered his flat without asking about his permission.
"Who do you think you are? I don't need any extra trouble" he hissed, closing the door.
âPlease⌠Please, sir⌠Please⌠hide me, protect me. Iâm begging you.â She whispered full of pure fear and panic, woman even fell onto her knees.
Her breath stopped, when she heard knocking to the door. âOh⌠God⌠NoâŚâ She said quietly and quickly hide in manâs bedroom, not even saying a word.
Bucky looked at her with a cold gaze, then he improved his jacket and went to open the door.
"How can I help you?" he said firmly as he opened the door.
Tall man, dressed in a S.H.I.E.L.D uniform, gave him a little nod. "I'm sorry. We are looking for a young fugitive. Have you seen a not too tall woman with long dark hair, dressed in a hoodie?" man asked simply, looking directly at Bucky.
Barnes made a grimace, like he would be thinking deeply. "No. I was only in the shop today. I haven't seen anyone. No one as you've described" he said calmy, but in his firm tone.
Other guy nodded slightly and thanked him, he simply walked away, knocking to another door.
Woman stood close to bedroomâs door, listening to every word. She had hope that this man wonât tell them she is in his flat, he didnât want to have problems.
She felt guilty for putting him into such a situation, they were complete strangers to each other and she made him deal with S.H.I.E.L.D agents, even when she shouldnât, but her fear and panic were too huge to think rationally.
When man closed main door, she slowly left his room. âUm⌠Sir, I want to apologize for this. I shouldnât do this⌠But my fear of those people is too deep to behave rationally. I really should look at your safety.â She explained slowly, taking off her hood.
Young woman looked slowly around. âYou have⌠nice flat⌠here.â She said, flinching.
Bucky was measuring her with cold glance, his hands on his hips. "Sorry? Is that all you want to say?" he hissed loudly, taking two huge steps towards woman. He stopped in front of her, his face a few inches from her. "Who? Are? You?" he syllabized every word, looking straight into her eyes.
She blinked and whimpered, shielding herself with her arms, when angry man got closer to her. "I... I am Elizabeth... Elizabeth Bonnet... I am an art student.." Woman whispered, even more scared. Right now she was more afraid of him then of agents. He was visibly enraged and he had her at reach of his fingertips.
"I didn't ask about your name" he simply pushed her aside with his shoulder, passing her by and flopping on couch. "I've asked WHO are you. If S.H.I.E.L.D is after you, then it means youâre not only an art student" he pulled out pack of cigarettes and lit one. Bucky put one leg on the other, leaning his back comfortaby on the couch. He inhaled with choking smoke, then he exhaled it, using nose. "Don't stay like that, Miss Bonnet. You can take a sit. Don't worry. I am not gonna hurt ya."
She let out unhappy sound, when he pushed her aside. She turned around, rubbing her shoulder. "I do not know, what I can tell you. They said that.... I'm a mutant.. but.. I did nothing against them." Elizabeth coughed softly and waved her hand trying to blow away smoke, then she looked at the couch. "Um... thank you, sir." She nodded and politely sat on the edge of the couch.
"Now I'm gonna tell you, what will happen next."
Bucky was focusing on the ceiling. He didn't even look at the woman sitting next to him.
"You can stay here. However don't think I'm doing this, because you took me with your begs" he chuckled darkly, puffing his cigarette. "I'm doing this, because I have my own old things to S.H.I.E.L.D. and because I know, how huge assholes they can be."
He sounded a bit too antipathetical then he had wanted.
"I have only one condition. Or maybe two. First, you can use any thing you will find here as your own. I don't have problems with sharing my hideout with you, but you won't be stepping into my way if not necessary. And second, I need to know everything about you and you special abilities."
Bucky rose from the couch and took his jacket off. The metal, bionic arm has gleamed into the sunrays falling into thw room through huge window.
"As you can see, I am not an ordinary person too."
She listened to him, nodding her head at his every word. âO⌠Okay, sir and I understand, sir.â
Elizabeth bit her lips. âI⌠I donât know what to tell you⌠Stuff just start to float around me⌠and I have no control over me.l sometimes.â She said and shrugged.
 Young woman jumped a bit scared, when he got up from couch and took off his jacket, she looked at him with her eyes opened wide. âThatâs why your other arm felt different, when I caught it this morning.â
He rolled his eyes, ending his cigarette. "Yea. Probably that's the reason."
He went to the kitchen and came back holding two oranges. Bucky handled one to the woman.
"I don't want any objects to fly around my place, okay?" he gave her a serious look. "Otherwise you'll be kicked out."
He took a careful look at her. She was so young. And she looked like a real dame.
"Hope those conditions aren't too low for you, Madame." Barnes switched to his ironic voice. "And now. I gotta go for a bit" brunette sighed lazily and went to the hanger, taking his jacket off. "I'm gonna lock the door. Don't let anyone in. And rest. I bet you're tired." After those words, Bucky just left.
She slowly took the orange he has offered her. âThank you, sir⌠I can try to not make them fly⌠but I told you already, I canât control it.â Woman looked at him a bit scared.
She frowned softly. âThis comment was redundant, sir. I am not gonna answer at such an unnecessary question.â Elizabeth muttered, feeling offended.
Woman watched him and nodded slowly. She sighed heavily, when he closed the door. She wasnât used to such places. This man tried to be ironic, but he was right, this place was way low beyond her standards, but she couldnât say no or run away. She had to accept those conditions and try to fit in and live with this man in peace.
She was thinking about this for some time before she slowly fell asleep.
Bucky stood watching the line where heaven touched earth. His wide eyes witnessed the resounding glowing collision. Sparks lit the sky and blood poured, as the glory of paradise descended further behind the seam of the world. Barnes sighed deeply, wrapping leather jacket more around his shoulders. He had spent whole day by walking around the town, thinking. Mostly about the new situation he had been pulled into. He wasn't sure, what to do and what to think. Bucky felt small as he glanced over his shoulder and saw his shadow slowly shrinking towards his feet. He looked back to the line, only a few bright streaks remained to signal heavenâs passing. The sun had set.

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What have I done !? || Bucky x reader one shot

Words:Â 1133
Warnings:Â major character's death, slight cursing, a lot of sadness & angst
SUMMARY:Â Buckyâs still in a shock after a misadventure, as a result of which Captain America has died. Reader's trying to comfort him, even when the fault is on Buckyâs side...
Author: Rouge
A/N: story has been written for the writing challenge made by @letsimagineitall

It was painful to see him like this. All you could do was embrace him and let the torrent of his tears to soak through your shirt. You could feel him clench his fists, not knowing whether to be mad or to give up hope all together. You could hear him silently screaming, suffocating with each breath he took holding onto his pride. You ran your fingers through his hair, time and time again, in an attempt to calm the silent war within his mind. "Everything's gonna be alright, Buck." You slowly stroked his muscular shoulder trying to comfort him as much as it was possible.
"Go away, Y/N!" Bucky pushed your hand away aa he rose from the couch and went apace to the huge window with a view on the city below. He leant his metal forearm against the glass and let out a loud sigh wiping his tears off. You hesitated. You weren't sure how will he react, when you will try to get close to him again. You good knew he was a ball of anger now. But you found a courage and slowly rose from the couch. You headed towards him. "Don't, Y/N." It sounded like an order, so you stopped immediately. "Bucky.. Darling..." "Shut your fucking mouth, Y/N!" Bucky yelled loudly and went out of the room. Instinctively, you've followed him. He slammed into the bathroom door. Bucky didn't care if you saw. He just broke down. The sobs punched through, ripping through his muscles, bones, and guts. Man pressed his forehead against the grimy stall door and began to let his heart yank in and out of his chest. His life crumbled in his fingertips. You weren't scared at that point. You knew you have to do everything. To calm him down. "Bucky" you mumbled quietly as you approached him. Your hand was placed on his nape where you stroked him. "Calm. Down. And talk with me." You were kinda surprised, when he didn't pull away from you. And when he sank onto his knees, you did same, embracing his shoulders. He sobbed into your chest unceasingly, hands clutching at your shirt. You held him in silence, rocking him slowly as his tears soaked your chest. A tiny lapse let him pull away, blinking lashes heavy with tears, before he collapsed again, his howls of misery worsening. The pain must have come in waves, minutes of sobbing broken apart by short pauses for recovering breaths, before hurling him back into the outstretched arms of his grief. "Hush, Buck... It wasn't your fault, darling" you said in the most mild tone you could ever make. "I wanna disappear" he whispered quietly as he breathed heavily. "You should be pretending you don't know me. You should stay away from me. I'm dangerous. It would be better if you would just erase me from your life, Y/N.." "I can't just forget you. That's not how it works" you told him unhesitatingly. He closed his eyes, his head has rested on your laps. As you were stroking his nape, you let your thoughts flow at ease.
Two days before was the saddest day ever. Bucky has killed Captain America. It was nothing more but a misadventure. Both men were on the mission to Serbia. There, they branch has been attacked by enemies. They were taken by surprise. Bucky managed to escape from under the firing. Of course, he was trying to come back for Steve. He found his pal, when Captain was attacked by heavily armed enemy soldier. Trying to help his friend, Bucky took the aim and shot. He was aiming to the foe. But the other one was much faster. Guy pulled Captain ahead, using him as a shield. The bullet went straight through Captain's chest, piercing his aorta. The second man disappeared, when the chaos has reigned. Bucky, being in panic and shock, was about to do something to save his friend. But it was too lateâŚ
 âB.. BuckâŚâ
 âHush.. Oh God, hush, Steve. You need to stay conscious. Do you hear me? Focus. Natasha!! For fuckâs sake! Quickly!â
 Steve choked with his own blood.
 âOh God! Steve! STEVE! Motherfucker, don't ya dare to close those eyes!â
 Steve reached hand placing it in Buckyâs metal arm.
 âDon'tâŚ. D⌠Blame.. Yourself..â
 âShut up, pal. You need to stay calm. Everything's gonna be alright!â
 Steve closed his eyes.
Bucky pressed the wound on his friendâs chest with his bionic hand.
 âNo! No! No! Rogers, you old prick, don't do this to me!! Natasha!!! You fucking bitch, move your fucking ass up here! Steve's dying!â
 âBuck.. Cold.â
 Huge tears rolled over Buckyâs cheeks.
 âSteve. I beg you. Stay with me. You have to stay with me, brother. I won't make this without you! Weâre brothers under the Sun.. Remember?â
 âMmmmhmm⌠Ah.. ..It's burning..â
Captain's voice was nothing but a quiet whisper, although his lips seemed to not move at all.
 âHush, Steve, I'm with you, pal.. Oh God, what I've done..â
 â...mmmmm.. I've⌠Accepted it.. Don'tâŚ. Buck⌠It⌠Feels⌠LikeâŚâŚ.. Mmm.. Home..â
 âSteve?! Dear God!! Steven!?â
 Captain's chest stopped to move.
 âI won't forget youâŚâ Bucky, trembling all over his body, reached with his metal fingers to Steve's eyes and he slowly closed them down. âYou'll never be replaced⌠Forgive me..â
Captain America has passed away in Bucky's arms.
"I'm a monster. How can you even look at me?" his voice has broke down. "I'm a fucking murderer. It will be better if you will forget me. Forget us." "I won't." This time you hissed angrily. "You know I love you. No matter what. We are a couple. I'll be with you for good and for bad." He nuzzled to your knees. "Look. Imma mess. I've let all those people down.. I've let myself down. I've killed Captain. I've killed my friend.. I've murdered him..." You wanted to slap him in the face. He was pissing you out with blaming himself. It was an accident. And everyone knew it. "I will never leave your side. We're in this together." As you touched his yet wet cheek, he shivered under your touch. "Will.. You won't leave?" he raised his chin to look you in the eye. "Never. And I won't forget you. You're the best thing in my life." He nodded.
You woke up in the middle of the night after a terrifying nightmare. Instinctively and blindly, you touched the second part of your bed.
You let out a sigh of relief, when your hand rested on his bionic limb. He was there. He didn't run away. It was a sign. That he was trusting you. That was the most important. You knew a hard time was about to come. But you were prepared. Not only for yourself. Mostly for him.


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Important files || Bucky Barnes x reader
A/N: storyâs been written for @thepaperpanda writing challenge.
Summary: in the stormy night reader visits Bucky to share the fact of finding important files with him.
Words: 1265

The storm has come.
Bucky looked out of the window at the blizzard the weather-man had promised. But it was stronger. He watched as his driveway disappear in the sure knowledge that heâd only have to dig it out again in the morning. When the power winked out he raised his eyes to the heavens with a sigh and went for the flashlight, feeling his way to the cupboard only to find it missing. He vaguely recalled lending it to Sam. With a spark of relief he remembered there was still some life left in his laptop battery. From the light of the screen he could at least do some work. Already the temperature in the house had dropped so much he needed the duvet from his bed, but in the familiar glow of the screen and the clack of the keyboard, he could at least ignore the storm.
It wasnât often for Bucky to do paperwork, however he didnât want to step into next argument with Stark, so he reluctantly agreed to prepare some reports for him.
He was tired after exhausting day at the Tower. He had few trainings, including one with new recruits. He liked to share his knowledge with others, especially some regarding martial arts, but this new group was the toughest one.
Later, Bucky had a meeting with Steve and Sam. They were chatting over coffee. Bucky found himself enjoying moments like that. Steve was his pal, Sam could be counted like one, too.
Bucky smiled at the memory from few hours earlier.
Steve. His Steve has changed so much! Now, he was no longer a helpless man who needed to be protected. He âgrew upâ. He became strong and confident. Bucky liked that change, although he didnât show he do.
Something pulled him out of his thoughts. Knocking.
He rose from his bed putting laptop on the night table. He rushed to front door and opened them.
âY/N?â Bucky cocked his brow up seeing you on the porch. You were soaked from the snow and rain.
âCan I come in?â you didnât ask, you only managed to jingle your teeth.
He blinked but nodded quickly.
âSure, come in,â he shifted a bit to make a space for you to enter.
You eagerly stepped in, and smiles when Bucky helped you with your coat.
âThanks.â
âNo problem,â he responded. âWhat brings you here so late?â Bucky asked.
You put your bag on the floor, and you crouched searching through it. After a while you pulled a red briefcase. You looked up at Bucky handling it to him.
âI thought you may want to know..â
Bucky frowned a bit but he reached out and took the folder in his metal hand. He walked to the living room, and you followed him carefully.
Man took a seat on his couch. You didnât know how to act, so you stood in the hollway just peeking into the room, and waiting at his reaction.
âC'mon, Y/N, I wonât bite,â he chuckled softly in a deep voice of his, then Bucky pointed at the armchair standing on the opposite side of the room, âplease, Y/N, take a seat and tell me whatâs that exactly?â he put up hand in which he was holding the folder.
You gave a nod.
âI started to work for Stark recently after they moved me to his department,â you started, âhe left his office earlier today leaving me the keys. I had to lock his office and our open space,â you continued, âso I did. But before that I went to his office to put some important reports into his cabinet.â
You stopped to take a breath.
âWater?â Bucky offered.
âYes, pleaseâŚâ you agreed.
He gave you a smile and he left the room. Bucky came back within two minutes, with two glasses of water in both of his hands. He handled one to you and you took it thanking him.
âSo I opened his cabinet and few briefcases fell out of there. He always has a mess in documents,â you rolled your eyes, but when you noticed the cocked brows of Bucky, you shook your head, âforgive me that digression. And when I was gathering them, I found your nameâŚâ
Bucky frowned and looked at the briefcase he was keeping in his hand. Indeed, his name was written with capital letters. Man frowned even more looking briefly at you.
He quickly opened the folder and pulled a handful of documents. He started to read them.
The silence was insupportable. But you waited politely.
When Bucky ended reading he lowered his head down simply putting documents at the couch.
âI⌠I am in shock,â he mumbled in thoughtfulness. âI didnât know they cut off all informations about me. They just erased the fact I exist. Thatâs why Steve was never truly looking for me⌠S.H.I.E.L.D. has made him believe I was deadâŚâ a tear ran down his cheek. âFuckers!â Bucky hit the table standing in front of the couch with his metal hand clenched in a fist.
âBuckyâŚâ your voice was nothing more than a whisper.
âHow do you think, Y/N, did Steve know? Did he have any suspicions that they could be lying?â Bucky addressed this question more to himself than to you.
Shyly, you got up and walked to him, you knelt in front of him and took his both hands into your palms.
âIf he would have a single sparkle of suspicion, heâd do everything to find you, Buckyâ you said firmly. âDonât you doubt in this.â
You stroked his palms looking him straight in the eye. You knew he needed support now. You both could be only colleagues from work, but still, he was very important for you.
âWhyâŚâ his vocie broke into a stutter. âWhy⌠You.. HelpedâŚ. WhyâŚâ
âI wanted you to know the truth. Iâve heard a lot about your conflict with Stark. And how it has influenced your relationship with Steve,â you explained shortly. âI saw that you were torn apart.â
He swallowed rubbing his temples.
âNow it does have sense,â he chuckled darkly. âI bet Stark knew about whole situation, but did literally nothing to clarify it.â
Bucky got up from the couch and went to huge window. He leant his forehead against the cold glass letting the sorrow overcome him.
You approached man and dared to put hand on his shoulder.
âForgive me if I made you sad with those informations, but I felt you should know.â
He shook his head.
âI understand and appreciate what youâve done. I was looking after those documents for so long. It hurts, but I feel kinda calm by now,â Bucky turned his head to you and gave you a smile. âThank you, Y/N. Well, Iâd like to do something in returnâŚâ his sentence hung between two of you like a sharp knife. The atmosphere became dense.
âOkayâŚâ
âWould you mind if I would ask you for a lunch or something?â
You smirked. He definitely wasnât good in talking. Especially to women.
âSure, but I donât want to cause you any inconveniences.â
âY/N, hush girl,â Bucky smiled sadly. âAt least let me do something for you. You did something for me, too.â
You nodded happily.
âSure, Bucky. Thank you.â
He led you to the door and helped you with your coat.
âI thank you. It means a lot, Y/N.â
When you left his house you didnât notice, that Bucky was still glancing at you through the window smiling softly.
And the power hasnât been switched on yet.

Wow wow wow! Oh My God! I love it! I love it so much! itâs so romantic! and so sweet! You did a great job. Your story has great descriptions and itâs full of emotions! You are amazing! Thank you so much for your participation.
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Commander of his heart ~ James Barnes x Reader romantic one shot
Words: 1400
A/N: Itâs just some fluffy/romantic story for my lovely Pandas & their challenge! @thepaperpanda
Summary: Action takes place before events from World War II. Bucky & Reader have a romantic dinner, but what happens later make Reader happy like never before.

You put on red dress to your knees and black high hills. You make your hair into a braid and check yourself in a mirror for one last time. Smokey eyes, red lips, contoured eyebrows. You can admit you look sexy. You also hope HEâS GONNA LIKE IT.
You are ready for your date with the most incredible and interesting man you know. James Barnes.
You arrive on the place before the time. You are a perfectionist and you are always on the time.
You have a long black coat on you, itâs a chilly evening on Brooklyn.
When you hear footsteps nearby, your muscles tense.
It only deepens when a pair of familiar hands is placed on your shoulders.
âExcuse me, ma'am, you got lost?â Strong voice whispers straight into your ear.
You feel a shiver running down your spine, and you smile in the darkness of the street.
âMaybe. Do you want to help me find a proper way?â You reach your hand back to stroke his nape.
You hear him purring deeply.
âYour ask is my command, ma'am,â he giggles softly turning you around to face him.
And you melt within a second only by looking him in the eyes.
James is ao handsome and you literally canât take your eyes of him.
He has short dark hair, but they look so fluffy.
His eyes are in the color of a stormy ocean.
And that smile on his lipsâŚ
You feel little weakness in your knees, fortunately he offers you his arm.
âShall we, doll?â His voice is so deep and you canât resist, you nod.
âWith a pleasure, handsome.â
He takes you to a cosy restaurant.
Youâve been there few times before, and youâre glad he picked this place.
Heâs a real gentleman.
First, he takes your coat and his own jacket, he carries them to the cloakroom.
Subsequently, James moves chair backwards for you a bit and push it gently forward shortly after.
He takes a seat in front of you, on the opposite side of the table, that mischievous smile is still present on his lips.
After the waiter took your orders, you smirk at Barnes.
âYou look fabulous,â James says, and you know heâs telling the truth.
You blush.
âThank you, BuckâŚâ In this moment your voice is as soft and quiet as a warm summer breeze.
The waiter brings a bottle of the most expensive champagne.
Bucky waves his hand briefly to give man a signal to go away, so waiter nod and disappears between other guests.
âIâm happy you agreed to meet with me,â heâs still smiling and with every second your heart is melting faster.
Youâre playing with lock of your hair playfully.
âHow could I say ânoâ, huh?â You wink at him.
Bucky laughs audibly sipping on his champagne. He reaches for your hand above the table and you both tangle fingers together.
Your heartâs skipping a beat strongly in your chest.
âIâve never met someone like you before, Y/N,â Buckyâs eyes are glistening in the light of lamps hanging under the ceiling. âYouâre the best. Smart and beautiful, and yet so shy,â brunette lowers his tone, âit turnes me on.â
He teases the bottom of your hand and you canât help but chuckle softly.
âOh, Bucky!â You raise your glass. âTo us.â
âTo us,â he repeats, then sips his alcohol to the bottom.
The dinner goes amazing.
You both are happy by spending time with each other. You talk and laugh, enjoying meals.
When the orchestra starts playing the waltz, Bucky gets up and asks you to dance.
He has his strong arms wrapped around your waist while one of your hands is placed on his shoulder, and other on the chest.
You nuzzle you cheek to his neck.
âIt feels amazing, Bucky,â you whisper. âThank you for all of this.â
You hear him breathing out loudly.
âNo need to thank me. Itâs you who made my evening the most wonderful ever.â
Barnes is rocking with you in his muscular arms to the rhythm of the music.
You can give everything to make this moment never end.
You close your eyes and inhale his scent.
He smells splendidly. Itâs a mix of nice perfumes, sipped alcohol, cigarettes and something more, which you canât name, but somewhere in the back of your head this smell is associated with freedom and sense of security.
You both are like that for few next minutes, until the song is over.
Then he leads you back to your table. You end dinner and another bottle of champagne.
âItâs getting late, my dear,â you say with sadness. âI have to go back home. I start work earlier tomorrow, besides I bet you also want to rest a bit before next day on duty, donât you, soldier?â You slip hand under your chin to rest it on your palm.
Bucky gives a small nod.
âYouâre absolutely right, doll. Letâs go.â
You both get outside.
The night is cold, little cloudlets of vapor are exhaled with every word you speak.
âYou live close enough so we can take a walk there,â Bucky suggests and you eagerly agree.
He offers you his arm and you take it.
He chooses the walk by the promenade at the Hudson river. You both are walking slowly holding hands.
âIâm so glad weâre together, Bucky,â you say openly when you stop for a while to look at the river illuminated with city lights. âYou know, Iâve never had a real relationship. My friends were warning me of you. But I didnât listen.â
He wraps arm around your waist and pulls you closer to him.
âIâm glad, too. My girl is the most adorable doll in the whole world,â he leans down to you and crushes his lips on yours. He tastes wonderful. You give kiss back.
Bucky looks you deep in the eyes.
âYou came down on me like summer rain, wearing nothing but your love Y/N. The shivers I get when you call my name, canât explain this, Y/N.â
You feel like tears are forming in the corners of your eyes, and one of the run down your rosy cheek. James wipes it with thumb.
Oh, you are so in love with this guy!
âI want to see every sunrise in your eyes, Y/N. I want to see every sunset on your smooth skin,â Bucky caresses your cheeks gently, then he places next lovingly kiss on your lips.
You wrap arms around his neck pulling him deeper into the kiss.
âYouâve changed my life, Buck.â
He smirks and laughs subtly.
Suddenly he takes two steps backwards.
âBucky?â You ask confused.
The familiar smile is still present on his lips when he reaches to the internal pocket of his jacket. He pulls a little square box, and itâs when your heart stops.
Since that moment you feel like youâd be watching the movie in slow motion.
âBUCKY,â you cover your mouth seeing how man slowly kneels down on one knee.
He opens the box and you can see a beautiful ring with a crystal in your favorite color, namely red.
âWeâve been through a lot for last year, Y/N. You mean a world to me. I want to have you by my side forever. Beside, every soldier needs a commander of heart. Will you grant me this honor and will you marry me, Y/N?â
You feel how your knees get weak, but you manage to keep yourself in a place.
âBucky⌠Of course! Of course, my love!â
You give him your hand and he places the ring on your finger. You pull hand to your face to look at it.
âOh God.. Bucky.. The ring is resplendent! You shouldnât haveâŚâ
He doesnât let you end your sentence giving you a long passionate kiss.
You purred into it happily.
Bucky accompanies you to your flat to make sure you are safe.
You stand in front of your doors, and you find a courage in yourself. Well. Bucky is now your fiancĂŠ, so why not?!
âWill you stay the nighâ You bite your lower lip looking shyly at him, but when you notice sparks in his blue eyes, youâre sure you made a good decision.
âWith a pleasure, Y/N,â he responds.
You both get to your flat. You lock the door.
You good know itâs gonna be the best night of your life.
"My dog ate your christmas presentâ Â || Bucky Barnes x reader drabble

Words: 774
Warnings: none
SUMMARY: Bucky's dog ate the present for reader. Bucky had to invent something ad hoc.
Author: Beast.
A/N: Drabble written for @caplansteverogers writing challenge. I hope you don't mind me changing the character I was supposed to write about.

Shit, shit, shit!â Bucky was running over his room looking for something, when Steve stepped in.
âHey, pal, what's up?â Captain asked.
Bucky only waved his hand slightly. âI have a problem here...â James laughed nervously. âI mean, just look at this messâ  he pointed at the corner.
Steve frowned but looked at the direction his pal has pointed.
He noticed Bucky's dog. The animal was laying on the floor eating a colorful decorative gift paper.
âIs this...?â Rogers gave Bucky a look. âYes. It it.â Bucky sat on the bed slipping hands in his hair. âWhat I'll do now?â man wailed loudly. âThis one time I thought it'll be nice. That I'll make HER happy. It's Christmas time... And again I failed.â
âHey, hey!â Steve took a seat next to his friend and wrapped arm around him. âHush, bud, don't worry. We still have time. We can make it up.â
âHow?â Bucky spreaded his arms in a gesture of helplessness. âWe have only an hour to Christmas Eve. I won't find anything proper for her now.â
Steve sighed. âSo maybe just tell her the truth? She's gonna understand I bet.â
Bucky looked at his dog. âBoof!â animal barked happily waving its tail. âHey, you. Yes, you! I wouldn't be so happy if I'd be on your place, mate! Hey, I'm talking to you!â Bucky snarled deeply rolling his eyes while dog got up and rushed briskly to his owner. German shepherd sat in front of the bed and put its head on Bucky's laps.
âC'mon, Champo!â Bucky sighed, but finally he ruffled dog's fur. âWho was a bad boy?â Dog looked at man with his huge eyes.
âHaha, just look at him, Bucky!â Steve smirked and also pated dog's head. âCan those eyes lie?â
Bucky cocked his brows looking at Steve. âEh. Only this time! Bad boy! Bad doggo!â
Champo wagged his tail happily and barked again.

When gifts were given, Bucky still had his eyes on you.
âHey! Does everyone have a gift?!â Tony yelled loudly outshouting others. He briefly looked at you and frowned a bit. âHey! Bucky! You were responsible for dispensation of presents! Where is the one for Y/N?!â
Bucky blushed slightly and desperately glanced at Steve, who only gave him a nod.
You blinked when Bucky approched you. âY/N, let me explain...â he stuttered a bit.
You lowered your head shrugging. âIt's okay, Bucky. I know you had a lot on your shoulders lately. I'm not mad at all. It's okay.â
He slipped his metal palm under your chin and forced you to pick your head up and to look into his eyes. âIt's not like that, Y/N. I didn't forget.â Bucky took your face into his hands. "My dog ate your Christmas present."
 You blinked few times. âE... Excuse me?â you enquired. âJust what you've heardâ Bucky mumbled quietly. âI left it on my bed. When I came back I found him eating your present.â
You slowly put your hand up covering your mouth.
âY/N, everything's alright?â man narrowed his brows.
You bursted into laugh. âOh, God! Bucky!â
As confused as he was at that moment, Bucky tilted his head slightly. âHave I done something wrong?â
âNo! Of course not!â you giggled happily. âI just thought you forgot!â
Bucky blushed once again ruffling his hair. âI haven't. This time it was just an unfortunate coincidence.â
You smiled at him brightly stroking his cheek. âMy lovely unlucky fellowâ you chuckled gaily.
Bucky looked at the rest of Avengers over his shoulder. They were sitting at the long table, drinking and eating and enjoying their presence in that special time of the year. Bucky looked you deep in the eye, then he wrapped his arms around your waist pulling you closer to him
âB.. Bucky? What are you doing?â you asked nervously looking around. âSomeone can spot us!â âI. Don't. Careâ he smiled widely at you, then he leant down and kissed you deeply.
âWoooaaah!â Tony rose from his seat, he was glancing at you two. âCan you see this, guys!? Barnes has girlfriend!â he clapped his hands eagerly. The rest of the team was cheering loudly and cheerfully, whistling.
Bucky broke the kiss and pressed his rough lips to your nose. âTaking I don't have any reserve present for ya, so here I am. I'm gonna be your Christmas giftâ man whispered into your ear.
You felt like your cheeks were blushing fastly, so you nodded. âYes, please!â you nuzzled to him purring softly.
Rest of the Christmas dinner went quietly in a wonderful atmosphere.You and Bucky didn't have to hide anymore. Now you were a real couple.

Bravo for our girl!!!
Marvel

* =NSFW/NSFW(ish)
Bucky
* 40â˛s Bad Boy - by @beefybuffybucky
* Cozy - by @lovelynemesis
Sleeping Incident - by @buckys-fossil
* The Look On His Face - by @marvelspnbaby
Made For You - by @chrevastan
* Sinful Sunday - by @kittenofdoomage
* I Like Me Better - by @buchonians
Bruce Banner
My Hero - by @theridiculouspanda
* Protector - by @emilyevanston
Going to the Tree Farm - by @marveluniverseimagines (I donât think I ever want to experience a tree farm)
Steve
Iâll Take Care of You - by @createdbytinyaddiction
* Back Home - by @marvelspnbaby
Be My Autumnal Muse - by @thepaperpanda
Headcanons - by @ptersparkers
Showing - by @marvelous-avengers
* The Number of Dates - by @emilyevanston
All For You - by @caplansteverogers
Cap Letting You Use His Shield - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Loki
Playing With His Hair - by @whirlybirbs
* Throne Ride - by @izawrites
Loki Being Fascinated By You - by @multifandomhaven
Frank
Couldnât Take it Anymore - by @propertyofpoeandbuckyÂ
Domesticity - ^^^Â
Lucky Charms - ^^^
Poltergeists For Sidekicks - by @bubble-tea-bunny
Asking Frank to Stay - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
TâChalla
Imagine Being in Wakanda - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Jealousy Headcanons - by @cupcakequeen1999-3
Sam
Waking You Up From A Nightmare - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Helping You Through A Nightmare - by @marveluniverseimagines
Clint
Thereâs A Halo Wrapped Around You - by @caplansteverogers
The Flesh is A Tomb - ^^^
I Got You - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Making Out After A Party & * Finishing What You Started - by @marveluniverseimagines
Tony
Dating Would Include - by @cat-scratch-fandoms
Pregnant - ^^^ (Iâm going to pretend there wasnât a mistake here)
Tony Catching You In His Lab - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord
Thor
The Cape - by @ptersparkers
* Round Two - by @whatstruthgottodowithit
Wanda
Taking Care of You - by @leylanesobsessions
* The Problem With The T-Shirt - by @captnbarnesrogers
Flirting - by @wlw-headcanons
Natasha
New Memories - by @baked-bean-bekah
Fever - by @littlemisssyreid
Other
* Twoâs A Handful - by @silverlullabies ~ Bucky & Steve
Youâre Ours - by @marvel-wlw ~ Natasha & Wanda
* Sex With the Avengers - by @warfiplier ~ Preference
Something Unexpected That They Do In A Relationship - by @fly-on-my-sweet-angel ~ Preference
Wade Waking You Up From A Nightmare - by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord ~ Deadpool
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