Dont You Hate When Youre Listening To A Song And Think About How Someone From Your Life Would Really

don’t you hate when you’re listening to a song and think about how someone from your life would really love it, but you can’t tell them because of how badly you screwed things up with them in the past? because you were both too young and too emotionally inept to clearly communicate and now your relationship is rocky at the best of times and you can’t share the song with them because they would think that its a sign that you want to go back to how things were. but you don’t. because every time she tries to take things back to how things were without fixing the damage that was done i get overwhelmed and shut her out and shut myself down completely and you can't keep doing that because it inconveniences all of your friends?

because omg same

me: hey brain it’s like, 11 at night. and i’m pretty tired. do we think i could go to sleep ?

brain: nahhhhhhh better things to do !

me: okay. like what

brain: i’m not telling lol

the human body is so fucked up, so i would like to take a moment to appreciate one thing :

the fact that our body gives us warning signals just before we throw up !

iconic. the astronomical amounts of saliva, the sore jaw, the hot flashes. incredibly helpful to me.

this isn’t even sarcastic

this is your friendly neighbourhood reminder that you are allowed to do things even if it goes against the “brand” you’ve created for yourself.

you’re known for drinking coffee, but want a hot chocolate today ? that’s alright.

known for staying up late, but want to go to bed earlier ? that’s okay

and the best bit is, you don’t owe anyone an explanation either. do what makes you happiest, even if what that is changes over time. it’s alright and i love you.

okay so i -think- i might be autistic, right ? and i was reflecting on my past so i will now take you on a journey back to when i was in year 8

i was arguing with my friend (diagnosed autistic) in class, it was getting more and more heated, and then our teacher told us that “if we’re going to continue that, then you can take it outside” and now that i look back on it, i feel like he just meant for us to shut up and sit down. but both of us looked at him. looked at each other. went outside and kept arguing for like 2 minutes until he came out and told us to come back in ?! lol. anyways.

that makes me laugh

there’s something very jarring about being in my uni hall common room watching the news. hearing about the russia-ukraine crisis, and then just to my right there’s 3 guys playing call of duty ?

like ? ?? it’s just so ? dystopian ?