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Goretober Day 27: Starvation
"Looks..so..tasty.." ----------------------------
Yeah, y'know what? I'm not gonna stop this lad, poor boi hasn't eaten in days. Just let him eat the brain.
I don't know what to name the character right now, but they still kinda belong to me.
Then don't 💕✨️ Live your authentic life being autistic. Get a new therapist that specializes in autism. Having someone explain to you why you do things the way you do it, and tell you IT'S OK, is pretty rad. Don't let people try to force you into a NT frame. 💕
Change
Is it such a radical statement to say I don't want to change? Is it so hard to understand that I don't want to force myself to make eye contact in an interview for a job I don't want? To drain my energy by talking to people I don't feel comfortable with?
My comfort zone is just that. I like it here. I don't want to leave. I want to get better at taking the bus, I want to get better at managing my panic attacks, but I don't feel the need to pressure people into being my friends or be dishonest about who I am, the way my parents and my therapist say I should.
I am in no way saying I want the world to change to better suit my needs. I would just like to be able to make small adjustments to make my immediate environment suck a little less butt without feeling judged. I don't want to just live with it. I don't want to let go of things that aren't a big deal. I don't want to calm down. I don't want to try to live an allistic life in an autistic body. I just want to exist peacefully.
Ugh. Agh! Oh no.
I just realized that ‘pretty’ is spelled like *that*
Like, ‘petty’ with an ‘r’
pretty
I…
GAH
If you have achieved something, please remember to observe a mandatory period of basking in the warm glow of your achievement like a lizard on a stone, lest you teach your brain that effort is futile, actually, because it didn't get to enjoy its happy chemicals, so, naturally, nothing good ever comes of trying. (And no, avoiding punishment is not a reward!)
I recommend, like, 5% of basking time in relation to whatever time you invested into achieving the thing minimum. And if you can't make your own bask, friend-brought is fine (= tell your friends!).
sometimes you just have to let yourself be a bit neurodivergent.
i hate going out, it gives me a lot of anxiety and sensory input that i dont like, and i am often forced to talk to people.
so i do this thing on more difficult days, or sometimes just for fun, where i "bring a fictional character with me". i walk and imagine Fictional Character walking next to me. they talk to me, reassure me, hype me up, whatever i need them to do.
today dean winchester came christmas shopping with me. he went over the list with me of stuff i needed to get, told me i was doing a good job every time i finished in a certain shop, reminded me to take a deep breath when i got a little overwhelmed.
and yea. its kinda silly. and i know its just me talking to myself in a different voice, but it Works! especially since all of my special interests/hyperfixations tend to be tv/movie related.
so do what you gotta do to Get Shit Done. stop holding yourself to neurotypical standards. if you need Fictional Character to tell you you're doing a good job, do it! if you need Favourite Singer to walk you to school, do it! yea it might feel silly but you're literally fighting against your own brain to get stuff done every single day. you can have a little self indulgent daydream, as a treat.
!!!CW:GORE!!!
Goretober day 19:Surgery
Do you mind if I pick your brains?
me: hey brain it’s like, 11 at night. and i’m pretty tired. do we think i could go to sleep ?
brain: nahhhhhhh better things to do !
me: okay. like what
brain: i’m not telling lol
By now you must know Taylor is a hero of mine. By example of course.
Taylor Swift
Brrrraaaaiinnnnssss....
Obble-y Gobble-y
Legions of Zombies! They'll
Beat you and bite you 'till
You're turned as well.
Dubious research in
Necro-neurology
Lead to this outbreak we
Can't seem to quell.
while writing something creepy
Effed up brain: awwww this is so cute i love this so muchhhh
Not so effed up brain: no stop no. this is bad.
Third brain: i’m hungry
I think this is probably my favourite Voltaire video ever. 🤣
mmm.... brains....
Cool! 😍😍
I went to the tianguis (market) for more stickers and pins
Inktober #12. Zombie
