Good Fortune Comes To Us In Surprising Ways, So Always Keep Your Eyes, Ears, And Mind Open To Be Wowed

 good fortune comes to us in surprising ways, so always keep your eyes, ears, and mind open to be wowed by positive unexpected things in your life from now on.

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AHHH thanks lmaoooo. 😂🩷 I'm SO HAPPY that you're back! I missed you a lot. 🥺

the best welcome back message award goes to @tired-and-triggered

TW: Vent Post ⚠️

I just realized we're so close to 200 followers... But I have no idea if we can actually reach that milestone. I've lost so many mutuals and followers out of nowhere, and it still keeps happening. Every time I gain a new follower, I lose 3 more. Sometimes my follower count decreases after I gain new followers??? It's just painfully comical, seeing my follower count fluctuate randomly. I swear this must be some sort of technical glitch or something. Because there's no way people are actually unfollowing me as I gain new followers, at the same time?? Something's definitely not adding up. The first couple of times this happened, I didn't mind it as much. But then it became a consistent pattern. Losing around 3 followers for every new follower I gain, so that there's never a net increase in followers. The graph is always a goddamn plateau, if I'm lucky. And the saddest part is, I have to follow people back if I want to ensure that they keep following me. This is why I feel incredibly hurt when a mutual randomly unfollows me for no reason. Another really interesting thing I've noticed is that, my follower count only "increases" when p0₹n bots start following me. 🙂 I wish I was kidding. And then it goes back to the previous count after they're blocked and reported. But this never happens when I gain actual, human followers. Then the follower count decreases, like I mentioned before. It's so frustrating.

People say this is the site where follower count is insignificant, but I don't think that's true. Every other day I come across posts celebrating the event of hitting a particular follower milestone, and their follower count is always MASSIVE. I'm talking 1k+ , sometimes even 10k+ . And then I think of my pathetic little blog which hasn't even managed to reach 200 followers in 2 fucking years. I feel miserable. It seems like only the blogs that literally spam-upload posts are the ones that have thousands of followers (by "spam-upload" I mean posting like, 20-30 posts in a minute??? 50 in half an hour??? And they always seem to upload stolen posts with irrelevant, clout-chasing tags 💀) It's so unfair, because this implies that you have to blog like your life depends on it, in order to gain followers. You can't be inactive for a few months, because then you'll lose all the engagement. This isn't me begging for followers btw, just a vent post because I felt like screaming into the void.

Thank you so much for tagging me! 🩷 I rarely get mentioned in tag games, so this means A LOT to me. 🥺🥹🫶

5 happy/positive songs that describe me are (media included):

1. No Roots - Alice Merton (perfectly describes my tendency to never settle & my whimsical nature)

2. You Don't Own Me - Lesley Gore (this isn't exactly "happy", but it still perfectly describes me)

3. Ghungroo - Arijit Singh ft. Shilpa Rao (this is a Hindi song about dancing like no one's watching & I relate to the chorus SO HARD lmaoooo🤣🤣)

4. If You Love Her - Forest Blakk (again, not really a "happy" song, but when I listened to it for the first time, I just knew this was my song. Like, they wrote this for me.)

5. Watermelon Sugar - Harry Styles (I KNOW what this song actually talks about and NO I've NEVER experienced that, but this song feels personal because of that one line: "...Baby, you're the end of June." Why? Because my birthday's around the end of June😭)

Tagging: @whatmyheartdesires @ashlakh @maintohthakgayibhaishaab

okay I think I should do some happier songs that describe me instead of those five depressing ones, so here are some others

Dream - Priscilla Ahn (the first verse literally describes my childhood)

Lush Life - Zara Larsson (literally my teen years)

Still Falling For You - Ellie Goulding

Enchanted - Taylor Swift

Mean - Taylor Swift

@aliferousdreamer