It Might Just Be My Aggressively Dysfunctional Childhood Speaking But If Somebody Has The Nerve To Yell

It might just be my aggressively dysfunctional childhood speaking but if somebody has the nerve to yell at you, ESPECIALLY a man, you gotta escalate. Im looking at all you sensitive anxious babies. Yell louder, throw things. They respond by yelling louder, throwing things? YELL LOUDER, CHASE THEM

You ever just remember that there’s whole years of your life that you kinda don’t remember.

And that when you think of the events that happen outside of school, you can’t think of anything at all.

Like damn, all my memories (that I actually have) are in school and not at home like that’s a little suss.

I can fly I can fly I can fly also I don’t wanna sleep fuck you

can not talk to people without psychosis their ideas of persecutory delusions are so BORING where is the drama “euegehwgwhw people are talking about me behind my back :( the government is spying on me!” bitch theres a giant evil centipede with a humans face that can turn into your carpet at will and she is living in ur room.

I hate that I’m mentally ill enough to be hospitalized for life when I’m off my meds. I hate that I’m always so tempted to get off them despite this awareness

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