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Happy lesbian day to my wife and her girlfriend ONLY. Keep being grossly soft and in love.

If someone doesn’t at least occasionally re-evaluate their gender and sexuality I can’t trust them tbh. What do you mean you are the same person you were a decade ago? Couldnt be me

“I’m 22 it’s absurd that I’m still questioning my sexuality” bestie you will not believe who was still having a bi crisis at 22 it’s your favorite guy

reblog if you’ve read fanfictions that are more professional, better written than some actual novels. I’m trying to see something

A (straight ☹️) guy I’ve been drooling over since freshman year just called me great looking and I might implode actually

It is finally SWEATER WEATHER (just barely) lads, ladies and ladles! It’s time to CRACK OUT the BLACK SWEATERS for the winter.

"Guy" and "man" have different connotations with adjectival nouns. Like "tree guy" = arborist but "tree man" = he lives in a tree, or maybe he is a tree.

Messaging people for the first time is so hard. What am I supposed to say? Like, "You seem really odd and your blog intrigues me. Do you want to have philosophical conversations or perhaps talk about fictional characters?" What! Whatever. I will just follow you back and stare at your blog with my big beautiful brown eyes.

In today’s delightul thoughts: I spent my teens trying to not be my mother and now I’m spending my 20s trying to not be my father and somehow I’m sensing that I will become both of them eventually

I want a Hawthorn in my life (and preferably in my bed). SOMEONE needs to handle me at my most prickly and unlikeable.

AMAZING

Hey tlb fandom I DEMAND more fics, actually, get on it guys

The masculine urge to want to be cuddled and kissed by another boy

1 year on T 1 year closer to being the hottest guy in the galaxy gimme a few more and yall will be DROOLING

Bromance of the century !!!

“Brain damage Kyle and cam whore Kyle are friends, apparently” and other texts I send at the gym

One day I’ll make it through a 10 am to 12 pm lecture without fighting the urge to fall asleep the whole time but today is not the day

I need someone to send lewds to so I can start taking them again. My gallery is unfortunately barren of anything fresher than my onlyfans days and this NEEDS to be REMEDIED. I need AFFIRMATION that I’m HOT AND SEXY.

I know I lovingly poke fun at Edwin a lot for constantly playing Trauma Olympics but I'm gonna be real for a second. I support him. If bro wants to bitch and moan about being murdered in a hate crime and getting subsequently tortured for 7 decades despite doing nothing wrong, I think we should let him. I think we should let him complain every day if he wants. He's valid tbh like what the fuck was that

This post contains slightly emotional sex and dysphoria and transness related commentary so scroll away if you don’t want to see that. For the rest of yall reading my personal internet diary, time to get to the point.

As a person who’s been trans and proud for nearly a decade, it’s absolutely wild to experience rushes of emotion re: trans content and trans rep.

I used to read a ton of transmasc-hc fic when I was in my discovery era and it was great and healing and a good self-acceptance tool but then I went through a phase where reading anything even slightly smutty that wasn’t cis-mlm made me wanna crawl out of my skin (this is why I don’t as a rule read wlw or straight romance and skimmed through anything sex related in a restless truth). Then I went through my slut era (which has ended due to people not wanting to fuck me not due to my own wishes, unfortunately) and realized that suddenly I have a fuck ton of bottom dysphoria because cis gays are penis obsessed weirdoes (Important context here is that my gender is ehhh and I mainly struggle with social expectation induced dysphoria in general). Naturally this did not make my aversion to sex scenes with vulvas involved any less bothersome.

HOWEVER, I’ve been reading the FUCK out of dreamling fics recently and there are a lot of good trans hc fics there and the sex… doesn’t make me wanna invert my skin??? It actually is hot and good and amazing and sexy??? And I feel SO EMOTIONAL about this??? I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck full of emotions my alexithymic self can’t sort through. I thought I was over these vulnerable raw transgender gender feelings. I thought all I had left in my cold dead soul was nihilism and queer anger??? Ew

Once again, awake at 3 am

I swear to god I need to stop not taking melatonin because ”I feel sleepy enough”

THESE ARE THE KINDS OF NEWS I’M HERE FOR

Hey tlb fandom I DEMAND more fics, actually, get on it guys

Idk about yall but I personally am super looking forward to what kinds of plot developments I’ll encounter once my addictive personality and genetic predispositions catch up to me and I pick a vice worse than mere hubris and workaholism to help me with my spirals. It’ll be a good season I can feel it in the air.

He's just a little inmortal dude living his best life

Sorry I was a bitch. I just haven’t gotten any male validation is a while and that makes me go literally insane