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I don’t wanna go on hormones bcs I like presenting fem but like.. I lowkey want that auto tune T voice
This post contains slightly emotional sex and dysphoria and transness related commentary so scroll away if you don’t want to see that. For the rest of yall reading my personal internet diary, time to get to the point.
As a person who’s been trans and proud for nearly a decade, it’s absolutely wild to experience rushes of emotion re: trans content and trans rep.
I used to read a ton of transmasc-hc fic when I was in my discovery era and it was great and healing and a good self-acceptance tool but then I went through a phase where reading anything even slightly smutty that wasn’t cis-mlm made me wanna crawl out of my skin (this is why I don’t as a rule read wlw or straight romance and skimmed through anything sex related in a restless truth). Then I went through my slut era (which has ended due to people not wanting to fuck me not due to my own wishes, unfortunately) and realized that suddenly I have a fuck ton of bottom dysphoria because cis gays are penis obsessed weirdoes (Important context here is that my gender is ehhh and I mainly struggle with social expectation induced dysphoria in general). Naturally this did not make my aversion to sex scenes with vulvas involved any less bothersome.
HOWEVER, I’ve been reading the FUCK out of dreamling fics recently and there are a lot of good trans hc fics there and the sex… doesn’t make me wanna invert my skin??? It actually is hot and good and amazing and sexy??? And I feel SO EMOTIONAL about this??? I feel like I’ve been hit by a truck full of emotions my alexithymic self can’t sort through. I thought I was over these vulnerable raw transgender gender feelings. I thought all I had left in my cold dead soul was nihilism and queer anger??? Ew
a boat that uses he/him pronouns and the sails are replaced by trans flags
Bad Baby 🩶 (my street girl poem reading and goth grunge collage)
Is it a perfectly cisgender thing to think about what name you would choose if you were a trans girl
Regardless if she's trans or not, just the thought of being happily married to a woman that stays at home and manages the household and takes care of our 2-3 kids and makes me cool lunchboxes would be enough to motivate me for about any job that pays enough for us, no matter how 9-5, dystopianingly boring it is, as long as I can come home to my wife and kids I'd do anything for them.
Am I the only trans man who gets turned on by thinking about traditional marriage with another trans woman, or just being the man in the house? Like just having a wife around that does anything for you and cooks for you as you provide for her as the man you are, but just in fantasy obviously but still sigh🚶🏻♂️
Hey pals
It's taken me a few days to write this, I'm really nervous about asking for this. But there's just no way I can afford top surgery, especially right now when I haven't been able to find a job and my insurance won't cover my hrt. My goal is to get $10K, but honestly any amount is a blessing.
Any amount you're willing to give will help so much, and I'm willing to do art requests in exchange for donations. If you can't donate, please reblog
So i mentioned to my sibling (they/she/he) that i have very bad body dysphoria and that that makes it very shitty to shower which is why i usually shower in the dark. And like now that it's spring it's getting harder to do that bc the blinds don't fully work when it's light outside.
So they put something over the windows so that i can shower in the dark i-
Straight trans ppl are awesome
you can be straight and lgbt, and straight lgbt people deserve respect. this community is your community too
