Just Can't Keep Up...

Just can't keep up...

All these years later and It still feels as though I'm running on a treadmill, everyone else below running on the earth. I can't keep up, going know where, working ten times harder. Stuck, watching everyone pass me by.

- Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red)

I know I'm constantly doing everything wrong. Must you constantly remind me?

- Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red)

I feel so alone. Like no one in the world feels this way, and it doesn’t even matter. It’s not important. It’s not important, maybe because I’m not important. I’m screaming out, doing everything in my power to be heard, yet even my silence is louder than my screams. What else can I do to be heard but to tear down my world, break apart my life? Die. I just want somebody to listen and not be angry that I’m not content, because I’m not. You know, I’m mot happy. I feel like I’m stuck in a world where no one wants me, in a world where I’m so completely different. I can never fit in or be understood. I can scream as loud as I want to but the screams will always fade because no one really knowws how to listen. Well, maybe this will show them.

- Roger Dawson’s Blog from “To Save A Life” (via listentomybullshit)

I find it strange that I have practically nothing and people still continue to come at me full force and take the little that I have.

- - Sequoia Red (via Sequoia Red) - This year is just as rough as the last.