Updated List :)

Updated List :)

Books I've read

Series:

Series of Unfortunate Events Series (Lemony snicket )

Chronicles of Narnia (CS Lewis)

Uglies series (Scott Westerfeild)

Matched trilogy (Allie Condie)

The selection series + happily ever after (Keira Cass)

Twilight saga + life and death (Stephine Myer)

Delirium Series (Lauren Oliver)

Shadow children series (Haddix)

Divergent trilogy + four (Veronica Roth)

Legend trilogy (Marie Lu)

The lunar chronicles + Fairest (Marisa Meyers)

Fifty shades series (EL James)

The hunger games trilogy (Suzanne Collins)

Slated trilogy (Teri Terry)

The giver quartet (Louis Lowery)

The darkest powers (Kelly Armstrong)

Juliette chronicles/shatter me series (Teharah Mafi)

Destroy Me + Fracture Me (shatter me)

Daughter of Smoke and Bone Trilogy (Lani Taylor)

The mortal instruments (Cassie Clare)

The infernal devices (ll)

The dark artifices (ll)

Shadowhunter academy + the shadowhunter codex+The bane CHRONICALS (ll)

Unwind Series (Neal Shusterman) Wake Series

Half Bad Series (Sally Green)

  Duoligy:

If I stay + where she went (Gayle Forman)

Slammed + point of retreat (Coleen Hoover)

End of days + regenesis (Eric Walters)

This Dark Endevour+Such Wicked Intent (Kenneth Oppel)

Hold Me like a Breath+ Break Me Like A Promise

Incarceron + sappique (Catherine Fisher)

  Single Books:

The host (Stephine Meyer)

Power Play (Eric Walters)

Chains (Laurie Halse Anderson)

How we fall (Kate Brauning)

Thirteen Reasons Why (Jay Asher)

Sins of the mother (Irene Kelly)

My heart and other black holes (Jasmine Warga)

Speechless (Hannah Harrington)

Eleanor and park (Rainbow Rowell)

November 9 (Coleen Hoover)

The girl with all the gifts (Mike Carey)

Dove arising (Karen Bao)

Red wolf (Jenifer Dance)

Enthralled (Kelly Armstrong, Melissa Marr and other authors)

Room (Emma donoghue)

What happened to goodbye (Sarah Dessen)

The Handmaid’s Tale (Margret Atwood)

Half Brother (Kenneth Oppel)

Diary of Anna Frank

Brave New World

We are all Made of Molecules

  Discontinued Books:

Red queen series (second book) (Victoria Aveyard)

Rule of three (first book) (Eric Walter)

You are mine (first book) (Janeal Falor)

Crewel World (first book)

  Currently Reading:

Half Wild - Sally Green (Half Bad book#2)

She

“You’re lovely,” you say.

“No,” I reply.

“Yes. You are,” you argue.

It is a half-hearted argument to you. A game. It is all fun and games. Until someone gets hurt. Until you realize someone was already hurt. LOng before the game started. 100 million rounds ago.

 I am not lovely. She is.

Yes. This girl you fall in love with. This girl who tells you that you are beautiful and somehow always knows the right things to say. No one ever asks her how she always knows just what to say, to mend a soul, to send your demons to sleep. 

She is lovely. Isn't she.

This object of my creation. A beautiful girl thing isn't she. Most agree. You seem to agree. You see I’ve been doing this for a while. The trick is to get it just right. Just the right amount of flaw to make her loveable. Just little cute things.Quirks. You love her. 

I am jealous of her, this girl I have created, from myself. 

Selected the likable things, cut away everything else. Cut it away. Shoved the bloody, broken parts of me in a box, tucked out of sight. In a notebook under the mattress. In a box on the top shelf at the back of the closet. The thoughts under lock and key in my head. So you will never have to see these parts of me, at least when I am with you. Except thoughts aren't so easily locked away. Little things you say, small compliments, pick the lock on the door to these thoughts quite often. You catch glimpses of me then. That is not the girl you call lovely.

She is lovely. I know.

I've been doing this for a long time. Long enough to know how they like them. I character myself to every person I meet. Little things. I’ve got the formula down. I think. Just enough of yourself, but not too much. Too much and you've tipped your hand. They know you. Where to hurt you. You've lost the game. Bet you forgot this was a game. This is a game. And I am determined to win, with this lovely cater I have created, for myself, from myself. 

She is lovely.

And she swore she lost pieces of herself to the wind. 💛

I need more blogs to follow since I just unfollowed a bunch of inactive ones.Like and reblog if you post anything,

The Raven cycle 

The Foxhole court 

Beautiful creatures 

Percy Jackson

The Red Queen

The selection

Legend

The young elites 

The infernal devices, Mortal instruments, Shadowhunters 

The crowns game, The crowns fate

Six of crows, Crooked kingdom

The grisha trilogy

Acotar, Acomaf, Acowar

Ruby Red, Dream a little dream

Harry Potter

The chronicles of Narnia 

The lunar chronicles

Spellbound

Some words to use when writing things:

winking

clenching

pulsing

fluttering

contracting

twitching

sucking

quivering

pulsating

throbbing

beating

thumping

thudding

pounding

humming

palpitate

vibrate

grinding

crushing

hammering

lashing

knocking

driving

thrusting

pushing

force

injecting

filling

dilate

stretching

lingering

expanding

bouncing

reaming

elongate

enlarge

unfolding

yielding

sternly

firmly

tightly 

harshly

thoroughly

consistently

precision

accuracy

carefully

demanding

strictly

restriction

meticulously

scrupulously

rigorously

rim

edge

lip

circle

band

encircling

enclosing

surrounding

piercing

curl

lock

twist

coil

spiral

whorl

dip

wet

soak

madly

wildly

noisily

rowdily

rambunctiously

decadent

degenerate

immoral

indulgent

accept

take

invite

nook

indentation

niche

depression

indent

depress

delay

tossing

writhing

flailing

squirming

rolling

wriggling

wiggling

thrashing

struggling

grappling

striving

straining

She was simply lovely the poems say. But she was not simply anything. And that is why i loved her. She was complex and interesting. She was unique and beautiful. And she was lovely but not simply she was a complex sort of beauty.   

Ghost girl