I Do Not Have The Capacity To End A Conversation On A Bad Note. I Just Do Not Have The Guts To Do So.
I do not have the capacity to end a conversation on a bad note. I just do not have the guts to do so. I cannot live in peace knowing something or somewhere my words would have hurt the other person, and still live on like nothing ever happened. I'd apologize, make the situation funny or worse admit it was all me, even when it was not.
At times I feel I fail as a human, because this is clearly a lack of strength in me. A strength to not feel guilty of hurting someone. But at times I admire myself, and want people to be as soft on me, as I am on them. But this is the world we are talking about. Nothing comes back the way it goes.
And the worst, I'd ever do to myself is to become the hard, I hate the world is. I'd rather viciously be killed, than delicately hurt someone.
-An excerpt from the autobiography I will never write, Vanshika.
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You wait for me,
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people stay.
Warm promises still spur,
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Me: People say I am cruel, and that I should try to reach out to my inner child. The heart of the child inside me.
Also me: I would like to admit I have 3-4 hearts of children inside me.
Also also me: I like to collect them.
Also also also me: Kidnap is the correct word probably.