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Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz]

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz] ⚠

Part Two

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Description: Eddie and Y/N experience a few bumps in the road trying to find their way back to each other.

Warnings: This is long. Mentions of getting sick, cursing, traumatic injuries.

"Dr. Y/L/N, your son just got here with his caretaker Carla." Missy, one of the secretaries for her office, announces through the phone in Y/N's office.

"Okay, I will be up there in a second. Thanks Missy!"

Y/N closes her laptop where she was finishing her last patients chart and stands to go up to the front of the office.

She opens the door and is greeted by Christopher's big smile as he comes over to meet her.

"Hi my sweet boy! Did you have a good day?" She asks as she squats down to his level and pulls him in for a tight hug.

"Hi momma!" He giggles, "I did, we got new word searches that we have to make for our English class and I brought supplies home to do it." Christopher replies as they pull away from each other.

"You did?! Well how about we do that later tonight once you've got some food in your belly, okay?"

Christopher nods and Y/N stands back up, a little too quickly, making her lose her balance a bit.

"Momma?" Christopher reaches out for her.

"Oh, Y/N. Are you alright sweetheart?" Carla asks and helps steady the woman.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I just haven't had a chance to eat today." Y/N makes up an excuse quickly.

Carla studies her for a second, trying to see if she's telling the truth, before letting it go. At least for now.

"Okay. Well, Eddie packed his bag for the weekend and he will be by Sunday night to get him."

"Okay great. Thank you Carla." Y/N gives her a hug and releases quickly so Chris can too.

"I'll see you guys later, have a nice weekend!"

"You too Carla, be careful going home!"

§§§

It's been two months of this.

Christopher going back and forth between two houses.

Only talking when it comes to Christopher. (Since Y/N had told Eddie to stop trying to be her friend. She didn't want them to be just friends. She wanted to marry Eddie, but he needed to work out whatever problems he had that he wouldn't let her help with before that ever happened.)

And it's been one month of pregnancy symptoms.

Y/N found out a month ago that she was five weeks pregnant with Eddie's child and since then she's been having a rough time.

"Mom?" Christopher's voice pulls Y/N out of her head as she continues down the road.

"Yeah Chris?" She replies.

"Did you fib to Miss Carla when she asked if you were okay?"

Oh shit.

"Well, not really. I haven't been able to eat since my granola bar I had for breakfast because I had a busy day at work."

"But you weren't feeling good last week either. You looked a little green while making hamburger for tacos." He points out. This kid is able to see through anybody, so of course he noticed. "I just don't want you to be sick momma. I can't lose you!" Christopher cries.

Y/N immediately pulls off into a grocery store parking lot and puts her car in park. She gets out and goes back to Christopher who's in his seat and engulfs him in a hug as best as she can.

"Christopher Diaz. You will never lose me, okay? And your mom may be in heaven, but she will always be in your heart and believe me when I say she loved you more than anything." She places their conjoined hands over his heart and presses a kiss to his head. "I know daddy and I aren't on the best of terms right now, but that's only temporary, okay? We still love each other very much, but there were some things that needed to get worked out before we could continue." Christopher nods, feeling slightly better hearing that his momma still loved his dad. "Chris, I promise that I'm okay sweetheart, some foods have just been making me feel nauseous. It's okay, nothings going to happen to me. I promise." Y/N sticks out her pinky finger and Chris wraps his around hers.

"I love you momma."

"I love you too my sweet boy."

§§§

"So, Karen is taking Denny and Nia to the pumpkin patch this weekend and she wants to know if she should let the kids get huge pumpkins or not." Hen says as she reads her wife's text messages.

"I say let them get huge pumpkins. I mean aren't the kids all going together? It could be fun and it gives them extra room to carve." Chimney replies as he takes a bite of an apple.

His statement peaks the interest of Eddie and Buck who are sitting on the couch watching a movie.

Hen gives Chimney a 'shut up, stupid' look and shakes her head no.

"The kids are all going together?" Eddie repeats, "What kids?"

"Well..." Hen trails off, "Karen and Y/N are taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and going back to our place afterwards to carve pumpkins."

"Oh, okay." Eddie replies.

"That's it?!" Buck asks.

Eddie gives Buck a weird look and shrugs.

"Yeah... Why would there be anything more?" Eddie questions.

"Because she's taking Chris somewhere and didn't let you know."

"If she wants to take our son on a play date to the pumpkin patch that's fine."

"But she's not really his mother and you guys aren't even together anymore and you won't say why, so why can she just take him somewhere without saying anything?!" Buck exclaims, standing up and pacing around.

"Not that my relationship problems with Y/N are really any of your guys' business but none of this is her fault. I have been shitty these last few months and she finally put me in my place and gave me an ultimatum. I either get my shit together or she's done, for good. I stopped doing what I was doing but I said stuff to her I can't take back, so I am trying to prove to her that I am still the man that she fell in love with, but I need to give her some space. And Christopher is her son. Maybe not legally yet, but he is. Shannon never even treated him the way Y/N does. And she's a great woman because she always tells Christopher that even though she's there she will never try to replace Shannon and she always makes sure he knows that she loved him." Eddie rants.

"That woman is way too good for this world and I'm trying my best to do everything right to keep her by my side." He sighs, "I am the one to blame for our problems, not her." He abruptly stands and makes his way into the bunk room.

Hen, Chimney, and Buck all share a look. And at that moment they all silently decided they will help bring Eddie, Y/N and Christopher back together.

§§§

The next few weeks were even more difficult. Y/N was starting to get emotional, and the sickness hadn't eased up at all, it had just gotten worse. She'd been getting sick at least three times a day and couldn't keep more than a few crackers and water down.

She knew what was going on, but she wanted to try everything before having to go to the last resort, which is IV fluids, and a NG tube. Y/N had been monitoring the baby's growth every week after she was done for the day and the baby was measuring smaller than normal for the gestational age, meaning her body wasn't providing her baby with enough nutrients.

Y/N had yet to tell Eddie, but she noticed Chris was getting more anxious because of her condition and suspected it would come out that she was pregnant soon.

§§§

Y/N finally was able to take a lunch break. Not that she would be able to eat, but she was laying down in her office, trying to rest.

Her phone dinging caught her attention. She picks it up and opens the text from Hen.

Hen-

Hey! Give me a call when you're not busy.

Y/N decided to just call her, since she wasn't doing anything at that moment.

"Hey Hen, what's up?"

"I was wondering how you were doing, Karen had said you weren't looking too hot at the boys play date the other day." Hen replies.

Y/N sits up on her couch and sighs.

"I'm okay, I must just have a stomach bug." She fibs.

In all reality she felt like she was going to get sick right then and there.

"Y/N sweetie, you know you can tell me anything and it won't reach Eddie's ears if you don't want it to, right?" Hen assures.

"Yeah, I know. I don't know what's going on. I think it might just be stress." Surprisingly Y/N had become a good liar since finding out she was pregnant. "I feel like I don't know how to talk to Eddie since that whole blow up when I told him I didn't want to be friends. I really love him, Hen. I want him to be my forever but I think he took it the wrong way."

"Wrong way, how?" Hen questions.

"Well I think he takes me not wanting to be friends as me not wanting him to talk to me or hang around. Sure, we both needed space but I feel like this isn't progressing." Y/N's sniffles can be heard, even though she's trying to stay quiet. "I'm just so tired Hen. I want my life to got back to normal. I want to go home." She cries.

"Oh Y/N. I'm sorry sweetheart, I wish I was there to give you a hug." Hen sympathizes.

"No, it's okay." She hiccups, then gets that sick feeling again. "I gotta go Hen, talk to you later."

She doesn't even know if the phone is hung up before her face is in her trash can.

§§§

Later that day Y/N was called down to the Emergency Room for a thirty-eight week pregnant woman who was in a car accident with a possible placental abruption.

She got down there at the same time as her patient arrived, unconscious, bleeding and barely alive. She pulled on some gloves and started giving orders to the ER staff and to the group of firefighters and paramedics bringing the patient in.

When Y/N gets into her zone she doesn't pay attention to the people surrounding her, so she didn't notice that her patient was brought in by her friends at the 118.

She gets the ultrasound machine and places the wand on her patient's stomach. Her eyes go wide and she quickly places it back where it goes.

Then her patient flatlines.

"Cardiac arrest, start CPR." Dr. Elliott, the Trauma Surgeon says.

Y/N rounds to the head of the bed, while one of the nurses starts compressions.

"Intubation kit, push Etomidate, and someone please try and shift her uterus to the left. She's got a complete abruption. Call up to the OR, we will be doing a crash C-Section." She orders.

Meanwhile, Eddie is standing off to the side with his hand on the patient's husband's shoulder and admiring the love of his life, doing what she does best.

He does notice the paleness and green tint to her skin though. She looks like she hasn't been taking care of herself and it breaks his heart.

All he wants to do is hold her and never let go. He doesn't want to push her, but he's ready to have his family back together. He's ready to continue to prove to her and their son that he is still the same man that they love.

§§§

It was a long surgery, but Y/N was able to save both the mother and the baby. She had to perform a complete hysterectomy to save the mother, but in the end everyone will make it.

After telling the new dad that his wife and baby girl were both going to be okay she stepped into the elevator to go up to her office and finish some charts.

She closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall, the adrenaline crash and the motion making her dizzy and nauseous. Then the elevator stops, causing her to open her eyes and the door opens to reveal Eddie.

He steps on and presses floor seven, the floor to her office.

"Hey." He greets.

Y/N rolls her head towards him, "Hi."

After a few beats of silence Eddie turns towards her and sighs.

"Y/N, I really think we should talk."

Y/N sucks in a breath and nods.

"Yeah, we should." She agrees.

The rest of the elevator ride is silent, and so is the trek into her office.

Her staff was gone for the day, so the lobby was dark until the motion sensor lights turned on.

"Is it really that late?" Y/N asks as she checks her watch.

"Yeah, it's eight-thirty."

"God, it's going to be a long night." She grumbles as she makes her way down the hall and into her private office.

The first thing she always sees when she opens her office door is a framed picture of Christopher, Eddie and herself at the firehouse. It always makes her smile, but lately she finds herself longing for that again.

She glances at Eddie and sees that he is also looking at the picture.

"Y/N..." He trails off, "I've worked through my problems and I'm ready to talk about it. And I'm hoping that you will want to try again." He admits. "I promise you I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you. I know what I said and what I've done was wrong and it hurt you, and I am so sorry. Everything that has happened caught up to me. I felt numb and I didn't want to drop all of my problems on you, so I tried to deal with it myself, in a stupid way." Eddie continues, and Y/N starts to notice the tears pooling in his eyes.

She grabs his elbow and guides him closer to her.

"It was so stupid Y/N. So, so stupid and I'm so sorry. I can't believe I put you and Christopher through this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He apologizes.

All of a sudden Y/N starts to feel lightheaded and her heart starts beating too fast. She loses her balance and grabs onto Eddie.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" Eddie straightens up, now worried about her.

"Ed-." She breathes. "I'm pregnant." Then she becomes dead weight.

Eddie looks into her eyes as they roll back and close and brings her to the ground gently.

"Y/N?! Come on baby, wake up please!" He tries to get her to wake up, but it doesn't work, so he takes his coat off and places it under her head, before going over to her phone and dialing the number to the nurses station in the ER.

When it finally picks up his heart jumps.

"Hello? This is Eddie Diaz, Dr. Y/L/N has gone unconscious in her office and I need help! Please send somebody up with a stretcher!

"Mr. Diaz, is Dr. Y/L/N breathing? Does she have a pulse?"

"Yes. She does. She's just not conscious, we were talking and she said she was pregnant and went unconscious. I don't know if she's been having any issues, she just told me. She has been pretty sick the past month or so though." He rushes, "Just please send somebody up here to help me bring her down to the ER." He begs.

"Okay Mr. Diaz, I'm sending a couple of nurses now."

"Thank you." He hangs up the phone and goes back over to Y/N. He lifts her head up and slides underneath her to keep her propped up.

His eyes land on her face. Now up close he can see that her face is sunken in, pale and overall just not her normal glowing and cheerful look.

Eddie's eyes then trail down to her stomach. There is no sign of a bump and she should have one with his mental calculations of how many weeks along she is.

She had to be in the second trimester by now.

§§§

Y/N ears started to ring as she came to. She knew where she was because of the bright light shining down on her. She grimaced as she opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

As soon as she set up a tiny bit she felt the urge to get sick, and frantically looked for a bag or literally anything.

Thankfully there was a bag sitting on the side table and she grabbed it just in time.

Eddie had been asleep in the chair against the wall until he heard her.

He jumps up and goes over to her to hold her hair and rub her back.

"It's okay mi amor." He soothes.

When the sickness finally lets up Y/N lifts her head.

"God I hate this so much." She cries.

One of the nurses walks in after hearing movement and smiles.

"Dr. Y/L/N I'm glad to see you're awake. That sickness is still kicking your butt isn't it?" She asks as she takes the bag.

"Yeah it most definitely is. It's more than morning sickness though, I am ninety-nine percent sure it's Hyperemesis Gravidarum." Y/N says.

"I would say so." The nurse agrees, "I'll send the doc in and if you guys need anything just press the call button okay?"

They both nod and then she walks out.

Eddie immediately turns to Y/N.

"So how long have you known?" He asks.

Y/N sighs and looks down at her fingers.

"For about ten weeks." She admits.

"And how far along are you?"

"Fourteen weeks as of two days ago."

Eddie chuckles and runs a hand through his hair.

"So were you going to tell me or were you just going to show up with our baby one day?" He pushes.

Y/N stares at him for a few seconds trying to figure out if he's serious or not.

"Of course I was going to tell you Eddie! Things obviously haven't been going well the past few months and I quite honestly didn't know how to bring it up." She cries.

Eddie sighs and nods, agreeing that the last few months haven't been easy. He places his hand over hers and squeezes.

After a few moments of silence he finally speaks.

"Y/N, I want you to come back home, and I want you to take a leave until the baby is here and you're ready to come back."

Y/N immediately shakes her head no, "Absolutely not. I've got patients, I can't just drop them."

"You've got fellows who you've been training. They can take over for now and you can oversee their work until you come back."

"Eddie-." Y/N starts.

"Mi amor, you're a doctor. What would you tell your patients to do if they were in your position." Eddie tries to reason with her.

Y/N leans back in the bed and stares up at the ceiling, trying to think of a way to do what she wants. Even though she knows he is right.

"Y/N."

She turns her head to him and reluctantly nods.

"What are we going to tell Chris?" She whispers.

Eddie smiles, and leans in to press a kiss to her cheek.

"I think he already came to this conclusion himself. He's mentioned wanting a sibling a few times the past couple of weeks."

Y/N chuckles and turns over onto her side to face Eddie.

"He's too smart for his own good."

"That he is."

§§§

Eddie unlocks the door before leading Y/N inside with a few of her bags they got from the apartment she had been renting.

Buck is sitting on the couch watching TV while Christopher is knocked out on the couch.

"Hi Evan." Y/N smiles, passing him to go put away her medicine.

"Hi." Buck returns.

He glances at Eddie who is setting the bags down on the other couch.

"What happened?" Buck asks.

"Well, it's a lot to explain." He starts, "But I will tell you now. Y/N's pregnant."

"What?" He whisper yells. "How far along is she? She's not even showing."

"Fourteen weeks. And that's the long story, but it's late so I will explain later."

Buck gets up and brings Eddie into a bear hug.

"Congratulations Eddie."

"Thank you, Buck."

After a few more minutes Buck heads home, leaving the small family to themselves.

Y/N walked into the living room with a pack of crackers and water to see Eddie picking up Christopher to get him in bed.

"Momma." Christopher's sleepy voice calls as he rests his head on his father's shoulder.

Y/N smiles and walks over to him.

"Hi my sweet boy. Are you going to bed?"

"Can I go to bed with you guys?"

Y/N turns to Eddie to get an answer. Eddie, knowing Y/N can't say no to Christopher, nods in agreement.

"Yeah, we can make it a family sleepover." She says and runs a hand through Christopher's curly mop of hair.

"Chris, before we do that we need to tell you something." Eddie starts.

He shifts Christopher to where both he and Y/N can look at him and gestures to Y/N.

"Momma, is everything alright? Are you okay?" Chris rushes.

"Yeah sweetheart. I'm okay." Y/N grabs his hand and squeezes. "So, the reason I've been sick a lot here lately is because dad and I are having a baby. You're going to be a big brother."

Christopher perks up and a huge smile graces his face.

"Really?"

"Yes really. And mom is going to be off of work until after the baby is born." Eddie adds.

"So mom and I can hang out after school!" Christopher excitedly exclaims.

"We can definitely hang out after school." Y/N laughs and presses a kiss on Christopher's cheek.

"We're glad you're excited, Chris."

He nods at his dad and then looks at his mom.

"Can it be a girl? I really want a sister."

Y/N laughs, "We'll see. We can find out next week hopefully."

Eddie smiles at his family and brings Y/N into a hug with Christopher and himself.

"I love you guys so much. Don't ever forget that."

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Description: Jamie and Y/N celebrate their first Seattle Christmas.

Warnings: IDK, this is cute!

Jamie watched from the living room as the snow fell outside. He loved it since it wasn't something that happened in Texas. For some reason it was so calming even after growing up with it.

He definitely needed calm after getting drafted to the Seattle Kraken in the expansion draft. Jamie and his wife, Y/N, picked up and moved to a completely different state in one week. Getting everything settled and the start of the season is definitely crazy but now it's definitely worth it.

"Jame?" Y/N's voice rings through his ears as she walks through the house.

"I'm in the living room babe!" He responds, turning on the fireplace.

Y/N enters the room with two mugs in her hands.

"What do ya' got sweetheart?" Jamie asks as he opens her arms for her to sit in his lap.

"I made us some hot chocolate. Yours has peppermint and marshmallows, just how you like it."

Jamie takes the mug into his hand and presses a kiss to her lips, "Thank you."

Y/N nods and they both sit there silently, watching the snow fall, with their tree plugged in and fireplace on. It looks like a scene from a movie.

"I really like it here." Y/N whispers.

Jamie looks over at her with a smile on his face, "Really? You do?"

"Yeah, this is nice. We never could do this in Dallas. And as much as I loved everyone there, I think this is the best place for us to start a family. This house is perfect and the property Jame. Our kids could go sledding on snow days and have room to go and play in the snow."

"It is, isn't it." Jamie smiles, leaning into her.

"Everyone here is great too. Since we are all the new guys, you know? We're all in the same spot, so it seems like we all understand each other."

"Yeah, I get what you're saying. I've noticed that too." He replies, "So you think this is where we should finally start our family?"

Y/N nods with a big smile, "Yeah babe. I think it is." She pauses for a second, "Can you imagine it? Sitting in this living room, watching out this window as it snows with our mini's cuddled up to us."

"It will be perfect." Jamie says.

He grabs her mug and sets both of them on the coffee table. Then he wraps his arms around her and pulls her chest to his, so she's straddling him.

"I think our kids will love it here."

"I think they will too." Jamie trails off for a second, "So should we have a baby before our second Seattle Christmas?"

Y/N face plants into his chest and laughs.

"What's so funny?" Jamie asks as he runs his hands up and down her sides.

"You want a baby that bad?"

"Yeah, I want one now."

"Why so you can be called a DILF?" Y/N jokes.

"No, so I can call you a MILF."

"You're cheesy." Y/N smiles as she presses a kiss to his cheek.

As she backs away Jamie catches her and presses his lips to hers.

"I've known that you were going to have my kids for a long time darling. Anytime you're ready, I am." He confesses.

"You're sure? I don't want you to get overwhelmed Jame, a baby is a lot of work on top of everything you're doing now."

"I should be asking you that. I'm gone a lot because of road trips and events. Are you okay with me being gone?" Jamie asks, "I'd put in for retirement tomorrow if you asked me to."

"No you're not." Y/N laughs, "You love hockey too much. Sure I'll miss you and you'll miss some milestones but as long as we have each other we will be alright."

"Okay." Jamie nods, "Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas?"

"Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas."


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4 years ago

Jealous, Aren’t We? [Chris ‘Chappo’ Chapman]

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Description: Chappo gets jealous when the boys show off and flirt with his girlfriend. He shuts it down pretty quick.

Warnings: Do I need to warn about cursing anymore?

"Will you come to the beach and have lunch with me tomorrow? We haven't had lunch together in ages." He asks as he runs a hand through her hair.

"Yeah, of course. You want me to pick up some Chinese?" Y/N replies as she nuzzles into Chappo's neck to press a kiss there.

"If you bring me Sweet and Sour Chicken and Eggrolls, I will love you forever." He groans just thinking about the delicious food.

"Okay, you weirdo." She laughs and rolls her eyes. "And you better love me forever even if I don't bring you food." She jokes.

"I will love you forever, sweetheart." He presses a kiss to her forehead and they close their eyes.

The next afternoon Chappo was sitting in the tower waiting for Y/N to arrive with their food. He was playing around on his phone when someone knocked on the back door and Maxi answers it.

"Y/N! How are you, beautiful?" Maxi exclaims.

"I'm good Maxi. How are you?" She chuckles as she takes a step into the tower.

"I'm great! We haven't seen you in forever! Chappo never hangs out with us anymore so we can't see you." Maxi pouts.

It's true. The boys had a tendency to be flirty with Y/N and they only did it because they knew it bothered Chappo.

"We'll have to set up dinner one night then, won't we babe?" Y/N replies as she walks up the steps.

Chappo looks up at her and pauses for a second before nodding, not really too sure about her plans.

"Sure."

Chappo finally gets Y/N out from the tower and out to a picnic table to eat and while they are talking, he notices the boys driving by on the Rhino's frequently.

"So I was thinking for Christmas this year we could buy your sister this-." Y/N is cut off by the Rhino speeding but followed by beeps and wolf whistles.

"Hey! Stop it you little shits!" Chappo yells at Harrison and Maxi.

Y/N laughs and places her hand on her boyfriends arm.

"Chris, it's okay. They're just picking on you."

Chappo turns his head towards her and smiles. She was always so sweet.

"They're flirting and showing off." He pouts.

"Baby, you don't have to worry about them. You're the only man I want." Y/N rubs his arm with her soft hand. "If you're worried about them we can show them at dinner. Show them whose girl I am." She hints.

Chappo immediately knew what she was talking about, something they've kept to themselves for a while.

"Really, you're ready to tell people?!" His eyes light up with excitement.

"Yeah. If you are?" Y/N smiles.

"I've been dying to tell people!" He exclaims.

"So we will tell them at dinner, tomorrow?" She asks.

"Tomorrow." He confirms.

The group had decided to go out to eat at a local Surf'n'Turf place. The boys, yet again, were playfully hitting on Y/N and Chappo was having none of it. Y/N's the absolute love of his life and his past relationships have made him insecure, even though he knows for sure Y/N would never do that to him.

Max had made the mistake of telling Y/N that she was the best looking woman in the restaurant and Y/N could’ve sworn Chappo's ears were steaming and he went green with jealousy.

Y/N just laughed and said she wasn’t. Chappo internally disagreed with her but kept his mouth shut.

"Yeah Y/N, under this light you’re absolutely glowing. You’re stunning. Don’t you think Chap?" Harrison teased.

Chappo rolled his eyes and took a swig of his beer.

"She’s glowing because I got her pregnant." He says nonchalantly with a bit of attitude.

Everyone’s jaws dropped and Y/N busted out laughing.

"That’s not how we were going to tell them babe!"

"It slipped. He was talking about you." He shrugs.

"Jealous, aren’t we?" Y/N teases.

Chappo sighs, but nods. Then he wraps his arm around her.

"That’s right everyone. I’m jealous and my absolutely beautiful girlfriend is pregnant with my baby." Chappo brags.

Deano just looks around the table at everyone’s surprised faces.

"Well, congratulations! Is it a boy or girl?"


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4 years ago

Well, Now You’re Caught [Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley]

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Description: Y/N is a new Paramedic, and she is placed at LAFD's 118. There she meets Evan Buckley and a secret relationship ensues, until it’s not a secret anymore.

Warnings: Should I even put cuss words anymore or should we just expect it from me?

Y/N walked into the One-Eighteen and glanced around. There were quite a few people in the big station. Some were cleaning apparatuses, some were upstairs lounging and eating and some were working out. She looked to see if Hen was there and as if she felt the younger girls presence she descended down the stairs.

"Y/N! You're here!" She exclaims and quickens her pace. When she reaches the girl, she throws her arms around her and brings her in for a hug.

The sudden commotion catches people's attention, specially the group that was working out. Eddie, Chimney and Buck all stopped what they were doing and looked at Hen and the other girl.

"Who's that?" Buck asks the two. Both Eddie and Chimney shrug and return their attention to the girls. "She's cute." He mumbles.

"How's your sister?" Hen asks.

"She's doing great. Jack just turned two months old so he's finally starting to sleep at night." Y/N replies.

"I need to go see them, I haven't seen her since the day after he was born." Hen says.

"I'll show you some pictures later after I get settled." She chuckles. "Is Captain Nash available? I was told to ask for him when I got here."

"He was on the phone, so I can introduce you to everyone and show you around until he's done." Y/N nods and follows Hen as she introduces her to some other firefighters.

She finally makes it around to their group and Hen immediately gives Buck a warning glance.

"Guys, this is Y/N. She's a paramedic and will be working with us for a while. She's my best friends little sister, so be nice." She again, glances at Buck. "Y/N, this is Chimney, Eddie and Evan, also known as Buck." Y/N smiles and shakes everyone's hand. Everyone behaved until she got to Buck, who held onto her hand longer than needed and winked at her.

"It's nice to meet you guys." Y/N says.

"It's really nice to meet you." Buck blurts. Chimney smacks his back and Buck looks at him. "What?"

"Behave."

Then, Captain Nash comes down and says hello before taking her up into his office to fill out paperwork. Buck watches as she walks up the stairs and everyone starts laughing.

"Oh my god, I think this is a new record." Chimney laughs.

"Buck, you just met her." Eddie sighs.

"Listen I know she's attractive but she's a sweet girl and if you hurt her I'll have to hurt you." Hen threatens.

"She's not just attractive, she's absolutely gorgeous." Buck says as he continues to watch her through the glass.

"Oh he's already gone." Chimney starts dying of laughter and eventually pulls Eddie with him and then Hen, reluctantly.

"I bet two months."

"Oh shut up."

§§§

It took three months. Three months of longing glances, heart eyes and constant affection for Buck to ask Y/N out. Their six month relationship had been kept a secret and so far they'd been doing great at hiding it.

For dates, they'd either stay in, or go out of town. Anytime they'd go out with their friends, they'd act normal, not touch each other too much or act "coupley". They'd also stay at each other's house, but they made damn sure either no one would stop by, there wasn't any evidence of the person being there, or they weren't in a compromising position.

Lately though, Buck had been less careful. Honestly, he didn't care anymore. He knew what he wanted, and that was Y/N, for the rest of his life. Sure, he wouldn't tell her that yet, just so she didn't get overwhelmed, but he knew. He knew he was done the second he met her.

Y/N knew she was done too, but she's never been one to easily admit her feelings, and she felt like she might've been moving too fast, developing those feelings already.

Y/N was in the bathroom, just getting out of the shower after a call where a patients carotid artery was cut, so as expected it was a mess. Buck wanted to see his girlfriend, so he walked into the bathroom and stood outside of the shower.

Y/N stepped out in a towel and squealed when she saw Buck standing there.

"Evan, what the hell? You can’t just stand outside of the shower while I’m in here. I could of been naked." She whisper yells.

"It’s nothing I haven’t seen before. Multiple times." He smirks and pushes himself off the wall. He stops right in front of her and wraps a arm around her while his other hand goes to cradle her face. "You’re really beautiful." He kisses her forehead.

"I know, you tell me all of the time, just like I tell you you’re handsome all of the time." Y/N smiles.

"You deserve to be told you’re beautiful twenty-four seven, but if I did that you’d deck me."

"I would not deck you Evan." She laughs.

"You don’t like attention all of the time. You’d tell me to stop." Buck looks down at her.

"Yeah I’d probably do that." He kisses her cheek. "We’re going to get caught."

"I don’t care." He kisses her nose.

"Well I don’t either but I’d rather not get caught at work while I’m only in a towel and my underwear."

"We won’t get caught." Then her kisses her lips.

The door opens and Hen stands there with Eddie and Chimney.

"I knew it! You owe me twenty bucks Chim." Eddie exclaims.

"Damnit guys, you couldn’t have waited two more months." Chimney grumbles.

"Well, now you’re caught." Hen says. "What do you have to say for yourself Mr. Buckley?"

Buck turns to look at Y/N and she shrugs.

"I love her. This isn’t one of my short flings. We’ve been dating for six months and I really do love her." Buck explains. Y/N blushes and grabs his hand.

"I love him too. He won’t hurt me, I know he won’t."

Hen sighs and looks at Eddie and Chimney who both have "awe" faces.

"Fine, but you have to tell Bobby. Y/N's like his baby now, so you need to tell him." She tells Buck.

"I will, I promise." Buck replies.

"And I will be telling your sister. That woman needs some entertainment." Hen turns and runs out of the room grabbing for her phone to call her friend.

"Oh god. She’s going to tell my parents." Y/N groans and buries her face into Buck's chest.

"Your parents are sweethearts." Buck giggles. "I’m not scared."

"My mom is but when you met my dad we were just friends, now that he knows you’re my boyfriend he’s going to try and intimidate you."

"Your dad is going to love him." Eddie says.

"Yeah! Your dad is going to love me."


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3 years ago

Bah Humbug [Adam Ruzek] 🎄

Bah Humbug [Adam Ruzek]

Description: Adam is a scrooge and Y/N is tired of it.

Warnings: Cursing.

"Adam, come on man, it won't be that bad!" Jay exclaims.

"We're grown adults. Why are we taking pictures with Santa?" Adam groans.

"It's for the kids babe. Shop with a cop! We're going to go to to the store and let them pick out some stuff, and take them to dinner and pictures with Santa. We are all going to participate." Y/N replies sternly.

"Y/N, I am a grown adult. I don't want to take a picture with Santa." Adam argues.

Y/N rolls her eyes and gets up from her desk to go over to her boyfriend. She sits at the edge of his desk, facing him.

"I understand you don't want to, but you're going to do it, for those kids."

Adam looks at her for a second before nodding, "Okay, fine."

Y/N smiles and leans down to press a kiss to his cheek. Then she gets up and walks into the break room.

"Whipped."

"Shut up Jay."

§§§

Everyone was assigned a group of kids, so there wouldn't just be one big group.

Adam and Y/N ended up in the same aisle, so they were helping each other with their groups of kids.

Y/N was bent down and helping a little girl named Ellie pick out a new doll when someone tapped on her shoulder.

Y/N turned around and came face to face with Benji, a boy from Adam's group.

"Hi Benji!"

Benji smiles and gestures that he wants to tell Y/N something. Y/N plays along and leans her ear towards Benji. He cups his mouth on the sides and whispers.

"Miss Y/N, Mr. Adam told me to tell you he thinks you're cute."

She looks down at Adam who winks and waves at her.

Y/N laughs and blushes, before gesturing to Benji she wants to tell him something.

"Mr. Adam is my boyfriend, so tell him I think he is cute too."

"He is?!" Benji exclaims.

"Yep!"

Benji runs off towards Adam to tell him.

Y/N shakes her head and goes back to helping Ellie pick out a doll.

"Miss Y/N?" Ellie asks.

"Yes, Ellie?"

"Can I get a police officer barbie? I want to be like you one day." She asks quietly.

Y/N's heart warms and she smiles while bringing the girl in for a hug.

"Of course you can Ellie, that is so sweet."

§§§

"See Adam, not too horrible is it?" Erin asks as she and Y/N place a couple of plates down on the table for the kids.

"Yeah babe. What do you think?" Y/N chimes in with a chuckle.

Adam glares at her for a second before looking around.

It really wasn't as horrible as he made it out to be. Sure, some of the kids are a handful, but they are all the sweetest kids.

"It's manageable." He mutters, not wanting to please them yet.

"Yeah right. You're having a good time." Y/N replies as she comes up behind him to place her hands on his shoulders. Adam reaches up as well and cups her hands with his own.

"If I admit I am having a good time, do I have to take a picture with Santa?" He bargains.

Jay, who's sitting across the table with Kevin and Al rolls his eyes.

"You're insufferable."

"Says you." Adam argues.

Y/N steps in and puts her hand up, stopping the two boys from going on.

"You have to take a picture with Santa either way Adam. No if's, and's or but's about it." She declares before walking off to go help Sergeant Platt.

"You better listen to her man. She'll have your balls if you don't." Kevin laughs, causing the other guys to join.

"Yeah, yeah. She's harmless."

§§§

"Adam Ruzek get your ass out here right now. I am not afraid to come in there and drag you out by your ear."

Adam had holed himself up in the bathroom after Santa arrived, and now it was time to take pictures.

He wasn't answering his phone so Y/N tracked him down. Although now he's not answering her calls from outside of the bathroom either.

Finally fed up, Y/N decides to just go in. She knocks on the door and cracks it a little.

"If there's anyone in here I'm coming in!"

She waits a few seconds but no one responds so she walks in and goes straight to the stall down at the corner.

"Get out Adam. This isn't funny anymore. Be a man and take a few pictures with Santa for the kids. It is not going to kill you." She seethes, "All of the other guys are doing it, even Voight. So grow up and come on."

Now Adam knew he was in trouble, so he unlocks the door and steps out with his head down.

Y/N doesn't say anything before walking right out the door and back to the main room.

Silently, he follows and sees everyone in a big group for a picture.

He walks over to join and decides his best option is to stand by Voight.

Everyone smiles for the picture and after it was taken Hank turns to Adam.

"Harmless my ass."


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3 years ago

Forty-Eight Hours [Evan ‘Buck’ Buckley]🎄

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Description: Buck tries to tell Y/N about his feelings before her date in 48 hours.

Warnings: Mentions of a house fire.

"Buck, where is the extra wrapping paper?" Y/N asks as she walks over to him from their storage closet.

"Uh-. Check in Bobby's office." He suggests. Y/N nods and heads upstairs.

Chimney and Eddie, who are standing on the other side of the table share a glance.

"So, when are you going to ask Y/N out?" Chimney asks.

Buck rolls his eyes at his friends.

"Really guys?"

"Evan, come on. You need to get over Abby. Y/N is a good girl, and she's already good for you. Just open yourself up."

"I just don't want to mess up. I like being friends with Y/N and I don't want her to leave." Buck says as he rips some tape off of the roll.

"Y/N isn't leaving Buck. She just bought a house, she's staying." Eddie points out.

Buck yet again rolls his eyes. They're right and he knows it.

Hen walks into the bays with more gifts under her arms.

"Wow, who donated those?" Buck asks, changing the subject.

Now it's Eddie and Chimney's turn to roll their eyes.

"Oh, they're actually from Y/N. She adopted a family this year and wanted to wrap the gifts while she was at work since they need to be dropped off right after shift." Hen explains, "There's more in her car if you guys want to help bring them in!"

Buck smiles and shakes his head.

"Yeah, it's unlocked right?"

Hen nods and continues towards the empty table.

The guys all walk out to Y/N's car.

"I love this kid, she's an angel in human form." Chimney says.

"Yeah she's definitely got a heart of gold." Eddie adds.

"I know what you guys are doing." Buck huffs.

"Yeah? Is it working?" Eddie asks as he opens the passenger door. He pauses for a second before a smile breaks out on his face. "Guys, look at that." He points to her dash, right under the speedometer.

It's a picture of Bobby, Eddie, Hen, Chimney, Buck, Christopher and Y/N last summer sitting on the front of the truck.

And another one of Buck and Y/N at fire prevention day.

"She has a picture of us in her car?" Buck asks.

"Seems so." Chimney claps his shoulder and rounds the back of her car.

"Evan, seriously. You need to ask her out. And I wasn't going to say anything but she's got a date the night after shift ends, so you've got forty-eight hours to find your balls and do what you want to do." Eddie says bluntly before going to help Chimney, leaving Buck to his thoughts.

"Oh shit."

§§§

Buck had been trying to talk to Y/N, but of course they've had back to back calls and there wasn't any time.

Y/N and Hen had just got back from a medical assist for a trauma patient, and Buck was waiting for them.

"Hey guys, how'd that call go?" He asks as the girls get out of the ambulance.

"It went okay, the guys probably won't make it due to his injuries though." Y/N says as she goes to the Medical Storage cabinet.

"That's too bad." Buck replies walking over to her, "Y/N, I wanted to talk to you about something-."

"All Units, Structure Fire." The PA system from dispatch cut Buck off.

"Shit!" Y/N grabs everything she needs and throws it in the back of the ambulance. "We'll talk later Buck."

Buck sighs and jogs over to the Engine.

Eddie comes up beside him and pats him on the back.

"You just need a Christmas miracle Buck. You'll talk to her." He encourages.

"Not at this rate, I won't."

"You've just got to believe." Eddie jokes.

"I can't believe I'm going to miss my chance because I was too stupid to say anything before." Buck complains as he takes his seat in the truck.

"Miss your chance at what?" Bobby asks.

Buck groans and puts his head in his hands.

"Y/N has a date after shift, in now forty hours and Buck is realizing he should've said something to her about his feelings before. He's trying to tell her before her date but they've had back to back calls." Chimney explains as he puts on his gloves.

"Buck, you should've told her way before now!" Bobby scolds.

"I know, thanks!" Buck replies sarcastically.

"Talk to her as soon as this is over with. You two are good for each other and I don't want you guys to miss the opportunity." Bobby says.

All Buck can do is shake his head and hope that he's not too late.

§§§

It was a horrible fire. The family lost everything and Y/N was so upset.

"I hate this universe. That is so unfair." She seethes.

Buck had walked over to the ambulance to talk to her but he immediately knew now wasn't a good time.

"Hey guys," He says to catch Hen and Y/N's attention, "You two okay?"

Y/N and Hen both have a frown on their faces, but nod their heads.

"This is just so unfair that this happens. I feel horrible for them." Y/N whispers, "I just wish there was something I could do to help, even just a little bit."

Buck can visibly see how upset Y/N is. Her voice is a tad scratchy and she's got tears in her eyes.

He's not surprised though, as she is one of the most kindest, caring and strongest people he knows. Though, all he wants to do is wrap her in a hug.

"It's Christmas, this shouldn't be happening." Y/N finishes before slamming the back door to the ambulance and going to get in the front seat.

Buck and Hen share a look.

"Maybe there is something we can do."

§§§

Y/N had been sitting in her bunk with her tablet since they got back from the call. She hasn't said anything or gotten up.

Her adopted family had been watching her through the glass for a while before she perked up and finally moved from her bed to the door.

At first she hadn't noticed them, causing her to jump when she walked through the door, but she got distracted she saw Hen standing there.

"Oh good, you're already here. I want to take a ride to Walmart in a few hours, okay?" Y/N doesn't give her time to finish before going back into her bunk.

The group just stands there, shocked by that interaction.

"What the hell is she getting up to in there?" Chimney asks, before walking to the common area.

"Should we tell her or just surprise her?" Hen asks Buck.

"I think we should surprise her."

§§§

Y/N had dragged Hen with her to pickup a Walmart order and bring it back to the house. Her mood had brightened and she wasn't as upset anymore.

Bobby walks into the common area and stops when he sees bags full of stuff like clothes, hygiene and household essentials and even some fun things like toys and entertainment items.

"I thought we were done wrapping presents for the toy drive?" He asks, breaking his silence.

Y/N looks up and shrugs.

"This isn't for the toy drive."

"So, what is it for?"

"It's for the family from our structure fire today." She mumbles.

Bobby nods and comes closer to the table and picks up a toy.

"Would you like some help?"

Y/N smiles and nods, "Yeah Captain, I'd like that."

So, they wrapped all of the presents and placed everything else in bags for the family to use while everyone else in the house slept.

By four in the morning Buck was just itching to tell Y/N what he did, but first he needed some coffee, so he headed to the kitchen.

But Buck wasn't expecting to find his Captain and Y/N passed out on the couches in the living area and tons of wrapped boxes and bags full of items scattered around.

He stops for a second before going over to Bobby and tapping his shoulder.

"Hey Cap?"

"Yeah?" Bobby asks, still asleep.

"What happened in here?"

That makes Bobby shoot up and look around.

Seeing that everything was fine and it was just Buck be laid back down.

"Y/N got all of this stuff for that family. So, I helped her get it ready last night." He pauses to yawn, and looks at Y/N. "Wake her up and make her go lay down in her bed. Her neck is going to be hurting." He says before getting up to go start a pot of coffee.

Buck goes over to Y/N and places his hand on her arm gently.

"Y/N, you need to go sleep in a bed. Not on the couch with your neck all twisted." Buck whispers.

Y/N opens one eye before shaking her head no.

"I'm too tired to move." She complains.

"Okay, so I will carry you. You don't need to be sleeping out on the couch." He argues.

Y/N rolls her eyes before sitting up.

"Okay." She whispers.

Buck places one arm around her and the other under her knees before lifting her up, into his arms. Once he's sure he's got a good grip on her he starts walking down the hall.

The journey is silent until she's being placed on her bed.

"I wish that didn't happen to them Buck. They are such good people."

Buck nods in agreement before stopping and staring at Y/N for a few seconds.

"Y/N?"

"Yeah Evan?"

"I am in love with you."

"I'm in love with you too."

Evan's heart stops for a second. He can't believe she said that.

He shakes his head, she's probably not even awake, so he shouldn't take it seriously.

He squeezes her hand tightly before standing up and walking out of the room.

§§§

Buck couldn't stop thinking about his encounter with Y/N earlier. His coffee had gotten cold because he hasn't touched it.

Buck is brought out of his head by Y/N walking into the living area.

"Good morning Buck!" She says.

"Good morning Y/N."

She walks past him and into the kitchen to grab one of her yogurts. She stops abruptly once she can see out the window.

"What is this?" She asks.

Buck stands up and walks over to her.

Outside there is a bunch of people, coming to donate food, household supplies, old clothes, anything you can think of really.

"This is for the Vasquez family. We set this up after we were done." He starts, "I got them set up at a house until they can get a new one or rebuild their house. They will be here in a few minutes actually."

"Are you serious?" She whispers.

"Yeah. You inspired this." Buck says, "You have a heart of gold and your Christmas spirit is unmatched. It's nice, especially in this line of work."

Y/N smiles and drops her eyes to the ground, scared to meet his eyes when she says what she's going to.

"I really am in love with you, Evan Buckley. I know I was half asleep when I said it this morning, but I really do love you."

Buck lifts Y/N's chin up and leans in.

"That's a good thing, because I'm in love with you too."

He leans in and presses a soft kiss to her lips.

They pull away and Buck sighs, "What about your date after shift?"

"What date after shift?"


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