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Seattle Christmas [Jamie Oleksiak]

Seattle Christmas [Jamie Oleksiak] šŸŽ„

Seattle Christmas [Jamie Oleksiak]

Description: Jamie and Y/N celebrate their first Seattle Christmas.

Warnings: IDK, this is cute!

Jamie watched from the living room as the snow fell outside. He loved it since it wasn't something that happened in Texas. For some reason it was so calming even after growing up with it.

He definitely needed calm after getting drafted to the Seattle Kraken in the expansion draft. Jamie and his wife, Y/N, picked up and moved to a completely different state in one week. Getting everything settled and the start of the season is definitely crazy but now it's definitely worth it.

"Jame?" Y/N's voice rings through his ears as she walks through the house.

"I'm in the living room babe!" He responds, turning on the fireplace.

Y/N enters the room with two mugs in her hands.

"What do ya' got sweetheart?" Jamie asks as he opens her arms for her to sit in his lap.

"I made us some hot chocolate. Yours has peppermint and marshmallows, just how you like it."

Jamie takes the mug into his hand and presses a kiss to her lips, "Thank you."

Y/N nods and they both sit there silently, watching the snow fall, with their tree plugged in and fireplace on. It looks like a scene from a movie.

"I really like it here." Y/N whispers.

Jamie looks over at her with a smile on his face, "Really? You do?"

"Yeah, this is nice. We never could do this in Dallas. And as much as I loved everyone there, I think this is the best place for us to start a family. This house is perfect and the property Jame. Our kids could go sledding on snow days and have room to go and play in the snow."

"It is, isn't it." Jamie smiles, leaning into her.

"Everyone here is great too. Since we are all the new guys, you know? We're all in the same spot, so it seems like we all understand each other."

"Yeah, I get what you're saying. I've noticed that too." He replies, "So you think this is where we should finally start our family?"

Y/N nods with a big smile, "Yeah babe. I think it is." She pauses for a second, "Can you imagine it? Sitting in this living room, watching out this window as it snows with our mini's cuddled up to us."

"It will be perfect." Jamie says.

He grabs her mug and sets both of them on the coffee table. Then he wraps his arms around her and pulls her chest to his, so she's straddling him.

"I think our kids will love it here."

"I think they will too." Jamie trails off for a second, "So should we have a baby before our second Seattle Christmas?"

Y/N face plants into his chest and laughs.

"What's so funny?" Jamie asks as he runs his hands up and down her sides.

"You want a baby that bad?"

"Yeah, I want one now."

"Why so you can be called a DILF?" Y/N jokes.

"No, so I can call you a MILF."

"You're cheesy." Y/N smiles as she presses a kiss to his cheek.

As she backs away Jamie catches her and presses his lips to hers.

"I've known that you were going to have my kids for a long time darling. Anytime you're ready, I am." He confesses.

"You're sure? I don't want you to get overwhelmed Jame, a baby is a lot of work on top of everything you're doing now."

"I should be asking you that. I'm gone a lot because of road trips and events. Are you okay with me being gone?" Jamie asks, "I'd put in for retirement tomorrow if you asked me to."

"No you're not." Y/N laughs, "You love hockey too much. Sure I'll miss you and you'll miss some milestones but as long as we have each other we will be alright."

"Okay." Jamie nods, "Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas?"

"Baby Oleksiak for our second Seattle Christmas."

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4 years ago

Dollhouse [JJ Maybank]āš ļø

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Description: Y/N is stuck in a plastic family and a abusive relationship to keep up with the "perfect" kook family image.

Warnings: Cussing, domestic violence, assault.

A/N: This is inspired by Melanie Martinez’s "Dollhouse". Also, I am not super familiar with the justice system and if the charges and everything are correct. I tried my best.

Hey girl, open the walls, play with your dolls

We'll be a perfect family

When you walk away, it's when we really play

You don't hear me when I say,

Y/N Y/L/N is a kook. Her father is a very well off man, a Neurosurgeon with many published, successful studies. Her mother is a popular cosmetologist in the Outer Banks with her own studio and her client base consists of other kooks and even a few celebrities. Y/N is a junior in high school with perfect grades and the "perfect life" as her friends would say. No one ever sees what goes down behind closed doors though.

Mom, please wake up

Dad's with a slut, and your son is smoking cannabis

No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens

Don't let them see what goes down in the kitchen

Kristin has a drinking problem. She will start first thing in the morning and won't stop until she gets in bed. Her drink of choice is Tequila, until she starts to build up a resistance, then she switches to Whiskey.

Sometimes she passes out from how drunk she is. Her kids will find her on the floor and they make sure to turn her on her side, just in case she gets sick while unconscious.

Michael never would've thought about cheating on Kristin, until she started sleeping around with other men. They never acted like they were even married anymore unless they were out in public, to keep up with the image.

He has a new girl at least three times a week, so every day when he isn't at the hospital. He never brings them to the house, but he does rack up charges on his private credit card.

Reese is constantly high. It started out with weed, but then it escalated to hard drugs, prescription narcotics, opioids, benzo's anything he could get his hands on really. He even went as far as taking Y/N's anxiety medication, so she had to suffer for a month until she could fill her next prescription.

Everybody says the Y/L/N's are perfect but they never see what goes down behind closed doors.

Places, places, get in your places

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

"Y/N, would you please just get the damn dress on!" Her mother yells. "And put some fucking makeup on while you're at it! I can't have people seeing their cosmetologist's daughter looking like that." She spits as she watches Y/N brush her hair out.

"I do have makeup on." Y/N replies quietly.

"Well apparently not enough."

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Every Midsummers is the same routine.

Get berated for not being "as beautiful" as her mother.

Get a flower crown.

Be forced to take family pictures.

Then be forced to spend her night with none other than Rafe Cameron because the kook prince and princess just had to be together.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Y/N had caught Rafe and his buddies beating the shit out of JJ Maybank. A pogue from the Cut. He had been walking around in a servers uniform so Y/N had just assumed that he picked up the job for some money.

JJ is a nice boy. He always was kind to Y/N when she showed up to parties where people from both the Cut, and Figure 8 attended. He always got her something to drink, even if it was just a bottle of water. He would hang out with her too when Rafe inevitability left her to go do god knows what with whoever he decided to that night.

They had cornered him in the locker room and Y/N was actually looking for her brother when she found them.

She gets nervous when Reese disappears after taking something. She's absolutely terrified he's going to overdose and she won't be there to save him.

"Come on pogue! How do you like that?!" Rafe yelled as he kicked JJ in the abdomen.

"Rafe stop! You're hurting him!" She yells. Everyone's eyes shoot to her and she swallows harshly.

She could tell that they were a mix of drunk, high and cross faded, she didn't know what would happen.

Rafe walks up to her and grabs her by the bicep while pushing her up against the wall, trapping her.

"Get the fuck out of here Y/N. Mind your goddamn business!" He starts twisting her arm and she can feel the muscle ripping from the tendon.

"Ow! Rafe stop!- You're hurting me!"

"Rafe! Act like a fucking man and beat on me you pussy!" JJ yells. "One of you fucking stop him! What, do you guys hurt women too?!"

Finally Topper comes over and removes Rafe from Y/N. Then the security guard walks in after hearing all of the ruckus.

Hey girl, look at my mom, she's got it going on

Ha, you're blinded by her jewelry

When you turn your back she pulls out a flask

And forgets his infidelity

Uh-oh, she's coming to the attic, plastic

Go back to being plastic

There was something seriously wrong with Y/N's arm. It hurt to even have someone run their finger along it, and move it even a centimeter.

Her brother found out what happened when he squeezed her arm to get her attention. He hadn't seen the handprint that she was covering up until she flinched away.

"Y/N, what the hell happened to your arm?! Whose handprint is that?!" He exclaimed as he pulled her hand away from her arm.

"It's nothing Reese. I'm okay." She whispers.

"No, who the fuck did that?!" He continues to yell.

Everyone's eyes were on them. Including Rafe's, and JJ's as he was hauled out of the locker room.

"Tell me!"

No one never listens, this wallpaper glistens

One day they'll see what goes down in the kitchen

Places, places, get in your places

Y/N looks at Rafe with frightened eyes. He just gives her a glare, silently telling her to keep her mouth shut.

Then she looks at JJ, who is nodding his head.

"Tell him Y/N! You didn't deserve that. You don't deserve anything bad." JJ says.

She hesitates for a second and takes a breath. Then she turns back to her brother.

"Rafe Cameron did it. I tried to stop him from beating JJ to death and he got mad. This isn't the first time he's laid a hand on me either." She says quietly.

Reese's eyes go wide and he starts shaking. Then all of the sudden he turns and runs at Rafe, who is standing by his father now.

"Reese don't!" Kristin yells as she hurries over to stop him, but she was too slow because Rafe was already on the ground.

"How do you like that Rafe?! Huh?! You pussy ass bitch! Beating on my baby sister? You fucking coward!"

Rafe is covered in his own blood and borderline unconscious when Reese is finally pulled off of him.

Kristin storms over to Y/N, who is getting checked on by her father. She grabs Y/N's injured arm and squeezes. Y/N immediately cries out and tries to get away.

"Look at what you caused! Over a lie! You're ruining this family's reputation!"

"I'm not lying! You've seen all the bruises and cuts I've had because of him! You always make me cover them in twenty pounds of makeup and wear long sleeves and pants so dad doesn't find out." Y/N yells back. "You make me feel like a plastic doll because of how controlling you are, all for this fake family reputation bullshit! I am so sick of it! You lie to the only people who actually care about me, because if somebody saw me at the hospital as a patient they would have to report this and then you'd look bad. I don't even like Rafe at all, but just because you slept with Ward and you two need to keep up with the look reputation you decided to put me through the hell of being his "girlfriend"!"

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

Kristin looks around the room. Everyone is watching, and Ward gives her a look. He's silently telling her to shut her daughter up.

"Y/N! Rafe had never done anything to you! Why are you doing this?!" She yells.

Y/N scoffs and looks at her dad,"If Rafe has never done anything to me, then why was I covered in bruises last Friday night? I said something that he didn't like and he tried to choke me!" Y/N exclaims.

"My son would never-!" Ward tries to but in.

"Shut up Ward! You know he would. There's always been something wrong with him, even when he was younger." Rose exclaims, furious at her husband for cheating on her and for trying to protect Rafe when he's obviously traumatized the girl. She takes a few steps closer to Y/N and Kristin, gently pulling the girls mothers hand off of her obviously injured arm that is now purple and blue. "You're hurting your daughter Kristin. Take your hands off of her."

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

The tears run down Y/N's face as she looks at her dad.

"Daddy, please help me. I need help."

Michael tears up as he steps closer towards his daughter. Rose removes her hand from Y/N's elbow so her father can look at it. His shaky hands enclose hers and he examines her arm.

He can immediately tell the muscle is completely separated and she will need surgery.

He removes his hand and looks closer at his daughter. There's marks everywhere.

Burn marks, handprints, scars, and a freaking bite mark.

As he realizes what all Rafe has done to his little girl, and what Ward has allowed his son to do and get away with, Michael goes off.

"You bit my daughter?!" First, he goes after Rafe, who is now standing up again. "You piece of shit! How could you?! She's never done anything to you! Nothing!"

Rafe doesn't have the energy to fight back, so he takes the punches.

"Things happen." But his mouth has energy.

Michael's eyes go wide and he doesn't see anything but red.

Ward's trying to pull him off, but he's her fathers next target.

"You told me I could trust him! You knew he did this to my little girl! You let him get away with it! You sick bastard!" He knees Ward in the groin. "What if that was Sarah or Wheezie? How can you live with yourself?" He cries. "You, your son and that woman are sick in the head. You're all psychotic and I hope you rot in hell."

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Michael wipes the tears off of his face and turns to his son, daughter and JJ, who's joined his children.

"We're going to the hospital. Let's go."

JJ looks back at Sarah, Kiara, and Pope and they all nod. They know he cares about Y/N, so he needs to go with them.

JJ wraps his arm around Y/N's back and walks with her out the door. Reese follows behind and watches as JJ protects his sister from the door as it swings back towards her arm.

This is what she deserves, someone to protect her and love her with everything they've got.

Hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl, hey girl

Hey girl, open your walls, play with your dolls

We'll be a perfect family

All four of them end up getting checked out at the hospital. Michael and Reese are just awaiting discharge papers to sign, so they are in Y/N's room with her, waiting on the orthopedic surgeon to get there.

Sheriff Peterkin had already been by with an evidence team, to get statements, pictures and DNA samples.

Michael decided to press charges on Rafe, Ward and Kristin. Along with pressing charges on Rafe for JJ, in addition to restraining orders for everybody.

"Dad?" Reese says as they watch Y/N sleep in the bed.

"Yeah son?"

"I need to go to rehab. I need to get clean." He turns to his dad with tears in his eyes. "I can't do this to her anymore. What if I end up like Rafe and she ends up terrified of me?" He cries. "She's already scared because of me. I don't want to do this anymore."

Michael puts his hand on Reese's shoulder and leans against him.

"Okay, once we get home I will get you in somewhere. We'll get you clean."

Places, places, get in your places

Throw on your dress and put on your doll faces

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

Once the orthopedic surgeon got one look at Y/N he got her into surgery right away. It was a long procedure. He had to repair the tendon and muscle. Then get everything back together.

Once in recovery, JJ was finally released with a few minor injuries, so he decided to sit with Michael and Reese while she woke up.

"JJ, I need you to do me a favor." Reese says, pulling him out of his trance.

"Yeah, of course." JJ sits up in the chair.

"I'm going to be gone for a few weeks. I need you to watch out for her. Dad won't be around all of the time, so she's going to need help and she's going to need someone. Will you please be there for her? I know she cares about you because she always talked about you after she'd run into you, and I know you care for her too."

"Yeah. I'll be here." JJ chuckles with a smile.

Picture, picture, smile for the picture

Pose with your brother, won't you be a good sister?

Everyone thinks that we're perfect

Please don't let them look through the curtains

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Today was court day.

Y/N Y/L/N .vs. Rafe Cameron, Ward Cameron, and Kristin Y/L/N

Michael Y/L/N .vs. Rafe Cameron, Ward Cameron and Kristin Y/L/N

JJ Maybank .vs. Rafe Cameron

Rafe was sued and found guilty on two counts of Aggravated Assault. Ward was sued and charged with Aiding and Abetting because he knew what was going on and covered it up for Rafe. Kristin was also sued and charged with Abuse, and Aiding and Abetting.

It was a long and stressful day, but at least they never had to go through this again. Things were going great.

Reese had started rehab, Y/N was finally able to start physical therapy, and JJ moved in with the Y/L/N's for the time being. Which wasn't a big deal because his father wasn't around.

JJ and Y/N have been inseparable, they are together twenty-four seven.

Michael and Rose have even started hanging out. If anything happens besides them being friends, who knows.

Everyone got up to leave the courtroom since court was dismissed and Rafe yells across the room.

"You've ruined everything for me!"

"Shut your mouth right now before I come do it for you!" JJ retaliates and tries to get as close to Rafe as he can.

Y/N grabs JJ's arm and then laces their fingers together.

"J it's okay. Don't let him have the satisfaction." She says quietly.

JJ looks at her and calms down, she's right. Rafe is just trying to get a rise out of him to cause trouble.

"C'mon you two. Let's go." Michael interrupts.

JJ grabs his coat and Y/N's, along with her purse and walks with her out the door.

D-O-L-L-H-O-U-S-E

I see things that nobody else sees

Once outside, they see Ward, Kristin and Rafe being put in the back of squad cars.

Y/N can't continue to watch the scene in front of them. She lets out a little sob and covers her mouth.

JJ and Michael stop and stand in front of her, since there are cameras everywhere.

"Sweetheart, it's okay now. They won't be able to hurt you anymore." Michael says and pulls his daughter into his side, rubbing her shoulder.

"I know, I know." She wipes her tears as they continue to fall. "I just haven't been able to actually process what has happened and I just feel so—so relieved." She finishes.

"It's over. you've got everyone on your side to support you and move on." JJ adds.

"I know. I can't thank you enough JJ."

"You don't have to thank me. I'm always here for you baby." JJ pulls her in for a hug and kisses the top of her head.

"Forever?"

"Forever."


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3 years ago

Silent Night [Eddie Diaz] šŸŽ„

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Description: Eddie and his family spend Christmas Eve together and no nonsense is welcome.

A/N: This is sort of a additional part to "Prove It To Me"!

"Come on Chris. Let’s go get ready for bed." Eddie says as he notices Chris nodding off on the couch trying to watch National Lampoons Christmas Vacation.

Chris groans and sits up, rubbing his eyes.

"I want to see my baby first." Chris replies and grabs his glasses off of the side table.

Eddie helps his son off the couch and nods, "Momma took Hadley upstairs because she was getting fussy. If she’s awake you can see her, okay?"

Chris nods and Eddie picks him up to go up stairs. They turn into the nursery to see Y/N sitting in the rocking chair reading Hadley, who is smiling and cooing back at her mom, a book.

Eddie knocks on the door and comes in, putting Christopher back on the ground once he was by the chair the girls were in.

"We came to say goodnight." Eddie says, leaning down to kiss Y/N's forehead.

Y/N smiles and shifts the baby so there is room for Chris in her lap.

"Do you want me to read you both a book before bed?"

Christopher nods eagerly and Y/N wraps her arm around him to pull him into her lap.

She turns to the beginning of the book and says the title.

Eddie’s phone rings, causing everyone to turn their attention to it.

There had been a major incident and there was a possibility firefighters would get called in, unfortunately.

Eddie sees that his Mother is the one calling, so he groans.

"Dad, you don’t have to go to work do you?" Christopher asks, disappointed.

"No buddy. It’s your abuela. I’ll be back in a few minutes, okay."

He exits the room and answers his phone.

"Hello."

"Edmundo, it’s your mamĆ”. I was wondering when you were going to bring your family home. The baby has been here for two months and we have yet to meet her."

He knew that this was coming. She’s trying to con him into moving back.

"MamĆ”, her name is Hadley. Y/N can’t just pack up and travel first of all, she’s a doctor. Second of all we’ve been short staffed at work so there’s a chance that I could get called in at anytime. Third, we are trying to keep Hadley contained to certain places and people. Flu season is running rampant and we aren’t willing to take any chances with flying." He tries to explain.

"Well what are we supposed to do? We can’t see our granddaughter? It’s not fair that you took of with Chris and now we can’t even meet her. Does she not like us or something?!" Eddie sighs and rolls his eyes, trying not to blow a gasket.

"What do you mean?"

"Your babies mother. Does she not like us?"

Eddie’s ears are steaming and he slaps his hand on the railing around the stairs.

"My daughters name is Hadley and my children’s mothers name is Y/N. Why can’t you say their names?!" He exclaims, "Y/N has never met you, why would she have a reason to not like you? Did you do something that makes you not like-able?" He pushes.

Eddie couldn’t figure out why his parents could never say Y/N’s name. It’s almost like they think they are above her and everyone else.

"Edmundo! How dare you speak to me that way!"

"How dare you call me on Christmas Eve, my baby’s first Christmas Eve and try to ruin my time with my family! Call me when you guys can grow up and acknowledge that Christopher isn’t coming back to you and I have moved on and created a life for myself out here." He hangs up his phone and runs his hands over his face.

After a moment Eddie looks at his watch and notices that it’s Christopher’s bedtime, so he makes his way back into Hadley's nursery.

A soft voice comes from the room, causing him to stop in his tracks.

"Silent night, holy night. All is calm, all is bright.

Round yon Virgin, Mother and Child. Holy infant so tender and mild. Sleep in heavenly peace,

Sleep in heavenly peace." Y/N sings, rocking her kids to sleep.

Eddie pokes his head in the room and smiles at the sight.

He knows he did something right now. Y/N is perfect and so are their kids.

"Silent night, holy night. Shepherds quake at the sight. Glories stream from heaven afar. Heavenly hosts sing Alleluia. Christ the Savior is born!

Christ the Savior is born." Y/N continues as she runs her hand through Christopher’s hair and rubs his neck.

Eddie continues to watch, just melting at the sight of the people he loves the most.

"Silent night, holy night. Son of God love's pure light. Radiant beams from Thy holy face. With dawn of redeeming grace, Jesus Lord, at Thy birth

Jesus Lord, at Thy birth." She finishes.

Y/N presses a kiss to both kiss heads and sighs, leaning further back into her chair.

Eddie finally comes into the room and sends her a bright smile.

"You’re amazing." He says.

Y/N giggles softly and shrugs.

"What can I say? I’ve got a natural touch."

"You most certainly do." He walks over and presses a quick, but sweet kiss to her lips.

"Is everything okay with your mom? You sounded pretty upset out there?" She asks quietly.

Eddie nods and lifts Christopher out of her lap.

"Everything’s okay. My mom is just being rude."

Y/N frowns, knowing she is the cause of it.

"I’m sorry that I can’t just go on trips without much notice, but you and Chris could go if you guys want. I don’t want to hold you back from seeing your family." She offers, getting up to put Hadley in her crib and make sure her monitors are hooked up.

Eddie shake his head no. "Absolutely not. This is my family." He circles his finger around the room, "And if my parents can’t accept that and respect our wishes and choices, I guess they’re not my family." Eddie says.

Before Y/N can say anything he walks out of the room and into Christopher’s room to put him to bed.

Y/N sighs, but stays with Hadley a little longer to make sure she’s okay for the night.

Eddie eventually makes his way back in and wraps his arms around Y/N’s waist so she can lean back into him.

"I’m not going to let them walk all over us and disrespect us at all. I’m tired of it happening and it won’t happen to you, Hadley, Christopher or myself anymore. I will cut off all contact and ties with them if I have to. I’m finally happy, I’m not willing to risk this."

Y/N turns around in his arms and wraps her arms around his neck.

"I love you, Eddie. Thank you for sticking up for us."

"Always, mi amor."


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3 years ago

Last Christmas [Andrei Svechnikov] šŸŽ„

Last Christmas [Andrei Svechnikov]

Description: Y/N and Andrei meet again, this Christmas.

Warnings: Probably cursing, I don’t remember. Cheating but not cheating?

"Y/N, we're going out for drinks. It's Christmas on the Rocks at Joe's. Will you go with us?" Y/N's friend, Emily asks as she and her boyfriend finish getting ready.

Y/N looks up from her laptop screen that's filled with notes and narrows her gaze on her friends.

"Who's going to be there?" She asks.

"As far as I know it's just going to be Sebastian and his girlfriend." Nick, Emily's boyfriend replies with his hands held up.

Y/N thinks for a few seconds before nodding.

"Okay. I'll go, just give me a couple of minutes."

"Yay! Okay, we will be out in the living room." Emily exclaims before dragging Nick away with her.

Y/N closes her laptop and sighs. Then she gets up and looks at herself in the mirror.

She's wearing her Duke t-shirt and sweatpants. And her hair is a rats nest from tugging her hands through it while stressing over her study guide.

"Jeans and a hairbrush should do." She mutters, walking over to her closet.

§§§

Emily walks into the bar first, with Y/N and Nick in tow.

The owners decorated the interior and exterior beautifully, and they have Christmas music playing as well. When you walk in, you're immediately in the Christmas spirit.

She looks around and sets her sights on SebastianĀ  and his girlfriend, Melissa. They are sitting at a high top table across the room, so Emily grabs her friends hand and drags her along.

"Hey guys!" Emily exclaims.

"Look who showed up!" Sebastian exclaims as he notices Y/N.

"Yeah, they dragged me out, Merry Christmas guys." Y/N laughs.

Everyone exchanges a hug before deciding to get drinks.

Y/N volunteers to go get a round and heads to the bar alone.

The bartender is quite busy, so she waits patiently, watching the game between the Flames and Senators.

She was too focused on the game, watching the Tkachuck brothers mess around with each other. She didn't even notice the blonde sit on the stool next to her until he finally spoke.

"Enjoying the game?"

She will never forget his voice, so she didn't even have to look at him to know who it was.

"Yep." She replies.

It's quiet for a few seconds before her stool is turned against her will and his cologne floods her senses.

"Andrei, what the hell?" She squeaks, grabbing the counter.

Andrei let's out a deep chuckle and smiles at the girl in front of him.

"Why won't you talk to me? It's been a year since we've seen each other. I've texted, called and you didn't answer. I even asked Nick and Sebastian, but no one will tell me what's going on." Andrei explains, "What happened? Did I do something? If I did, I want to make it right Y/N. I miss you."

Y/N studies him for a few seconds, trying to see if he is serious or not. And of course like the universe decided to let her know that it hates her, Last Christmas by Wham! came on.

"Are you serious?" Y/N asks, exasperated. She gets off of the stool and stands. "Yeah, Andrei. You did do something."

Y/N walks away from the bar and back over to her friends at the table.

"Y/N, where's the drinks?" Sebastian asks as she grabs her purse.

"Andrei is here. I'm going to go home.I shouldn't have come anyway." She says, ignoring his question. "I'm sorry guys."

Y/N takes her purse and coat and beelines for the door before anyone can say anything to her.

Once outside she takes a deep breath, trying to calm down before she cries.

"Y/N?!"

Of course he came after her.

Y/N starts walking away from the door, trying to order an Uber to get home.

"Y/N, wait! Please?" Andrei begs as he comes up behind her.

"I really need to go home-."

He gently grabs her arm and spins her towards him.

"Can we please talk? I don't know what I did to you, but I am being serious about making it right."

"It's been a year. Why try now?" Y/N pushes.

"Y/N, I thought that you just weren't interested so I wasn't going to force you to talk to me."

Y/N looks at him dumbfounded, "Of course I was interested Andrei!"

"Well then what happened?"

"You slept with that girl on the West Coast trip after that night!" Y/N exclaims.

Andrei looks at her with questioning eyes.

Did he seriously forget he slept with that girl?

"You don't remember, so this must be a common thing?" Y/N seethes, trying to walk away.

"Y/N, I haven't slept with anybody since I met you."

"You're lying."

"No, I am not." Andrei argues.

"Last Christmas you said you wanted to be together and then the very next day I get a message from some girl out in California who had you in her bed! She sent pictures with you and everything." Y/N exclaims.

"Do you have the messages still? I want to see this picture." Andrei asks as he steps closer to Y/N again.

Y/N rolls her eyes and gets her phone out, pulling up the message thread and picture.

Drei said Merry Christmas :)

The pictures still make Y/N want to cry every time she sees them.

One is a selfie of the girl and Andrei, and the other is one of Andrei's back facing the camera in this girls bed.

Andrei studies the pictures and his eyes go wide.

"Y/N who sent these to you?"

"Some girl named Jillian." She puts her phone back in her pocket, "Why does that matter Andrei? That's obviously you in those pictures."

"Jillian and I dated back in my rookie year, when I first moved here. A year or so before I even met you." Andrei explains, scratching the back of his neck. "I haven't seen her since I broke it off. She's messaged me, sure. I swear to you I haven't replied or played into her game. These are old pictures."

Y/N's eyes immediately drop to the ground. Now ashamed of how she has acted.

"I'm sorry, Andrei. I should've talked to you, and not act that way. I'm so sorry." Y/N apologizes, not meeting his eyes.

"Y/N." He says, putting his hand underneath her chin to meet her eyes. "It's okay. Can we please just start over again?"

Y/N nods, "I'd like that."

"Š” РожГеством" Andrei says before pressing a kiss to her forehead.

"Merry Christmas Andrei."


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3 years ago

Prove It To Me [Eddie Diaz] ⚠

Part Two

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Description: Eddie and Y/N experience a few bumps in the road trying to find their way back to each other.

Warnings: This is long. Mentions of getting sick, cursing, traumatic injuries.

"Dr. Y/L/N, your son just got here with his caretaker Carla." Missy, one of the secretaries for her office, announces through the phone in Y/N's office.

"Okay, I will be up there in a second. Thanks Missy!"

Y/N closes her laptop where she was finishing her last patients chart and stands to go up to the front of the office.

She opens the door and is greeted by Christopher's big smile as he comes over to meet her.

"Hi my sweet boy! Did you have a good day?" She asks as she squats down to his level and pulls him in for a tight hug.

"Hi momma!" He giggles, "I did, we got new word searches that we have to make for our English class and I brought supplies home to do it." Christopher replies as they pull away from each other.

"You did?! Well how about we do that later tonight once you've got some food in your belly, okay?"

Christopher nods and Y/N stands back up, a little too quickly, making her lose her balance a bit.

"Momma?" Christopher reaches out for her.

"Oh, Y/N. Are you alright sweetheart?" Carla asks and helps steady the woman.

"Yeah, I'm okay. I just haven't had a chance to eat today." Y/N makes up an excuse quickly.

Carla studies her for a second, trying to see if she's telling the truth, before letting it go. At least for now.

"Okay. Well, Eddie packed his bag for the weekend and he will be by Sunday night to get him."

"Okay great. Thank you Carla." Y/N gives her a hug and releases quickly so Chris can too.

"I'll see you guys later, have a nice weekend!"

"You too Carla, be careful going home!"

§§§

It's been two months of this.

Christopher going back and forth between two houses.

Only talking when it comes to Christopher. (Since Y/N had told Eddie to stop trying to be her friend. She didn't want them to be just friends. She wanted to marry Eddie, but he needed to work out whatever problems he had that he wouldn't let her help with before that ever happened.)

And it's been one month of pregnancy symptoms.

Y/N found out a month ago that she was five weeks pregnant with Eddie's child and since then she's been having a rough time.

"Mom?" Christopher's voice pulls Y/N out of her head as she continues down the road.

"Yeah Chris?" She replies.

"Did you fib to Miss Carla when she asked if you were okay?"

Oh shit.

"Well, not really. I haven't been able to eat since my granola bar I had for breakfast because I had a busy day at work."

"But you weren't feeling good last week either. You looked a little green while making hamburger for tacos." He points out. This kid is able to see through anybody, so of course he noticed. "I just don't want you to be sick momma. I can't lose you!" Christopher cries.

Y/N immediately pulls off into a grocery store parking lot and puts her car in park. She gets out and goes back to Christopher who's in his seat and engulfs him in a hug as best as she can.

"Christopher Diaz. You will never lose me, okay? And your mom may be in heaven, but she will always be in your heart and believe me when I say she loved you more than anything." She places their conjoined hands over his heart and presses a kiss to his head. "I know daddy and I aren't on the best of terms right now, but that's only temporary, okay? We still love each other very much, but there were some things that needed to get worked out before we could continue." Christopher nods, feeling slightly better hearing that his momma still loved his dad. "Chris, I promise that I'm okay sweetheart, some foods have just been making me feel nauseous. It's okay, nothings going to happen to me. I promise." Y/N sticks out her pinky finger and Chris wraps his around hers.

"I love you momma."

"I love you too my sweet boy."

§§§

"So, Karen is taking Denny and Nia to the pumpkin patch this weekend and she wants to know if she should let the kids get huge pumpkins or not." Hen says as she reads her wife's text messages.

"I say let them get huge pumpkins. I mean aren't the kids all going together? It could be fun and it gives them extra room to carve." Chimney replies as he takes a bite of an apple.

His statement peaks the interest of Eddie and Buck who are sitting on the couch watching a movie.

Hen gives Chimney a 'shut up, stupid' look and shakes her head no.

"The kids are all going together?" Eddie repeats, "What kids?"

"Well..." Hen trails off, "Karen and Y/N are taking the kids to the pumpkin patch and going back to our place afterwards to carve pumpkins."

"Oh, okay." Eddie replies.

"That's it?!" Buck asks.

Eddie gives Buck a weird look and shrugs.

"Yeah... Why would there be anything more?" Eddie questions.

"Because she's taking Chris somewhere and didn't let you know."

"If she wants to take our son on a play date to the pumpkin patch that's fine."

"But she's not really his mother and you guys aren't even together anymore and you won't say why, so why can she just take him somewhere without saying anything?!" Buck exclaims, standing up and pacing around.

"Not that my relationship problems with Y/N are really any of your guys' business but none of this is her fault. I have been shitty these last few months and she finally put me in my place and gave me an ultimatum. I either get my shit together or she's done, for good. I stopped doing what I was doing but I said stuff to her I can't take back, so I am trying to prove to her that I am still the man that she fell in love with, but I need to give her some space. And Christopher is her son. Maybe not legally yet, but he is. Shannon never even treated him the way Y/N does. And she's a great woman because she always tells Christopher that even though she's there she will never try to replace Shannon and she always makes sure he knows that she loved him." Eddie rants.

"That woman is way too good for this world and I'm trying my best to do everything right to keep her by my side." He sighs, "I am the one to blame for our problems, not her." He abruptly stands and makes his way into the bunk room.

Hen, Chimney, and Buck all share a look. And at that moment they all silently decided they will help bring Eddie, Y/N and Christopher back together.

§§§

The next few weeks were even more difficult. Y/N was starting to get emotional, and the sickness hadn't eased up at all, it had just gotten worse. She'd been getting sick at least three times a day and couldn't keep more than a few crackers and water down.

She knew what was going on, but she wanted to try everything before having to go to the last resort, which is IV fluids, and a NG tube. Y/N had been monitoring the baby's growth every week after she was done for the day and the baby was measuring smaller than normal for the gestational age, meaning her body wasn't providing her baby with enough nutrients.

Y/N had yet to tell Eddie, but she noticed Chris was getting more anxious because of her condition and suspected it would come out that she was pregnant soon.

§§§

Y/N finally was able to take a lunch break. Not that she would be able to eat, but she was laying down in her office, trying to rest.

Her phone dinging caught her attention. She picks it up and opens the text from Hen.

Hen-

Hey! Give me a call when you're not busy.

Y/N decided to just call her, since she wasn't doing anything at that moment.

"Hey Hen, what's up?"

"I was wondering how you were doing, Karen had said you weren't looking too hot at the boys play date the other day." Hen replies.

Y/N sits up on her couch and sighs.

"I'm okay, I must just have a stomach bug." She fibs.

In all reality she felt like she was going to get sick right then and there.

"Y/N sweetie, you know you can tell me anything and it won't reach Eddie's ears if you don't want it to, right?" Hen assures.

"Yeah, I know. I don't know what's going on. I think it might just be stress." Surprisingly Y/N had become a good liar since finding out she was pregnant. "I feel like I don't know how to talk to Eddie since that whole blow up when I told him I didn't want to be friends. I really love him, Hen. I want him to be my forever but I think he took it the wrong way."

"Wrong way, how?" Hen questions.

"Well I think he takes me not wanting to be friends as me not wanting him to talk to me or hang around. Sure, we both needed space but I feel like this isn't progressing." Y/N's sniffles can be heard, even though she's trying to stay quiet. "I'm just so tired Hen. I want my life to got back to normal. I want to go home." She cries.

"Oh Y/N. I'm sorry sweetheart, I wish I was there to give you a hug." Hen sympathizes.

"No, it's okay." She hiccups, then gets that sick feeling again. "I gotta go Hen, talk to you later."

She doesn't even know if the phone is hung up before her face is in her trash can.

§§§

Later that day Y/N was called down to the Emergency Room for a thirty-eight week pregnant woman who was in a car accident with a possible placental abruption.

She got down there at the same time as her patient arrived, unconscious, bleeding and barely alive. She pulled on some gloves and started giving orders to the ER staff and to the group of firefighters and paramedics bringing the patient in.

When Y/N gets into her zone she doesn't pay attention to the people surrounding her, so she didn't notice that her patient was brought in by her friends at the 118.

She gets the ultrasound machine and places the wand on her patient's stomach. Her eyes go wide and she quickly places it back where it goes.

Then her patient flatlines.

"Cardiac arrest, start CPR." Dr. Elliott, the Trauma Surgeon says.

Y/N rounds to the head of the bed, while one of the nurses starts compressions.

"Intubation kit, push Etomidate, and someone please try and shift her uterus to the left. She's got a complete abruption. Call up to the OR, we will be doing a crash C-Section." She orders.

Meanwhile, Eddie is standing off to the side with his hand on the patient's husband's shoulder and admiring the love of his life, doing what she does best.

He does notice the paleness and green tint to her skin though. She looks like she hasn't been taking care of herself and it breaks his heart.

All he wants to do is hold her and never let go. He doesn't want to push her, but he's ready to have his family back together. He's ready to continue to prove to her and their son that he is still the same man that they love.

§§§

It was a long surgery, but Y/N was able to save both the mother and the baby. She had to perform a complete hysterectomy to save the mother, but in the end everyone will make it.

After telling the new dad that his wife and baby girl were both going to be okay she stepped into the elevator to go up to her office and finish some charts.

She closed her eyes and leaned her head back against the wall, the adrenaline crash and the motion making her dizzy and nauseous. Then the elevator stops, causing her to open her eyes and the door opens to reveal Eddie.

He steps on and presses floor seven, the floor to her office.

"Hey." He greets.

Y/N rolls her head towards him, "Hi."

After a few beats of silence Eddie turns towards her and sighs.

"Y/N, I really think we should talk."

Y/N sucks in a breath and nods.

"Yeah, we should." She agrees.

The rest of the elevator ride is silent, and so is the trek into her office.

Her staff was gone for the day, so the lobby was dark until the motion sensor lights turned on.

"Is it really that late?" Y/N asks as she checks her watch.

"Yeah, it's eight-thirty."

"God, it's going to be a long night." She grumbles as she makes her way down the hall and into her private office.

The first thing she always sees when she opens her office door is a framed picture of Christopher, Eddie and herself at the firehouse. It always makes her smile, but lately she finds herself longing for that again.

She glances at Eddie and sees that he is also looking at the picture.

"Y/N..." He trails off, "I've worked through my problems and I'm ready to talk about it. And I'm hoping that you will want to try again." He admits. "I promise you I will spend the rest of my life trying to make it up to you. I know what I said and what I've done was wrong and it hurt you, and I am so sorry. Everything that has happened caught up to me. I felt numb and I didn't want to drop all of my problems on you, so I tried to deal with it myself, in a stupid way." Eddie continues, and Y/N starts to notice the tears pooling in his eyes.

She grabs his elbow and guides him closer to her.

"It was so stupid Y/N. So, so stupid and I'm so sorry. I can't believe I put you and Christopher through this. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." He apologizes.

All of a sudden Y/N starts to feel lightheaded and her heart starts beating too fast. She loses her balance and grabs onto Eddie.

"Y/N? Are you okay?" Eddie straightens up, now worried about her.

"Ed-." She breathes. "I'm pregnant." Then she becomes dead weight.

Eddie looks into her eyes as they roll back and close and brings her to the ground gently.

"Y/N?! Come on baby, wake up please!" He tries to get her to wake up, but it doesn't work, so he takes his coat off and places it under her head, before going over to her phone and dialing the number to the nurses station in the ER.

When it finally picks up his heart jumps.

"Hello? This is Eddie Diaz, Dr. Y/L/N has gone unconscious in her office and I need help! Please send somebody up with a stretcher!

"Mr. Diaz, is Dr. Y/L/N breathing? Does she have a pulse?"

"Yes. She does. She's just not conscious, we were talking and she said she was pregnant and went unconscious. I don't know if she's been having any issues, she just told me. She has been pretty sick the past month or so though." He rushes, "Just please send somebody up here to help me bring her down to the ER." He begs.

"Okay Mr. Diaz, I'm sending a couple of nurses now."

"Thank you." He hangs up the phone and goes back over to Y/N. He lifts her head up and slides underneath her to keep her propped up.

His eyes land on her face. Now up close he can see that her face is sunken in, pale and overall just not her normal glowing and cheerful look.

Eddie's eyes then trail down to her stomach. There is no sign of a bump and she should have one with his mental calculations of how many weeks along she is.

She had to be in the second trimester by now.

§§§

Y/N ears started to ring as she came to. She knew where she was because of the bright light shining down on her. She grimaced as she opened her eyes and took a deep breath.

As soon as she set up a tiny bit she felt the urge to get sick, and frantically looked for a bag or literally anything.

Thankfully there was a bag sitting on the side table and she grabbed it just in time.

Eddie had been asleep in the chair against the wall until he heard her.

He jumps up and goes over to her to hold her hair and rub her back.

"It's okay mi amor." He soothes.

When the sickness finally lets up Y/N lifts her head.

"God I hate this so much." She cries.

One of the nurses walks in after hearing movement and smiles.

"Dr. Y/L/N I'm glad to see you're awake. That sickness is still kicking your butt isn't it?" She asks as she takes the bag.

"Yeah it most definitely is. It's more than morning sickness though, I am ninety-nine percent sure it's Hyperemesis Gravidarum." Y/N says.

"I would say so." The nurse agrees, "I'll send the doc in and if you guys need anything just press the call button okay?"

They both nod and then she walks out.

Eddie immediately turns to Y/N.

"So how long have you known?" He asks.

Y/N sighs and looks down at her fingers.

"For about ten weeks." She admits.

"And how far along are you?"

"Fourteen weeks as of two days ago."

Eddie chuckles and runs a hand through his hair.

"So were you going to tell me or were you just going to show up with our baby one day?" He pushes.

Y/N stares at him for a few seconds trying to figure out if he's serious or not.

"Of course I was going to tell you Eddie! Things obviously haven't been going well the past few months and I quite honestly didn't know how to bring it up." She cries.

Eddie sighs and nods, agreeing that the last few months haven't been easy. He places his hand over hers and squeezes.

After a few moments of silence he finally speaks.

"Y/N, I want you to come back home, and I want you to take a leave until the baby is here and you're ready to come back."

Y/N immediately shakes her head no, "Absolutely not. I've got patients, I can't just drop them."

"You've got fellows who you've been training. They can take over for now and you can oversee their work until you come back."

"Eddie-." Y/N starts.

"Mi amor, you're a doctor. What would you tell your patients to do if they were in your position." Eddie tries to reason with her.

Y/N leans back in the bed and stares up at the ceiling, trying to think of a way to do what she wants. Even though she knows he is right.

"Y/N."

She turns her head to him and reluctantly nods.

"What are we going to tell Chris?" She whispers.

Eddie smiles, and leans in to press a kiss to her cheek.

"I think he already came to this conclusion himself. He's mentioned wanting a sibling a few times the past couple of weeks."

Y/N chuckles and turns over onto her side to face Eddie.

"He's too smart for his own good."

"That he is."

§§§

Eddie unlocks the door before leading Y/N inside with a few of her bags they got from the apartment she had been renting.

Buck is sitting on the couch watching TV while Christopher is knocked out on the couch.

"Hi Evan." Y/N smiles, passing him to go put away her medicine.

"Hi." Buck returns.

He glances at Eddie who is setting the bags down on the other couch.

"What happened?" Buck asks.

"Well, it's a lot to explain." He starts, "But I will tell you now. Y/N's pregnant."

"What?" He whisper yells. "How far along is she? She's not even showing."

"Fourteen weeks. And that's the long story, but it's late so I will explain later."

Buck gets up and brings Eddie into a bear hug.

"Congratulations Eddie."

"Thank you, Buck."

After a few more minutes Buck heads home, leaving the small family to themselves.

Y/N walked into the living room with a pack of crackers and water to see Eddie picking up Christopher to get him in bed.

"Momma." Christopher's sleepy voice calls as he rests his head on his father's shoulder.

Y/N smiles and walks over to him.

"Hi my sweet boy. Are you going to bed?"

"Can I go to bed with you guys?"

Y/N turns to Eddie to get an answer. Eddie, knowing Y/N can't say no to Christopher, nods in agreement.

"Yeah, we can make it a family sleepover." She says and runs a hand through Christopher's curly mop of hair.

"Chris, before we do that we need to tell you something." Eddie starts.

He shifts Christopher to where both he and Y/N can look at him and gestures to Y/N.

"Momma, is everything alright? Are you okay?" Chris rushes.

"Yeah sweetheart. I'm okay." Y/N grabs his hand and squeezes. "So, the reason I've been sick a lot here lately is because dad and I are having a baby. You're going to be a big brother."

Christopher perks up and a huge smile graces his face.

"Really?"

"Yes really. And mom is going to be off of work until after the baby is born." Eddie adds.

"So mom and I can hang out after school!" Christopher excitedly exclaims.

"We can definitely hang out after school." Y/N laughs and presses a kiss on Christopher's cheek.

"We're glad you're excited, Chris."

He nods at his dad and then looks at his mom.

"Can it be a girl? I really want a sister."

Y/N laughs, "We'll see. We can find out next week hopefully."

Eddie smiles at his family and brings Y/N into a hug with Christopher and himself.

"I love you guys so much. Don't ever forget that."


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